Divorce!I want to feed you.

It was too much to drink, and after being downed by the section chief, Qiu Ye no longer heard the voices of those men, and the silence made him feel lonely.Shaking gently all the way, wearing a rigid suit felt very restrained, pulled the tie, and immediately felt a little more relaxed.

Take the elevator to the 6th floor, Muma should be at home right now.She finally stopped working overtime a few days ago, and the pressure that had nearly killed Muma eased.During that period, sometimes because she was too tired, Muma would not knock on the door in the middle of the night, but Qiuye would wake up and wait until Muma had no voice and fell asleep, and then fell asleep with anxiety.

"Ding--"

When the elevator came down, Qiu also thought that there was no one in the elevator, so she walked towards it without thinking, but when she was about to go in, she bumped into someone with a "bang".

"I'm sorry I'm sorry..."

While drunk, he bumped into him, and Qiu also felt that his heels were not stable.

"Watch out."

With a low voice, the arms were grabbed by a big hand and pulled towards the other party, and then stuck together for the second time.

"Akiya, have you been drinking?"

Hearing clearly who was asking him, Qiu Ye hurriedly distanced himself, leaned against the side of the elevator, pinched his forehead, his face was already flushed.

"Oh, yes, it's a colleague party, I had some drinks..."

Before I could ask the other party, I found that the elevator door was closed, and Jingshan seemed to be going down...

"Hey? Why is it off!"

Although it was too late, his body still jumped towards the elevator, and he patted the door vigorously with his hands, hoping that it would reopen and let Jingshan get out smoothly.

"Don't knock on the door! It's dangerous!"

Hastily pulling him back, Qiu Ye, who was unsteady, staggered and fell into Jingshan's arms.Realizing that what he was doing was really dangerous, his face suddenly became hot.He hurriedly tried to stand aside, but Jing Shan's arms bound him in his arms, unable to move.

"Sorry, I... I'm a little... Can you let me go?"

The strange fragrance from Jingshan hit again, and Qiu took a deep breath with the sound of warm and clattering heartbeat, and the fragrance immediately filled the lungs.

dong dong... dong dong...

Warm and powerful, through the thick chest, the voice is clear and deafening.Qiu Ye had never heard anyone's heartbeat so noisy, the frequency was a bit high, and it seemed very beautiful in the narrow space where only the elevator was running.

Unaware that the elevator had reached the 6th floor, Qiu Ye felt a little drowsy as she lay half prone in Jing Shan's arms, and didn't realize that she had put her hands lightly on the other's waist.Being dragged out of the elevator and ringing the doorbell, Muma was surprised when she opened the door.

"You are……"

Reaching out to take Qiu Ye's body, Muma asked suspiciously.

"I'm Jingshan from the seventh floor. I met him downstairs just now. He seemed to be drunk, so I brought him up."

With his already messy head, he didn't know what to think at all, and Qiu, whose cheeks were flushed, went in through the door, and then stood inside to thank Jingshan and formally apologize to Muma.After Jingshan left, Muma didn't know why, and asked Qiu Ye why he had to apologize, but Qiu Ye took off his coat early, and lay on his bed without taking a shower, motionless.

It was not until Muma closed the door that Qiu Ye slowly opened his eyes, holding the shirt with one hand, as if grasping his beating heart, his skin was numb and trembling, letting himself breathe and calm down, the hidden in the lungs But the smell in the house never goes away.

Qiu also recalled the last time he had a physical hug with someone else. It was when he was graduating from university. A boy in the same class had a very good friendship with him.After that, it was as if he had been shrouded in the loneliness bestowed by the god of doom.Even when he fell in love with Muma later, he remained a gentleman without being too intimate.Originally, he had no desire to contact others, but because of Muma and Jingshan, Qiu Ye gradually felt lonely, and his body seemed to wake up suddenly.The desire for others, the desire for gentle comfort, the desire for intimate contact that has been delayed for many years, Jingshan ignited it with a fire, and it is especially deadly in the empty and lonely night.

Muma wouldn't know what that scorching emptiness felt like.She is always condescending, and all she wants is spiritual comfort, and when this is satisfied, she no longer desires.He is different. After walking alone for so many years, he only realizes how pitiful he is now.

Obviously someone is by your side, obviously you are married, but such a close person is the most untouchable.Suddenly a nameless anger burst out, and Qiu quickly got up, opened the door and walked towards Muma.

In the lives of two people, why is it just me who is so unfortunate?Sacrificing oneself to make another person perfect, such an extremely unbalanced relationship between husband and wife is not worth caring for!

Looking at the red-eyed Qiu Ye who was approaching menacingly, Muma just asked indifferently.

"Why, can't sleep when you're drunk? Do you need a glass of milk?"

Muma put the book in her hand aside, and got up to get milk for Qiu Ye.

Here we go again, again...

Why is that Muma with a ferocious face full of insults and the person who is caring at this moment is the same person?If they are different, I can resist without hesitation or even call the police, escape from that female demon, and only embrace the gentle Muma...

The two faces are constantly overlapping and merging, but they are sharply opposed.He wanted to get close to Muma, but he hesitated because of the demon that trampled him under his feet.

"Snap" grabbed Muma's shoulder.Qiu also remembered that the two hadn't hugged for a long time, tonight because of an accident, Jing Shan hugged her for a while, and the wavering emotions and self-paralysis used to support her suddenly collapsed.

"what happened?"

Although Qiu Ye's clamp was painful, Muma didn't show it.

"Mumma...!"

Qiu was so excited that he didn't know what to say. He had never longed for a comfortable life, nor was he full of desire for marriage like Hashimoto, but it was already the case. This extremely painful relationship was full of sourness. , a gentle and cruel life seems to have no end.It seemed that he was tearing himself apart, and the illusion of being torn apart was driving people crazy!

In the end, Qiu Ye just gently hugged Muma into his arms.Caressing that soft back with his most gentle gesture, just like when she was not married, she was still the smart and lonely woman in her heart.In the wrong time, he was still extremely tender, thinking that if he wanted to become Muma's husband in the future, he would treat her well... But after the fantasy ended, he decisively let go of his arms, turned around and closed the room that separated him from Muma. Door.

He couldn't do anything to Muma.Even if he forcibly held her down and did rough things, he found that he was no different from Muma in a crazy state.Every time he had bursts of disgusting memories, the matter of forcing Muma also inexplicably made Qiu feel disgusted.Touching is already the maximum, intimate behavior, I dare not even think about it.Qiu didn't want anyone to see her miserable self.

If Muma could be like Hashimoto, wouldn't she need to suffer these tortures, and would she still be able to give birth to a lovely child?

As long as it's Muma, it's impossible... unless you divorce her and marry someone else.

But can life really be so random?Qiu didn't think anyone would allow herself to make such an irresponsible choice.The blind date was arranged by his parents, and Muma was also affirmed. Such a woman who is so outstanding in front of everyone that many men envy her, no matter her parents or anyone else, will not easily understand his idea of ​​divorce, right?But he was completely unable to open his mouth, and poured out all the things that he had lost his dignity as a man.

Suddenly wanting to hear the voices of her parents, Qiu also knew that this was a thought that only came from her own fragility.There are friends, there is Muma, I shouldn't be like this, but after all, I have such a fragile idea...

What should I do, tell my parents about their relationship as a couple beyond common sense?Surprise them, make them blame Muma?This is not what Qiuya thinks. Up to now, Qiuya doesn't know what he wants.

I've never felt this powerless in my short life.In the face of this helpless sense of despair, there was nothing he could do but admit defeat.

The phone suddenly buzzed and vibrated, temporarily waking up from the vortex of despair, Qiu also pressed the phone to turn it on.

[Are you sober? 】

Jingshan only sent such a simple sentence of concern.

[It's much better, I'm not so dizzy anymore, thank you for sending me up. 】

Turning over, Qiu also took off his clothes, but could smell a faint smell on the shirt.That must be what Jing Shan rubbed against him when he hugged him. Thinking of this, he grabbed the shirt, buried his face in it, and smelled it greedily.

[Come out for a while. 】

【Um?Where are you going? 】

Qiu Ye has already gotten used to Jingshan always saying some inexplicable things.He didn't move, but waited for the other party to reply first.After a while, a reply message came from the phone.

[At the door of your house, I have something for you. 】

Shuya sat up energetically in an instant, and nervously began to put on her pajamas.Muma didn't fall asleep, she was still patiently watching various videos in the room, including natural sciences and fashion catwalks, her serious and focused attitude made Qiu never dare to disturb her so easily that she opened the door Be careful at times.

The man standing outside the door leaned lightly against the wall, and the two bags in his hands seemed to have a lot of things.

"Mr. Jingshan, what's the matter?"

Before opening the door, he forced himself to forget the gaffe just now, and silently muttered that the person who smelled the shirt was not himself or himself...

"This is for you, it's very useful for sobering up."

In the box in the plastic bag, dark purple grapes can be vaguely seen, and the huge particles are covered with a layer of white.

"No, no, no! It's already troublesome enough, and it would be too embarrassing to accept gifts."

Quickly shaking his hands to politely reject Jingshan's kindness, Qiu also felt embarrassed.

"It doesn't affect eating grapes if you feel sorry, so stop talking nonsense and reach out!"

Qiu Ye was taken aback by the tough attitude, so he had to obediently stretch out his hand. The weighty grapes fell on Qiu Ye's body and he paused, a little heat suddenly appeared on his face.

"Remember to eat, I'll go first."

Leaving Qiu Ye alone on the spot, Jing Shan turned and left and walked towards the walking ladder of the fire escape.Qiu also watched her off, not even having time to say "good night".

Until the tall figure disappeared behind the door, a cute idea suddenly appeared in Qiu Ye's mind who was standing still.

"He should have tilted his head up..."

I couldn't help laughing out loud because of this interesting idea.

The author has something to say:

Jingshan is really a man with a strange personality. His peculiar tough caring style really depends on his face in real life. . .