I just want to retire quietly

Liang Xianben was mentally prepared to live a life in a different world with Tan Yanxiaolu. Who knows that this "emptiness" is still a conscience discovery, and it gave the physically and mentally exhausted people a chance to breathe, and they didn't have it for half a month. any movement.

Taking advantage of this half month, Tan Yan made up a lot of cultural knowledge.Not only make up for class, make up for breaks, even make up for interest group breaks.

Because there are two major subjects that are about to be tested, Liang Xian drew the key points for Tan Yan and asked him to study in a targeted cramming style.

So the three of Tu Zishi saw with their own eyes that Comrade Tan Yan, who was calm and calm in front of countless tentacles in a different world, studied those subjects that were so simple in their eyes every day with a pale face. Every look in his eyes can make people feel personally to human fragility.

Later, Cui Heyu told them that Tan Yan was specially recruited because of his outstanding performance in the different world, and his theoretical grades were average.

The three of Tu Zishi couldn't help sighing, no one is perfect.

Relying on the bad stuff, Tan Yan even passed the two subjects at low altitude. This was the first time he passed the test with his own strength, and he was very happy. If he wants to invite Liang Xian, who sacrificed his time to help him make up lessons, for dinner, the two of them should go alone eat outside.

Liang Xian, who was thinking about how to break Tan Yan every day, blushed and agreed.

The night before the meal, Liang Xian kept tossing a coin in the dormitory.

"What are you training for?" Cui Heyu, who was allowed to use the computer, withdrew his consciousness from the computer, and saw Liang Xian thinking about throwing coins.

Liang Xian gave him a white look, but didn't answer.

The two had been at odds for a long time, and Cui Heyu didn't have the same knowledge as him. After all, in Liang Xian's place, ignoring him was already the highest level of treatment.

Cui Heyu was half chatting with Liang Xian, half talking to himself: "I am envious that you can enter the 'empty', but also glad that I didn't experience that world in person. Professor Qiao showed me the video, it's too miserable. "

He tried to imagine how he would behave when he entered the parasitic world, and he came to the conclusion that he would not be any better than the three newcomers.

Cui Heyu's abilities are not suitable for "emptiness", and the real world is more conducive to his performance.It was also a burden for him to go to the parasitic world like this.

"Everyone is working hard. Dali has been eating grilled squid for half a month. Assistant Professor Chai is even more ruthless. I heard that he asked the research team to help him get a bunch of earthworms, put them in a jar, and put his hand into them every day to feel them. , and said that in the future, he would try to soak his whole body in it to overcome his psychological shadow..." Cui Heyu couldn't take it anymore, and shivered.

Following Qiao Zhixue's suggestion, Tu Zishi practiced guessing cards with playing cards.Qiao Zhixue believes that the ability to predict is the reception and reanalysis of information from the objective world by brain waves. Predicting things hundreds of years later is basically metaphysics, and it should not be possible at present.But for recent things, such as when and where the next "hole" will appear, I believe that after training, Tu Zishi will be able to do it sooner or later.

Feng Wu and Hai Liren failed to awaken their supernatural powers. They still looked cheerful on the surface, but they were actually very anxious inside. They heard that the state of near-death might stimulate their awakening. It was only by finding someone to explain it that the Central Military Academy's first college student suicide tragedy in history was avoided.

Qiu Qi is trying to understand his own strength, and strive to achieve long-distance linkage next time, without holding hands again, which is too inefficient.For this reason, he pushed Ke Hao's invitation to a party at the end of the month. The reality does not allow him to have fun with his classmates. Most importantly, he hopes that he can be strong enough to support Tan Yan as soon as possible.Yan Yongfeng forced himself to watch cartoons every day. It is said that cartoons are now comics that are slowly turning pages in his eyes, and he really lost a lot of fun.

"Everyone is working hard in their own way. What are you doing? Playing with coins?" Cui Heyu was anxious, fearing that he would not be able to enter the "hole" and fall too far behind everyone, so he couldn't help stimulating Liang Xian to decompress.

Liang Xian glanced at him coldly and said, "I'm thinking about life."

Cui Heyu: "..."

What does playing with coins have to do with thinking about life?

In fact, Liang Xian really didn't lie to Cui Heyu this time, he was indeed trying to make a major decision - whether to confess his love at dinner tomorrow.

Tan Yan's slowness made Liang Xian a little anxious. Now, he would sometimes take the opportunity to pounce on Tan Yan's face, but Tan Yan would still rub his head lovingly.

Looking at his grandson's expression made Liang Xian despair. Even if Tan Yan was disgusted or disgusted by his intimate behavior, Liang Xian would not feel that his future was bleak. After all, Tan Yan had become aware of his sexual orientation in his behavior.

But now Tan Yan's feelings for him have been separated for a generation. Every time Tan Yan smiled and looked at him encouragingly, Liang Xian would have the illusion that he was wearing a red scarf on his chest...

What about boiled frogs in warm water? According to Tan Yan's ability to resist high temperatures, the frogs will not feel the same after being boiled for 100 years.

A straight man like him can only accept straight balls.

It just so happens that the two of them get along alone, so let's just confess directly, even if the confession is exchanged for distance, at least it conveys my feelings.

but……

Liang Xian was still a little timid, he was not good enough for Tan Yan in any way.Confused, he can only toss coins when no one is around (Cui Heyu who has entered the computer is not considered a person), and if it is a flower, he confesses his love, and the numbers continue to change subtly.

The first time was numbers, Liang Xian decided to win two out of three games; the second time was still numbers, Liang Xian decided to win three out of five games; the third time was still numbers, Liang Xian decided to win four out of seven games; the fourth and fifth times... …

By the tenth time, Liang Xian decided to confess his love by throwing a flower once.

However, it has been thrown 50 times now, and it is still a number, as if God is telling Liang Xian that your confession is doomed to fail, it is better not to say it, at least Tan Yan can still treat him as a junior.

Cui Heyu lay on the side and watched for a while, seeing that Liang Xian threw numbers every time, he couldn't help saying: "Are you practicing using your consciousness to control which side of the coin is up? I can see that you have thrown it more than 30 times, all of which are Words, did you do it on purpose?"

It's even sadder because it wasn't intentional!It's so sad to be like this by coincidence!

Liang Xian finally glanced at Cui Heyu, pursed his lips and said, "No, I want to throw flowers."

"Why do you want to throw flowers?" Cui Heyu asked, "Choose phobia and can't make a decision by yourself?"

"Almost." Liang Xian lost it again, it was still a number.

Cui Heyu twitched his face when he saw the pattern of the coin and said, "Your situation is either caused by subconsciousness, fear of the choice you want to make, and unintentional control of the direction of the coin; or it is bad luck. But look You keep throwing like this, but you still want to choose the flower side. Since you have to spend anyway, then why throw it? The answer has not come out long ago.

I remember someone once said that if you can't make a choice, you just flip a coin. When you flip it once and want to flip it a second time, you know which one you want to choose. "

Only when you are not reconciled, will you hope to be able to throw out the results you want.

Liang Xian stopped his actions. Although he didn't like Cui Heyu, what he said was right.

Why keep flipping coins?Because he wants to express his feelings, the young people's feelings are so passionate that it is difficult to hide them in their hearts, relying on coins just wants to give him courage.

Liang Xian patted the flower side up on the table. God didn't give him a choice, so he decided his own fate.If this continues, his first love will definitely end without a problem, so he must express his feelings.

After taking the coin, he said to Cui Heyu, "Thank you."

It's a little awkward, but Cui Heyu gave useful advice no matter what, so I should thank you. Tan Yan likes good boys who are frank and polite.

"Although I don't know what you want to do, but judging by the results of this tragic coin toss, I guess it won't work." Cui Heyu said.

Liang Xian: "..."

Take back thanks, he still hates Choi Ho Yu.

Although it was Tan Yan who invited him to dinner, he didn't know city B well, so Liang Xian was left to book the restaurant.

Liang Xian was very active. He searched the Internet for the most famous lovers' sanctuary near the Central Military Academy, chose a quiet box, ordered flowers and violin music in advance, and secretly paid a deposit. How could he let his sweetheart pay for it?

At six o'clock, the two walked out of the school side by side and entered the restaurant together.

The dining room is dimly lit and the tables are far apart, allowing couples to sit close together and whisper.Tan Yan's hearing is good. As soon as he entered the door, he heard the chatter of customers. He couldn't help but blush, shook his head and said, "Young people nowadays can't stop eating."

Liang Xian: "..."

Although he made up his mind silently, he still told himself firmly that it's okay, being rejected is a perfectly normal thing, and if he agrees, he's picked it up.

After entering the box, the waiter brought Tan Yan a bouquet of fiery red roses. Tan Yan said embarrassedly: "Why send me flowers, I should send you flowers."

Is there any red rose for the teacher?Tan Yan's knowledge in this area was even worse than his academic performance.

Liang Xian could only smile stiffly: "I...it's not...in fact...you are my teacher."

After holding back for a long time, I still couldn't speak.

The waiter gave him a sympathetic look.

Liang Xian: "..."

This is a romantic French restaurant. Liang Xian ordered a lot of famous French dishes, but high-end restaurants have large plates but very little food.Tan Yan didn't know how to use a knife and fork, so he asked the waiter for chopsticks. When he heard that the restaurant didn't provide chopsticks, he simply folded two rose branches and used them as chopsticks.

Liang Xian: "..."

"No, no, you don't have to do it yourself, I'll cut it for you!" Liang Xian said.

"It's okay," Tan Yan said, "Hurry up and eat, we have to go back to study later."

Liang Xian: "..."

It was a mistake for him to choose such a romantic restaurant. Tan Yan... Hey, although Tan Yan has a good temper and didn't say anything, when the dishes came, Tan Yan's expression froze. Liang Xian understood this expression very well, it was saying There are so few dishes, not enough to eat!

Military students such as Liang Xian and Tan Yan consume a lot of physical energy every day, and the supernatural team also consumes mental energy and has to train at night. For Tan Yan, this table of high-end French famous dishes may not be as affordable as a bag of instant noodles .

Sure enough, in less than 5 minutes, Tan Yan ate half of the dishes on the table with rose branch chopsticks, and he left the rest for Liang Xian.Tan Yan touched his stomach, it seemed that he was not full, but he still said very considerately: "Are you eating enough? How about some more?"

In Tan Yan's mind, he is the one who treats guests and pays the bill, so naturally he can't be stingy.

"No need," Liang Xian said dejectedly, "This restaurant won't be full, otherwise we'll go to the nearby fast food restaurant and eat some more later."

"It's okay," Tan Yan said with a smile, "I used to be hungry a lot. Although these are a little less, they are all good things. I can tell that I just haven't eaten them and I'm not used to them."

He is hard and simple, does not have too many demands on life, but does not dictate the lifestyle of young people today, and can accept all new things with tolerance.Strict self-discipline and lenient treatment of others are Tan Yan.

How can such a person not be liked.

Liang Xian clenched the fork tightly, his fingers trembling slightly, and said, "You...why haven't you found one all these years?"

"Didn't I say it? The face is too young, and I don't go home every night. I can't give the girl a stable home, and I don't want to delay her." Tan Yan repeated his statement.

"But... won't you be lonely?"

"Just pass it." Tan Yan smiled simply.

However, Liang Xian was very sad and distressed. He felt sorry for this man who was dozens of years older than him.

He thought of everyone, but he ignored his own feelings. Others can't be delayed or hurt, and he can just bear it.

Liang Xian put down his chopsticks, feeling distressed and moved. Looking at Tan Yan's clean and sincere eyes, he felt that his throat that had been congested all the time could make a sound.

"I, I don't want you to be lonely."

"Of course I'm not lonely now," Tan Yan said, "With you guys by my side, I feel very happy to see you getting stronger little by little, and I'm not lonely at all."

"No, I didn't mean that, I mean... I want to spend the rest of my life with you." Liang Xian stood up, looked at Tan Yan affectionately and said.

"Do you want to buy a house together to be neighbors in the future?" Tan Yan thought about it carefully, "But the house price in City B is too expensive... I haven't calculated how much the country sends me, is it enough to buy a house? I'm retired I can't get a loan..."

Liang Xian was dying of anxiety, how could someone be so dull!

He almost roared out, "I mean, I like you!"

"Well, I like you too." Tan Yan stood up and rubbed Liang Xian's hair that was about to explode.

Liang Xian: "I like it like a lover. I want to live with you. This kind of thing will accompany you for the rest of my life."

It was only then that Tan Yan really realized what Liang Xian was talking about. He was stunned for a while, his expression gradually became serious, and he looked at Liang Xian and said, "When did you have such an idea?"

It's not like confirming feelings, but the trainer talks to the problem recruits.

Liang Xian instinctively stood at attention and said, "Report, the first time I entered the 'Empty', I thought you were so handsome, and I fell in love with you!"

Tan Yan: "Have you talked to a psychiatrist?"

Liang Xian gritted his teeth and continued: "Report, homosexuality is no longer considered a mental illness. You should read more information about it. This is a normal phenomenon, just like liking women!"

"No, your family isn't poor either?" Tan Yan's answer was still out of state.

"What does liking you have to do with being poor!" Liang Xian said frantically.

"In the past, there were usually two bachelors who couldn't afford a wife. They would get together and live together. They were called Qi brothers. It was very common in the countryside." Tan Yan explained.

"No, no, not at all!" Liang Xian hugged Tan Yan and forcibly leaned in to kiss him on the lips.

He didn't dare to go too deep, just touched him lightly, grabbed his shoulder, and said almost pleadingly: "It's this feeling, you... I beg you to understand!"

This must be the worst confession in the world, Tan Yan didn't even realize it!

After being kissed, Tan Yan was a little dazed. He touched his lips and said after a while, "Is that what you mean?"

"Do you still need a reason to like someone? You are so good, everything is worthy of my liking!" Liang Xian also went all out, he could see clearly, if he didn't say it himself, Tan Yan would never understand, he had to confess passionately, say it All my heart!

"Question, do you know my age? I'm 58 years old, 39 years older than you. In the old society, when you got married early, you were enough to be your grandfather. You...why?" Tan Yan didn't understand at all.

"There is no reason, you are deeply attracted to me." Liang Xian looked into Tan Yan's eyes and said earnestly, "When I think of you alone, I feel uncomfortable. I want to be with you, even if it's only for an hour a day."

Tan Yan hesitated and said, "You... want to take care of me until the end of my life?"

Liang Xian let go of Tan Yan and hit his head against the wall in despair. He wanted to die.