Rebirth of a Writer's Life

The room was dimly lit, and the air was mixed with the unique fishy smell of silk afterward, mixed with the familiar smell of burberry perfume.

It's so badass.

An adjective flashed in Li Yao's mind, and then he narrowed his eyes. Judging from the brightness of the windows, it should still be midnight, but he always felt that something was wrong.

Stiff body, sore tailbone, and after...

"Hold!"

Li Yao realized what was going on with the tactile sensation, turned over and kicked the man next to him to the floor.

"What are you doing?" The man who was kicked down rubbed his eyes sleepily, and looked up at him with a frown.

"Ask me?! You fucking bastard!" Li Yao held back his discomfort and yelled at him, "How many times have I told you not to put your thing in there to sleep after you're done?!"

"It's warm..." The man curled his lips, and climbed up again disapprovingly, "Next time, be gentle, you're murdering your husband."

Li Yao stared at the man who climbed up as if nothing had happened, held back for a while, and then yelled, "Who the hell is my real husband... Su Yikai, get the fuck out of me!"

I saw the light yellow light sprinkled on the man's side face, outlining his delicate outline, and the long hair fell on the side of the face, making that face even more enchanting.

---This is what makes Li Yao most uncomfortable.

Li Yao never thought in his life that one day he would become gay, and he was the one who was oppressed!Although he doesn't really mind you being gay, but it's fine if he is oppressed... The one who oppressed him is actually a guy who looks like a fucking woman!

And he pressed it more than once!

How many times?It's been...a month since I got drunk in a bar and was moved home last time.

Thinking of this, Li Yao became a little crazy. When did he become so hungry?He reminded himself repeatedly this month, but it turned out to be a fucking day!

Hearing Li Yao's roar, Su Yikai reached out and grabbed his butt disapprovingly, patted the empty space next to him, "Sleep."

Li Yao stared at that face, gritted his teeth for a while, turned around, put on his clothes, and ran out of the room.

Standing in front of the balcony shivering from the cold wind, Li Yao smoked a cigarette, lit it, and a series of movements were incomparably smooth.

He has been like this for a month.

The target is Su Yikai.

23 years old, went to the United States for a master's degree.

Hold.

23 is old.

Li Yao took several sips of it irritably. He said that he had spotted it at the Guo Clan's annual meeting, and he admitted frankly that he couldn't hold it and left marks on his ass.

Oh shit!

Thinking about it makes me angry, leaving traces of your mother, touching it and leaving traces, my harem can fucking crush you to death!

As a result, after accidentally getting drunk at the bar that day, they went back to bed and lived together with their mother for no apparent reason.

No, to be precise, Su Yikai came to him with his belongings every day to eat, drink, bed, and people!

At the age of 29, Li Yao was a passionate young man. He had had one-night stands, and it was quite rare, but this was the first time he used one-night stands!After all, he's a virgin!

The problem is that on the second day, that cheeky accuses him tearfully for taking away his virgin body, and he also mutters that there will be no boys peeing from now on and ask him to be responsible, and then spend another night!

Li Yao really wanted to kick him down from the [-]th floor, and make you pretend to be the fuck!

After that, until today... Well, he also has problems with his unsteady stand.

Li Yao calmed down, staring at the city B under the night, thinking, friends with benefits should be friends with benefits, the purpose of doing it is to have fun, everyone has room, so it's okay.

Moreover, Su Yikai is still an overseas student, Li Yao looked at the clock, and in half a month, this person will return to the United States, and by then this inexplicable relationship will probably stop.

half a month.

Li Yao took a deep breath, okay, I can bear it.

A hot wall of human flesh was pasted behind him, and he hugged Li Yao's waist familiarly.

"Why are you out in the cold?"

Li Yao grinned, and said unhappily, "Smoking, are you blind?"

Su Yikai chuckled, and bit his neck as punishment, "Go in and sleep, I'm sleepy."

"Not weaned? Sleep by yourself." Li Yao didn't want to talk to him.

"Exploded again?" Su Yikai frowned, and his tone was not very good. He was kicked on the ground in the middle of the night, and he had to be angry if he couldn't come out to warm the bird. After all, Su Yikai was just a 23-year-old spoiled young master. Why are you so dry?"

Hey, it's still on.

Li Yao turned his head and pushed him, "You don't have to worry about getting out of bed."

Su Yikai's face immediately pulled down, Li Yao didn't look at him, turned and walked out.

Su Yikai was taken aback, before he could get angry, he could only shout hastily, "Where are you going?"

Li Yao ignored him, he felt that what he said was very clear, don't worry about getting out of bed, their relationship is limited to bed, friends with sex must have the principle of friends with sex.

After trotting down the stairs so gracefully, Li Yao stood in the wind for a while, angry.

That's his home!Don't let that brat get lost, he ran out like he was stepping on a banana peel by himself!

If you think about it, you won't be able to turn your face back, not to mention it won't be so easy to pass the test if you turn your face down. Don't look at Su Yikai's evil and harmless appearance, but in fact he has a bad temper. Maybe he will be self-righteous at that time What a trick.

Feel free to say him.

Li Yao snorted, turned his feet, and stepped out.

It was a bar, so Li Yao and Guo Huai grew up in a puddle of mud. In a way, they have similar peeing habits, and they love to play around without a master.

You mean Su Yikai?

That is not his master.

Li Yao sneered, that's a brat.

He tapped the table with two fingers together, and the familiar bartender immediately served his favorite wine.

"Alone?" the bartender asked with a smile at him.

"Brother Yao?" A crisp female voice followed his words.

Li Yao raised his eyebrows, the bartender stuck out his tongue, winked at him, and walked away knowingly.

Li Yao turned his head and glanced at the woman, and was stunned for a while.

"It's me, Emily, brother Yao, you forget things so much." Emily leaned forward, lying on the bar counter, deliberately exposing her deep career line, faintly visible, and very attractive.

Li Yao raised his eyebrows, "Not satisfied with your nose?"

"Hey!" Emily smiled, leaned close to him, deliberately rubbed against his arm with a certain part, and said with a coquettish smile, "Brother Yao still remembers his, do you like it?"

"Alright." Li Yao put down his wine glass and smacked his lips, but he didn't feel very refreshed.

If it was before, he would be able to handle this matter by flirting with him. They are all adults. If you love me, why bear it?

He lifted up his trousers and left after work. Since Guo Huai took Tao Sheng home, he became more and more lazy every day. Sometimes when he got busy, he immediately turned into a spinning top, spinning non-stop.

Speaking of which, it is impossible for him to remember all of these women. Although she is man-made, this woman is really good-looking, even with light makeup, so he barely remembers it.

To be honest, Li Yao probably belonged to the category of mediocre but tough, but in terms of good looks, he really couldn't compare to Guo Huai.So what does such a person want him to do?

Of course it is money.

It didn't matter to Li Yao, the only person he kissed in this world was Guo Huai, a small group of cronies, naturally they couldn't compare to the 20 years of friendship with Guo Huai.For the rest who have no relatives and no reason, it is useless to ask for so much money.

He has always been smart about spending money, so it's a good idea to spend a little money for a night.

But today Li Yao felt that this woman didn't attract his attention very much. The first time he looked at her, she was really not as good as the monster with pointy eyes... Tsk.

Li Yao thought about his thoughts, and comforted him, maybe it's because he got his nose done again, so he's not used to it?

He was so dazed for a few seconds, the woman was already getting closer, and her hands started to walk restlessly on him one step ahead.

Li Yao paused, turned his head and asked suddenly, "What kind of perfume do you use?"

"L, what's the matter, you don't like it?" Emily smiled sweetly at him.

"Normal." Li Yao stopped talking, feeling that something was wrong.

"Then what does Brother Yao like?" Emily whispered.

"B...fuck." Li Yao burst out subconsciously, and stopped immediately, but this was just deceiving himself, in fact, he knew quite well what he wanted to say next.

Burberry, this is the perfume that Su Yikai's little coquettish bag loves to use every day, does it smell good?

Li Yao frowned.

Not in the mood to play anymore, he took a few red cards of Grandpa Mao from his wallet, stuffed them into the woman's hand, turned around and left.

The man called him behind him and he didn't look back, just rushed back to the main road.

He can't do it, the bar doesn't like his appetite, and he can't go home... It's really a wonderful life and a trick.

Li Yao laughed at himself. He was just thinking about going to a park to sleep for the night, but his body was pulled violently. He subconsciously stretched out his hand to fight back. At this moment, the familiar smell wafted around him again.

Li Yao paused, and in the next second his warm lips fell on his lips, and he kissed him violently and domineeringly.

It frantically swept over every position in his mouth, and the speed of the attack was so fierce that Li Yao had difficulty breathing.

He barely opened his eyes, and glanced at those long and scary eyelashes, it was indeed Su Yikai, yes, what's wrong with him?

In fact, Li Yao is usually not a soft-hearted master, but his hard-heartedness is completely useless on Su Yikai, otherwise he can let him live in his house for such a long time?The one with its own service?

Nonsense.

So this world is still based on faces, let's change to an uglier one...

He had to kill the person the next day.

Li Yao was thinking in a mess, and he was kissing in a mess. After realizing his inattention, Su Yikai suddenly backed out, then grabbed his shoulder and slammed it against the wall.

"Fuck..." Luckily he froze his neck, otherwise his head would really suffer.

The anger in Li Yao's heart was also rising, thinking, what kind of nerve is this kid?

"You like her?" Su Yikai narrowed his eyes and said coldly.

"Who?" Li Yao was a little dazed, but he was not a vegetarian after years of hard work in the mall. In the next second, he realized what Su Yikai was pointing at. He frowned, feeling that something was wrong.

"That woman!" Su Yikai said word by word in a cold voice.

Li Yao looked at him with raised eyebrows, of course he didn't like Emily, but why did Su Yikai ask?

"What's none of your business?" Li Yao looked at him, "Or do you prefer a one-on-one relationship with friends with benefits? It's not impossible if you last until you leave."

This time Li Yao has completely revealed the relationship between them, and even said the word "friend in a relationship".

And in the next second, Su Yikai clenched his hands tightly, his eyes shot out a dangerous light, and he repeated, "Friends with guns?"

"Otherwise?" Li Yao's face was calm. In fact, ten thousand horses had already started galloping in his heart. He was not a fool in love, and his reaction was not as slow as Guo Huai's. He could clearly see the naked possessiveness in Su Yikai's eyes. clearly.

I thought I was still negligent?The other party is a 23-year-old kid, maybe they have always felt that their relationship is more innocent... like a boyfriend?

Boy friend.

Li Yao paused and frowned, feeling strange in his heart.

After being suppressed for a month, he was already in a bad mood. If it wasn't for the good taste, he might never have met Su Yikai, but being a boyfriend means that he has to think about everything for this kid and give him his own love. Take care, and have to be pressed every day?

Li Yao had no relatives since he was a child, so he was just Guo Huai. In fact, he still wanted to repay the Guo family, so he said he was close to Guo Huai, but this kind of closeness was mixed with estrangement.

Many people like to curry favor with Guo Huai through Li Yao, in order to avoid adding problems to Guo Huai, so Li Yao has no real friends.

When he was in college, he had a girlfriend who treated her heart and soul well, but in the end she was slapped in the face and slapped.

Guo Huai had said about him at that time, saying that he was too hardworking and used too much emotion.

But Li Yao didn't feel that he was wrong, he didn't have many people who treated him well in his life, the Guo family, he spent his whole life paying it back, his lover, he also wanted to love with all his heart.

Facts have proved that digging the heart and lungs is not the wrong choice for feelings. An example is that Guo Huai was finally planted in Tao Sheng's hands, and now digging his heart every day is quite happy.

So for Li Yao, when he thought of the word "relationship", he thought of dedication.

He can be nice to Su Yikai, but he can't tolerate Su Yikai oppressing him every day.

In Li Yao's definition, this is just a brat, why should he be suppressed every day?What's more, Li Yao doesn't feel that he has any feelings for Su Yikai that go beyond friends with benefits.

After recovering and taking a closer look, Li Yao understood that Su Yikai was really angry.

It could be seen from those eyes that he had never looked at himself like this before, and Li Yao felt a little guilty when he looked at him.

At this moment, Su Yikai sneered, let him go, turned around and walked out of the alley.

What do you mean?

Li Yao turned his face to look at his back, and shouted depressingly, "Broken?"

Su Yikai ignored him.

That could really be broken.

Li Yao felt that if it were him, he probably wouldn't be able to hold on, but thinking about it, he might be thinking too much, he didn't even have a confession.

Shaking his head, this inexplicable relationship is considered to be over, Li Yao took the key and walked towards home happily.

result……

Damn it, you gave Lao Tzu an indifferent back in the alley one second before you broke up, and then you ran away on the bed and huddled in a ball sleeping in the next second, you are a goddamn fool!

Resisting the roar in his heart, Li Yao took a deep breath for a few seconds, thinking that compared to this person, he is not ashamed, let alone he didn't leave... For some reason, Li Yao felt a tinge of joy in his heart.

He didn't think much about it, he lifted a corner of the quilt and lay down in it.

Su Yikai guessed that he was also on his feet, and it was still cold under the blanket.

Li Yao pinched the corners of his back, and when he was about to sleep on his side, the person next to him suddenly turned over and hugged him.

"I want to sleep." Li Yao didn't even want to lift his eyelids.

"Not friends with benefits," Su Yikai's voice was a little heavy, "I like you, we are together, okay?"

Li Yao was silent for a while, he didn't want to get too involved with this kid, the reason could be seen from what he just thought, so he said, "I don't like brats."

It's not that I don't like you, it's just that I don't like little brats.

Li Yao was very satisfied with his reply, and fell asleep in a blink of an eye.

But he didn't realize that Su Yikai was behind him, his eyes were wide open, and he didn't close all night.

Su Yikai disappeared.

Li Yao who woke up the next day and found this out thought he was angry and worried, but in the end it was his pride that caused the trouble, so he didn't go to anyone.

The third day and the fourth day were also like this. Li Yao's irritability couldn't be suppressed completely. He has lived alone for so many years, and Su Yikai has only been here for a month. How could he not get used to living alone? ?

Nowhere is pleasing to the eye.

After returning home from get off work and losing the keys, Li Yao stared at the ceiling for a while, then called Su Yikai and turned off the phone.

Shut the fuck off.

Angrily, he threw the phone on the sofa and kicked the coffee table.

But this time, no one put their arms around his waist to persuade him.

Li Yao looked up at the ceiling and closed his eyes for a while.

He has been alone for too long, and he subconsciously wants to avoid the sun that stretches out like this, but everyone needs sunshine.With Su Yikai by his side, he can give him a different sense of steadfastness.

I feel that the house, body... and heart are all full.

"I like you."

"We are together."

"OK?"

good or not?

Li Yao suddenly regretted it. He didn't have a love phobia. He has been able to endure all kinds of bad habits of this person, and his mother is not a saint. Can he succeed if he doesn't like it?

He also said that he is not as dull as Guo Huai, and that a person who grew up rolling around in a pit is really not much worse.

Even if he didn't want to be oppressed by a child younger than himself, he should have made it clear at the time!

With such a fierce voice, what if he gets upset?

Just imagine, if someone said he was a brat, he would have to punch him in a rage to tease him.

But where can I find it now?Li Yao was a little frustrated.

He took out his mobile phone and called Su Yikai again.

Still shutting down.

Hit again.

Still shutting down.

Li Yao couldn't sit still.

But where can he go?He doesn't know much about Su Yikai, he only knows the university he went to... and he doesn't remember his name.

Annoyance spread in his chest, Li Yao checked the address book, thought about it, and called the bartender.

"How many people are there? I'll go over now, leave me a seat." Li Yao said while taking his coat. Today is Saturday, and the bar is the most crowded at the moment. He couldn't sit still at home, so he simply went. Forget about drinking.

This bartender is not the same as the one he met in the bar before, that one can only be regarded as an acquaintance, this one should be able to be turned into one of the best friends.

"I'll leave it for you...Brother Yao, didn't you drag that handsome man back last time?" The bartender asked suddenly.

"Why?" Li Yao was startled when he heard Su Yikai.

"Oh, he's here with us, it's strange, when did you stop?"

"Break? Break what?" A bad thought came to Li Yao's mind, and then he was full of anger -- he couldn't explain the reason himself, and then hung up the phone abruptly.

Fuck!

Fuck me when you are going to cool off!As a result, he crawled out of Lao Tzu's house and found someone? !

The nameless fire was burning in Li Yao's heart, and he couldn't even calm down. He rushed to the bar in a hurry, and he just took 10 minutes to complete the 5-minute journey on weekdays.

He rushed into the crowded bar in one fell swoop, went straight to the bar, slapped him heavily on the front table, stared at the bartender and said, "Where are the others?!"

"Here." A familiar voice rang in my ear.

I don't know if it's been a long time since I heard it, but when this sound came out, Li Yao immediately felt numb in his ears.

He turned his head stiffly, and then saw Su Yikai who curled his lips at him, "Are you jealous? Don't you like it?"

This person wore a black frame today, with a shiny black earring on his ear, and a tear mole at the corner of his eye, plus a top with a big V neckline...

"Who the hell are you seducing by wearing such waves?!" Li Yao scolded without even thinking about it. The burning jealousy in his heart was still burning, so he almost rushed forward and took off all the eye studs, and then Pull the curtains of the bar to surround him tightly.

A hint of mischief flashed in Su Yikai's eyes, and he raised his chin behind him.

Li Yao snorted coldly in his heart, suppressing the tingling discomfort, he turned his head and wanted to see what happened.

However, there are so many people in the back that there is no directional target for him to refer to.

Li Yao was about to turn his head to let Su Yikai speak clearly, but when he turned his head, someone sealed his lips.

Li Yao paused, his jaw loosened, and Su Yikai waited for the opportunity to come in.

The last time I kissed this person was in the alley, it was a rough and irritable kiss.

And this time... Although it is not domineering, it is more tender and cherishing.

Li Yao was taken aback.

This was the first time Su Yikai kissed him like this.

It even made Li Yao feel his heartbeat, so fast and so restless.

There were all kinds of people around, few of them paid attention to their direction, and the bartender stepped aside early, wanting to be more knowledgeable.

When dear Li Yao was a little out of breath, Su Yikai let him go, and his breath was a little unstable, but he looked much better than him.

Seeing the seriousness in Li Yao's eyes, he rubbed his thumb against his lips, and said, "Stay with me, okay?"

good or not?

Not good, he won't come.

Li Yao smacked his lips, stretched out his hand to hook the man's neck, and kissed him proactively.

Like a silent answer.

it is good.