Turns Out I'm Crazy

They are all men, so they must have done masturbation.

When Chen Qianqing helped Lu Zhengfei get it out with his hands, he comforted himself that he was actually masturbating.Facing the same face, it felt extremely strange. If it wasn't for the fear that Lu Zhengfei couldn't hold back and suffer, Chen Qianqing would never have made such a proposal.

After Lu Zhengfei slept with Chen Qianqing for the first time, Chen Qianqing has been suffering from insomnia until now, and she can count how many hours she slept at night with one hand.

Lu Zhengfei didn't notice Chen Qianqing's strangeness, he only felt that Chen Qianqing had compromised a lot compared to before, not so stubborn, nor so sharp.

If something happens, I am willing to tell him, and I will not hold it in my heart alone.

The relationship between Chen Qianqing and Lu Zhengfei was not normal at all. The two of them were not so much dating as they were torturing each other. Chen Qianqing's greatest joy was watching Lu Zhengfei suffer.

It's the same now, Lu Zhengfei became Chen Qianqing, it was more like Chen Qianqing's revenge, he wanted Lu Zhengfei to experience all the torture he had suffered.

But in fact, that Chen Qianqing was right. Lu Zhengfei, who became Chen Qianqing, had to endure some nightmares that he never thought of—for example, being violated by himself.

The young Lu Zhengfei was very energetic. Chen Qianqing held his organs in his hands, lowered his head, and frowned slightly, looking very distressed.

"Qianqing." Lu Zhengfei wanted to reach out to hug Chen Qianqing, but Chen Qianqing avoided him.

"Lu Zhengfei." Chen Qianqing looked sideways at Lu Zhengfei who was breathing more and more heavily, and said coldly, "Sit still." The organs in his hands were getting hotter and hotter, and the heat seemed to burn the skin of his palms.

The person in front of him looked exactly like him, Chen Qianqing didn't dare to look up at all, he even had the illusion that he was masturbating himself in front of the mirror.Following Chen Qianqing's movements, Lu Zhengfei finally ejaculated.

"Qianqing." Lu Zhengfei said, "I want you."

Chen Qianqing's body froze instantly. He knew that helping Lu Zhengfei with his hands was just an expedient measure. He couldn't keep refusing Lu Zhengfei's courtship for a month or two, but after a long time, he would definitely not be able to cope.

The young Lu Zhengfei also took the soft but not the strong, until Chen Qianqing's death shattered all his arrogance and made him understand the importance of compromise.

If Lu Zhengfei, who was in his 20s, was dressed as Chen Qianqing, who was in his 20s, he would probably only fight with himself at that time, and fall into a worse situation.

But at this moment, facing Lu Zhengfei who was begging for sex, Chen Qianqing just wanted to delay as long as possible, so he said: "Lu Zhengfei, can you give me some time?"

Chen Qianqing seldom spoke to him in a negotiating tone, let alone such words. After Lu Zhengfei heard the words, there was a look of surprise in his eyes, and he said: "Qianqing, are you willing to accept me?"

Chen Qianqing didn't speak, but just tore off a napkin and wiped off the liquid on her hands.

"Qianqing?" Lu Zhengfei held onto Chen Qianqing's shoulders and forced him to turn around. He looked at Chen Qianqing's face and said, "Are you willing to accept me?"

Chen Qianqing's eyes were always calm. He looked at Lu Zhengfei's excited appearance, a little sad. Yes, he was young and expected Chen Qianqing's acceptance. Unfortunately, Lu Zhengfei would never get what he wanted.

So, Chen Qianqing paused word by word: "Lu Zhengfei, I will never fall in love with you." - This sentence represents himself, and also the Chen Qianqing who was hurt by him, he disdains to deceive Lu Zhengfei's feelings, So even watching the starlight in Lu Zhengfei's eyes disappear in an instant, he still said this sentence.

Lu Zhengfei stopped smiling, and just looked at Chen Qianqing silently. At this moment, the eyes of the two were surprisingly similar.

Lu Zhengfei said: "Even if you lie to me, won't you?"

Chen Qianqing said lightly: "Do you want me to lie to you?"

Lu Zhengfei didn't speak. In fact, both of them knew the answer very well. The original ambiguous atmosphere suddenly dropped to freezing point. The gentle things on Lu Zhengfei's face gradually disappeared, and finally turned into a cold one.

Lu Zhengfei said: "That's how it is."

After speaking, he got up and straightened his clothes, turned and walked out.

Sitting on the sofa, looking at Lu Zhengfei's back, Chen Qianqing suddenly felt breathless. He had hurt Chen Qianqing before, so now he will hurt himself in a more cruel way.

No one knew better than Chen Qianqing what made Lu Zhengfei feel ashamed.

Lu Zhengfei closed the door with a bang, and Chen Qianqing slowly stood up and went back to the bedroom.

During the long summer vacation, Chen Qianqing devoted most of his energy to the rehabilitation of his legs. He didn't want this to leave any sequelae to his body, so he persisted even though it was very painful.

Since that conversation, Lu Zhengfei has less time to go home. He comes back to live about three or four days a week, and he doesn't know what he is busy with at other times.

Chen Qianqing was not at all worried that Lu Zhengfei would cheat. No one knew more about Lu Zhengfei's attachment to Chen Qianqing than him.

In August, the weather was very hot. Lu Zhengfei specially helped Chen Qianqing hire a convenient rehabilitation expert to help Chen Qianqing recover.

Chen Qianqing thanked Lu Zhengfei, and Lu Zhengfei just nodded.The two of them have been in a cold war for a month. To be precise, it was Lu Zhengfei's unilateral cold war. Chen Qianqing's sentence "I will never fall in love with you" seems to have had a huge impact on Lu Zhengfei.

The former Chen Qianqing also said these words, but usually he yelled them out when he was angry, and Lu Zhengfei preferred to use these words as Chen Qianqing's venting of emotions.

But that day, Chen Qianqing was very calm, so calm that Lu Zhengfei had to believe that this sentence came from Chen Qianqing's heart - he would never fall in love with him.

Nothing frustrated Lu Zhengfei more than this. He really wanted to deceive himself and others like before, but he couldn't do it anyway.

Chen Qianqing just pretended not to know about Lu Zhengfei's recent situation. He was seriously doing rehabilitation, only thinking about his leg getting better soon, but because of this incident, he forgot an important day.

Chen Qianqing's birthday is November [-]th, and Lu Zhengfei's birthday is August [-]th.

But now Chen Qianqing only remembers her own birthday and completely forgets about Lu Zhengfei.

On the day of NO.19, Lu Zhengfei got up very early, and Chen Qianqing got up at eight o'clock. As soon as he entered the living room, he saw Lu Zhengfei who had already finished his breakfast.

Chen Qianqing greeted Lu Zhengfei, as usual, Lu Zhengfei ignored him.

In fact, Chen Qianqing didn't care that Lu Zhengfei ignored him, and he was even a little thankful that he didn't have to talk to Lu Zhengfei.

Lu Zhengfei looked at Chen Qianqing who was drinking porridge, and said for the first time in a month: "Qianqing, I miss you playing the piano."

Chen Qianqing's movements froze, he could play Chen Qianqing perfectly, because he knew everything about Chen Qianqing, but there was a huge flaw - he couldn't play the piano at all, not at all.

Lu Zhengfei said: "Just today, can you play a song for me?"

Chen Qianqing put down the spoon, wiped her mouth with a paper towel, and pretended to be calm: "What's wrong? Why do you want to hear me play the piano all of a sudden." - Yes, he didn't remember that today is Lu Zhengfei's birthday.

Fortunately, Lu Zhengfei didn't expect Chen Qianqing to remember what day it was, he just looked at Chen Qianqing and said, "You don't want to play?"

Chen Qianqing discovered the dangerous factor in Lu Zhengfei's eyes. Although Lu Zhengfei's expression was calm, Chen Qianqing knew that he was about to get angry.

It is definitely not a wise thing to provoke Lu Zhengfei's birthday, especially Lu Zhengfei who has been in a cold war with him for a month, but Chen Qianqing can't agree to Lu Zhengfei's request, he can't do it.

Sometimes, silence is the best answer, Lu Zhengfei said coldly: "Are you sure you won't play the piano?"

For some reason, Chen Qianqing only felt a tightness in his chest. He sighed slightly, looked at Lu Zhengfei who had an indifferent expression, and said softly, "Lu Zhengfei, are you angry with me?"

Lu Zhengfei said: "Chen Qianqing, let me ask you one last time, whether you can play or not."

After failing to change the subject, Chen Qianqing could only face Lu Zhengfei's question directly. He even suspected that if he continued to refuse, Lu Zhengfei would directly smash the piano - without tacit understanding, there is no value in existence.

Chen Qianqing looked into Lu Zhengfei's eyes and decided to tell the truth: "Lu Zhengfei, I don't know how to play the piano anymore."

Lu Zhengfei's expression didn't change. He felt that Chen Qianqing was lying and perfunctory him: "Can't play anymore?"

"Yes." Chen Qianqing didn't flinch: "After I woke up, I found that I couldn't play."

Lu Zhengfei smiled: "So you mean, that piano has no value?"

Before Chen Qianqing could react, she saw Lu Zhengfei stand up directly, turned around and walked towards the second floor with the stool in hand.Almost in the next second, Chen Qianqing understood what Lu Zhengfei wanted to do - he wanted to smash the piano.

Chen Qianqing's head exploded with a bang, and there was only one thought left in her mind - Lu Zhengfei, you little bastard, can you touch this piano? !

Then before the brain reacted, the body had already rushed towards Lu Zhengfei.

Chen Qianqing couldn't beat Lu Zhengfei, neither in terms of height nor size was Lu Zhengfei's opponent at all, so that as long as Lu Zhengfei wanted to, it would be difficult for him to stop Lu Zhengfei's behavior.

The two of them went all the way from the stairs to the second floor. Seeing that Lu Zhengfei had lost his mind and didn't listen to what he was saying, Chen Qianqing had no choice but to resort to the last resort. He yelled at Lu Zhengfei: "Don't you fucking Just want to fuck me? What kind of a man is angry at the piano, if you have the ability to fuck me, fuck!"

Hearing Lu Zhengfei's actions, some red eyes from anger moved from the piano room to Chen Qianqing: "Are you sure?"

Looking at Lu Zhengfei's beast-like eyes, Chen Qianqing felt her mouth bitter.