[Comprehensive] I feel tired and don't love Sakuragi-san

043 Loved Ones

Those who deserve to cry will cry, those who deserve to live... no, those who deserve to die should still die.

I always feel that there is something wrong with these words, but I am indeed "dead well" now.

The beauty of Taoyuan Township is beyond my expectation. There are lush grasses and peach trees, and there are pink and white fairy peaches everywhere on the trees, which does not conform to the law of the seasons at all.

I gasped and followed behind Bai Ze, I cried too hard just now, now I gasped and hiccupped, Bai Ze just looked at me with a smile, feeling more and more embarrassed.

"Little Sakuragi, this is Taoyuan Township, isn't it beautiful? Do you like it?" Bai Ze stood in front of me, opened his arms, and said to me as if showing off.

His height is 1.8 meters five, much taller than me, maybe because Bai Ze always smiles gently and easy-going, I don't feel any pressure at all, so I nodded and said, "Yeah."

Bai Ze tilted his head, and his smile widened a bit: "It seems that Sakuragi has almost recovered, do you want to go and see where he lives?" Hearing what he said, my heart warmed up, and I also smiled Come: "OK."

The life enjoyed by the dead who ascended to heaven is naturally two extremes from hell. As long as they live diligently and happily, everyone will spontaneously undertake some work and contribute to the construction of heaven. When the time is right, they can go to hell. Reincarnation, start a new life.

Just when I was thinking about how to get to know other people in the heavenly realm, I saw a pharmacy with the sign "Jade Rabbit Han Fang · Bliss Full Moon" hanging in front of me?There seemed to be no other houses around.

"This is the Kampo pharmacy I run, and I will ask for more advice in the future." Bai Ze opened the door, turned his head and said to me, and then shouted inside: "Momotaro!"

Am I going to live here with Bai Ze and act as his assistant?Wait, Shirasawa called Momotaro just now!The number one hero in Japan? !The peach trees all over the mountains... really fit.

I curiously followed Bai Ze into the store, and then saw Momotaro dressed as a farmer. It was indeed the appearance in the picture books I read when I was a child. He is a great hero in myths and legends.

Seeing me, Momotaro was stunned for a moment, then turned his head and yelled at Bai Ze: "You actually attacked an underage girl! She is still a child! In this world, you should be sent to the police station!"

I chose to remain silent, and Bai Ze raised his hand helplessly: "She is my new assistant, you think too much, and a mature woman is not a child, Japanese girls are not 16 years old... "

Momotaro couldn't bear it anymore and blocked Shirazawa's mouth with a peach.

...Give me back that gentle and considerate Master Divine Beast I just had!

I looked at Bai Ze with black lines all over my head, and the latter looked at me leisurely, without regret at all for what I just said: "Momotaro, I will leave the reception and teaching of the newcomers to you, I am going out now .”

After finishing speaking, Bai Ze quickly ran away without waiting for Momotaro to answer.

Momotaro yelled at his back: "You're going to Flower Street again!"

Bai Ze didn't answer him, so he could only turn around resentfully, stared at me for a long time, and sighed, "No matter what, let's get to know each other...I'm Momotaro, hello."

"Hello," I quickly replied, "I'm Sakuragi-san."

Probably because there was nothing to be concerned about after death. After a brief exchange, Momotaro just shook his head and sighed, "You died so young", and took me to find a room to live in.

"I'll live here for you. As for the things you need, write me a list and I can prepare them for you. Of course, there are only work clothes from the pharmacy here. After you get your salary, you can go to the market in the heaven to buy new clothes. If it is not convenient, I can lend it to you first..." Momotaro was a little nagging, but what he said touched me a little, he nodded repeatedly, secretly thinking that he is indeed a famous hero in history.

"Excuse me, what do I need to do?" I asked seriously.

"This is the Xiantao Farm in Taoyuan Township. I'm the administrator," Momotaro scratched his cheek, "but I'm just doing odd jobs, weeding, fertilizing and picking. I also studied Chinese medicine with Mr. Bai Ze. His apprentice, right? Master Bai Ze said that you are his new assistant, and you should be mainly responsible for things in the pharmacy, learning Chinese medicine and refining medicine, etc. By the way, there are many rabbits here, don’t underestimate them, they are all trainee pharmacist."

It seems that there are a lot of chores here. I looked at a rabbit running past the door thoughtfully. Is it worthy of being called heaven?Rabbits are all pharmacists.In fact, there is also a legend in Chinese mythology that the moon rabbit smashes medicine, which really makes sense.Thinking of this, I feel a lot easier.

After changing into a white uniform with an oriental style, I walked out of the room. Momotaro saw me and said with a smile, "It looks much better than the dead man's clothes before. It's better to tie up your hair."

Long hair is really inconvenient... I touched my hair, and was thinking about whether to cut it short to change my mood, when someone gently pressed my head, pulled my hair up and wrapped it around a few times, and then inserted something , the hair is piled on the back of the head obediently, and it will not dangle.

This is... hair in a bun?I haven't tried it yet.

I touched it curiously, then turned around and wanted to thank the person behind me, but was stunned when I saw the person clearly, and then shouted in surprise: "Rocky!"

"Sakuragi." Loki smiled and raised his hand to greet me.

"Why are you here?" Seeing that the acquaintance was in a good mood, I walked around him a few times, "You actually look like an adult, is it because this is heaven?"

Noticing the strange Momotaro on the side, I quickly explained Loki's identity to him, and he suddenly said: "Since we are friends in this world, let's have a good chat." Basket, waved his hand and went out.

There was no one else around, and I felt a lot more relaxed. I sat down on the table next to me with a light leap, and looked at Loki at the same level, which made me feel a little better: "Why did Lord Evil God come here?"

Loki didn't speak, but just stretched out his hand and stroked my cheek. I restrained my smile and turned my head slightly to avoid it, but was suddenly hugged into my arms. Loki's voice sounded, preventing me from pushing his Action: "Are you sad? Just die like this, won't you regret it?"

I hesitated for a while, then hugged him back, patted his back lightly, and comforted me: "Can't you still see me? There is no need to care about such things. If you are obsessed with this world , it is said that it will become a ghost, you don't want to see me crawling out of the TV in the middle of the night to scare you?"

Loki laughed: "I really admire you for thinking so openly."

I immediately said solemnly: "Of course."

Loki let go of his hand and didn't sit down, but leaned against the edge of the table, which was as tall as me: "You don't even know how hard it was for me to find this place, but luckily I found you."

"You are an evil god." I joked, "Speaking of which, does everyone know that I am dead?"

When I said this, I couldn't help but feel a little nervous.

Sister Lihua, Mengmo, Kashima, Miko Chai, Guimu, Lu Sheng...they are all people I know, and the relationship is deep or shallow, but as long as they are people who know me, after knowing that I am dead, they will be more or less sad?

I want to know, I want to know how much other people value me.

Wanting to know that my life is not meaningless, that my life is rewarding.

Loki was silent for a while, then shook his head: "Few people know about your death, I will know, and it's just the speculation of that stupid and cute lady, so I will come to you with suspicion. People who know about your death, For the time being, it's probably just me and her, and..." Loki paused, "That young master."

When facing me, he no longer addressed the young master as "your young master".

Realizing this small detail, my heart tightened. At that time, the coolness spreading from the neck came from the bottom of my heart again. I subconsciously wanted to cover my throat, but Loki grabbed his hands.

"Don't be afraid, you have nothing to do with him," Loki said.

That's right, it doesn't matter from the moment the young master killed me.

I took a deep breath and changed the subject: "Is my death concealed by the young master?"

Talking about my own death, this feeling is really...fresh and weird.

Rocky nodded: "I went to the school to inquire. It is said that the school arranged for you to go to another school as a long-term exchange student. Although some people thought it was strange, they didn't pay much attention."

I guess this is also arranged by the young master, I thought silently, in fact, this is fine, it is not a good thing to make others feel sorry for me, but... no one knows that I am dead, why do I feel so empty in my heart?There is a feeling of being alone and lonely.

"Okay, you can live in the heaven with peace of mind. I will visit you from time to time. If you want something, I can bring it from this world for you." Loki said with a smile, "And, can't you be reincarnated?"

"It is said that reincarnation will lose the memory of the previous life, then I don't know you." I spread my hands.

"It's okay," Loki still smiled, "This way you will forget all the unhappy things, and then I will get to know you." He reached out and patted my head, "Actually, I also have a faint feeling, but I didn't expect him to do it so quickly."

He suddenly knelt down in front of me, with a warm smile on his upturned face: "How about it, do you want to give me a chance? I can do better than that person." Hearing what he said, I opened my eyes Pointing at himself with wide eyes: "Loki, you are..."

"I'm confessing." Loki said seriously, before I could ask why, he took my hand, "Actually, I want to care about you more now, because your situation makes me love you , and I also like your character very much, maybe I can be with you."

No matter how I think about it, I feel that this is very irresponsible... Love internship?

I wanted to grab my hair, but just as my fingers touched it, I thought of my coiled hair, and quickly and carefully withdrew my hand, lest I accidentally loosen it, and thought carefully.

It is undeniable that Loki is a very suitable boyfriend. Although I thought I would like him very much before I saw the ghost lamp, but maybe because of... the young master, my feelings for him have faded a lot, and now I really need a boyfriend People who are good to me to put affection on - Loki certainly fits the bill.

In other words, this feeling of picking and choosing is making trouble like that?Based on my conditions, if Loki is willing to accept me, he should hug his thigh and thank you. By the way, he was so excited that he burst into tears, right?

But... that's not right.

I held my forehead, then looked at Loki again, and said calmly, "I refuse."

Rocky's smile looks like "I knew it": "Why?"

I said bluntly: "Because I don't feel love for you. Although I have known you for a long time, you are more like my brother to me." After saying the last words, I felt relieved .

Loki raised his eyebrows and looked at me, then smiled and said, "I won't get any benefit from this."

I was confident: "Aren't you sympathizing with me, let's be a good person to the end!"

"Even the good person card has been issued." Loki patted my head dumbfoundingly, "Well, although you are a bad sister, I accept you out of good intentions."

Looking at Loki's relaxed expression, I think he should also be relieved.

With Loki's gentle and friendly playboy personality towards women, it's normal to say such things, but in fact, the relationship between me and him is just good friends, so maybe it's better.

Of course, maybe it's because I have other reasons...

"Loki, can you do something for me first?"

"what's up?"

"Help me find Xiao Hei and tell him about my situation."

"Who is that?"

After briefly explaining the nightmare, Loki held his forehead and sighed exaggeratedly: "No, I just promised to be an older brother, so I'm going to get busy."

I leaned over and blinked with a playful smile: "Brother is the best, right?"

Maybe I should thank Loki for being selflessly and generously willing to be my brother...

I am not alone, I have relatives even if not blood relatives.