to demand

Dr. Shen was angry, but he didn't dare to yell at Xu Mo, so he severely criticized Soy Milk: "Chew, you'll scratch the corner sooner or later."

Innocent soy milk: "?"

Xu Mo was sitting in a wheelchair, suffocating, and stopped playing with his mobile phone, just sitting there with a displeased expression on his face.

Shen Lingfeng criticized Soymilk, Youjue was puzzled, strode forward, passed Xu Mo, bent over to hug Fat Rabbit, hugged him in his arms, pinched his ears once and for all.

Soymilk struggled frantically, but couldn't make it, and was forced to lie obediently in Dr. Shen's arms, while being plucked by the other party's hair and ears.

Before going to bed, neither of them said a word. Xu Mo entered his bedroom and slammed the door behind him.

Shen Lingfeng threw the soy milk into the rabbit cage, fed the rabbit food and alfalfa, pointed at its nose, and blamed Li: "It's all your fault!"

Soy milk: "?"

There is also a bedroom in this house. After washing, Shen Lingfeng put on a thin blanket and went in. He tossed and turned on the bed, unable to fall asleep. He seemed to hear the couple arguing upstairs. Dr. Shen: "..."

He didn't want Xu Mo to be alone all the time. He hoped that he would be as unrestrained and unrestrained as before. Xu Mo shouldn't... hide in a dark corner, coldly glancing at the prosperity of the world.He wanted him to be involved in it, and the prosperity should belong to each of them.

To be honest, compared with before the car accident, Xu Mo has really changed a lot. It seems that when a radiant little sun is covered with the darkness of the dark clouds, there is only a foggy and gloomy area left. Xu Mo... has taken a lot of responsibility.

Shen Lingfeng sat up straight at the carp, rushed into the bathroom to take a shower of cold water, and was still not calm after flushing for a long time. Doctor Shen told him rationally that it was already early in the morning and it was time to go to bed. Drinking and smoking should not be done so late, it would be very harmful to health.

Then he rushed downstairs, ran to the retail store to buy canned beer and a pack of cigarettes, and stood on the curb smoking, thinking about life, he missed the old Xu Mo very much, more than ever, that was He remembered what Xu Mo should look like.

But Xu Mo, maybe he doesn't want to go back to the past.

Because for Xu Mo, everything has changed.

Shen Lingfeng was a little dazed, and seemed to understand something in a trance. He forced Xu Mo to do what he did in the past, just like forcing a patient with scars, telling him that those scars were insignificant, but how much pain those scars had brought to his bones was beyond his control. empathetic.

Shen Lingfeng raised his head, gulped down beer, waited until his body was soaked in the smell of alcohol and tobacco, and made up his courage, he rushed back again.

Dr. Shen clenched his fists, and stood in front of Xu Mo's bedroom door in a daze. Gathering up his courage, he knocked on the door vigorously, shouting, "Xu Mo! Xu Mo!"

Xu Mo didn't answer, Shen Lingfeng continued to knock, which meant that he would never stop until the other party opened the door.

Xu Mo didn't sleep at first. He sat in a wheelchair and looked at his mobile phone. In fact, he didn't read anything new. They were all from his circle of friends, those he posted himself, and the things he posted on other social networking sites. Since the car accident, Xu Mo Mo never posted these again, as if disappeared without a trace.

It was so good before, Xu Mo thought, I didn’t care about anything, I just rushed forward with enthusiasm, I had money and family, although I wanted to arrange flowers, but I couldn’t resist the temptation of the world, and I ran around the world, making the matter of learning flower arrangements It was also lagging behind, at that time Chu Wanjun was always behind him, waiting for him to go home.

If you don't like Shen Lingfeng, will everything be different.He will always live in the beautiful illusion they have woven for him, knowing no pain or injury, and moving forward with enthusiasm.

The scene of a young man turned into a decadent old man.

"Xu Mo, please say something." Shen Lingfeng was outside the door, trying to coax him with a smile, but his voice was hoarse, as if it had been heavy for many years: "Xu Mo, talk to me, please...don't...hold it, I'm sorry, I shouldn't force you, don't be sad, I promise I won't do it again in the future."

"Xu Mo, I want you to get better, but I don't know how to do it."

"I like you, but I don't like Jiang Mingxuan, Xu Mo, can you trust me..."

"Xu Mo, Xu Mo, open the door, Xu Mo!"

This person drank fake wine?Xu Mo was confused, pushed the wheelchair to open the door, opened his mouth and said, "What are you doing late at night..." Nervous.

"Hmm..." The big tall man came down with his pocket, hugged Xu Mo and gnawed on him. His face was covered with slaps, and with Xu Mo's lips in his mouth, he invaded with his tongue, darted in nimbly, hot and sticky, and sucked hurriedly. .

Xu Mo tasted the bitter taste of tobacco and alcohol, which remained in Dr. Shen's mouth. He wanted to push him away and yell at him for his insanity, but he didn't. He put down his depressed arm, and was picked up by Shen Lingfeng and thrown on the bed. Five went to the pants.

"Do you want to do it?" Shen Lingfeng asked him, Xu Mo shivered: "No."

Shen Lingfeng's eyes were deep, and he just looked at him like that, as if he wanted to engrave him in his bones. He couldn't tell if it was love or hate, it was too deep, but Xu Mo had the illusion of drowning.

It was impossible for Shen Lingfeng to stop, Xu Mo was sure, even though he refused, he flattened his body, ready to endure the reluctant storm.

Unexpectedly, Dr. Shen stared at him for a long time, then agreed in a hoarse voice: "...OK."

He turned and rushed to the bathroom.

Xu Mo was stunned for a while, lying on the bed in a daze, suddenly felt the coolness, pulled up the corner of the quilt to cover himself, and then curled up tightly.

More than ten minutes later, Shen Lingfeng came back, refreshed and without any trace of tide.

He lifted off the quilt, stuffed his long hands and feet in, and hugged Xu Mo like a koala, and hugged him tightly like he was holding an enemy he hated to the bone. Xu Mo couldn't breathe suddenly, One second before he spoke, Shen Lingfeng released him.

"You definitely don't believe it..." Dr. Shen's voice was hoarse and gentle, as if he was talking in his sleep after falling asleep: "I love you."

I don't know when it started, I cared more about Xu Mo, thinking about him, whether he was fed and clothed, whether it was safe to go out to play, he remembered that Xu Mo went to the Middle East for a while, and Shen Lingfeng was so scared that he asked for instructions early and late for condolences, confirming that he was still alive. Safety.

What do you like?I don't know, maybe when he thought it was just friendship, something slowly deteriorated, and even he himself was confused. Is this kind of illusory feeling enough to support one person to treat another person forever.

There is more than liking between him and Xu Mo. He regards him as a brother and a relative.

So when he changed, I hated him for changing, and when I learned the truth, it hurt so badly.Shen Lingfeng finally figured out that he was in love with Xu Mo, a lover, and a relative.

Xu Mo suspected that he was talking in his sleep, so he subconsciously opened his eyes and looked at him, facing a pair of bright eyes, only then did he realize that Shen Lingfeng was awake, and Dr. Shen was always awake.

It's just that Xu Mo, who is in it, can't see through it.

But subconsciously, I really don't believe it.Xu Mo twitched the corner of his mouth and smiled dryly: "You know it all yourself."

"Yes." Shen Lingfeng hugged him: "I know."

Xu Mo turned around and lay down on his back: "Go to sleep, you still have to go to work."

"Okay." Shen Lingfeng leaned against his shoulder and fell asleep in a daze.

There are always many small episodes in life, such as quarrels.The incident seemed to pass like this, and when Xu Mo woke up early the next morning, Shen Lingfeng didn't show his face, and Shen Lingfeng never mentioned bringing him to see his friends again.

Send Xu Mo to the rehabilitation center, stayed with him for two hours, had to go back to the hospital, and left very worried.

The nurse helped Xu Mo stimulate the nerves in his legs. Xu Mo grabbed the armrest and could feel a tingling pain like an electric shock. Normally, he would definitely refuse to continue, and then sit on the sidelines in a daze. He really can't bear the pain People, but not this time, insisted on continuing.

The nurse asked him if he wanted to rest, Xu Mo gritted his teeth, shook his head and refused.

He can leave Shen Lingfeng quickly only if he gets better.

Xu Mo didn't want to sink in again, fell into the vortex, and let the past start all over again.For him, only leaving Shen Lingfeng is a new start.

Even Doctor Liu praised Xu Mo in front of Shen Lingfeng for working very hard, often sweating profusely, and refused to rest.

Shen Lingfeng doesn't need to be with Xu Mo all the time, Xu Mo seems to be fine without him.

It's almost New Year's Day, and the courtyard is busy with holidays and duty matters.

After get off work that day, Shen Lingfeng packed up his equipment and hurried to the rehabilitation center as usual. He wanted to see Xu Mo as soon as possible.

At dusk, the patients in the rehabilitation center were almost gone, and the staff also left in twos and threes.

In the huge rehabilitation room, Xu Mo was left alone, with Dr. Liu and two other nurses standing beside him. They all looked at Xu Mo nervously.

Shen Lingfeng stopped suddenly, and stared at Xu Mo from a distance in front of the gate. Xu Mo didn't notice him, but focused on his feet.

He supported the armrests on both sides of his body with two hands, and very slowly, each frame fell into Shen Lingfeng's eyes, and even the sweat on Xu Mo's cheeks dripped down his face, slowly soaking into the cushion.

Shen Lingfeng could almost imagine how tightly Xu Mo's teeth were clenched, as if he had exhausted all his strength.

Like weeds that grow tenaciously, people will not fall down easily.

Shen Lingfeng approached him slowly, Xu Mo got out of the wheelchair, his upper body was supported by the armrests, his feet were weak on the ground, and the veins on the back of his hands were protruding. He maintained his standing posture until Shen Lingfeng came to him.

Dr. Liu and the nurse applauded at the same time. Shen Lingfeng tilted his head and looked at him with a smile: "Excellent."

Xu Mo grinned and smiled lightly, very tired, but Shen Lingfeng could tell that he was very happy.

Xu Mo stood for a while, unable to hold on anymore, Shen Lingfeng hugged him into his arms: "Okay, let's go home."

"You don't work the night shift?" Xu Mo was put back in the wheelchair by him.

Shen Lingfeng pushed him into the car, put the folding wheelchair back in the trunk, and sat in the driver's seat: "I won't get in today, tomorrow weekend, where do you want to go, I will accompany you."

"Hmm..." Xu Mo still didn't want to go out: "Let's stay at home."

Shen Lingfeng opened his mouth, maybe he had other suggestions, he held back, and finally nodded: "Okay."

Had a massage in the evening and fell asleep as usual.

After sleeping until midnight, Xu Mo's legs cramped, probably due to over-training during the day, and he woke up suddenly.

Shen Lingfeng was still asleep, Xu Mo didn't want to disturb him, turned his back to Shen Lingfeng, bent his upper body and kneaded his calves.

But his technique was not in place, and the more he squeezed, the more painful it became. Xu Mo was so uncomfortable that he wanted to roll over, and wanted to wake Shen Lingfeng up, but he refused to do so. So he was sweating profusely, gasping for breath, and bit his pillow tightly to endure it.

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