Rebirth is more than a year old

After Xiang Nan went to university, he lived with Feng Li as a matter of course.

Regarding this, Cao Qiudong and the others had an expression of "I knew it a long time ago". When Feng Li came to pick up Xiangnan, they all wanted to take a ride. In the past, these people were most afraid of seeing Feng Li. I don't understand why these people's attitudes have changed so much in just a few months.

To Xiang Nan's question, Xu Bin replied like this: "Although you and Brother Feng were lovers in the past, the title of the main palace has not yet been confirmed. Now that you have entered the court, we will also take advantage of your glory. "

Xiang Nan was speechless.

On the day of Mr. Feng's funeral, Xiang Nan saw Feng Yan again.

This man, whom the Feng family respected as the next head of the family, had been haggard since he hadn't seen him for a while. It seemed that his father's death was still very sad to him. Feng Li was busy in the kitchen, so he ran to the south to open the door. Feng Yan outside was wearing a black suit, his cheeks, which were similar to Feng Li's three-pointer, were sunken in, and he was thinner than what he saw in the hospital last time. Xiang Nan didn't expect to see him outside the door so early in the morning. This person froze for a moment.

Feng Yan was not surprised to see it, and asked directly, "Where's Feng Li?"

Xiang Nan really didn't want to see this man, but out of politeness, he let him into the room and replied: "Feng Li is in the kitchen, Mr. Feng, please sit down, I'll call him."

Hearing that Feng Li was in the kitchen, Feng Yan narrowed his eyes slightly, and the eyes staring at Xiang Nan's face had some unpleasant aggression for no reason. Feng Li, who was pouring lean meat into the porridge, heard Feng Yan coming, he gave his hands a slap, but he didn't speak, Xiang Nan was not sure what he meant, thought about it, and finally said: "Go out and meet him Well, it's never polite to keep customers waiting."

Feng Li put the plate and chopsticks on the glazed table beside him, reached out and touched Xiang Nan's face, his slender fingertips gently passed through the hair on his ears, and his voice was as soft as water, "Okay , I’ll listen to you.” After speaking, he walked out, looked at Nan Xiangnan who quickly disappeared behind the door, picked up the plate that Feng Li had just put down, and continued to pour shredded pork into the porridge.

Naturally, it was inappropriate for him to be present on such an occasion, so Xiang Nan had no intention of eavesdropping at all. However, not long after Feng Li walked out, there was arguing in the living room, accompanied by the sound of things being smashed on the ground. , Xiang Nan thought to himself whether it was killing people or something, he didn't feel at ease after thinking about it, he turned off the fire and left the kitchen.

As soon as they walked to the door of the kitchen, they saw the two brothers of the Feng family fighting together from a distance.

You greet each other with a punch and a kick, and no one suffers from the situation.

Standing by the door, Xiang Nan didn't know whether to let it go or not. Sometimes the grievances between men are much more straightforward than those between women. No matter what kind of enmity, just roll up your sleeves and fight If the two brothers of the Feng family had such a hearty fight, it would be a good thing for Xiang Nan.

Feng Yan's subordinates didn't show mercy, so naturally Feng Li didn't either.

The faces of the two of them soon became colorful, Feng Yan didn't react in time, and Feng Li got the upper hand. Feng Li pressed his whole body on the floor, twisted the collar of his shirt with both hands, and his long and narrow eyes burst out. She shot a few sharp cold lights, "I said long ago that I am not from the Feng family, you just drag Feng Zhi to bury him after he is dead, why did you come to my house early in the morning to do something wild!"

Except for Feng Li's gaffe when he told the truth, this was the first time Xiang Nan saw Feng Li showing such emotions.

The side face is still handsome, but there is a lot of madness and violence added to this handsomeness. The fingers holding the tightly sealed collar are full of veins because of too much force. Even if he doesn't see his face, Xiangnan can Imagine the resentment and fury on that face at this moment, with a lot of sternness and determination wandering between the lines, this is the other side that Xiang Nan has never seen, which is deeply hidden by him.

Hearing Feng Li's words, Feng Yan laughed instead of anger, reached out and wiped the blood stains from the corner of his mouth, and shouted: "Don't you bleed from him from head to toe? Where did you come from without him!"

A cold snort came out of his nose, as if he had heard some big joke, and he said in a deep voice: "So what? I have earned enough for the Feng family to repay his kindness, and he and I have long been at odds." owed."

Feng Yan's eyes froze slightly, he grabbed Feng Li's sleeves, and finally softened his voice, "Ah Li, send him on his last journey, he will still miss you before he dies." Yanbi knows better than anyone else, thinking back when Feng Li was about to leave the Feng family, no matter how many people persuaded him, he refused to turn back. At that time, Feng Yan was already an adult, but the upright and resolute back when Feng Li left always lingers in his memory How much grievance and injustice must one suffer to be able to reach such a point, Feng Yan didn't know it at the time, until the few words mentioned by his father when he was occasionally drunk in these years, he could piece together the whole truth of the year.

The truth is naturally cruel.

It's just that Feng Yan couldn't bear it every time he wanted a 13-year-old boy to bear these things.

In this contest of heirs, Feng Yan knew that he was no match. If Feng Li hadn't come from the Feng family, he wouldn't be where he is today. Even so, Feng Yan had to admit that Feng Li had extraordinary strength Mind and reason, that's why he repeatedly asked Feng Li to attend his father's funeral, but he didn't want Feng Li to be criticized in his future life.

Feng Li's character is doomed that he will not take hard things, so even though Feng Yan has been so submissive, the expression on his face is still stable, and he didn't even move his brows.

The two brothers faced each other like this, and for a while, neither of them wanted to speak. Nuo Da's living room was as quiet as a tomb, until a clear cough broke the silence, Feng Li turned his head and saw Xiang Nan standing not far away , looking at them.

Feng Li immediately softened his expression, stood up from Feng Yan, strode over and hugged Xiang Nan's shoulder, "I have something to say to him, you go upstairs to rest first, okay?"

Xiang Nan didn't move, just looked up at him, "Is there anything I can't know?"

"No," Feng Li immediately explained, afraid that Xiang Nan might misunderstand something, "I just..."

Without waiting for him to speak, Xiang Nan interrupted him, "I want to talk to Mr. Feng alone, can you avoid it?"

Feng Li was taken aback, looked at Feng Yan who had stood up from the ground in the living room, his face was ugly, "No, what if he bullies you?"

Xiang Nan patted the folds of his clothes reassuringly, and said with a soft smile: "This is our territory, besides, I am not yet an adult, I believe Mr. Feng still has this kind of bearing." He did not deliberately lower his voice , Hearing this, the corners of Feng Yan's mouth in the living room couldn't help twitching, thinking that this kid made him so embarrassed in the hospital last time, I don't know what irritating words he will say this time, but no matter what, he won't lose For a while, no matter how reluctant he was, he couldn't back down, otherwise people would really think he was afraid of this kid.

After Feng Li finally entered the study room on the second floor with three turns, Xiang Nan went into the kitchen and brought out the tea he had just brewed, and asked Feng Yan to sit down as if he were a host.

Feng Yan straightened the cuffs of his suit and looked at the young man who was pouring tea into the cup opposite him. The living room was naturally in chaos because of the fight between the Feng brothers just now, but the young man who was in this chaos had a calm expression on his face. There is a kind of composure that does not change his face when the mountain collapses in front of him. Feng Yan doesn't know whether his composure is an act or a temperament.In any case, it is admirable for a boy of seventeen or eighteen to have such a calm posture, even if he pretends to be.

After a while, Xiang Nan gently pushed the [-]% full teacup in front of him, and said in a calm and polite voice, "Tea, please."

Feng Yan picked up the teacup and took a sip, sincerely praised: "Good tea."

Xiang Nan smiled slightly, neither humble nor overbearing: "Thank you."

The two sat at both ends of the sofa in the living room of "The Wind Crossing the Border". After finishing the polite words in a calm and indifferent tone, Xiang Nan directly cut to the topic, "Today is Mr. Feng's funeral?"

Feng Yan nodded.

Xiang Nan said again: "I probably already know the purpose of Mr. Feng's visit today, but Feng Li is a strong-tempered person who keeps his word. I believe Mr. Feng knows better than me."

Hearing this, Feng Yan frowned slightly. To be honest, he had accepted the fact that his younger brother was with a man, but the family affairs of the Feng family were not willing to be discussed by outsiders. He just wanted to talk, but he heard the boy opposite say, "Mr. Feng, it's not too late for you to listen to me before expressing your opinion."

Feng Yan's words were blocked in his throat, and he almost lost his breath.

Xiang Nan looked at his expression as if he was stuck by a fishbone, and smiled secretly in his heart, but said solemnly: "I can persuade Feng Li to attend Mr. Feng's funeral." Having said that, he paused slightly, looking at Feng Yan. He continued, "But I have a condition."

Feng Yan felt that he had been put on by this brat again invisibly, and hated in his heart, all he could say was, "What conditions?"

Xiang Nan picked up the teacup slowly, put it between his nose and sniffed it first, and then opened his mouth and took a sip. His appearance looked rather elegant, like an old man in his 60s and [-]s who had read his life, but to outsiders But there was no sense of disobedience, Feng Yan couldn't help being stunned, feeling that the brows of the young man opposite him had a little more wind and frost and calmness soaked in the world for no reason.

If Xiang Nan was a man with a strong personality, his condition today would probably be that Feng Yan abdicates to let the virtuous, but he is not, so he said: "I hope that Mr. Feng will not interfere with us in the future, and will not appear in front of us again."

The 13-year-old Feng Li endured an inhuman truth.

As long as the members of the Feng family stay together, the wound in Feng Li's heart will never heal. Even if he never said anything, Xiang Nan knew that he had never let go of the past. Since he couldn't let go, how could he be relieved?One or two members of the Feng family wanted to add a brick to Feng Li's life, but they didn't know that their behavior had already hurt him. Xiang Nan didn't want Feng Li to suffer forever, so he could only do it for him. this matter.

In fact, Xiang Nan didn't know whether it was right for him to do so, but for Feng Li, he could only be ruthless once.

Feng Li was naturally angry when he heard such a condition, but even if he became angry again, he knew that he was not qualified to refute such a request.

The Feng family owed Feng Li, and Feng Zhi also owed Feng Li, so even if Feng Li made more excessive demands today, they could only agree.

I don't know how long the silence lasted until Xiang Nan heard Feng Yan whisper: "I promise."

Xiang Nan looked at the man opposite, and said sincerely, "Thank you, Chengquan."

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Feng Li finally attended Feng Zhi's funeral and brought Xiang Nan with him.

In front of all the guests, he did not shy away from his close relationship with Xiang Nan. Although Feng Yan looked at it very painfully, at least Xiang Nan persuaded Feng Li to come, so he just kept his mouth shut.

Feng Zhi was buried in the Feng family's ancestral grave, and next to the new tomb lay the coffin of Feng Li's mother.

After everyone left, Feng Li took Xiangnan to his mother's tomb, and said to the lively and beautiful woman in the photo on the tombstone, "Mom, this is Xiangnan, the person I want to spend my whole life with." Being cautious, Xiang Nan was startled for a moment, then knelt down and kowtowed three times towards the tombstone. Seeing him kneeling, Feng Li also knelt down, and the two of them knelt side by side in front of the tomb, looking at the slightly smiling The woman clasped her fingers together, looked at each other and smiled.

The crowd will eventually be crowded, and maybe you will get lost, hesitate, and be at a loss. I only hope that when I look back, I can see you.

No matter how many years of ignorance have passed, someone will always remember that sentence——

I hope to meet you who I really like in my lifetime.

Go outing in spring, watch stars in summer, enjoy chrysanthemums in autumn, and enjoy snow in winter.

Even though the years are getting old and you and I are no longer young and young, I still hold your hand persistently, year after year, with more than affection.

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