Proton's Journey

"Uh, that beautiful boy, do you have anything you like?" Li Kan asked with a smile on his face.

"Are you trying to curry favor with me?" The beautiful boy on the opposite side put the last bit of sesame candy in his mouth and asked vaguely while chewing.

Li Kan, who was exposed, could only continue to laugh.

"Abortion is such a principled matter, there is absolutely no discussion, and I don't accept any form of flattery!"

The beautiful boy wiped the black sesame seeds sticking to his mouth with the palm of his hand, licked the palm of his hand carefully with his tongue, looked in the direction of the dining room,

He said quietly in his mouth, "So, from now on, I will go over the wall to steal sesame candy myself!"

When Li Kan heard the word "over the wall", black lines immediately appeared on Li Kan's face.

Li Kan bit the bullet, put on a smile again, and opened his mouth to guide the beautiful boy.

"Well, sesame candy is not a flattery, it's just you and me as friends, I give you, that is, a small gift for a friend, so, in the future, let me get sesame candy!"

"Oh, the sesame candy is just a gift, not a flattery?" the beautiful boy asked a little ignorantly.

Li Kan smiled sincerely and nodded in agreement.

The beautiful boy returned the favor with a smile, "Then as a friend, I have to give you a gift too. Well, Li Kan, what do you like? Tell me now, and I will go over the wall and steal it for you immediately!"

The beautiful boy sitting across from him stared at Li Kan and waited for his answer, with a look on his face ready to "over the wall".

Li Kan heard the word "over the wall" again, and the black line on his face rose again.

"Uh, beautiful boy, let me tell you, I don't like stolen things." Li Kan could only solemnly declare to the beautiful boy, in order to stop the beautiful boy from overcoming the wall to steal.

The beautiful boy lowered his head with a somewhat frustrated "Oh".

"Then Li Kan, you can see what you like about me, tell me, and I can give it to you right away!"

The beautiful boy stood up, turned around in Li Kan's face, then looked at Li Kan very sincerely and asked.

Li Kan looked up and down at the beautiful boy who was circling around, rubbed his brain speechlessly, and then asked,

"Can you sing?"

"Yes," the beautiful boy nodded.

"But, my voice is not good." Immediately afterwards, the beautiful boy expressed embarrassment again,

"It's okay, I have weird tastes." Li Kan spread his hands and expressed generosity.

"Besides, I'm tone deaf and out of tune."

"It's okay." Li Kan spread his hands generously again and said, he can bear it!

"I get nervous when I sing, and I might stutter, but I don't stutter when I usually speak..." the beautiful boy lowered his head and said.

"It's okay, it doesn't matter at all. In your situation, it's suitable to sing for friends!" Li Kan once again spread his hand very kindly.

"Qingqing Zijin, caress my heart, Zong... Zong... Zong Zong..." The beautiful boy spoke a sharp and tender voice, with a high note that suddenly soared halfway, and suddenly stopped.

"I... no no... go, Zi Ning... Ning Ning Ning Ning... Ning" the beautiful boy became more and more nervous as he sang, and the more nervous his tongue became, the more knotted he was.

Li Kan instantly felt that five hundred mosquitoes were flying towards his eardrum, and the smile on his uncomfortable face was about to break down, so he had to change into a gritted smile.

The beautiful boy finally finished the song stuttering, and looked at Li Kan apologetically.

"I still sang badly..."

"No, I think it's pretty good!" Li Kan smiled hypocritically, and applauded generously at the right time.

The beautiful boy's eye circles were a little wet, and Li Kan was very sensible this time and didn't dare to mention the abortion pill to the beautiful boy again.

Many days passed like this, and I don't know how many bowls of abortion soup were thrown away.

On that day, the beautiful boy held a bowl and said to Li Kan as if he mustered up his courage.

"Li Kan, I like you, can you like me too?"

"Beautiful boy, let me say, can you put down that bowl of medicine first? We need to discuss this matter slowly and take a long-term plan."

"No need to discuss, if you don't agree, I'll drink it!" The beautiful boy threatened with a bowl.

"Okay, I like you too..." Li Kan had no choice but to compromise.

The beautiful boy walked up to Li Kan, and proudly turned the bowl up and down several times. It turned out that he was holding an empty bowl.

The beautiful boy smiled triumphantly at Li Kan, his smile was extremely sunny, and his teeth were white and bright.

"I knew you must like me too."

Therefore, Li Kan had no choice but to pretend to be "I like you too".

Knowing that everything is fake, fake feelings, even that beautiful boy is fake, so he cooperated in acting like this, using his slightly clumsy acting skills to support that beautiful boy's selfless performance.

"You should sleep more at night, and live a modest life." Li Kan looked at the big dark circles on the beautiful boy's face, and kindly suggested

"Let that woman get more sleep during the day. I can't sleep more at night. If I sleep more, I won't see you for a moment." The beautiful boy insisted stubbornly.

Listen to him, listen to him, it's just a show, so Li Kan behaved in a thousand and one obedience.

Finally, it was time to give birth.

However, the scene of childbirth was ironically assigned to the beautiful boy.

"I'm most afraid of pain. I won't give birth. I'll wait for the dawn to let that woman give birth." The beautiful boy stubbornly turned his head away, rejecting the bowl of birth-inducing soup that Li Kan was holding.

"How can you wait for this kind of thing, don't be self-willed, okay, I will always be with you, holding your hand, if you feel pain, you can pinch my hand, I will hurt with you." Li Kan had no choice but to warm Said softly.

"You still have to sing to me, the song I sang to you." Holding Li Kan's hand, the beautiful boy continued to bargain.

Li Kan had no choice but to compromise.

A bloody childbirth exhausted the beautiful boy, he just bit his lip to bleed out, holding Li Kan's hand was soaked in sweat, but he just held it tightly, fearing that he would not Be careful and it will come loose.

"I know I can't live with you forever."

"Thank you for listening to me sing, bickering with me, and believing that I'm a beautiful boy..."

The beautiful boy grabbed Li Kan's hand and began to cry at the top of his lungs, "But, I really want to have a hard time with you, but I have no chance, right..."

The grandma who delivered the baby couldn't bear to watch it any longer, so she rushed forward and said to the beautiful boy, "This is a baby boy, and I have to send it away in a while, don't you want to see it?"

The beautiful boy wiped away his tears, shook his head again, and smiled at Grandma, "Just now, I was joking with this man, he is a good man, there is no adultery between us."

Grandma looked at them strangely, wrapped the baby boy tightly in a quilt, and sent the baby away overnight with the guards outside.

After being relatively silent for a long time, the beautiful boy spoke first.

"The child was taken away, right? Tomorrow morning, she will go to the execution ground. That woman may not have the chance to see her child..."

"I want to ask you something." The beautiful boy forced himself up,

"For the sake of that woman, can you take time to take care of that child? I think he might look a little like me when he grows up..."

Li Kan nodded.

"I'm so envious of him, to have the opportunity to be a real beautiful boy by your side!"

The beautiful boy buried his head in Li Kan's neck, a stream of hot tears rolled down his face, but when it dripped onto Li Kan's neck, it had already turned into ice-cold tears.