[Black Basket] Shooting a Lover

Regarding the matter of Sugawara Chiaki and Akashi Seijuro reconciling as before, besides the person involved, there is another person who also showed a happy mood: just walking in the corridor normally will suddenly tilt his head and smile, which is not normal The phenomenon made Chiaki Sugawara, who was standing next to Soya, a little speechless.

"Senior Soya, has something good happened to you recently?" Qianqiu Sugawara, who wanted to quickly find out why the senior acted abnormally, asked softly: "In the past month, I have often seen you in various places regardless of time and occasion. Laughed out loud under the situation. Although Soya-senpai is happy than anything else, it will affect life if this continues."

The kind reminder from the younger generation brought Soya, who was immersed in the sea of ​​pink hearts, back to his senses. Glancing at Chiaki Sugawara who was filled with worry in his eyes, Soya let out a long sigh, and immediately opened his mouth wide in surprise "It's true that I'm happy recently, but I'm not happy because of my own affairs. Let me tell you, Qianqiu, don't you really realize why I'm happy?"

Chiaki Sugawara shook his head, expressing his confusion.

The younger generation's unresponsive reaction was really beyond my expectations, and Soya, depressed that the younger generation was getting more and more opaque, had no choice but to explain to her: "Chiaki Sugawara, Chiaki Sugawara, I'm happy because Chiaki Sugawara has finally become normal. Ah! Ever since Shimizu-kun transferred to another school, you have been depressed all day. Ah, then I am not in the same class as you, so naturally I can't comfort you or something. I don't think that the matter of Shimizu-kun has not been resolved yet, and you and Akashi are out again solved the problem. But now, everything is settled."

Soya spoke excitedly, and the pace of walking on his feet unconsciously jumped up, but the opposite was Sugawara Chiaki's movement of stopping.The pale-faced girl stood in a corner of the corridor in a daze, speechless. There was lightning and thunder outside the window. The severe lightning illuminated the entire corridor, and even the girl's complexion was coated with a layer of icy color.

——Isn’t it you who said that when I see each other from now on, I hope it’s as if I haven’t seen each other?Qianqiu.Of course, until now, I don't think I did anything wrong with Shimizu-kun.

——No, it’s fine if you don’t remember, your not remembering can only prove that he is an irrelevant person.

——Since Shimizu-kun transferred to another school, you have been depressed all day long.Ah, then I'm not in the same class as you, so naturally I can't comfort you or something.Where do you think that the matter of Shimizu-kun has not been resolved, and you and Akashi have a problem again.

"Huh? What's the matter with you? Why are you standing there dumbfounded and not talking?" I don't know why Sugawara Chiaki stopped and did not leave, but the watch on his wrist reminded Soya that the time was running out and he didn't want to be late With his hands on his hips, he said helplessly: "The meeting of the student union is about to start, Qianqiu. Let's talk about something after the meeting is over."

"...No." At first, he just murmured his words of refusal, but after meeting Soya's surprised eyes, Sugawara Chiaki aggravated his tone: "I said 'no'. Sorry, Soya-senpai, I want to leave early gone."

Saying this, she turned around and ran away, ignoring Soya's annoyed expression behind her, biting her lip and running farther and farther, Sugawara Chiaki left Soya's worried words behind her.

"Hey! Wait for me! Where are you going?! It's raining heavily outside now! Hey, Sugawara Chiaki! I'm going, what the hell is going on?! Ahhh! I'm so annoying!"

Holding his long hair restlessly with both hands to relieve the depression in his heart, Zongya saw the scene of the thin girl downstairs falling on the ground through the window stained with a layer of white mist by the heavy rain, and he managed to get better at that moment Some mood became gloomy again.Zongya knew that if the younger generation was stubborn, a hundred cows would not be able to pull back, he could only watch helplessly as the younger generation struggled to get up, the big raindrops hit her crazily, and the wet long hair stuck tightly to her cheek On both sides, the headbands that are usually used to tie the hair have gone nowhere.

"What the hell is she doing? I remember she became like this after hearing me speak, but the question is, is there anything in my words that shouldn't be said?" Standing in front of the window, she muttered to herself. Soya tried hard to think about what she said wrongly, but the object of her attention wiped the raindrops' face with his sleeve as if he was ignorant of everything.

This sudden torrential downpour was fierce. Let alone going out in such weather, even staying at home was frightening, for fear that the rain would flood the house.But Chiaki Sugawara, who couldn't wait to know the answer, couldn't wait that long. The feeling of emptiness in her heart became stronger and stronger, and an unknown force was driving her to find the answer.

Turning a blind eye to the self who must be extremely embarrassed at this moment, Chiaki Sugawara supported his exhausted body and returned home.

Sugawara Futou, who didn't go out because of the heavy rain, saw his drowsy daughter coming home, and immediately jumped up angrily: "Why did you come home suddenly in such bad weather? Qianqiu, do you think that Dad is not afraid of any ups and downs?" I've seen it, can you be indifferent to your pale appearance?"

"Dad..." Chiaki Sugawara, who was standing in the corridor on the second floor, letting the rain on his body wet the floor, lowered his eyes and said without hearing what his father said clearly.

"What are you doing?" He replied to his daughter angrily, Sugawara Futo, who had lost the charm of a mature man, dried his daughter's hair with a towel with a lot of force in his hand: "I thought you and that kid from the Akashi family were in harmony with each other." After you're done, nothing will happen to you, but what's going on with your current appearance as the heroine of a love drama with bitter hatred and deep hatred?"

Futou Sugawara, who tried to make his daughter happy by making complaints that didn't match his age, racked his brains, but the result he got was the expression that his daughter was about to cry.Sugawara Futou, who wanted to continue complaining, was suddenly frightened by his daughter's expression, and the towel in his hand fell to the floor without knowing it. The father who made a noise held his daughter's hands hard to warm her: "That Ah, Qianqiu, what's wrong with you? If something happens, just tell Dad. Don't tell that kid from Akashi's family everything, Dad is your family!"

I don't know why I made the topic funny while I was talking, secretly annoyed that the last sentence was superfluous, Sugawara Futo carefully observed his daughter's expression: "Take a bath first and go to bed for a while? Tomorrow at school Please take a leave of absence and go to school whenever you want."

His father always doted on him unprincipled, and Chiaki Sugawara, who could no longer recall the voice and smile of his biological parents, lowered his head and said softly to his adoptive father's kindness: "Father, if one day I am no longer your daughter, you Will you hate me?"

"What are you talking about? Even if you are only adopted by us, we really treat you as our own daughter! You will always be our daughter!" Futou Sugawara was very angry at his daughter's inexplicable question. I had no choice but to forcefully emphasize the answer I had repeated countless times.

"Really...then that's really great." His father's answer made Chiaki Sugawara show a calm smile, and the wet girl kept saying under the bright light: "Even if I am such a bad daughter, my father is not It's really... great to still treat me as my own daughter."

Her daughter's behavior today is extremely abnormal, but in view of this situation, Sugawara Futo comforted himself that today is the same as every time in the past.However, after taking a bath under his persuasion, the daughter did not choose to go to bed and rest. After changing her clothes, she just stubbornly asked him if she could go out and calm down.Futou Sugawara, who didn't feel that feeling the heavy rain outside could calm his daughter down, was about to refute it, but his daughter's pleading eyes inadvertently touched his heartstrings, and finally he said words of agreement.

The reason he adopted this child in the first place was because she was transparent enough to know what kind of decision was best for him.She has passed a worrying age, and she should make her own choice for the rest of her life.

There was a strong wind outside, and Chiaki Sugawara, who lied to his father that he was wearing an umbrella, walked with his head down and counted the stones on the ground.Ignoring the gloomy sky above her head, Sugawara Chiaki just kept walking until the torrential rain came again. She was blocked by the torrential rain and sat on a chair by the roadside, opening her eyes and looking up.

The cool raindrops fell on the face, and when some rainwater dripped into the eyes, Chiaki Sugawara had the illusion that he was crying.

As if the body was not controlled by the brain, Chiaki Sugawara stretched out his hand into the air, thinking that cold raindrops would fall from his palm, but he did not expect that the raindrops did not fall as scheduled.

Knowing what was going on in an instant, she closed her eyelids slightly and looked forward.At some point, a handsome young man wearing a Diguang school uniform and holding a dark umbrella stood silently in front of her.The boy's eyes were as gentle as water, and Sugawara Chiaki, who had forgotten himself under such eyes, stood up in a daze, and in the next second, he impulsively threw himself into the boy's arms and hugged him tightly.

The umbrella in the boy's hand fell to the ground due to the impact of inertia, and the majestic heavy rain wet the two of them wantonly. After a little hesitation, Akashi, who was chilled all over his body, reached out and hugged his head back in his arms. Qianqiu in tears.

"Actually, I've noticed it from the very beginning, from the very beginning. Whether it's when I went to grandpa's house, I said I didn't know what important things happened that day; as the years went by, I thought I wanted to escape and forget you" Mafuyu '; or you who don’t remember Shimizu-kun now... but I didn’t get to the bottom of what I noticed when I noticed these abnormalities, and the result is that you now realize your own mistakes.”

The body in his arms was getting colder and colder, and Akashi, who finally realized something was wrong with his childhood sweetheart a month ago, still chose to take her for a checkup.When Chiaki Sugawara, who thought Akashi was just taking her to do social studies, was sitting outside the room in a daze, Akashi in the room was looking at a thick stack of documents on the table without a word.

Dissociative wandering disorder.

Akashi, who immediately decided not to tell anyone the diagnosis result, originally planned to find a solution by himself, but now the problem facing him is that his childhood sweetheart has noticed her own abnormality, and she has feelings for her own abnormality. The cognition was so clear that Akashi was dumbfounded.

"If one day I become another person completely, will you still love me?"

Drenched all over, she asked without any hope in Akashi's slightly cool arms, and she raised her head to look directly at the boy with eyes full of despair.

The rain was getting heavier, and when the light in the other party's eyes was getting dimmer, Akashi suddenly lowered his head and kissed her soft lips.

On that starry night, she asked Akashi if he minded if she kissed him?At that time, Sugawara Chiaki, who was ashamed and uneasy about this, got a different rejection from Akashi. She had already given up her feelings at that time, but she did not expect that he would give herself an answer at this moment.

When I fell into hell, the light of heaven overflowed, although I am now deep in hell.

"I'm happy, Akashi."

The author has something to say: the plot can be roughly expressed, and I am too lazy to spend more ink on emotional rendering.Recommend the following song, I am too lazy to make a player, just click the button, I use a pure web mp3 without any advertising address.Explanation of Dissociative Wandering Syndrome ↓ Please read it, I am too lazy to write it in the text.Now you believe that this article is really coming to an end →_→ There is still one and a half chapters to end!Dissociative amnesia is mainly caused by the disruption of consciousness, memory, identity, or normal integration with the environment, thereby causing disturbance in life, and these symptoms cannot be explained by physiological factors.Patients often do not know who they are, or experience many "Is".Dissociative amnesia is considered the most common dissociative disorder, in which memory of personal identity is most commonly lost but memory of general information is intact.In fact, in all dissociative disorders, memory loss is the most common symptom.Dissociative amnesia affects more women than men, and more young adults than older adults.The onset of amnesia in this type of case is usually sudden, and the patient cannot recall previous life or personality, and mainly loses "past memory", especially traumatic life events.Dissociative wandering behavior is often more purposeful combined with amnesia, and patients often leave their original home or job and travel to an unfamiliar place to establish another home or job.When they are found, they already have a new "self", but cannot remember important information about their past (such as original name, family, job), and the new self and the old self will not appear interactively .The disease is rare and usually occurs after a war or a major catastrophic event.Dissociative personality disorder is a familiar multiple personality disorder. It is a chronic disease and is considered to be the most serious disease among dissociative disorders.Patients with this disease usually have more than two personalities. In different periods, one personality will become the main personality, and they ignore each other. When one personality appears, the other disappears.The two personalities have their own memories, emotions, behavior patterns, attitudes, etc., and are usually very different, as if two souls live in the same body.The cause of this disease is unknown, but studies have shown that antisocial personality, alcohol and drug abuse cases are prone to this disease.Loss of self-consciousness is the continuous or repeated perception of the self (self) temporarily disappearing, feeling strange and unreal. Patients often feel like a robot, in a dream, or feel that they have left their body. Feelings make patients uncomfortable, and they know the symptoms are not real.