Turns Out I'm Crazy

When you look at the world from another angle, you will find that many things are different from what you thought.

Lu Zhengfei always felt that he protected Chen Qianqing very well, but when he became Chen Qianqing, he realized that this so-called goodness was just his wishful thinking.

At that time, Chen Qianqing was still weak, and a single negligence was enough to hurt him deeply.

Whether it was Lu Yiqin who appeared in the ward, Liu Jingyang who was uttering bad words, or the lipstick marks deliberately stamped on Lu Zhengfei's neckline, they all explained the fact that Chen Qianqing's situation was far from as good as he imagined.

Because of the bad relationship with Lu Zhengfei, even if Chen Qianqing met someone who hurt him, he would not use Lu Zhengfei's power to fight back. He just kept forbearing until he broke out completely.

And this is also one of the reasons for the tragic ending of Lu Zhengfei and Chen Qianqing. Without communication, it is doomed not to see the truth.

After Chen Qianqing came home from school, she saw Lu Zhengfei sitting in the living room looking gloomy.

Chen Qianqing does not smoke, so Lu Zhengfei seldom smokes in front of him on weekdays, but today is an exception. Lu Zhengfei is sitting in the living room with the ashtray in front of him full of cigarette butts.

Chen Qianqing walked in with a cane, his expression didn't change because he saw Lu Zhengfei. He walked to the sofa, sat down, picked up an apple and started to eat it, as if he didn't see Lu Zhengfei.

"Qianqing." It could be seen that Lu Zhengfei had been sitting on the sofa for a long time. When he saw Chen Qianqing came back, he extinguished his cigarette and said, "Yesterday..."

"Give me a cigarette." Chen Qianqing interrupted Lu Zhengfei after eating an apple.

"When did you start smoking?" Lu Zhengfei was taken aback for a moment, then his eyes became angry: "Who taught you to smoke?"

Chen Qianqing said: "Give me a cigarette, and you can talk about what happened yesterday."

Lu Zhengfei didn't expect Chen Qianqing to have such an attitude. He thought that Chen Qianqing would at least show anger, but when he really wanted to discuss this matter with Chen Qianqing, he saw that it didn't matter.

Yes, it doesn't matter, as if Lu Zhengfei has nothing to do with him no matter how he explains.

After a moment of silence, Lu Zhengfei handed Chen Qianqing a cigarette.

Chen Qianqing wanted to smoke, but he didn't. He didn't intend to do anything harmful to his body, not even smoking, so he put the cigarette in his nose and smelled the tobacco, satisfying his craving with nothing.

"It's Ruan Wenhong's good deed." Lu Zhengfei said, "I put lipstick on my collar on purpose."

Ruan Wenhong is Lu Zhengfei's cousin. In fact, neither Lu Zhengfei's father nor his mother support his affair with Chen Qianqing, but Lu Zhengfei is not too stupid. He didn't expose his love for Chen Qianqing before completely controlling their family. obsession.

But even so, Lu Zhengfei's family still couldn't understand his monopoly on Chen Qianqing.

Chen Qianqing lowered her head, tore the cigarette into pieces bit by bit, then sucked some tobacco with the tip of her tongue, then raised her head and said, "Is this what you want to say?"

Lu Zhengfei was stunned: "Qianqing, don't be angry, I won't find other women behind your back."

Chen Qianqing looked at Lu Zhengfei's panicked look, but just wanted to smile bitterly. The young Lu Zhengfei only thought that Chen Qianqing's not loving him was the biggest obstacle between the two of them, but he didn't expect that his weakness and naivety were the biggest obstacle in this relationship. stumbling block.

Chen Qianqing spat out the tobacco in his mouth, took a sip of water and said, "Lu Zhengfei, can you really protect me?"

Lu Zhengfei said: "Qianqing, what do you mean?"

"It doesn't matter whether it's your sister or your cousin." Chen Qianqing said, "Can they send me to hell if they want to?"

Lu Zhengfei choked for breath.The former Chen Qianqing would never say these words to him. Could it be that Chen Qianqing has accepted him? ?

Chen Qianqing looked at Lu Zhengfei's expression coldly, as if looking at a poor and naive child: "Lu Zhengfei, it's not a problem if you want to be with me, the problem is, do you want to be with me like this?"

Can you only break your legs and close the door to be with someone, and then go to the end of destruction together?

"I see." Lu Zhengfei is not stupid, he has no love experience, and his infatuation with Chen Qianqing is something he has never thought of before. No matter how smart and alert, he is only in his 20s, and his life experience is too little after all. .

Lu Zhengfei may be impeccable in his career, but emotionally, he can't even compare to the original Chen Qianqing.

Seeing that Lu Zhengfei understood, Chen Qianqing felt exhausted. If he had someone beside him who could remind him where he made a mistake, he and the original Chen Qianqing would not have come to that point.

After a while, nothing major happened to Chen Qianqing and Lu Zhengfei.

After the Lu Yiqin incident, Lu Zhengfei picked out the person who dared to play tricks on him - that person has been with him for six years, and he didn't mean to harm Chen Qianqing, but he simply didn't like Lu Zhengfei's obsession with Chen Qianqing just like Ruan Wenhong , that's why Lu Yiqin was allowed to insult Chen Qianqing.

Lu Zhengfei showed no mercy to this person. One day he could do something because he didn't like Chen Qianqing, and tomorrow he could do worse things because he didn't like him.

Everything seems to be going in a good direction.

As soon as May was over, Chen Qianqing was about to start preparing for the final exam. In order to review conveniently, he resisted Lu Zhengfei's protest and stayed at the school for two weeks. It passed without any risk.

During the period, Lu Zhengfei visited Chen Qianqing several times, and asked someone to bring him lunch and dinner every day.

"Qianqing, is this your brother?" Zhu Mao asked while eating.

Chen Qianqing said: "No, my friend."

Zhu Mao said: "He is so kind to you..." Chen Qianqing just smiled and didn't say much.

After the results come out, it's summer vacation.

Because of inconvenient legs and disagreement with Lu Zhengfei, Chen Qianqing did not plan to go home this summer vacation.

When Liu Huamei came to take care of Chen Qianqing, she knew that he would not go back during the summer vacation, but at the end of the semester, she still called and told Chen Qianqing some things, and asked him again if he would go back.

"Mom, I'm not going back." Chen Qianqing said to Liu Huamei on the phone: "You and Dad pay attention to your health, and come here to play when you have time. It's much cooler than City C."

Liu Huamei responded with a smile. She was worried about Chen Qianqing at first, but she was not so worried when she knew that Lu Zhengfei was also there. After all, there was someone taking care of her, so she was not afraid of anything happening.

Chen Qianqing was very speechless about Liu Huamei's reassurance. He didn't know what made Liu Huamei so reassuring about Lu Zhengfei that he handed himself over to Lu Zhengfei very calmly—you know, back then, Liu Huamei was very suspicious of him. .

Chen Qianqing did not go back, just in line with Lu Zhengfei's wishes.He originally planned to take Chen Qianqing out to play, but Chen Qianqing said directly: "Shall I go out with you on crutches?"

Lu Zhengfei had no choice but to ask Chen Qianqing how she wanted to spend this summer vacation.

It's funny to say that Chen Qianqing has never had a so-called summer vacation. Every vacation he has arranged is very tight. It is not so much a vacation as a place to study.

"I don't want to go out." Chen Qianqing said: "Just read a book at home and take a rest."

Seeing this, Lu Zhengfei wanted to say something, but finally held back.Chen Qianqing has really changed a lot. In the past, if he had something unhappy, he would just keep it in his heart, but now, he would say it directly, even with a feeling of hatred.

Lu Zhengfei guessed that Chen Qianqing really wanted to have a good time with him.

But in fact, I'm afraid it's a lie to live a good life, and it's true to hate iron but not steel.

In fact, the relationship between the two is quite harmonious, and the only thing they can't reach a consensus on is - making love.

That's right, making love.After being raped by Lu Zhengfei once, Chen Qianqing developed a skill. Even in a deep sleep, he could wake up very quickly when Lu Zhengfei approached him.

Lu Zhengfei didn't like Chen Qianqing struggling too much, so he wanted to take advantage of Chen Qianqing's sleep as last time to make a move, but obviously, his plan was not so easy to realize.

Chen Qianqing woke up too easily, almost as soon as he got close, he could see Chen Qianqing, who was supposed to be asleep, open his eyes and stare at him. Lu Zhengfei felt embarrassed when he looked at him.

Chen Qianqing also knew that going on like this would never be a problem. Sooner or later, Lu Zhengfei would explode, so he thought for a long time, and did a long time of mental construction, and finally said to Lu Zhengfei: "Lu Zhengfei, I will make it out for you with my hands. Bar."

At that time, Lu Zhengfei was watching the news on the tablet, and when he heard what Chen Qianqing said, the tablet in his hand fell to the ground. Then he got up quickly, and touched Chen Qianqing's forehead with his hand: "You don't have a fever, do you?"

Chen Qianqing: "..." Looking at such a worthless self, I really feel extremely sad.

Seeing that Chen Qianqing didn't look like he was joking, Lu Zhengfei said, "Are you sure you want to get it out with your hands?" Perhaps no one would believe it, but Lu Zhengfei had a special feeling for Chen Qianqing's beautiful hands playing the piano. , so when Chen Qianqing said to help him with his hands, his first reaction was to be happy.

How could Chen Qianqing not know what Lu Zhengfei was thinking? He clearly told himself to hold back, but when he saw Lu Zhengfei's eyes, he was still angry: "Lu Zhengfei, can you make a difference? Don't think I don't know you are What are you thinking!"

Lu Zhengfei said: "How could you know what I was thinking!"

Chen Qianqing said: "Aren't you just fucking in secret, the corners of your mouth are so high that you think I'm blind?!"

Lu Zhengfei: "..." Hey, is it really that obvious...