Rebirth of a Writer's Life

Those empty and hopeless eyes kept widening, and the blood spread under them, as if it was the vitality of the owner of those eyes, gradually flowing, and there was only one way in front of him, death.

The slowly trembling lips seemed to want to call out some name. He listened repeatedly, with anxious face, and finally heard a vague syllable.

Guo...

"Guo Huai?"

The hand on the quilt was clenched suddenly, Guo Huai's whole body shook, and then he opened his eyes suddenly, panting heavily.

"Having a nightmare again?" Tao Sheng frowned, his entire forehead was covered with beads of sweat, and before Tao Sheng reached out to turn on the bedside lamp, he was hugged by his waist.

Guo Huai didn't say anything, but instinctively hugged Tao Sheng tightly, as if wanting to embed him directly into his bones, he called out in a low voice, "Baby..."

Tao Sheng paused, then rubbed his shoulders, and replied like many nights, "I'm here."

Guo Huai often had nightmares recently, although he didn't say anything, but Tao Sheng could probably feel what kind of dreams he was having after talking about them in such fragmentary nights.

He doesn't completely live in Guo Huai's house now, he bought a house of more than 50 square meters in city b with the money he saved, plus the proceeds from the micro-movie later, which is not too big, but the surrounding environment It's not bad, so after discussing with Mother Tao, she agreed to move in.

So much so that Tao Sheng's current life is completely in a state of running on both sides, but he still needs to spend more time with Guo Huai. Since the old lady returned to City B, her ability to get acquainted with people has become stronger and stronger. An activity, busier than him.

But in order to accompany her, Tao Sheng would stay there at least one day a week, and when Tao's mother was sick for a while, he simply stayed there for a week.

At that time, he didn't know about Guo Huai's situation, until one day he had a whim, and after typing, he ran to the window to cool off, and saw the figure standing downstairs, and the familiar Xinghuo.

He didn't know how many days Guo Huai stood there before, but he could feel that every time the other party saw him after that, his eyes were full of anxiety.

Sometimes even after making a few phone calls and not being able to find anyone, I would be terrified for a while, and I had to stop all official duties and search B City to find someone before I could feel at ease.

Faced with such a situation, Tao Sheng was not complacent at all, on the contrary, he felt very distressed.

It was as if he was sure that he wanted to be with Guo Huai, so he didn't want this man to support him in everything like before. He didn't need Guo Huai's humble love.

And now it is.

Even he himself didn't think much about that car accident, but it still troubled Guo Huai, which was what he didn't want.

Tao Sheng lowered his eyes, wrapped one hand around his neck, and stretched out the other to the back of his head, stroking him back and forth, full of nostalgic tenderness.

"It's still that dream?" In fact, there is no need to ask, Tao Sheng can be sure of the name he just shouted desperately, but he wants to talk to Guo Huai.

After a long time, a muffled answer came from the neck, "Yeah."

Tao Sheng sighed, turned his head and kissed him, "Go to sleep, I won't go."

This time, after a longer silence, there was a sound in the darkness.

"Ah."

The first thing Guo Huai did when he opened his eyes the next morning was to look for Tao Sheng, but in the end, there was nothing in front of him. When he sat up suddenly from the bed, he heard the sound of "ping, ping, ping, ping, ping, ping, ping, ping, ping, ping, ping, ping, ping, ping, ping, ping, ping, ping, ping, ping, ping, ping, ping, ping, ping, ping, ping" from the kitchen, from the kitchen. A hanging heart just fell down.

After settling his mind, he got out of bed and walked towards the door, walked into the kitchen, looked at the busy figure, a gleam of warmth flashed in his eyes, walked forward, and hugged him fully.

"Morning." His chin rested on Tao Sheng's shoulder.

Tao Sheng glanced at him sideways, "What time is it?"

"Six fifty." Guo Huai glanced at his watch and rubbed against his shoulder, "Did I disturb you last night?"

Tao Sheng paused, "No."

"Otherwise..." Guo Huai paused and hesitated, "I'll sleep in the study tonight?"

Tao Sheng frowned, and bumped Guo Huai's head with his head, "Bad idea."

"It's okay to keep waking you up." Guo Huai stretched out his hand and rubbed the spot where he just bumped into it. "It's been a few days."

"Is it the point of waking me up all the time? Is it the point of having nightmares all the time? Li Yao is already thinking about hiring a psychiatrist for you." Tao Sheng replied.

"Don't pay attention to that kid. If you don't have a day to spare, the house will be unraveled soon. Don't be with him. I'll just watch you." Guo Huai snorted, then turned his eyes and landed on Tao Sheng. On the bottles and cans in front of him, he was taken aback, "What are you doing?"

"Get ready, let's go climbing today." Tao Sheng said, putting the last boxed lunch in his bag, "It might be 07:30 by car, it's a bit late, but it's okay."

As he said that, he freed his hand to push Guo Huai, "Go and change clothes, I remember you are resting today?"

"Well, take a rest." Guo Huai didn't ask any further questions, he just assumed that Tao Sheng liked it, so he would accompany him.So he stepped forward to hug someone for a kiss, then turned around and left the kitchen.

Tao Sheng's eyes followed him out, then shook his head, his eyes were full of worry.

He wanted to take Guo Huai out to relax today. This person is really different from before, and he can feel it just from the number of times.Thinking of this, Tao Sheng blushed. It didn't mean he was hungry, but the rascal was Guo Huai's endorsement.

He always felt that Guo Huai stayed with him, and his heart was relaxed, but his nerves were more tense than sitting at the negotiating table, and his cautious movements seemed to be afraid of breaking something.

He worried that if this continues, Guo Huai will change more and more.

Tao Sheng didn't know why this happened, he just wanted to give Guo Huai a sense of security as much as possible, if it really didn't work...

His eyes dimmed, maybe he really had to rely on a psychiatrist.

Sighing, the movements in his hands quickened a bit.

Ten minutes later, the two had arrived at the underground parking lot.

"I'm driving," Tao Sheng stepped forward and stood in front of the driver's seat door, "You don't sleep too much, you should catch up on sleep in the car."

He worked late last night and only slept for less than five hours in total. In addition, the day before yesterday and the day before yesterday, insufficient sleep was too harmful to the body.Guo Huai himself understands this point, if it's something else, he doesn't mind doing what Tao Sheng said, but Che...

He glanced at the car hesitantly, and walked up to the car with some anxiety, shaking his head, "Let me drive, half an hour, it's fine."

"Half an hour is also time," Tao Sheng pushed him, "Go to sleep."

Guo Huai looked at him, hesitant to speak.

"Okay, I'll be fine." Seeing his appearance, Tao Sheng felt pain in his heart again, and went up to pat him on the shoulder, "Go to sleep, think it's for me, okay? One stomach is enough, if you make any mistakes, you will die 20 years earlier, and I will find someone after you enter the coffin, do you want it?"

Guo Huai paused, opened his eyes wide, and subconsciously said, "Don't think about it!"

"I don't want you to live well, go to sleep." Tao Sheng said, raising his chin in the direction of the other car door.

Guo Huai, who was threatened, was silent for a while, stopped struggling, turned around and went to the passenger seat.

Facts proved that Tao Sheng was right. This man was really sleepy to the extreme. After he fell into the driver's seat, he fell asleep when the car started.

The car that drove out stopped again, Tao Sheng stared at Guo Huai for a while, then restarted the car and drove towards the destination.

I don't know if Tao Sheng's threat has worked. All in all, Guo Huai slept very deeply this time. He slept until he woke up naturally, and his head was much clearer.

"Are you awake?" Tao Sheng's voice came from the side.

Guo Huai rubbed his eyes, "Are you there?"

"It's early, I saw that you slept comfortably and didn't call you, I have to continue climbing later with the heat." Tao Sheng smiled, opened the door and got out of the car.

Guo Huai paused and looked at his watch. It's already eight o'clock?

"When I went out to play with Jian Miao last time, I knew there was a place above where many people had a picnic, so we found an open space," Tao Sheng said, taking down the big bag behind, "It's probably halfway up the mountain. .”

Guo Huai had also got off the passenger seat at this time, he naturally knew the reason why the other party didn't wake him up, and with a warm heart, he walked up to Tao Sheng and took the bag from his back, "Tao Sheng... "

"Okay, I just let you sleep for an extra half an hour. I didn't do anything. You are the one who is too hot and tired after going to bed late. I am not at a loss." Tao Sheng reached out and patted Guo Huai's face. , and then threw a hat to him, "Let's go."

Looking at Tao Sheng's back, Guo Huai smiled, and chased after him, "I've been refusing to get close to the gym all the year round, and it's such a challenge when I come up? Can I climb a quarter of it?"

"Nonsense, Jian Miao and I have climbed to the top of the mountain before, is this completely different from boring things like fitness?" Tao Sheng glared at him, "The scenery above is very beautiful, and it's worth the effort."

Guo Huai tilted his head and thought for a while, "Yes, your belly is very soft now, and it's very..."

Before he finished speaking, he was interrupted by Tao Sheng's kick, "What is it?"

"No," Guo Huai immediately closed his mouth knowingly after taking a kick, and smiled at him flatteringly, "No, we are climbing the mountain, if you can't climb it, I will carry you up."

Tao Sheng glanced at him, walked two steps quickly, and said as if he was on the bar, "I can crawl."

"Climbing?" After walking for about half an hour, Tao Sheng began to lose his strength. This is different from walking in normal times. Climbing a mountain is much more painful. Guo Huai walked forward with his bag in his hands. It was not without drama road.

Looking back at Guo Huai who seemed to be all right, Tao Sheng gritted his teeth and ran up a few steps.

"Don't run, the more you run, the more tired you become." It seemed that Tao Sheng hadn't expected such a move, and Guo Huai couldn't laugh or cry after realizing it.

Tao Sheng ignored him, but subconsciously walked all over the place.

It's not a holiday now, so there are not as many people on the mountain as expected, so after about 40 minutes, they have reached a certain height. Tao Sheng leaned on the railing and looked down, taking the water from Guo Huai .

"How's the air?" Tao Sheng took a deep breath and turned around with a smile on his face.

Guo Huai reached out to wipe the sweat off his face for him, took a sip from the water bottle, "Well, you used to like mountain climbing?"

When Guo Huai said this, there was a trace of uncertainty in Guo Huai's tone. Tao Sheng shook his head, "No, I only found out after being pulled over by Jian Miao last time. It's really comfortable to climb like this. My mind is empty and I don't care about anything. Don't think about it."

Guo Huai smiled and moved closer, "Don't think about anything?"

Tao Sheng glanced at him, "Yes."

"Is that based on instinct?" Guo Huai asked after looking not far away.

"You want to do it---ah!" Tao Sheng cried out in surprise, and turned his head suddenly, Guo Huai's hand had already been withdrawn, his face full of annoyance.

This kind of expression of the villain complaining first after doing something bad made Tao Sheng jump up and punch him on the shoulder regardless of the surrounding gaze, "Why are you pretending to be crazy?!"

"Yes, yes, I was wrong." Guo Huai took two steps back, and glanced at the people around him unhappily. Tao Sheng's butt is quite sensitive, and he was in a good mood to be a hooligan, but he knew that such a nice voice would be heard by others Go, he will stop playing.

Looking down at his hand, Guo Huai looked depressed and owed it.

"What's wrong?" Tao Sheng said, and wanted to lift his foot to kick him again. Guo Huai ran up while hiding, and Tao Sheng chased after him angrily. .

When Tao Sheng was about halfway up the mountain, he dragged Guo Huai along a path, and within 5 minutes, he arrived at a place full of grass.

The whole person jumped up and breathed a sigh of relief, "I'm exhausted, and I'm worried that someone else will find out here."

"No, the passage here is too narrow, most people wouldn't try it, and it's almost halfway up the mountain, so I guess not many people are thinking about it here." Guo Huai also pounced on Tao Sheng, biting Tao Sheng ears, "Like climbing mountains?"

Tao Sheng narrowed his eyes, turned his head to look aside, "I like it, it's very comfortable, and it's also for outings."

"Go more in the future." Guo Huai replied, "When the time comes, I will drive you to play outside the city. There is a very comfortable place over there."

"Well, good." Tao Sheng nodded in agreement.

The two of them lay on the grass all the time, and they were already tired from climbing the mountain, not to mention that they came up with such arguing, they might not have felt at the time that when they stopped afterwards, their bodies should rebel.

Guo Huai was okay, but Tao Sheng was so tired that he didn't even bother to move his fingers. After resting for 10 minutes, he used his strength to turn over and directly pressed on Guo Huai's body.

"What's bothering you recently? Tell me."

Guo Huai paused, "What?"

"Don't play dumb." Tao Sheng looked directly at Guo Huai.

Guo Huai was silent for a while, then rubbed his head, "It's nothing."

"It's dangerous for you to go on like this. Are you worried that I will leave you?" Tao Sheng thought for a while.

Guo Huai still didn't speak, but the strength of the arm holding him increased a lot.

Tao Sheng's heart softened, and he leaned forward and kissed him, "I promise, as long as you are willing to maintain this state, I will too."

Guo Huai looked into his eyes, through those penetrating eyes, Guo Huai remembered that this person has been in love with him since a long time ago, for a long time, he curled up his lips and kissed him back.

"it is good."

Just like he chose to turn back, these feelings have not changed, and what he can get in return is only more affection and more care.

With a familiar person in his arms and familiar smells around him, Guo Huai raised his eyes to look at the blue sky above his head, and suddenly laughed.

What he wants, what he loves, what he pursues is in his arms.

What else is he afraid of?What are you worried about?

If something happens to this person, he will not be willing to live anymore, and even if he goes to that world, he will still stick to him.

Life after life, forever and ever.

Never part again.