Divorce!I want to feed you.

"You want to be a single mother? What about the child's father?"

Hashimoto turned his face aside, a troubled face with a pair of wrinkled eyebrows, looking very painful inside.

"He doesn't know yet, I have mentioned to him about marriage before, and he also said that it is too early to get married now, and then... I really like children, so I want to work hard on my own. Isn't there a lot of single mothers like this now? It's not a rare thing..."

The bento box contains very healthy meals, with bright colors and balanced nutrition, which are much better than those bought outside.But Hashimoto didn't eat a bite, just leaned his arms on the edge of the table and crossed his fingers against his forehead.

"You'd better discuss this matter with your boyfriend. After all, it's not your problem alone, and... It's very pitiful for a child to be born without a father. You can't be so willful just because you are angry with him now, right? And a It’s hard to be pregnant without someone to accompany you, right?”

Qiu also doesn't know what else to say besides these official words. Even if Hashimoto is headstrong and wants to give birth to the child by himself, as an outsider, he can neither say too much nor sit idly by.

"But he doesn't want to. I can't force him. If the woman takes the initiative to force marriage, I really have no dignity at all. I also want to live with him. I work hard for him. I never want to owe him a lot in love or life, but I..."

The more he confided his heart, the more wronged he became, Hashimoto covered his eyes and began to cry.Qiu didn't know what to do, so she put the tissue she brought in front of her to persuade her to calm down.

"It's not good for the baby in your stomach if you cry like this, just wipe it off."

It's normal for such a bitter love to make people cry. Hashimoto has always been very concerned about work. Even though she always said things like "it's easy not to go to work after getting married", she actually said that she He won't give up his job easily. His boyfriend's job has just started, and even a famous company can't easily put pressure on him. He also regards Qiuye's wife, Muma, as an idol, and wants to be a successful woman.As expected of the love between the two, they also pursue balance and common progress in life, but because of those two sentences, all the strength was broken.It is clear at this moment whether love is Hashimoto's strong backing or stabbed her.

"I also want a sense of security, senior, I don't want to destroy it, it chose me for the first time, I don't want to."

The more Hashimoto, who was almost collapsed, wiped away, the more tears kept pouring out.The original light makeup on her face was washed away by tears at this moment.

"No, listen to me, this matter is not yours alone. From a legal point of view, your boyfriend must be responsible. If you want to have a baby, you have to let me know. Don't you think it's selfish to not let him be the father after giving birth to the same child as him?"

After thinking for a long time, Qiu Ye said the word "selfish".He was afraid that Hashimoto would think too much, but he didn't know what to replace it with.But when it comes to selfishness, maybe that man is even more selfish. He has his own pace of life and work, and always let his girlfriend cooperate. To the point where he causes trouble to others is selfishness.

Selfish... If you put it this way, Muma is also selfish.She has always been so self-sufficient from the moment she realized it until she got married now.But I, who is more easy-going, is forced to do things I don't want to.Maybe everyone is selfish, more or less?Qiu also thought so.

"...I don't know anymore, it's so messy. I just told Section Chief Kutiao that I'm pregnant, and I've decided to hand in my resignation report soon. I don't even count on the year-end bonus, it's been more than two months , will become bigger and bigger in the future, and I don’t want others to gossip, so I want to leave now.”

Hashimoto touched his lower abdomen, and Shuya took a peek, it was still flat and not as if she was pregnant.I can't imagine that the lively and lovely Hashimoto would sit in front of her with a sad face and could not help shedding tears while she was pregnant, and Qiuya's heart also felt uncomfortable.

"Then you should also tell your boyfriend that although pregnancy is a woman's business, he can't shirk his responsibility. Even if he can't see the child now, there is no fatherly love to speak of, but if he has feelings for you, he won't let it go. I don't care."

"Will he persuade me to kill it? Will he be angry because of this? If he forces me to kill it..."

"Then let's form a group to beat him up!!!"

Before Qiu Ye could open his mouth, Jiu Tiao, who walked in from the door, walked towards the two of them with an angry expression on his face.

Qiu Ye, who was startled, remembered how he came back suddenly when he saw clearly on the blackboard that the class leader was going to go to work in the afternoon.

"Snapped!"

Pressing four fingers heavily on the table, the serious man looked at the makeup on Hashimoto's face.

"You have to tell him, don't worry about those messy things, if he is really that kind of irresponsible scumbag, just leave as soon as possible. Do you hear me?"

As if comforting a child, he rubbed the top of Hashimoto's head with the other hand, nodded with the big hand shaking his head, thanked Kujo as if he had the courage, and then started to eat with a frown.

The resignation was handed in on Thursday, and no one told it, but Qiuya seemed to be privileged. He knew almost everything about Hashimoto.However, on the day I mentioned this matter to Qiuya, I got a very pleasant reply. After thinking about it, Hashimoto's boyfriend decided to take responsibility and proposed on the spot.It was too late to prepare the ring, so he put the ring on the can of beer on Hashimoto's hand, saying that he would make another one in the future, which made Hashimoto very happy. The happy smile on his face at lunch also infected Qiuya.

"It's really great, senior, being able to marry someone you like, just being convinced makes people feel immersed in happiness..."

Seeing the smile on Hashimoto's crooked eyes, Qiu couldn't help being happy for her.

"Look, you were too worried before. But did you really decide to leave so early? When do you plan to get married?"

"Recently! We have already discussed to choose a hotel on Saturday, and I also want to wear a wedding dress when my belly is not so obvious. Now I feel that it is more prominent than before. I don't know if it is a psychological effect..."

Even though he was worried about whether his stomach was getting bigger, Hashimoto was still smiling, eating the homemade nutritious bento, and he was in a good mood.

And that night, the section chief announced that he would hold a party for Hashimoto at night, and Hashimoto also announced his plan to get married.Hearing the moaning and sighing of a group of bachelors, Nishikata made fun of them without any image.However, Jiujo also stipulates that at night parties, you can drink but you must not pour a drop of alcohol into Hashimoto. Smoking is also prohibited during the dinner party.

The selected izakaya was very clean, and none of the accounting class was absent. After crowding into the private room, they obediently handed in the lighter and cigarettes in advance.During the dinner, Shuya planned to drink fruit juice with Hashimoto because of his poor capacity for alcohol, but the section chief Kujo did it on purpose, put his arm around his shoulder and half threatened him, and forcibly poured Qiuya a glass of beer.

Several people have already guessed that Hashimoto cannot drink alcohol, and the reason why the party banned smoking is that she is pregnant. After getting her affirmation, everyone sighed, but Hashimoto formally thanked everyone present.She has been here for a long time. Although she is still a junior in the team, she gets along very well with everyone.After a circle, after touching the juice in the glass with other people's beer, Hashimoto looked at Qiuya next to him, his eyes were a little wet, and he began to talk, while the others looked at Hashimoto like this, and they all fell silent .

"Senior Qiuya is me and a very important teacher in my career. When I first came here, he taught me a lot and took good care of me. Although sometimes I will give you snacks and I will not refuse..."

Speaking of this, Hashimoto laughed.Her watery eyes became bright and gentle, and the hand holding the cup trembled a little.

"Senior Qiuya is a good person and a gentle person. I can form a family with the person I like and be happy like senior. I... am not just Senior Qiuya."

Eyes filled with tears looked at everyone.

"Everyone is very gentle. Although I am getting married, I also wish everyone happiness."

These people who get along with each other day and night, just like their mother's family, keep cheering, encouraging and supporting themselves.She was left with endless gratitude and tears that she could no longer hold back.

Qiu Ye quietly looked at this group of men who were in high spirits. Among them, there were many people who were quiet and introverted like him, but they were all sincerely celebrating Hashimoto today, and some of them shed tears along with him.He should like Hashimoto very much...

When it was close to ten o'clock, the men clamored to go to the second stall. Hashimoto's boyfriend came to pick her up, and Qiu also went home first because of a little dizziness.

At ten o'clock in the middle of the night, even if the clear night sky with no clouds is full of stars, you can't see anything if you stand on the neon-lit street, only the bean-like moon exudes a lonely white light.Qiu, who was as lonely as the moon, lowered her head and stepped on the subway.

Hashimoto said that he hoped everyone would be happy, but Qiu Ye suddenly found that his definition of happiness had been broken.If happiness is a big change in Muma's temperament, no longer inflicting double violence on herself every night, and that's it, then this conclusion is really very hasty.If happiness is that life can move forward as expected before marriage, as expected, maybe there is no sadness or joy, and there is only a trace of happiness left.

If people don't go through hell, they won't know that this tasteless life is actually worth celebrating.Happiness is a kind of feeling that exists in the contrast of life levels. Standing here overlooking and looking up will be two kinds of states of mind, but no matter what kind of state of mind it is, the steps at this moment cannot be moved immediately.

But should I really bow my head here?How can I continue to comfort myself when I am already living in this cage of despair?My distance from happiness is really the two ends of a line, which is unreachable.

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The day Jingshan goes offline?It does not exist. I am not feeling well today, so I need 2 more.

I don't know why the content is written like this...

The existence of Hashimoto allows Qiu Ye to gradually recognize his marriage and reality. It is also the first experience. After seeing Hashimoto, who is like a mirror, he slowly reflects on how empty and thin his marriage is. .

But I still want to call Miss Hashimoto!She is really brave because she is young, but those who pay for it are worth her pay.These colleagues also spoil her like a little princess!They are like a family, so loving! (Of course it’s because Hashimoto is cute, and the relationship between people is quite good~ No one treats her well for no reason~)

And Qiu Ye... the day when he realizes love is not far away.Although the story looks slow, the emotional progress is actually very fast.It's just that the plot is not enough, I will gradually adjust this flaw in the next step...