[Comprehensive] I feel tired and don't love Sakuragi-san

042 Sadness of Death

Ghost Lantern soon finished chatting with Ono Huang, and when he looked at me, he frowned again, and asked, "Did you not meet anyone before you came to hell?"

I shook my head: "I stood at the door of Qin Guang Hall after regaining consciousness. I have no memory of what happened before I was alive. I only know that I am indeed dead."

Ono Huang interjected at the side: "I was also curious about her situation, and I saw that her hat was the style you once wore, so I kindly brought her here." His eyes moved to the right side of King Yan Mo's table , there is an oval mirror standing there, "With Jingliuli mirror, it shouldn't be a problem if you want to know what happened to her before she was alive?"

Ghost Lantern pondered for a while, then nodded: "Indeed, as long as she still remembers her name, she can use the Jingliuli mirror to replay the events of her life. Record."

It sounds amazing.I ran to the mirror with great interest, and looked around the mirror: "How do I use it? Do I put my hand on it? Or do I need to recite a spell?"

"No, you need to connect the plug first." Ghost Lantern said, pulling out a piece of wire from behind the mirror.

...I always feel that this is very different from the hell situation I imagined.

After connecting to the power supply, I silently watched the ghost lamp adjust with the remote control, thinking seriously: Maybe I will see more modern facilities in hell next?

Now it seems to be the time for lunch break, so there is no work to deal with, everyone came over curiously, like elementary school students waiting to watch a movie.

Amused by my own thoughts, I rubbed my nose, then sat obediently in front of the mirror and waited.Maybe it's because I don't have any memory, even though I was surrounded by so many people, I didn't feel embarrassed.

Because the ghost lamp has an impression of saving me, so I jumped directly to that time.

In the mirror, the girl in old clothes stumbled and ran in the dark alley, followed by a ferocious demon, just like the rhythm of a horror movie.

The problem is that this is hell, okay!So, King Yan Mo, don't bite your nails in fright!

"Huh?" Ono Huang was a little strange, "Has Sakuragi-san attracted evil spirits since she was a child?"

"It doesn't seem to be just evil spirits," Ghost Lantern said thoughtfully, "I remember that there were monsters that were about to move around at that time, so I left the hat on. There was my breath on it, and ordinary monsters and ghosts would not dare to touch her. "

"That's right, Ghost Lantern Lord is the number one ghost in hell, but I didn't expect Ghost Lantern Lord to have such a gentle and cautious side..." King Yan Mo's words were blocked by the mace again.

I looked at the ghost lamp gratefully, but he just frowned again: "But why?"

"Because this little girl has a deep destiny." A male voice with a frivolous tone came from behind, and then a hand was put on my shoulder, not light or heavy, but quite gentle.

I turned my head subconsciously, and met a pair of slender phoenix eyes with a smile: "Hello, I'm Bai Ze, may I ask Fang's name?"

"Sakuragi-san... Wait, you said you are Bai Ze? A mythical beast in Chinese mythology?!" I yelled, looking at Bai Ze who was still smiling in amazement.

The man squatting next to me was wearing a white uniform. He looked like a staff member of the Hanfang Pharmacy, but his appearance was really handsome.

Ghost Lantern looked at Bai Ze with some displeasure: "Why are you here?"

Bai Ze stared over in displeasure: "I'm just here to give away the golden pill that I traded with hell this month."

...seems familiar?My eyes wandered between the quarreling Ghost Lantern and Bai Ze, and I asked cautiously, "Well, Master Bai Ze, are you brothers with Lord Ghost Lantern? They look similar." But it's not right, Ghost Lantern is a Japanese ghost, right?Bai Ze is a Chinese mythical beast.

It's just that as soon as I said it, I realized that it was wrong.

Bai Ze's expression distorted in an instant, while Ghost Lamp's complexion turned even darker. Afterwards, the two shouted almost in unison, poking each other's face with their fingers: "Who is brother to this guy? !” Saying the same thing at the same time made them very unhappy, and they hated each other.

I closed my mouth dumbly, and looked at the joruri mirror again.

Looking at this, I saw a new situation. I pointed to my childhood self who was kneeling on the ground and crying loudly. I was about to ask what was going on. The blood-stained little boy in white was lying in front of me when I was a child. Because it was relatively dark, I didn't notice it at first sight.

The little boy seemed to be struggling to say something, I couldn't hear clearly, but soon I saw myself getting up, holding a palm of tap water and running over to feed the little boy.

But the child's hands are small, and he sprinkled a lot of water while running all the way, and he didn't feed much water after running back and forth several times. The boy's injuries were serious and he couldn't move.

When I watched myself run to take a big sip of water and then run back covering my mouth tightly, I felt ashamed to watch it—even if I knew it was out of good intentions, it didn’t look right now!

Bai Ze, on the other hand, had recovered from the anger just now, and stroked his chin with great interest: "Yakaki-san was very smart when he was young, and he even knew how to feed the injured in this way."

That way is not hygienic at all!And I actually stole the first kiss from such a young boy!

Although I know that I think too much, but I'm dead anyway, it's okay to think about it.

"Huh?" Ghost Lantern was a little strange, "I remember that boy, he should have died that day..."

"Your life is over?" Bai Ze said, noticing my doubts, squinting his eyes and smiling, "Didn't I just say that your fortune is deep? On the contrary, this boy's fortune is shallow, so his fate is not good." Long." He snapped his fingers and explained: "I was interrupted just now, and I didn't tell you clearly about Fuyuan."

"In layman's terms, the performance of blessings in human's daily life is that luck is very good. Affected by it, you can see things that ordinary humans can't see. But for ghosts and demons, eating is lucky. People who are good to them are of great benefit to them, so you will be coveted by them."

Having said that, Bai Ze glanced at the ghost lamp: "It's rare for this guy to do something good. You also remember to wear that hat all the time, so you have been protected."

I nodded, and then frowned again: "If it is said that the fortune is shallow and the life is not long, it means that the fortune is deep and the life is long? But I also died young, right?"

"Fortune does not play a decisive role in life span." Bai Ze patted my head with a smile, and explained patiently, "It will only affect life span to a certain extent, and there are other things that will affect life span .”

"But that boy's fate..." Ghost Lantern suddenly stopped talking in the middle, turned to look at me expressionlessly, and spit out a few syllables: "Keep watching."

"Yes, Lord Ghost Lantern!" I immediately sat down obediently.

Looking at it, I feel a little embarrassed.

It turns out that I have been looking for the ghost lamp as a savior, and I also like this savior... Well, should I say that it is fortunate that I died?Otherwise, you won’t be able to meet your favorite savior.

But... I lowered my head and pressed my chest.

Although there is no heartbeat, why is my heart depressed?

My liking for ghost lamps is more about gratitude, and I know this, so I feel depressed...

Is it because of "like"?the person I like?

I raised my head again and looked at the boy with silver-white hair reappearing on the mirror, and suddenly felt more heavy in my heart, which made me stare at this boy involuntarily.

The reason for the mood change...is this boy?who is he?

On the mirror, the boy stretched out his hand towards me standing beside him, with a shallow smile.

... No, that's not me.

Seeing the girl running towards the boy and hugging him on the screen, I stood up abruptly and shook my head vigorously: "This is not me, I absolutely cannot face the young master..."

Before I finished speaking, I got stuck, looked at Xiao Hei who was standing up at my feet, was stunned for a long time, and said in a hoarse voice with a rather strange tone: "Master?"

I didn't look at the mirror for a while, and the ghost lamp suddenly took the remote control to turn off the screen, and then said calmly: "I have understood the situation, Sakuragi-san, please give me more advice in the future." He She bowed politely to me, then pulled Bai Ze back, with a serious tone: "I'll leave it to you, Sakuragi-san. Compared with hell, heaven is more suitable for her to live in."

Does this mean that I can go directly to heaven without sin?

I tried my best to think about irrelevant rants, but the memory resurfaced little by little, and it was revealed in front of me bluntly and simply, forcing me to look at it.

I'm dead, well, I know that, even if I don't have amnesia.

But I would rather lose my memory than face reality.

So cruel, so cruel.

What should I say to wipe my neck so simply?

"Oh, master, it's really a good sword technique to kill him quickly, accurately and ruthlessly"?

"Young Master Yingyingying is a heartless Han who clearly said that he would not abandon me"?

This trough made me feel like I couldn't bear to look directly at it - it was too substandard.

When I came back to my senses, I realized that I was tugging on Bai Ze's sleeve, and I didn't know where I was going. I thought that Bai Ze should be taking me to the heaven.

So I stopped, looked at the face of Bai Ze who turned his head and looked at me strangely, and asked with a smile: "Is Master Bai Ze taking me to the heaven?"

Bai Ze was smiling, and his phoenix eyes were almost bent into a line: "I'm going to Taoyuan Township where I am. The scenery there is quite good. I think Sakuragi will be very happy to see it."

Sakuragi...Kashima always calls me that, does she know that I'm dead?Will it be sad?Why didn't you protect your princess, prince?

I stayed silent for a while, and then saw Bai Ze's flustered expression, then grabbed my sleeve and wiped my face: "Why are you crying all of a sudden?"

Although his movements seemed a little messy, the cloth that fell on his face only slightly stained his tears, and there was no stinging pain from being wiped by the stiff cloth.

I suddenly thought of the last hug.

At that time, the young master's movements were also very gentle.However, hidden under that gentleness is murderous intent.

Thinking of this, I simply burst into tears.

Cry it all out, it will feel a lot better when you cry out.

Just take it as a mourning, mourning that I will never love the young master again.