Knight's Love Letter

Chapter 47. Identity

Alchemist looked at Wang Qi intently, and almost begged: "In this case, why should we separate? If you don't come back, I can't sleep every night, and I have nightmares every day. I dream that you ignore me, and you are good to others. I'm dying, and you won't even come to see me."

Wang Qi saw that his eyes became a little gentle, pinched his waist, and said, "Why are you so thin?"

Fang Shiqing sat up on his elbows, put his arms around Wang Qi's neck, choked and said, "I have a stomachache again, and I am afraid that the doctor will make me hang up again. I dare not go by myself. I want you to accompany me, but you They didn't talk to me for weeks, they said I was dumped."

Wang Qidao: "Why are you pretending to be wronged? Obviously you don't want to choose me."

Alchemist pursed his lips to be even more aggrieved, hugged Wang Qi even harder, and said softly: "It's not that I don't want to make it clear to my parents, I also want them to accept our affairs, but my father is not in good health. , My mother hasn't dared to let him know about the divorce between you and my sister. I know you love me, and my parents love me very much, too. Don't be so overbearing, okay?"

Wang Qi was hugged by him without moving. He was silent for a moment, and said: "You promised to tell our mother well, but in the blink of an eye, you went back on your word, and now you blame me for being domineering? You also said that you want to find a boss?" Pull to fool them, you forgot, your sister will marry me, isn't it also to fool them? In the end, she still broke up with her girlfriend. "

Fang Shiqing pursed his lips and said, "I'm not her..."

Wang Qidao: "Yes, you are not her. If I hadn't found out early and refused to cooperate with her, I'm afraid she would even have a child now."

Fang Shiqing quickly grasped the main point of the words: "My sister...wants to give birth to you?"

Wang Qiyan said succinctly: "She wanted a child a few years ago and said she would raise it by herself. Of course I don't want to."

Fang Shiqing: "...She just thought about it?"

Wang Qidao: "Of course not, she is an activist, do you want to hear the details?"

Fang Shiqing felt a little uncomfortable, and said, "I don't want to."

But Wang Qi wanted to say: "She is better than you, at least she doesn't look hypocritical."

Fang Shiqing was even more unhappy, and kept his mouth shut.

Wang Qidao: "What face are you showing? I only slept with you, don't you already know?"

Fang Shiqing said awkwardly: "If you haven't slept, foreplay doesn't count? Don't talk about it, I don't want to hear it."

Wang Qi said: "I don't want to hear it anymore? Then what if I really have a baby with her? What if the Lala you are looking for also wants a baby? You have to have a marriage certificate to apply for a birth certificate, even if you originally You don’t want that child, and you will have to deal with many things in your life. Apart from the child, there is also the pension of the woman’s parents. In the future, the elderly of both parties will be gone. There is no need to continue the marriage and you can divorce. The distribution of property is fine. Whether you raise the child or she raises it, the two of you will be bound together because of this child for the rest of your life."

Fang Shiqing sounded a little silly. His idea of ​​finding a lesbian was very simple, that is, to take it home for his parents to have a look at during the holidays. He never thought that there might be so many complicated problems.

He said: "All of what you said is based on the fact that I also want to have a child, but I don't want to at all."

Wang Qi looked at him and said, "Since you want to fool me, you'll be fooled halfway. They will urge to hold their grandson. My mother was very urging last year. She made two phone calls every day and never left the child."

Fang Shiqing: "..."

Wang Qidao: "You just came back to China at that time, and I was already preparing to resign, so I didn't get beaten down by her indiscriminate bombardment. If it was really a few years earlier, you might have a nephew by now."

Alchemist sat up straight, his eyes wide open, his lips trembled, he wanted to say something but didn't say it.

Wang Qi said a little fiercely: "Let me tell you this, if I had slacked off for a moment and didn't hold back, the child would not have jumped out just by blowing my breath, and I would have slept with Mingyu, and more than once, even at the beginning What she said well is that she has to raise it by herself. When she really has a child, the child can talk and call me dad. Can I ignore him? Don’t coax him when he cries? Leave him alone when he’s hungry? I'm going to hold a parent-teacher meeting when I'm older, so I won't go even once, is it reasonable? He wants to find his father for his birthday, can I not accompany him? He is sick, can I not go to see? If he suddenly said, Dad, I want to If you want a normal home, do you think I will give it or not?"

He clearly assumed the situation between him and Fang Mingyu, but the tone of his speech sounded like something about Fang Shiqing and a certain woman.

Fang Shiqing's scalp has been numb since he heard the first sentence "I have to sleep with her more than once".

Later, he no longer had the psychological burden of having sex with Wang Qi, and he didn't have to resist violently every time as he did at the beginning, because Wang Qi clearly told him that he had never had sex with Fang Mingyu.

Even if it wasn't Fang Mingyu, if Wang Qi wanted to have a baby with another woman now, he would vomit a mouthful of blood just thinking about that scene.

If he really had another child, Wang Qi would still be ordered around by the mother and child every day, and he would do so willingly, since it was his own child.

Fang Shiqing himself especially loves to cling to Wang Qi, and Wang Qi also likes his stickiness. When the time comes to be clinged to by that child, Wang Qi may gradually become a father and become addicted. The more I look at it, the more I feel that the woman is pleasing to the eye. When I go home, my wife and children are hot on the kang, what else is there for him?

Fang Shiqing was so angry that his stomach ached from the plot, he rushed over and bit Wang Qi on the face, angrily said: "If you dare to have children with a woman, I will castrate you!"

Wang Qi pinched his face and said: "I worked so hard to earn money because I was afraid that no one would take care of the two of us in the future. From the day I saw you, I never thought about having children, unless you can give birth to me... ...If you can really give birth, I will let you give birth to me endlessly, with a big belly forever, no need to come out, everyone will know that you are my wife."

Fang Shiqing fell in love with Wang Qi's style of love words, and leaned on his shoulder comfortably, and said, "I won't look for Lala anymore, and you don't want children either, I will take care of you."

Wang Qi twisted his face and said, "Already think I'm old?"

Fang Shiqing was a little hurt from being pinched, and his eyebrows frowned: "Why are you so hard? I promised you not to find prostitutes... As for the matter of coming out of the closet, don't be so eager to force me, okay? "

Wang Qi looked into his eyes and said: "I'm not trying to force you, have you ever thought that there is no impenetrable wall in the world, if you don't tell them, sooner or later they will hear or find out about it from other ways, when the time comes Can you still hide in your shell like you are now?"

Fang Shiqing was taken aback, and hurriedly said: "If it is really found out, of course I will admit it, and I will tell them frankly that I love you and want to live with you."

Wang Qidao: "What if they can't accept it no matter what? What are you going to do? Will you get rid of me then?"

Alchemist blurted out: "I won't..."

Wang Qidao: "Then you will leave them for me?"

Fang Shiqing: "..."

He wanted to say something to please Wang Qi, but he couldn't tell a lie.

If that kind of situation really happened, whether Wang Qi or his parents were not wanted, his life would be worse than death.

But Wang Qi laughed abruptly, and said: "Qingqing, you think I'm not afraid of anything, but actually I'm afraid of a lot of things, apart from being afraid that you will be unhappy, what I'm most afraid of is that you will leave me."

Fang Shiqing: "...I can't stand you ignoring me for two days, how could I leave you?"

When he was secretly in love with Wang Qi before, he was so in pain that he couldn't love him, but now that he was with Wang Qi, he was hanging by Wang Qi all day, and he still couldn't bear to live.

Just like this, Wang Qi still has this kind of worry?Even if you let a dog bite him, he won't leave, okay?

The love in his eyes was very strong, Wang Qi's face became warmer, he raised his right hand and rubbed his lips with his thumb, his eyes were a little dark, and he said in a low voice: "I knew your sister liked women at that time, I thought it was a kind of mental illness , I just signed up for an account on a gay website, and I wanted to see what these gays were thinking. I didn’t expect to find your blog, and I didn’t expect you to talk to yourself in such trivial and stupid ways across thousands of miles of oceans , easily bent me. When I saw you again, I realized that you are not only cute, but also so good-looking, so dazzling and pleasing, and you even have so many casual Weibo posts. People praise you for being handsome and cute, those who always beg you to read private messages in their replies, did they send you their contact information and want to ask you out? I think they have good eyesight, but at the same time I want to lock you up. No matter how handsome and cute you are Only I know that others are better off not even watching."

Fang Shiqing felt sweet in his heart, opened his mouth and bit Wang Qi's finger, and said: "You still say you are not overbearing? You just want to control me, and I can only rely on you for everything."

Wang Qi's hand slipped to his chest, he got in from the neckline to touch him, and said, "Do you remember the first time we made love? I have been fantasizing about the feeling of entering you for several years, but actually entering it is more difficult than I imagined." It feels better, it's tight and wet, your whole body is glowing white, your legs are so slippery that you can't catch it, the bed sounds good, you're swinging and pathetic, and even swearing in French sounds like you're flouting , I'm almost fascinated by you."

Fang Shiqing hadn't been touched by him for several days, his chest was numb, and after hearing him say such words, he gradually became a little excited.

Wang Qi only touched him with that hand, and did not make any other movements. He looked at his face intently and said, "I didn't know it was the first time for you. I read your blog and wrote pornographic things a few times before. , I also vaguely know that you have been in love later, and you must have slept in someone else's bed. I thought that someone had fucked you like me. Although the body was very pleasant, I was going crazy with jealousy. No, you have no idea how happy I am."

He crushed the protrusion on Fang Shiqing's chest between two fingers and kneaded it hard. It was painful and itchy. He couldn't help but threw himself forward, lying in his arms, and hummed softly.

Wang Qi bowed his head and kissed his hair, said: "Is it comfortable?"

Fang Shiqing hummed and responded, "Mmm..."

Wang Qi touched him more violently, and breathed more quickly than before, and said: "I like doing this kind of thing to you, I like the way you are on my bed, I give you both pain and happiness, you never It's mine inside and out."

Fang Shiqing looked up at him with wet eyes: "I am yours...don't torture me, Wang Qi, I am yours."

He lowered his head, and Fang Shiqing offered his lips.

Wang Qi only kissed him lightly on the lips before retreating.

Fang Shiqing's feeling has come up, his body is a little unbearable, but he dare not urge him, the memory of the failure of the last dedication is too vivid and deep.

He could vaguely see that Wang Qi didn't want to do it.

Sure enough, Wang Qi withdrew the hand that was touching him, and said: "I also like that you act coquettishly and play tantrums at me. I really enjoy the process of wiping your tears and making you happy. I just want to spoil you, spoil you." No one can bear you except me, so when you meet someone who is more handsome and interesting than me, even if you want to go with him, he will be scared away by your hypocrisy."

Fang Shiqing sat up feeling absurd, and the fabric of his clothes rubbed against his swollen chest. He felt some unspeakable pleasure, but he didn't care about it, and said anxiously: "Why do I want to go with him? Why do you think so? I am So is it someone who is different and wants to change?"

Wang Qi smiled at him and said, "I'm not doubting you. I'm eight years older than you. When you reach your most attractive age, I'll be old."

Fang Shiqing: "..."

He didn't think about his age. He was used to looking up to Wang Qi since he was a teenager. From his height to his relationship, Wang Qi in his eyes was superior.He never thought that Wang Qi would care about this.

"Qingqing," Wang Qi said, "I never thought of making you betray your relatives. I was just eager to find an identity, an identity other than brother-in-law, that could be accepted by your family."