to demand

Xu Mo pretended not to notice when his gentle palms climbed up his calves, and froze his back, refusing to move.

"Does it hurt?" Shen Lingfeng kneaded and asked in a low voice while leaning behind him.Xu Mo frowned, and whispered, "Don't worry about it."

Shen Lingfeng laughed lightly, kneading the ground in different degrees, jokingly: "Okay, I fell asleep, and now I'm sleepwalking."

Xu Mo: "...you have something wrong."

"Old Liu told me that you have been practicing as hard as you can these two days..." Shen Lingfeng sat up, let Xu Mo lie flat, covered his upper body, grabbed the thin blanket and placed it on Xu Mo's calves, using both hands vigorously: "Working hard is a good thing."

The tone was like that of Shen Lingfeng in school, evaluating students' homework, rigid and serious.

The students remained motionless and accepted the teacher's education obediently, but Xu Mo was different. He lifted the quilt impatiently: "You can't stop talking."

Shen Lingfeng looked at him helplessly, and shrugged his shoulders: "I'm speaking from a doctor's point of view, you can't do things too hastily, you can't eat hot tofu in a hurry, after all, your legs haven't moved for too long, so you have to do it step by step."

Xu Mo had a headache: "Stop talking."

"Oh..." Shen Lingfeng wanted to say a few more words, but when Xu Mo picked up the pillow and tried to cover his ears, he couldn't laugh or cry, and was forced to shut his mouth, resisting the desire to talk about him.

It's strange to say that I didn't talk about Jiang Mingxuan's thoughts before, but Dr. Shen only reminded him if the other party was not healthy enough, but when they met Xu Mo, they wished that Xu Mo could memorize it. .

He sighed, stopped talking, and quietly rubbed his legs.

Xu Mo lay on the bed, staring at the ceiling with his eyes open. Dr. Shen massaged the convulsive nerves so well that the convulsions became less twitching. Xu Mo lowered his eyes to look at him.

In the dark night, he could only vaguely see his face, which was not so clear, but somehow he could feel Shen Lingfeng's burning eyes when he looked at him. Dr. Shen still couldn't hold back, and babbled a few more words: "You can feel pain, it means The sensory nerves in the legs are slowly recovering."

"Xu Mo," he said again, "you will be fine."

Regardless of scars, gains or losses, tragic car accidents, helpless truths, will eventually become just a few words of the past. People's lives must continue. Only the passing years can smooth the scars. Only when you go down can you see the sun through the clouds.

"Shen Lingfeng..." Xu Mo opened his mouth and whispered softly, "Do you hate me?"

Surprised, Shen Lingfeng patted his calf with both palms, leaned over and asked, "What do you hate?"

"I...I killed her...Mom...she—"

She is so good, if it weren't for me...she wouldn't be...Xu Mo wanted to say, wanted to repent, wanted to apologize, wanted to beg God's forgiveness in the dark, but he couldn't make a sound when he opened his mouth, his throat was hoarse, as if he had already Hoarse.

"She will." Shen Lingfeng let go of him, lay back on the bed sideways, and hugged Xu Mo who was trembling uncontrollably.

It turned out that this was his knot, and Shen Lingfeng suddenly realized that it was Chu Wanjun.

Only those who have passed away are regrets that can never be made up for.

After Chu Wanjun passed away, until today, Xu Mo did not dare to go to her grave, pay homage and sweep the grave. He did not dare. On the day of the funeral, he watched from afar, suffering from guilt and regret. , medicine stone ineffective.

Shen Lingfeng patted him on the back: "Xu Mo, I haven't seen her many times, but I can tell that she loves you very much. Even your grandfather, after you left, he told me that after so many years, he has already You are regarded as close blood relatives. He said that when Chu Wanjun brought you back to the Chu family, he did not agree."

A wealthy family has always valued blood ties more than ordinary families. It doesn't matter whether there is family ties or not. Blood ties are linked to property.Chu Bingjun has two daughters who are destined to inherit the Chu family business.

Chu Wanjun's older sister, Chu Xiaoqin, was not satisfied with Chu Bingjun. In order to marry a wealthy businessman in Singapore, Chu Xiaoqin never returned to her birth mother's bed even when her mother was dying of serious illness, let alone taking care of her clothes.

Over the years, when the elders in the family had problems, Chu Wanjun took care of them personally.In the group company, Chu Wanjun started from a branch and expanded Chu's business to the whole world. In order to discuss business, the eldest lady who can't drink has practiced a good drinking capacity without getting drunk.

But the marriage between Chu Wanjun and Xu Hongye has already existed in name only.

Seeing this, Chu Bingjun felt even more distressed, and even took Chu Wanjun's adopted son who valued him very much, and left him in the Chu family's courtyard.In their area, the Chu family has fewer members and not many children, so only Xu Mo is raised under his knees, and he is regarded as his grandson for many years.

After getting old, no matter how much power and wealth you have, the desolate and lonely situation is no longer there, it is hard to send it away. Only Xu Mo is by your side, to accompany him to relieve fatigue and accompany him to play chess and drink tea. One old and one young are enough to make a family relationship Joy.

Shen Lingfeng spoke slowly, it didn't know when it started to rain outside the window, neither of them turned on the lights, they hid in the darkness, their voices were warm and melodious, embracing the time, flowing from season to season.

"Xu Mo, everyone forgives you." Shen Lingfeng leaned over, kissed the center of his brow, and slowly went down, whispering: "They never blamed you."

"It's just you..." He leaned against his lips, "Are you willing to forgive yourself?"

Xu Mo turned his head, Shen Lingfeng licked the tears on his side cheeks, it was salty.

The heart knot is twisted into a mess. Dr. Shen is an experienced surgeon, as precise as a scalpel falling on the lesion, he pinches out the thread, gently pulls it, and slowly loosens it.

Xu Mo turned his back to Shen Lingfeng, with his back against his chest.

However, what was disturbing was that Shen Lingfeng's reaction was too strong, Xu Mo froze his body, and asked dryly, "What's the matter with you."

"..." Shen Lingfeng smiled bitterly: "Normal reaction."

"But aren't you preaching?"

"It's like this as soon as I kiss you."

"Cut to rule forever."

"..."

It has been four or five months since the two of them last time.Shen Lingfeng thought about it with his fingers, and couldn't help sighing that he could really bear it.

Xu Mo was not in high spirits, Shen Lingfeng carefully kept away from him, and simply let go of his hands and lay down on his back.

Xu Mo closed his eyes, and after a while, he whispered, "You do it."

"What?" Shen Lingfeng suspected that he had heard it wrong: "So suddenly?"

"..." Xu Mo reached out and pressed the bedside lamp: "I can't sleep."

Shen Lingfeng stared into his eyes, his eyes met, Xu Mo didn't hide, just stared at him calmly.

"Why?" Shen Lingfeng sat up, took off his shirt, picked up Xu Mo, and helped him take off his pajamas.

"How do I know, I suddenly can't sleep." Xu Mo raised his hands, exposing his white and thin upper body, and was kissed by Shen Lingfeng one by one. He grabbed Shen Lingfeng's head and gently pulled it: "itch."

"Call me husband." Shen Lingfeng threatened, and the corner of Xu Mo's mouth twitched: "Get lost."

"It used to be so sweet in my office, why don't you like it now." Shen Lingfeng teased and called him in a low voice: "Is my wife so fickle?"

"..." Xu Mo smiled: "If I could move, I would definitely kick you away."

The delicate kiss falls, covering the lips and tongue, like a clam being patiently opened by a careful taster, revealing the soft and white meat inside, and when it is put into the lips and tongue, it will be an endless aftertaste of salty freshness.

"Hmm." Xu Mo's lips tightened, and Shen Lingfeng asked him nervously.

Xu Mo touched the back of his neck, his eyes flooded with warm yellow light, like a hazy fog, and whispered softly.

Shen Lingfeng turned over and picked him up, letting him sit on his body.

Xu Mo frowned, leaned on his shoulder and gasped, while Shen Lingfeng stroked his back slowly.

Xu Mo opened his eyes the next day, it was almost lunch time.

When he turned his head, Dr. Shen was full of spirits, leaning against the door frame with folded arms, and the warm sun outside the window made him radiant and radiant, as if he had descended from heaven.

Xu Mo narrowed his eyes, suspecting that his lover's filter was a little too thick.

"Are you awake?" Shen Lingfeng stepped forward and hugged him: "Guess how long I've been watching you here."

"..." Xu Mo rubbed his eyes and muttered softly, "What are you looking at me for?"

"Look at you." Shen Lingfeng carried him to the living room, fetched a cotton towel to wipe his face, rinsed his mouth and brushed his teeth. Xu Mo didn't move, and was taken care of by Shen Lingfeng in all aspects.

"Xu Mo, I have something I want to discuss with you." Shen Lingfeng sat down beside him, rubbing his hands, a little anxious.

Xu Mo opened his mouth and yawned, his butt still hurt a little, he bent over and leaned on the back of the sofa: "What's the matter?"

"Meet the parents."

Xu Mo woke up suddenly and sat up: "Huh?!"

"When will I go back to Chuxi again? My parents have to know about our affairs." Shen Lingfeng carefully looked at his face, paused, and continued: "They... they don't know yet, but... my mother Knowing that I... um, like the same sex, I think she should have guessed it."

Xu Mo: "...Don't tell horror stories in broad daylight, okay?"

Shen Lingfeng looked at him, hesitating to speak: "When I was looking for you before, my mother said that if we are not together, this matter will not end."

"Your mother is quite humorous."

Shen Lingfeng smirked: "My mother is very fashionable, and she stays up late to make rankings for celebrities."

"..." Xu Mo lowered his eyes: "For the time being... no. It's not necessarily..."

It's not necessarily that we can be together, and...

"Do you really dislike Jiang Mingxuan? Why don't you..." Xu Mo found that Shen Lingfeng's face darkened at a speed visible to the naked eye, even mixed with a little anger, he said hoarsely: "Think again..."

"Jiang Mingxuan and I are just friends." Shen Lingfeng emphasized: "Don't mention the past, now and in the future, we will always be just friends."

—"Will you forgive yourself?"

Stop treating yourself like a punishment, close the door, and keep others away.It's about throwing away those heavy pasts, unloading the burden, and calmly loving what you love and hating what you hate.

Xu Mo was stunned for a while, then shook his head slightly.

【

"Jiang Mingxuan and I are just friends." Shen Lingfeng emphasized: "Don't mention the past, now and in the future, we will always be just friends."

—"Will you forgive yourself?"

Stop treating yourself like a punishment, close the door, and keep others away.It's about throwing away those heavy pasts, unloading the burden, and calmly loving what you love and hating what you hate.

Xu Mo was stunned for a while, then shook his head slightly. 】

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