Divorce!I want to feed you.

Qiu didn't expect that he didn't feel that drinking was a happy thing until he was 30 years old.Whether it's beer, sake, or foreign wine and red wine, as long as there is alcohol, Qiu can fall in love with it.Occasionally, I didn't want to have dinner, so I hid in the room with a can of beer and drank it.

Although such a life of indulging in alcohol is somewhat inappropriate, it cannot face Muma, nor can it see Jingshan.He didn't seem to be back yet, standing downstairs and looking up a few times, his room was never lit.

Qiu never thought of meeting him again, and even deliberately avoided him for the first week.It wasn't until the second week that Qiu Ye began to suspect that he probably hadn't come back yet.There are two relatives, mother and sister, in Osaka, or as he said, to see the pyramids and famous buildings in various places.That is his life, and his own, are two lines that should not intersect.

But he said goodbye to this man heartlessly, and Qiu also never regretted it.He didn't regret meeting and falling in love with him, and he didn't regret breaking up with him after only being together for one day.I am greedy for the emotion brought by him in my heart, but there are too many shackles in my life that I can't overcome.

Therefore, it is not a bad thing to be able to paralyze the brain with alcohol, temporarily ignore the pain it brings to oneself, and sometimes see the phantom of that person in a trance.And Muma gradually became more absent at night, and the two were also in a semi-separated state after half a year of marriage.

Most of the time, Muma still calls Qiuye and tells her where she will live, sometimes at a friend's house, sometimes at her parents' house, and when she is desperate, she will work overtime at the company until she sleeps there.Qiu Ye always responded gently, and then told her to take care of her body, remember to eat, and remember to bring an umbrella when it's going to rain...

No matter how big or small, Qiu would always remind her.He is like a good husband who misses his wife very much. He thinks a lot about Muma. Occasionally, when he needs to work overtime on Saturday, he will bring a cake to visit Muma's company.

Qiu also seems to have returned to a normal life, except that his wife will occasionally stay away overnight.But that doesn't matter, after all, whether they live at home or not, their relationship is as usual, keeping a distance.

It has been more than two months since I came back from Osaka. The night in midsummer is so sweltering. It is rare for Muma to accompany Qiuya to go shopping in the supermarket. The two happily bought popsicles to eat.

The summer series launched by Muma's company recently sold very well. For this reason, Muma got a chance to be promoted and happily shared the joy with Qiuya.

If it is the early stage of marriage, facing Muma's outstanding ability, Qiu Ye will secretly sigh even though she is happy for the other party on the surface.As a man, his ability and income are not as good as his wife's, and his poor self-esteem will cause trouble from time to time, making it difficult to balance.But it's different now, this time Qiu didn't feel uncomfortable at all.Maybe it's because the sense of distance is stronger, or it doesn't matter if the mentality has really calmed down.

"Qiuya, shall we go shopping tomorrow? It's been a long time since I went to the streets, and I want to buy something to celebrate!"

Muma showed a rare smile with no aura at all. She was purely happy, holding the bag containing two boxes of eggs in one hand, and the slightly melted popsicle in the other.

"Okay, I was so busy working overtime a while ago, I'm afraid you won't be able to hold on if you don't take a rest."

In Qiu Ye's hands, there was a large pile of vegetables on one side and some grapes on the other.Since Muma bought grapes once at the beginning of her marriage, Qiu would buy some grapes unconsciously whenever she saw them.

"It's okay, I'm used to it. And you know, I'm one of those people who have some pressure to feel alive."

"But the body is still more important. If it is too reluctant, I will be very worried."

Qiu Ye's firm tone carried concern for Muma. He walked beside his wife and expressed his thoughts without hesitation.

"But if I don't work hard, I won't have this opportunity, right? After all, if you want to get a higher position, you have to work hard~"

It seems that Muma is in a very good mood, not as strong and calm as usual. She looks like a girl holding a popsicle over her head. Even if she talks about the experience of those social people, the content is all about the workplace and ideals.

"What you said is also..."

After muttering something to himself, Shuya lowered her head and walked silently.He had finished what he needed to express, and wanted to say something more, but found that his head was empty.

Qiu also understood how much joy it was for Muma to be promoted, so she suggested that she go shopping, and Qiu also planned to give her something along the way.Even if the income is not as good as that of Muma, congratulations always need to be expressed.

The weather on Sunday was a bit cloudy. After a shower of rain in the middle of the night, the sky seemed to have been washed. Under the clear blue and pure, there were many clouds of different sizes slowly changing.It doesn't matter if it doesn't rain, at least it won't be so hot that you lose your mind.

"Going there?"

The temperature in the shopping mall is very comfortable. Muma is wearing a knee-length dress with a big orange skirt. If you walk fast, it will float up.But she was so excited that she was different from before. She was serious and rigid in her professional attire, and her aura of a strong woman made people want to alienate.But today's Muma, like a girl in love, has a smile on her face even if she doesn't start running.

"Chuya, come on! How about seeing this?"

One luxury store after another, faced with jaw-dropping price tags, although I secretly sighed that it was really expensive, I was also thinking about what would be a better gift for Muma.

When stopping by a luxury counter, Qiu also asked Muma if there was anything she wanted.But Muma, who has been dealing with these things all day long, has long since lost interest in it, so she took Qiu Ye's arm and headed for the next shop.

She hardly ever did this before, and Qiu also remembered that when the two dated before, they always walked side by side, or he followed Muma to help carry things.

"Congratulations on your promotion, let me give you some presents. Do you have anything you like?"

"Huh? Really?"

Muma smiled and asked Qiuye, still holding her arm.

"Of course it's true, so what do you like? I can give it to you."

Looking at the smiling Muma, Qiu Ye always felt that it was the days before she got married.He doesn't need to bear all kinds of troubles after marriage, and there is no helplessness in life that he will not face.

"Then...perfume, how about it?"

"As long as you like it."

After discussing it, the two chose it.And Muma, who has always been very sensitive to the smell, finally chose a male fragrance once endorsed by Johnny Depp.

"This...is a men's perfume, is it okay?"

Looking at the dark bottle, Qiu couldn't help but wonder, there are all kinds of good-smelling women's perfumes here, and the bottles are all kinds of exquisite and beautiful, how could she choose a men's perfume with such a simple design.

"Just think of it as looking for inspiration! Usually, I always smell the smell that women like, and my nose is almost gone."

While waiting for the perfume to be packaged, Qiu also listened to Muma's words and said nothing.

When going to buy anything later, when Qiu Ye wants to pay, Muma will not allow it.Qiu also thinks that it doesn't matter if he spends money for her, but the other party doesn't give him a chance at all.And Qiu Ye, whose legs were already stiff after walking around for the whole afternoon, tapped his legs repeatedly when he stood on the escalator.

He was so tired, he thought he could bear it, but now he just wanted to take off his clothes and soak in hot water to relax.I don't know how long it has been since Muma went shopping, she is so energetic that it is frightening.

It was getting late, and finally had dinner outside, Qiu Ye was carrying a large pile of shopping bags in one hand, and Muma was holding the other hand.Although shopping was very tiring and cost a lot of money, Qiu was not impatient at all, and at the same time was happy for Muma.

Not far from the restaurant, Qiu Ye and Muma stood in the crowd waiting for the signal light.Seeing the evening sun gradually dimming, Qiu also thought that because he ate outside today and only drank some champagne, he felt a little lost.But there's still beer in the fridge, so that's fine.

When the signal light turned green, Qiu also stopped thinking, but he didn't take a step when he raised his head. On the opposite side of his gaze, a particularly tall man glanced at him.

His long and messy hair almost covered his eyes, and his beard clearly covered his chin and the sides of his face. He was dressed casually and looked a little bad.Because of the distance, Qiu couldn't be sure that he was Jingshan.

"Let's go Qiuye."

Even if Muma yelled, Qiu still didn't move.In the constantly criss-crossing crowd, he, Muma, and the man opposite seemed to be still, no one moved with the crowd.

Muma was a little curious, and followed Qiu Ye's gaze, and the man on the opposite side waved at the two of them.

"Isn't that Mr. Jingshan upstairs?"

Squinting her eyes and looking opposite, Muma also shook her arm towards Jingshan.

"Snapped!"

Five or six paper bags fell to the ground, Qiu Ye, startled by the sound, hurriedly bent down to pick them up, while shaking off Muma's arm that was holding her.

"Sorry, I was distracted, let's go home."

There was uncontrollable exhaustion in her voice. Muma looked down at a bag that fell on the ground, and had no choice but to pick it up by herself, holding it in her hand and sighing.

"Is it okay not to say hello to Jingshan?"

"Oh……"

Looking up again, the red light turned on again, and Jingshan was no longer among the crowd looking at each other on both sides of the road.Everything seems to be an illusion...

Everything is like a hallucination. After being drunk, the uncontrolled consciousness jumps out of the body, and there is a self in the air.It is an existence that no one can see except Qiu Ye. Even if Muma occasionally asks why she is in a daze, she doesn't respond.Then the ideological self, sitting face to face with another vague figure, sits in a small boat.

Why is it always this picture?Qiu also thought, maybe it was because I was too panicked on the boat, but I couldn't forget it.So repeatedly doing such boring fantasies, no matter how you think about it, it is a shameless act.

Obviously I made the right choice, leaving Jingshan, why should I think about it?But if you want to forget, you can't.

As long as you stand under the apartment, you will naturally glance towards the seventh floor.Even in the past three months, Jingshan never came back once.Perhaps, he has moved without his knowledge, or has found a suitable partner to live with, but either way, it is no longer about him.

But today it happened unexpectedly, and Qiu felt evasive for no reason.I have never seen Jingshan like that.For so long, he had no idea whether he was living well or not.But looking at that depraved appearance, my heart began to throb, intermittently, so that people could not hear Muma's words.

Drank so much that I was exhausted in bed.The little night light that I had put on the bed a long time ago was glowing with green light, which was reflected in Qiuya's red eyes, and then dripped water droplets that reflected the green light.

Why are you so persistent?Qiu didn't understand either.Wouldn't it be more tormenting?Even if life is incomplete with Muma, isn't this a choice of oneself?Who is being self-willed and persistent, and who is the first to say that they don't know each other, and then miss each other so much.

Scolding myself countless times is useless, useless, bastard... But I can only pray that I won't meet Jingshan easily in the future.Such an awkward encounter is always uncomfortable.

Qiu is also afraid that he will lose control, and even considers whether to rent out the house and live elsewhere, so as to avoid Jingshan.

The author has something to say:

You can take a look at the perfume endorsed by Depp, the poster is really beautiful!It is the SAUVAGE from DIOR.Why do I mention this one in particular?Because a certain ex-boyfriend sprayed his car with this perfume.Sitting inside, the mood will become very peaceful.Maybe this is the opportunity, although the praise and criticism of this fragrance are inconsistent, but I like it very much! On the last day of 18, a little more.