Knight's Love Letter

Chapter 48、Long-term pain is worse than short-term pain

Wang Qi said that when he married Fang Mingyu, although he had no love for her, he also decided to be loyal to the marriage and take care of her and her family. It had nothing to do with love, but to assume the responsibility of marriage. .

He and Fang Shiqing couldn't have a marriage, that's why he was so eager to have an identity accepted by Fang Shiqing's family.

Before that, he had already exchanged the acquiescence of the Wang family's parents for the relationship between the two at the price of a rib.

Fang Shiqing's feeling at this time is very subtle, he is always hanging by Wang Qi, but whenever Wang Qi has a little different behavior or expression from usual, he can feel uneasy for a long time, always afraid that Wang Qi doesn't like him that much.

But this is not because Wang Qi treats him badly, but because anyone who has had a long-term secret love experience can easily feel humble in front of his lover unconsciously.

He didn't expect that Wang Qi would be so insecure.

He wanted to go on with Wang Qi forever, and felt that a stable relationship was enough, but Wang Qi was more concerned than him. Apart from feelings, he also cared about the responsibilities that should be between each other.

He was very happy that Wang Qi cared so much about their future, but he felt a little wronged because he had no confidence in him, was he afraid that he would not be able to bear the responsibility for this relationship?

He said: "Are you afraid that I will be irresponsible? I got you so hard, how could I not want to take responsibility? You still don't know how much I love you?"

Wang Qi didn't answer his words, but said, "Wang Jin told me that I saw you having dinner with Mingyu tonight..."

Fang Shiqing immediately explained: "I just met her and sent her for a while. She has dated other people. Why is Wang Jin so fond of gossiping? I'm so scared of my sister now, how can I have dinner with her?"

But Wang Qi said: "Even if you are afraid of her to death, you still treat her as your sister. Even if she almost ruined your face, even if she hates you, is jealous of you, and stabs you with all kinds of ugly words, you are still special." Care about her. You are this kind of person, no matter how bad she treats you, you still remember her kindness to you more. "

Fang Shiqing was startled: "She is my own sister, is there anything wrong with that?"

Wang Qidao: "There's nothing wrong. You care about Mingyu very much, and you care about your parents even more, so you don't want to come out and don't want to hurt them. But this kind of thing can't be kept hidden for a lifetime. You think they will be unacceptable if they hear about it from others in the future." Did it hurt? Nothing has happened yet, you are already like this, when they really object to us being together..."

He paused, looked into Fang Shiqing's eyes, and said slowly: "It must be me that you gave up on."

Fang Shiqing wanted to say no, but his throat was choked.

Wang Qi's hypothesis is established, and his speculation is almost accurate.

He felt that there must be something wrong with Wang Qi's words, but he couldn't explain it.

Wang Qi reached out and stroked his hair, his tone was as gentle as his movements, and he said: "Qingqing, I know you love me very much, and I believe that you are willing to do anything for me, except this one. Since you Sooner or later, you will abandon me and leave me in such a choice, we might as well separate sooner."

Fang Shiqing shook his head desperately, begging, "No, I don't want..."

Wang Qi fixedly looked at him and said, "Then you give me an answer, saying that you will choose me, no matter what, you will choose me."

Fang Shiqing's lips trembled a few times, but he couldn't say anything.

Wang Qi laughed and said, "Aren't you even willing to tell a lie to deceive me?"

Fang Shiqing stared at him blankly, feeling vaguely in his heart...he couldn't choose, but Wang Qi had already made his decision.

Wang Qi stood up, holding the handle of the suitcase, looking back at Fang Shiqing who was sitting stiffly on the bed with a flat expression.

He said: "Go and see if you have a stomach problem. Don't delay. I can't accompany you. You can find another companion. Qingqing, I'm leaving."

The sound of the wheels sliding of the trolley case gradually faded away, and the anti-theft door was opened and locked again.

The house was completely quiet.

Fang Shiqing still maintained the posture when Wang Qi left, sitting on the bed with his legs bent.

There was a faint reminder that the elevator had arrived outside: "Ding——"

He jumped up suddenly, ran out staggeringly, rushed out of the bedroom, passed through the living room, his hands were shaking so much that he could hardly grasp the handle of the anti-theft door, he unlocked the door in a panic, and pushed the door hard.

There was no one outside the door.

He turned his head, and there was a key on the shoe cabinet.

"It might be a gastric ulcer," said the female doctor in a white coat while pressing the patient's abdomen. "Does it hurt here? Where is it?"

The patient lying on the examination bed shook his head and nodded.

The female doctor said: "Get up, why didn't you come to see me sooner? Don't you feel any pain?"

The patient said: "The pain was severe a few days ago, but it won't last a few days."

The doctor picked up the medical record and looked at it, and said, "Fang Shiqing? You had a fluid transfusion last month because of this problem, why don't you have a long memory? Did you drink alcohol? It has become a chronic disease."

Fang Shiqing gave a "hmm" and said, "Will he die?"

doctor:"……"

Fang Shiqing grinned and said, "I'm afraid of pain, and when it hurts, I want to die."

The doctor sat down to write the list, without raising his head, he said: "If you are afraid of pain, you have to treat it, let's get an infusion, it will come quickly."

He went to line up to pay, and then lined up to get the medicine. He ran upstairs and downstairs several times, feeling dizzy.

Today, there are many patients in the infusion area. When the nurse was giving him the needle, a five or six-year-old child on the right who was already in the infusion kept turning his head to look at him. He tried his best not to show the pain.

The Legend of Zhen Huan was broadcast on TV, he had never watched it, and other than Sun Li, the others could not recognize it clearly. At the moment, a person named Sister Mei died of dystocia, and Sun Li cried so much that the heavens fell apart.

The child who received the infusion said, "Mom, look at how sad Uncle is crying."

His mother wiped her tears and said, "Huanhuan did a great job."

When Fang Shiqing's first bottle of medicine was almost finished, Zheng Qiuyang called: "There is no movement on this big weekend, where are you?"

Alchemist Qing said: "What do you want?"

Zheng Qiuyang smiled and said: "I asked where you went wandering, take me with you."

Fang Shiqing said: "Chaoyang Hospital, are you coming?"

Zheng Qiuyang asked in surprise: "What's the matter? Are you sick or have you had an abortion?"

Fang Shiqing scolded: "Get out, I'm hanging water here, stomach trouble."

Zheng Qiuyang said: "Oh, poor boy, is your man with you?"

Fang Shiqing: "...Only me."

Zheng Qiuyang smiled and said: "That's just right, I haven't dated an angel in white yet, you can help me scan the radar to see if there are any good breasts, and I will go there immediately!"

He broke up with his painter girlfriend. He really couldn't bear the strong artist atmosphere, and he had a very bad temper.

He was tossed about for a week just because of this woman, and he was finally cleared up yesterday.

When he arrived at the hospital, he picked a beautiful nurse to ask how to get to the infusion area. As soon as he entered, he saw Alchemy sitting there dozing off, and went over to pat him: "Wake up, hey, I'll run away if I plant another needle!"

Fang Shiqing raised his head, saw clearly the fruit basket in his hand, and said speechlessly, "Didn't you buy it for me?"

"Isn't it? Why don't you act like a patient." Zheng Qiuyang sat down beside him, took a banana from the fruit basket, tore open the skin and put it in his mouth.

Alchemist said angrily: "Where are you looking at the monkeys? Get out after watching."

Zheng Qiuyang leaned towards him while chewing bananas, and said in surprise, "Why is your complexion so bad? You are seriously ill, what did you do? I haven't seen you for a week, and you're just like this. ?”

Fang Shiqing: "..."

Zheng Qiuyang recalled, and said: "Could it be that he really broke up with that?"

Fang Shiqing: "...um."

Zheng Qiuyang quickly finished eating the banana, and said, "What's the matter? You were too drunk a few days ago, and I didn't ask you. Later, I had a lot of things about myself, and I always wanted to ask you and me." Is he reconciled, how did this break up?"

There were people coming and going in the hospital, Fang Shiqing didn't want to say too much, just said: "That's it."

Zheng Qiuyang scratched his head, and didn't know how to persuade him. He had never dealt with Wang Qi before, and all he knew about Wang Qi was from Wang Chao and Fang Shiqing. He thought for a while and said, "Actually, the two of you are not very suitable at first, so let's split up. On your condition, find a better one later, and he will be mad at you."

Fang Shiqing's mouth was tight, and his expression was not very good.

Zheng Qiuyang opened this page and said again: "I originally wanted to ask you to play. Didn't you say that you wanted to exercise your muscles a while ago? It happened that a friend opened a gym, bought imported equipment, and hired them with a high salary. A few personal trainers, are you interested? I'll take you to have a look, and I'll give you an annual card by the way, which will be used as lucky money, shall we go?"

Fang Shiqing was dissatisfied and said: "Don't take advantage of my seniority! It sounds good, and it will be fine after I finish the infusion. It's time to exercise. This year, I spent hundreds of gas dollars just to come to the hospital."

After he finished the infusion, Zheng Qiuyang took him to the gym to have a look, and he thought it was good, so Zheng Qiuyang insisted on giving him a card, but he accepted it after pushing for a long time and said: "Well, I'll treat you to dinner , It’s just that I have a bad stomach, so I can’t drink with you anymore.”

Zheng Qiuyang couldn't eat spicy food at first, so he thought about it and said, "It's just the two of us, everything is a waste, so why not call me a friend?"

Alchemist Qing said: "Okay, you can call."

Zheng Qiuyang said with a smile: "It happens that Yuan Rui lives not far from here, let's ask him to come together, will it work?"

Fang Shiqing was a little surprised: "He lives near here? How do I remember that he told me that he lives very close to my house?"

It was only now that he realized that Yuan Rui probably said that on purpose to send him back that time, and felt it was wrong: "Oh, that's not right, how do you know he lives here?"

Zheng Qiuyang said: "It was the time you were drunk last week. I came out of your house with him. It was quite cold and I had nothing to do, so I sent him home. Hey, this guy is really nice. Yes, it's so dull, it's really fun."

Fang Shiqing asked suspiciously: "Didn't you play him again?"

Zheng Qiuyang raised his hand as a gesture of innocence: "No, I'm so upright and straight...I'll send four."

Alchemist said, "Straighten your tongue first."

Zheng Qiuyang called Yuan Rui and made an appointment to meet him directly at the hotel.

Alchemist Qing said: "He doesn't live far away, go pick him up, why ask him to come here by himself?"

Zheng Qiuyang said: "He said he was not at home, but he didn't go very far, let's go there and wait for him for a while."

They said they were waiting, but in fact, the two of them had just parked their car and before they had climbed the steps in front of the hotel, Yuan Rui arrived.

Someone sent him here in a Land Rover and parked next to them.

Yuan Rui got out of the car and said, "Aren't you late?"

He turned back to say goodbye to the people in the car: "Please send me here, thank you, I will contact you later."

The person in the car said, "It's okay, let's go."

Fang Shiqing turned his head to look over, seeing the appearance of the man in the car, his heart skipped a beat.

This man looks quite masculine, and he is well-dressed. He can't see his full body when he is sitting, but his shoulders and arms are also predictable, and the knuckles on the steering wheel are clearly defined.

He was a little dazed for a moment.

The man sensed his gaze, smiled politely at him, and nodded.

Fang Shiqing was startled, and subconsciously smiled.