When I woke up, my son was older than me

In the hospital, Tan Keke lay weakly on the hospital bed, surrounded by a large group of relatives.When Xiao Sifan was ushered in, it happened to be the time when Tan Keke was returning to the light. When she saw Xiao Sifan, she seemed to really regard him as the person she was 18 years ago.

The people around dispersed unconsciously, Tan Keke stretched out his hand towards Xiao Sifan, but his arm could only stay in the air without any strength.Shaking a few times in vain, then unconsciously drooping down.Instead, Tan Feifei held up her hand for her aunt, and placed it carefully in front of Xiao Sifan.

Xiao Sifan rolled down his throat, and gently held the dying man's hand with some emotion.Tan Keke, who had been tortured by the illness for a long time, made his limbs stiff and wrinkled, stared at Xiao Sifan. Although her eyes seemed fragmented, her eyes were accurately focused on Xiao Sifan.

She was muttering something, "You're here..." Her voice was very thin, for a while she seemed to be talking to Xiao Sifan who was 18 years ago, and for a while she seemed to wake up and talk to the current Xiao Sifan.

"What?" Xiao Sifan leaned closer to listen.

All I could hear was the other party's emptiness, bursts of breath, like green smoke, as if it might die at any moment.Tan Feifei has been paying attention to her aunt's condition, and when she sees that the other party seems to have no regrets, she pulls the person beside her and talks a lot, and then knows that her aunt's time is running out.

Sure enough, as she expected, after Tan Keke finished speaking, he seemed to close his eyes slightly without regret, and his arms slapped down completely weakly.In Xiao Sifan's hands, Tan Keke passed away.

Xiao Sifan had never witnessed a person's death with his own eyes. What Tan Keke said just now still lingered in his ears, but he completely brought those past events into nothingness with death.He was dazed, and his heart was a little astringent, mixed with sadness, but more concerned about what Tan Keke said to him before he died.

He heard what was said later.

"That person likes you as much as I do... He has been following you all the time, you are like a sun, you will unconsciously attract people to approach... Both I and he think so... I always thought that I am more beautiful than him The one who likes you...but now I feel that he likes you more than me..."

"Who is he?"

"He... don't you remember the person who has been with you for a long time and has always wanted to compete with you... It's a bit ridiculous... It's been so long, you don't seem to know his name... His name is Ling Tingyun..."

Ling Tingyun.

Xiao Sifan never knew that Ling Tingyun was the only person who was once protected by him, wanted to follow him, and the only person who could stand shoulder to shoulder with him on the hurdle.No wonder he sometimes feels that the other party is familiar, and the intimacy naturally arises in the process of getting along. It turns out that Ling Tingyun is the little follower who followed him 18 years ago.

I still remember when he first came to the world 18 years later, I would think of the guy he protected from time to time.At the beginning, I still wondered what the other party would become in 18 years, but unexpectedly, that guy was the current Ling Tingyun.

Suppressing the surprise in his heart, Xiao Sifan stood up.He gave up the seat next to Tan Keke to Tan Keke's relatives. He only has ordinary alumni feelings for Tan Keke in his heart. Now that the other party has passed away, the only thing he can do is express his condolences.

Maybe it was because the atmosphere in the ward was too depressing and sad, or maybe it was because he was overwhelmed by a secret in his heart.Xiao Sifan left the door of the ward after expressing his condolences, Lu Hang followed behind him, and the two walked out of the hospital one after the other.

After walking to the place where Lu Hang parked, Xiao Sifan asked with some clues: "You know, about Ling Tingyun being Xiao Yue's father?"

Lu Hang paused and said, "I know."

Xiao Sifan said: "Then you also know that there were people following us 18 years ago."

Lu Hang answered, "Yes."

"Then do you still know that Ling Tingyun is that person?"

"So what if you know, so what if you don't know." Lu Hang did not expect that Tan Keke would tell Xiao Sifan those stories as memories of the past when he was dying. He intended to give Tan Feifei a chance to get in touch with Xiao Sifan. Unexpectedly, because of this incident, his plan was completely disrupted.

Fortunately, even if this matter is said, it will not affect anything. After all, in his heart, the person who has been following the two of them has long been in the past. If the current Ling Tingyun covers the shadow of the soft boy before, maybe in Instead, Xiao Sifan's eyes would lose his image.

"You know." Xiao Sifan frowned slightly, "Then why didn't you mention it before? And Ling Tingyun..."

"Is it important?"

"what?"

"Sifan, is this important to you? Even if you know his identity, what does it have to do with the present, and you have never mentioned it, why did I suddenly think of it. In school he likes Follow us, maybe just think we can protect him, now out of society, everyone calls him Mr. Ling, do you think he is still the same as before?"

Xiao Sifan lowered his eyes, covered his face, and then exhaled: "I'm sorry, I was just a little surprised. After all, we talked about everything before. I remember you hated him very much before, so I kept talking about him 18 years ago. Your mind has less contact with him."

Lu Hang also frowned, "You always knew, but you just pretended not to know because of me? So those so-called coincidences were just because you knew he was in trouble, so you bumped into him on purpose? ... and the barbecue stand, I have always wondered why you asked the boss to keep an extra copy of your menu every time you go, and it turned out to be for him? Since then, you have been special to him."

"It's not special, it's just..." What is it, pity?still care?Or good intentions?

Xiao Sifan didn't know, he just felt that those who followed him 18 years ago were people who needed his care.He can acquiesce to the other party following him, and he can also take the initiative to take action when the other party is in trouble, but because of Lu Hang's disgust, he has to keep this matter behind his back.

It's a simple good thing to do to help others. Xiao Sifan couldn't figure out the puzzlement and surprise in Lu Hang's tone.

"Sifan, do you like him?"

"of course not……"

"Since you don't like it, then stay away from him." Lu Hang leaned closer to Xiao Sifan and said, "Since school, he has followed you. The birthday party may have been an accident, but he has Xiao Yue with you." An unbreakable connection. Now, do you want to give the rest of your life to the other party because of this result? You, you have the right to like the person you like, and you have the right to abandon those things that you should not have to bear. things, so you don't need to accept his love."

"What?" Xiao Sifan's heart pounded, a little surprised by what Lu Hang said.

"Can't you see it?" Lu Hang mocked, "He likes you, or he loves you."