Turns Out I'm Crazy

It rained all night.

The bean-sized raindrops crackled, as if smashing everything, and the roaring thunder continued, as if it was close at hand.

Lu Zhengfei did not call Chen Qianqing again. He stood alone in the rain, like a clay figurine.Some precious things all flowed into the soil with the washing of the rain, and could never go back.

After the rain stopped, Chen Qianqing received a text message from Han Huaiyun, with only two words "thank you" on it.

Chen Qianqing got up again and walked to the window.There was no one under the window sill, and the lonely figure yesterday seemed to be just an illusion.

The ridiculous fate has finally embarked on its own track again.

The fact that Lu Zhengfei came to find Chen Qianqing seemed to be just an episode.

Since then, Lu Zhengfei has never heard from him again.

Chen Qianqing asked Wang Wulin about Lu Zhengfei. Wang Wulin said bluntly that after Lu Zhengfei went back, he was beaten badly by his father. It is said that he went directly to the emergency room. If Lu Zhengfei's mother didn't stop him, he probably would have died.

After hearing the words, Chen Qianqing didn't say anything, and didn't even show any unnecessary expressions, as if this matter had nothing to do with him.

Wang Wulin was also a little surprised when he saw this, he said: "Chen Qianqing, I thought you had feelings for Lu Zhengfei." If he didn't care, based on what he knew about Chen Qianqing, he felt that Chen Qianqing wouldn't even ask.

Chen Qianqing said: "There are feelings, but not the kind of feelings he wants."

Wang Wulin was a smart person, so he didn't ask too many questions, and changed the topic casually.

Does Chen Qianqing have feelings for Lu Zhengfei?What kind of feelings?Even Chen Qianqing himself might not be able to answer such a question clearly.

When Lu Zhengfei stood downstairs in the rain and begged humblely, only the real Chen Qianqing was qualified to go down and give him a hug like forgiveness.He is not Chen Qianqing, so he can only hang up the phone and lie on the bed, Lu Zhengfei's weak and sad voice echoed in his ears, Lu Zhengfei said: "Qianqing, can you come down and see me?"

Not good, Chen Qianqing thought, Lu Zhengfei...I want to treat you well, but I can't, so...sorry.

Spending time alone is leisurely. Chen Qianqing has almost never had such an experience. He cooks alone and works alone, and occasionally goes to the bar to sit and sit. books.

In this way, she lived a life of retirement, and Chen Qianqing waited quietly, waiting for the day when Lu Zhengfei was nirvana.

Three years may not be long or short, but it is enough to change a person.

Back then, after three years of changes, Lu Zhengfei imprisoned Chen Qianqing when he met Chen Qianqing again. He finally understood that there are some things that must never be brought out in the open—at least when he is strong enough Not before.

And in this lifetime, because of the existence of Chen Qianqing, a butterfly, Lu Zhengfei escaped once.What consequences will this lead to?Chen Qianqing didn't know, all he could do now was wait.

On the day of Chen Qianqing's 27th birthday, what should come still came.

On November 27th, Chen Qianqing bought vegetables and was going home by bicycle.He parked his bicycle downstairs and walked upstairs with a small cake and the vegetables he bought from the market.

Chen Qianqing lived on the third floor. When he walked past the second floor and looked up at the door of the rented house on the third floor, he saw a familiar yet unfamiliar face.

The man was wearing a black v-neck sweater and a gray coat, and he was smiling at him at the moment, and he said, "Baby, long time no see."

Chen Qianqing's body was stiff for a moment, but he quickly recovered, and he said: "Well, long time no see."

The long time no see meeting seems to be harmonious.

It's a pity that the bodyguard standing beside Lu Zhengfei with an expressionless face was telling Chen Qianqing the real answer. No one knew better than him what Lu Zhengfei was thinking at the moment.

Lu Zhengfei was thinner than three years ago, and his skin was darker. He looked very energetic, but those innocent things were missing from his eyes. He said, "Why don't you invite me in?"

Chen Qianqing put the vegetables on the ground, took out the key and opened the door: "Come in."

Lu Zhengfei walked in directly.

The bodyguards outside the door were still standing, Chen Qianqing glanced at them, and closed the door behind him.

The house Chen Qianqing rented was not big, with two bedrooms and one living room, very simple.From the perspective of food and clothing, although it is not related to poverty, it is definitely not rich.

Lu Zhengfei walked around the room, turned his head to look at Chen Qianqing who was still pouring tea for him, and said, "I thought you would tremble with fear."

Chen Qianqing poured hot water into the quilt and said lightly, "I'm sorry to disappoint you."

Lu Zhengfei said: "Baby, why are you reluctant to spend your millions?"

From Lu Zhengfei's point of view, the millions that Han Huaiyun gave Chen Qianqing was obtained by Chen Qianqing's betrayal of him - Lu Zhengfei thought so too back then.

Chen Qianqing didn't answer: "The vegetables I bought may not be enough for two people." He just bought some ribs and a handful of Chinese cabbage.

Lu Zhengfei came over, bent down, pinched Chen Qianqing's chin, and lifted it up bit by bit, his eyes were indifferent, and there was no warm friendship like four years ago, he said: "It's okay, I will eat you Enough."

Chen Qianqing suddenly felt that something was out of his control.

Lu Zhengfei lowered his head and bit Chen Qianqing's lips.Different from the strong emotion at the beginning, Chen Qianqing could feel that Lu Zhengfei's kiss was malicious. He bit Chen Qianqing's lower lip, and then bit it with his teeth until the epidermis broke and blood flowed out.

Until now, Chen Qianqing remained motionless.

Lu Zhengfei suddenly felt that Chen Qianqing's reaction was extremely boring, he let go of Chen Qianqing, and then stroked Chen Qianqing's cheek: "Aren't you going to cook?"

Chen Qianqing took out a napkin with a blank expression, wiped off the blood on her lips, got up and walked to the kitchen, not forgetting to put on her apron.

Lu Zhengfei watched Chen Qianqing walk in, with the same expressionless face - at this moment, the expressions of the two of them were very consistent, almost like the same person.

The pork ribs were cleaned and put into the pot to stew together with the tomatoes, and the cabbage was fried with vegetables. Chen Qianqing took two more eggs, stirred them evenly, put them in the pot and steamed them.

The rice was left over from yesterday. There wasn't much left. Chen Qianqing was enough to eat alone. After hesitating for a moment, he washed the rice again, put it in the rice cooker and steamed it.

When everything is ready, there seems to be nothing left to do.Chen Qianqing thought for a while, then took out a few green onions from the vegetable basket, peeled them clean, chopped them into chopped green onions and put them in a small bowl for later use.

When Chen Qianqing was doing all this, Lu Zhengfei was watching from behind Chen Qianqing. He remained silent, and Chen Qianqing pretended that he did not exist.

It wasn't until all the dishes were served on the table that Lu Zhengfei said, "Have you lived alone for four years?"

Chen Qianqing's lips were burning hot. He was serving rice, and when he heard Lu Zhengfei's words, he hummed lightly.

Lu Zhengfei said: "Isn't your dream to marry a wife and have a child? It's been four years, and the child can be soy sauce."

Chen Qianqing exhaled, he and Lu Zhengfei were indeed the same person, because back then, he and Lu Zhengfei were worried... exactly the same.He was also afraid that the original Chen Qianqing would marry a wife and have children, and forget about him cleanly, so he didn't even go looking for Chen Qianqing, but now... it seems that something is different.

When a person's growth trajectory changes, does his personality become different?Chen Qianqing didn't know, he could only observe to find the answer.

Chen Qianqing handed the prepared meal to Lu Zhengfei, took a pair of chopsticks and started eating.

Lu Zhengfei also sat down, he picked up a piece of ribs, and chewed carefully.

It was very quiet, without the outburst that Chen Qianqing imagined, and Lu Zhengfei, who was eating food opposite, was so quiet that it made people feel a little uneasy.Chen Qianqing would not be so stupid as to realize that Lu Zhengfei was not angry with him. He thought that he would face Lu Zhengfei's stormy anger, but found out...he guessed wrong.

This is a rare mistake he has made since his rebirth.

Chen Qianqing still doesn't know how powerful the butterfly wings are, but his intuition vaguely hints at something bad.

Lu Zhengfei was very calm when he ate. He ate a bowl of rice, and then drank a bowl of steaming soup. After Chen Qianqing also put down the bowl, he said, "Baby, are you ready?" ?”

The hairs on Chen Qianqing's back stood up all of a sudden.

Lu Zhengfei nodded: "Then I'll start." The next moment, he stood up, grabbed Chen Qianqing, and immediately dragged Chen Qianqing to the sofa in the living room.

Chen Qianqing's physical fitness will never be as good as Lu Zhengfei's. Insomnia brought him mental lethargy and physical weakness. Although he is an adult, Chen Qianqing is powerless to compete with Lu Zhengfei.

Lu Zhengfei tied Chen Qianqing's hands tightly with his own scarf. He looked down at Chen Qianqing with no expression on his face. He said, "Baby, you know, I really miss you."

Chen Qianqing was panting heavily, his head was so dizzy that he couldn't even turn his head. He could only let Lu Zhengfei peel off his clothes one by one until he was completely naked.

In November, the weather turned cold, Chen Qianqing felt the chill very quickly, he pursed his lips and said nothing.

Lu Zhengfei said: "Honey, don't you consider begging for mercy?"

Chen Qianqing said coldly: "If I beg for mercy, will you let me go?"

Lu Zhengfei laughed lightly, and he said: "Of course not... I beg you that year, but you still didn't come down to see me."

Come out to hang out, as expected, you have to pay back everything.

Lu Zhengfei kissed the fair Chen Qianqing's skin, and said with satisfaction: "I'm glad you haven't found someone else in the past few years... Otherwise..."

Chen Qianqing sneered.

Lu Zhengfei pressed the wound on Chen Qianqing's lips with his thumb, and continued: "Otherwise... I'm afraid I will, completely...destroy you."