When I woke up, my son was older than me

like.

This word is not far away to Xiao Sifan, he can understand liking as liking between friends, brothers, and even relatives, but he wants to misinterpret the meaning of the word love It means that it is difficult to deceive yourself.

If one person's love for another is not out of family affection, all that is left is love.Xiao Sifan didn't think that what Lu Hang wanted to express was just family affection, and what's more, there was no family affection between him and Ling Tingyun.

He might have smiled because of such words before, thinking that 80.00% of Lu Hang's tone was a joke.But now the other party's serious attitude and serious expression are telling him that this is a fact.In fact, Ling Tingyun's feelings for him were unusual.

But he...

"Sifan, you don't like him, right?" Lu Hang's words cut off his thoughts, "I know that you took good care of him before because of your kindness, but now although the relationship between you and him With Xiao Yue, you won't stay by his side for the rest of your life because of it, right?"

"Forever..." This word is even more distant to Xiao Sifan now.

Life is very long, and now he has 18 years of memory, he has never thought about such a realistic problem.

"If you are worried about Xiaoyue, then you can rest assured. Xiaoyue has a sense of proportion. He is different from Ling Tingyun. He will not force you to be together. You have destroyed yourself once because of me. Do you still want to ruin your second life because of Xiao Yue?"

"It's not ruined." Xiao Sifan never felt that the decision at that time ruined his life.Sometimes life is very impulsive, and he has never regretted all the decisions he has made, including suspending school and having children.Although that accident changed his original plan, it is already a miracle for him to be able to stand in this world again with himself.

He cannot simply erase other waiting and giving just because of himself.

Xiao Yue has only had one father since he was a child, and it is normal for him to hate him as a young father when he grows up.After the misunderstanding between the two was resolved, it was normal for the other party to hope that he and Ling Tingyun would stay together and maintain the integrity of the family.Lu Hang waited for him for 18 years with guilt, and it is normal that he does not want to embark on the road that was unexpected 18 years ago after 18 years.Including Ling Tingyun, he still can't clearly know the other party's thoughts, but he can feel the other party's care and concern for him.

Some things he doesn't understand, some things he knows.

Especially for Lu Hang, he didn't want the other party to get himself too deep because of what happened 18 years ago.

"What do you mean?" After hearing Xiao Sifan's words, Lu Hang's tone became uncertain, "Do you think what I said is wrong, or do you really want to be with him? Sifan, have you considered it?" The gap between you, whether it is age or experience..."

"Even if there is no him, there are others, right? It's just because it happened to be him. Lu Hang, I know you have always disliked him, even after 18 years, you still dislike him. I don't know what you are today What is the purpose of telling me this matter, but there are some things that you can't stop if you want to. If I like him, it's useless for you to say more; if I don't like him, it just happens to follow your wishes. But have you ever thought that this is my life, you have been feeling guilty and want to help me reshape my second life, have you ever thought that if all I want is these?"

Getting along with each other these days, Xiao Sifan has a pretty good understanding of Lu Hang's temperament after 18 years.Due to the previous brotherhood, or because of the guilt in the other party's heart, Xiao Sifan would never reject the other party's actions to make up.

But making amends and guilt are not relative. To make amends does not mean that one's guilt will disappear, nor does it mean that the other party can intervene in other people's lives at will.

This is what Xiao Sifan wanted to tell Lu Hang.

"You always knew that, right?" Lu Hang stared at Xiao Sifan, his eyes dimmed a little, "You have been very smart since before, and standing beside you seems to be looking up at you. I always thought you were the sun, No one can tarnish your brilliance, but now I know that the sun's light can shine on people only because it keeps shining outward. There is no difference between me and Ling Tingyun..."

Xiao Sifan pursed his lips.

I don't know where to start. In his eyes, Lu Hang has always been his good brother, no matter in the past, the present or the future. If the relationship between the two remains the same, then the two are still the same couple. Heart-to-heart buddies.As for Ling Tingyun, Xiao Sifan can't figure out how to position him now. It's not considered a friend, not a relative, not even a brother.

As for his lover, he doesn't feel that he is in love with each other.

Things like love are illusory, and he couldn't tell what his feelings for Ling Tingyun were at the moment.

Perhaps because Xiao Sifan didn't speak, the darkness in Lu Hang's eyes deepened. He clenched his fists tightly, and the sense of desolation in his heart soared.He glanced at Tan Feifei who was walking towards the two of them not far away, and explained: "It was I who arranged to bring you to see Tan Keke, I thought if it wasn't for that accident, maybe you and Tan Keke would have been together long ago. Now I thought you would look at her niece because of Tan Keke, but I was wrong, she can't get into your heart, and her niece can't get in either. I won't interfere in your life anymore, because it's your own choose."

"Lu Hang." Xiao Sifan called Lu Hang who was about to enter the car door because of Tan Feifei's coming, "You have always been my brother. Before, now, and in the future. I will control my life myself, the same I hope you don’t have any regrets in your life. Have you ever thought that if I never showed up, you would still wait for me for a few years, ten years, 20 years, or a lifetime. Then look back and see, your life is because of me early I don’t know where to go.”

Sitting on the car seat, Lu Hang looked back at Xiao Sifan, who seemed to be shining under the sun.Such a hot and dazzling existence has never been due to any external conditions. Even if the surroundings are completely dark, he can still emit a dazzling light in the dark.

Lu Hang suddenly understood that many times, many things are either good or good in his opinion.

He has always wanted to get out of the imprisonment of the Lu family, but unexpectedly he has already become a typical Lu family at a certain moment, imprisoning himself and others.

Tan Feifei came here to thank Xiao Sifan for being able to accompany her aunt at the last moment. Although the aunt has passed away, it is also very happy to let the aunt leave without regret.

After thanking Xiao Sifan, Tan Feifei walked to the car window beside Lu Hang, bent down and thanked: "I know that Uncle Lu has a deep affection for my aunt, and I am very grateful to Uncle Lu for fulfilling my aunt's last wish before she passed away. I hope Uncle Lu will not be sad, my aunt must be looking at us now as a star in the sky. Uncle Lu, thank you."

"Thank you."

The little girl in front of him had a bright face, standing on the window of his car sincerely and saying words of thanks.Lu Hang has never had such an experience. There is a person who can feel that he has done the right thing with all his heart, and wants to thank him from the bottom of his heart.

Obviously he was just using, using Tan Keke's feelings for Xiao Sifan, so that Xiao Sifan could notice the little girl in front of him.

But when Tan Feifei passed Xiao Sifan and gave him a thankful look, he suddenly felt that such a little girl was not suitable for the sun.The little girl is like the moon, gentle, like water, able to wash away all the stains in people's hearts, if not... Lu Hang suddenly thought of Lu Miao, the little girl is about the same age as Lu Miao, if they can be together Good match.

Being stared at by Lu Hang in a daze, Tan Feifei blushed slightly.She glanced at the person in the car window, and felt that such a person was really a good person, and also a person with deep affection, who could be by her aunt's side during the time when her aunt passed away. Never give up.

If she met such a good man, she would be very happy.

"Uncle Lu, Brother Xiao, I have to go back to the hospital. Are you going to leave now?"

"Yes, it's almost time." Xiao Sifan said for Lu Hang, "You should go back quickly, although your aunt's affairs probably don't need your help, but you don't need to come to us on purpose, these are what we should do of."

"There is no right or wrong. You helped my aunt fulfill her last wish. I should thank you." Tan Feifei changed her previous state when she begged Xiao Sifan with red eyes, and smiled as if she felt that her aunt's death after fulfilling her last wish was also a blessing. things.

"Okay." Xiao Sifan also replied with a smile, "I accept your thank you."

He stretched out his hand to rub Tan Feifei's head, it was the kind of action that the elders are satisfied with the younger generation, but he felt that it was not appropriate to stretch out his hand halfway, so he had to retract his hand again.Seeing this scene, Lu Hang said to Tan Feifei, "Come here, bow your head."

Tan Feifei stepped forward, lowering his head in doubt.

Lu Hang rubbed the other's head with his hand, and then said softly: "Little girl, don't hold back your sadness, cry if you want. Your aunt passed away, but she will turn into a star to look at you, you..."

"Thank you, Uncle Lu!" Tan Feifei laughed out loud. Although there were tears in the corners of her eyes, her sadness was blown to the sky by the wind.

She believed her aunt would be watching her from heaven.

As for Uncle Lu and Brother Xiao, both are good people, Auntie will always watch over them.

After Tan Feifei left, Xiao Sifan got into Lu Hang's car, Lu Hang drove silently, and when he delivered the man to the door of Xiao's house, he couldn't help but say, "I was wrong about what happened before, and I will be wrong about your life afterwards." I won't interfere. Ling Tingyun...no matter what your feelings for him are, I choose to support him, but I hope it's your choice."

Xiao Sifan was stunned for a moment, then smiled, "Okay, I will."

Lu Hang breathed a sigh of relief and let people get out of the car.Perhaps it was because he had unloaded the burden he had been carrying for 18 years. At this moment, he just felt extremely relaxed. He was the one who imprisoned himself all along. Without the imprisonment, he would become more relaxed in the future.