rejuvenation

In the evening, my fever subsided, and Xiao Ke cooked me meat porridge that was easy to digest. When I recovered from my illness, I became hungry. I ate two big bowls and slept a lot during the day. Half lying on the sofa reading a magazine, Xiao Ke was flipping through the school's materials, obviously not yet made up his mind, he took a copy of the materials to me and said, "Take a look at this school."

I picked it up and was stunned for a moment. This is the high school in City S next door, and it is also a very famous private high school. Strictly speaking, City S is not far from City H. It is a municipality directly under the Central Government. City H and City S are closely related to each other economically. , the quality of the schools over there is naturally a little bit better than that over here.

But isn’t Xiao Ke reluctant to read Hongfeng the day before yesterday?It's still in this city, but it's just a boarding house, so he felt so distressed. I looked through it wonderingly: "Why did you think of going to S City? It's so inconvenient to come back."

Xiao Ke smiled: "It takes more than 30 minutes by high-speed rail. It is convenient for me to drive to see you. In fact, I heard that this school is very good."

I was even more surprised: "In fact, high schools are all about the same. The gap is actually very small, and it still depends on the individual." I studied hard in high school back then. Although so many years have passed, the foundation of mathematics, physics and chemistry is still there. , and this time I want to study liberal arts. It should be easier. After all, I have lived abroad, and my English is not bad.After all, I still can’t get rid of the framework of exam-oriented education in China. I have a strong memory for memorizing things.

Xiao Ke glanced at me and said, "Can't bear to part with me?"

I really can't bear it, who knows when he and Guan Linfeng will be married, I sat over, hugged his arm, and put my head on his shoulder: "Yes, I can't bear it."

He paused, patted my head, and said softly after a while: "I treat you as my own son, and I probably won't have any more children in the future. Naturally, I wish you well."

My heart turned cold, and I kept silent, who would be his own son?However, Xiao Ke continued: "This school was recommended by Guan Linfeng, who said that his friend's children have attended it, and the teachers are very good. He can also meet many business executives and children of high-ranking officials in S City and H City. You are not young now. Yes, in the future I hope you will come to take over my career, and being a classmate with these people will be beneficial to you in the future..."

I couldn't hear what he said later at all, I only heard what he said earlier, which was recommended by Guan Linfeng!Well, Guan Linfeng, I don't mess with you, but you mess with me, why does Hao Duanduan recommend a school so far away?Xiao Ke used to feel sorry for me because I was young, and he was reluctant to give me a place to live. How could he persuade me to go to a high school in another city?

I jumped up, my eyes were dry, and I said angrily: "I won't go! Guan Linfeng is nothing! Why should I care which school I go to!"

Xiao Ke was stunned: "He's just kind-hearted, he doesn't care about you..."

I'm full of anger, are they going to do it?Guan Linfeng wants to live a two-person world, so he wants to send me away?Xiao Ke is going to help him now?I gritted my teeth: "I said I won't go!" Dumped up the stairs, rushed directly into the fitness room, and kicked several roundabout kicks at the sandbags, but still couldn't swallow the breath.

I was thinking of giving in!Although I am full of reluctance, but if it is Xiao Ke's own choice, I respect him, but it is not like this now, he wants to drive me away before I write my horoscope!The most important thing is that even Xiao Ke listens to him!

I was jealous, although after cooling off, I don't think it really matters which school I go to, the only thing I'm upset about is that Guan Linfeng is too bullying.

Because of this, I had a unilateral cold war with Xiao Ke, and I pretended not to get up in the morning, when I felt him enter the door and touched my forehead, probably to see if I still had a fever, and sighed softly, out.

When I got up, there was no one in the room. The nanny came and cleaned it and left. The breakfast was still on the table and it was cold.I have a little bit of regret, and I also feel that I am a bit unmannered, obviously I have made up my mind, haven't I?When Xiao Ke came back in the evening, when I was having dinner, I finally said, "I can go to any school, you can arrange it as you like." Anyway, it can't change anything.

Xiao Ke sighed, picked up a chopstick of food for me, and said after a while: "I am also hesitating. Isn't this a discussion with you? It is always based on your wishes. I have no other intentions. You send it away, sorry for ignoring your feelings."

I bowed my head to eat the vegetables and held back my tears. It was a bad fate. Why did God come to punish me again when my body was about to grow up.

The summer vacation is coming to an end, Xiao Ke seems to have fallen into the difficulty of choosing, and has not made a decision for a long time.That night he went out to socialize and drank again, but fortunately this time he was prepared to bring the driver, and the driver brought him back. Fortunately, I don't want to see Guan Linfeng again now.

After dismissing the driver, I went to the kitchen to squeeze a cup of fresh pear juice, brought it up, and helped Xiao Ke let him drink it in. He still had some sanity left, opened his eyes and looked at me, drank it obediently, and then collapsed on the bed. I took off his clothes for him, thought about it, and took off the trousers, how uncomfortable the belt was tied, he was dead and dead, it took me a lot of effort.Then he went to the bathroom to get a towel and continued to wipe him for a round, covered him with the quilt, sat by the side and watched him sleep with his eyes closed, and couldn't help but think of that day when Guan Linfeng came to take advantage of him while he was drunk.

Xiao Ke is really good-looking. I stared at him for a long time. He is almost 34. He still looks very young. His brows are locked when he is asleep, his facial features are like sculptures, his eyelashes are long, and his lips under the bridge of his nose are high. Ruddy, mouth-watering under the light.

Is he asleep?I lowered my head slightly and stroked his lips with my fingers, but he didn't move.

I finally couldn't help it, lowered my head, and kissed the lips that I hadn't seen for many years, they were still so soft that weeping, I stretched out my tongue to lick, revisiting the kissing skills from a long time ago.

Xiao Ke opened his eyes in a daze, looked at me, I was startled, but he called again vaguely: "Guansheng..." He murmured again: "I miss you very much." I hugged his head and kissed him deeply again. He still responded in a daze, but he was very clumsy. Hot tears kept pouring out, I love him so much, my Xiao Ke.

The two of us kissed for a long time before letting go, whether he was very drunk or asleep.

This time I did something wrong, I didn't dare to stay in his bed, and went back to sleep in my own bed.

When I got up the next day, Xiao Ke was already busy in the kitchen. I practiced a set of movements in the gym first, and then went down after taking a shower. Seeing Xiao Ke serving porridge on the table, I shouted: "Good morning."

Xiao Ken replied, and put the porridge in front of me as before, I blew it, Xiao Ke sat down, hesitated for a while and said to me: "I thought about it, and I think it's better to go to S city. I'll get in touch, okay?"

I felt a little uncomfortable, after all, there was Guan Linfeng in the middle, which made me feel uncomfortable, I hummed, and buried my head in drinking the porridge, he said softly, "It's hot, slow down."

I looked up and saw a scallion sticking to his face. I couldn't help laughing, and reached out to remove it for him. Unexpectedly, his expression changed and he avoided it. The morning sun was very bright, and I could clearly see his pupils flickering rapidly. Shrinking, the smile on his face froze, he was nervous.

I paused and said softly, "You have scallions on your face."

Xiao Ke's stiff face seemed to have just relaxed, and he reached out to touch it: "Oh..."

I looked down at the meat porridge, green onion dots, full of color and fragrance, I finally realized: "Do you still remember what happened last night?"

His face froze and he didn't speak, I looked into his eyes: "You want to send me away?"

Xiao Ke's face was ugly, and after a while, he looked at me and said softly: "I was drunk last night, and I mistook you for someone else... I was also at fault, and I will try my best to forget about it, just like you before... ...Xiao Wu, you are still young, maybe you have followed me since childhood, and have developed some... admiration and dependence on me, but you mistaken this dependence for some other feelings..."

I stirred the porridge with a spoon, and the spoon made a crisp sound when it hit the wall of the bowl: "So this is how you deal with it? Send me away?"

Xiao Ke pressed his eyebrows, and said very tiredly: "Xiao Wu, you and I can only have a father-son relationship. Your father and I are good friends. I treat you as my own son. You are still young, calm down... go first Studying in S city, after a while you meet new friends, you will forget about them. In terms of sexual orientation, many boys mistakenly think that they are interested in men when they are young. You have few friends since you were young, and you are all boys. Try it out, date girls, of course I am not discriminating against homosexuals, I hope that before you become an adult, you will not rashly decide your feelings and sexual orientation... that is a very difficult road."

I watched him babbling and trying to convince me, a feeling of grievance gradually rose from the bottom of my heart, he is mine, he is mine, why can't he wait for me for a few more years?In a few years I will grow up!My tears fell into the porridge, and Xiao Ke was obviously at a loss: "Xiao Wu, I don't dislike you, it's just that you always rely on me like this, which is not good for you. You have too few contacts at a young age. It's my fault. I didn't pay attention to the education method, Guan Linfeng reminded me earlier."

It's Guan Linfeng again, the trash who the villain first sued!I was filled with anger: "Guan Linfeng is the one who covets you!"

Xiao Ke said helplessly: "Nothing, Xiao Wu, I understand that you have an exclusive mentality towards me, which is the same as the psychology of many children who want to monopolize their parents. Don't confuse it. You have no relatives since you were young. Feeling of security, I was wrong, I should let you get in touch with some other female elders..."

I blushed, angry and wronged: "You are mine! You are mine! He is sowing discord!" I didn't know how to explain for a while, the heat filled my throat, and I started to choke.Tears kept pouring out, and I finally uttered the words that had been stuck in my heart for many years: "I am Lin Guansheng!"

Xiao Ke looked at me in shock, and after being silent for a while, he slowly said: "Xiao Wu... I don't know what you know about your father and me, and where did you know it, although you are very similar to your father, but to me For me, you are his son, my son... I think you may need a psychiatrist."