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Southward's college career has finally arrived.

On the first day of school, Feng Li drove him to University T. Originally, he was going to send him to school, but Xiang Nan refused. Feng Li is a shareholder of University T, so as soon as school started, people found out that he had a close relationship with Feng Li. It will be a troublesome thing for the future college life.Seeing that he insisted, Feng Li didn't force him, sent him to the school gate, and handed him an envelope before getting off the car to the south.

After all, Xiang Nan was in his thirties, so he naturally knew what was in the envelope. He glanced at Feng Li and said with a smile: "When I came back from the south, Song Chen gave me a sum of money."

Feng Li frowned slightly, "I thought my money was your money."

Xiang Nan shook his head with a smile, "That's different. Song Chen and I are relatives. If I take his money, it's okay if I don't pay it back. But you and I, I hope we are two equal and independent individuals. You have money. It's your business, and it's my principle for me to use money, maybe one day when I have a job and become financially independent, I won't mind yours or mine, but not yet."

Xiangnan in front of me is still a boy of eighteen or nineteen years old, but the determination in his eyes overlaps with the young man who has already stood up. This kind of Xiangnan is gentle and confident, and his eyes and brows are beyond words. bright and resplendent.

Feng Li supported the steering wheel with one hand, and stretched out the other hand to grab the back of his head, pulled him to his eyes and leaned over to kiss him.

The intimacy between lovers is always full of endless ambiguity and sweetness, even a kiss can make people feel sweet to the heart, Xiang Nan grabbed his shoulder, the appearance of lowering his brows and pleasing eyes was simply beautiful, Feng Li's eyes sank, Involuntarily called for a deep kiss.

By the time the kiss was over, Xiang Nan's face was already flushed, and his eyes were blurred.

Feng Li's slender fingers gently rubbed around his neck, his voice was a little hoarse, "Call me after school, I'll come pick you up."

Xiang Nan immediately wanted to refuse, but Feng Li pressed his finger on his mouth, and Feng Li said, "Didn't you say you want to be an ordinary couple with me? Then picking up your boyfriend after school is really normal. Or, are you not ready to introduce me to your friends and classmates?"

Feng Li had followed his grandfather to the negotiating table since he was a teenager, and Xiang Nan was naturally not his opponent. After hearing this, although he felt uncomfortable in his heart, he still nodded and agreed.

Seeing that he agreed, Feng Li immediately beamed with joy, leaned over and kissed Xiang Nan on the cheek, "Go."

Xiang Nan hummed, and pushed open the car door with one hand. Feng Li saw that he paused before getting out of the car, and finally turned around, quickly kissed himself on the face, and then jumped out of the car to leave. This series of actions The progress was like flowing water, so that Feng Li had no time to react, and Xiang Nan's figure had disappeared behind T's majestic school gate.

Feng Li touched the place on his face where Xiang Nan had just kissed him, and couldn't help grinning, although he didn't want to admit it, but the self reflected in the rearview mirror was indeed smiling a little silly.

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In the fourth week of Xiangnan's university life, the news about Feng Zhi's death was broadcast on TV.

The Feng family has a pivotal position in this city, and the current head of the family, Feng Zhi, is naturally a well-known figure, but Feng Zhi's death is accompanied by a scandal of drug use for half his life, which does not sound very pleasant.

The Financial Channel used a huge amount of space to report on Feng Zhiqi, and even wrote more about his life. Although the words are fair, but because of the drug use, it somewhat casts a layer on this person who instinctively passed away peacefully. Unsightly shadows.

Without waiting for the host to continue, Xiang Nan turned off the TV with a snap.

Feng Li, who was reading the newspaper with his head down on the sofa, raised his head and gave him a strange look, "Why did you turn it off when you read it well?"

Xiang Nan pursed his lips, walked over slowly and sat down beside him, "Are you okay?"

Feng Li looked at him with those narrow and beautiful eyes on his face, and smiled slightly, "If something happens, what are you going to use to comfort me?"

Xiang Nan wondered what time it was, and this man was still in the mood to joke with him, but he said seriously: "Whatever you want, as long as I can afford it, I will give it to you."

Hearing this, Feng Li collected his expression and said seriously, "I want you."

Xiang Nan's heart skipped a beat, and he didn't even know how to put on his expression for a moment. Feng Li said this so clearly, if he still pretended to be stupid, he wouldn't even be able to pass this test. But, now is not the time to talk about it. , leaned closer to Nan Chao Feng Li, looked at his expression seriously, and then said: "I know you don't have much affection for your father, but he is your father after all, even if you show a little sadness, it's okay Relationship."

It was certainly wrong for Feng Zhi and his mistress to push Feng Li's biological mother downstairs, but Xiang Nan always felt that one size counts for one size, maybe Mr. Feng had already regretted it when he left, but Feng Li didn't know it. That's why I can't let go.

From the perspective of Buddhism, if you can't let go of others, you can't let go of yourself.

Xiang Nan didn't have much influence on Feng Zhi, and he didn't even meet him face to face. Naturally, he couldn't sympathize with Feng Zhi. He just felt that it would be useless to Feng Li if he couldn't untangle his heart for such an old incident.

After hearing what he said, Feng Li turned his head, with a slight smile in his eyes, and then reached out to pull Xiang Nan into his arms.

The two of them didn't say a word for a long time. I don't know how long it took. He heard Feng Li say, "My father has always been a romantic and confident father. If I had a choice, I would rather never have such a blood relative. But I didn't say this after all. Forget it, from a certain point of view, his death today is his own fault. Although I don’t believe in Buddhism, it’s not wrong to say that what you sow results in what you plant, so it doesn’t matter whether he lives or dies because of me, anyway. The punishment he has received over the years is similar."

Xiang Nan saw that he spoke so briskly, with the calmness and calmness of the past between the lines, so he felt relieved.

Unexpectedly, Feng Li was still holding on to the previous question, and looked at him leisurely, "But I still feel a little bit sad in my heart, how are you going to comfort me?"

Facing Shang Feng Li's bright eyes, Xiang Nan felt the hairs all over his body stand up involuntarily, and instinctively wanted to step back to the side, but before taking two steps back, Feng Li snatched him back, Xiang Nan's whole body stiffened , Feng Li looked into his eyes with a smile, and his voice was so gentle that water could be squeezed out, "If you don't want to, just push me away." As he spoke, he leaned down and covered Xiang Nan's mouth.

Xiang Nan's body was restrained, and he wanted to cry but had no tears. He pushed away whatever he didn't want to, how could he push if he was hugged so tightly.

This person is really too cunning!

When Feng Li came in, Xiang Nan didn't experience the so-called pain of giving birth, because he was already numb from the pain, and he froze on the sofa with a white face. Sometimes, he couldn't hide the naked aggression and possession on his face.Feng Li felt sorry for him, and wanted to quit, but was caught by Xiang Nan. Xiang Nan's idea was quite simple. Anyway, stretching out his head is a knife, and shrinking his head is also a knife. Anyway, half of the pain today, if you don't finish it, go down If you have to do it again, it will be a disadvantage if you do the math.

Thinking about Xiang Nan who was at a disadvantage, when he woke up the next morning, he couldn't stand upright at all, and even his hands and feet didn't feel like his own. Feng Li pushed the door in and saw him open his eyes. On the side, he took out a thermometer and put it in his armpit, waited for ten minutes to take it out, and was obviously relieved when he saw that he had no fever, Feng Li said: "It's fine if you don't have a fever."

Xiang Nan buried himself in the quilt, only showed a pair of eyes to look at him, and said in a buzzing voice, "You...you bullied me."

Feng Li smiled, bent down and kissed his face, "Well, I bullied you."

Xiang Nan's face flushed red, and he didn't know whether it was from embarrassment or anger, Feng Li looked at his red cheeks, his eyes deepened, this dangerous omen made Xiang Nan shrank his neck under the quilt, Feng Li patted him on the shoulder, "Does your body hurt?"

It took Xiang Nan a while to realize what he said, his face was so red that he could bleed, he hesitated and said: "No...it doesn't hurt."

Feng Li stretched out a hand from outside the quilt, and gently touched the place where he was occupied last night, this made Xiang Nan's body tense, and Feng Li's voice rang in his ears: "Don't be shy. , just say it hurts."

Xiang Nan wanted to turn over, but his body was very heavy, so he could only stare at the culprit bitterly, and wanted to say something to frustrate the other party, but what he said was: "I'm hungry!"

Feng Li smiled very softly, "I cooked some porridge, you can only eat liquid food now." As he said that, he brought the tray over, and saw that he was about to feed himself porridge to Xiang Nan, thinking what he should do He did everything he shouldn't have done, and he was still a bitch, so he generously became the master of being served. After eating the porridge, Feng Li asked him to sleep for a while. Where could Xiang Nan sleep? Feng Li took out a book and showed it to him.

When Feng Li took the empty bowl downstairs, the mobile phone on the bedside table in the bedroom rang.

Xiang Nan didn't want to answer it for him at first, but the caller was so patient and persistent, he called Feng Li's name twice, probably because he didn't hear Feng Li through the door, so Xiang Nan had no choice but to take the phone, It showed that it was an unfamiliar number, Xiang Nan leaned on the bed and turned on the hands-free, a woman's voice came in, "Feng Li, how can you be so cruel, I like you so much, I have liked you for a whole ten years, I put my I gave you the best years, but you don't care about them, you don't even want to take a second look, I, Ye Senlin, have been insulted like this since I was a child, how could you treat me like this!"

When he heard the words Ye Senlin, Xiang Nan was taken aback for a while, and then he remembered that dignified woman.

Ye Senlin on the other side of the phone thought she had been drinking, and her speech was a bit confused, but judging from the clarity of her enunciation, she should not be drunk yet. Seeing that there was no answer here, Ye Senlin continued: "Do you remember a time when You came to my house for a banquet, you were wearing a black suit, it was obviously very ordinary clothes, but it was so different on you, the way you stood under the tree with a wine glass and talked, I will never forget it in my life , Feng Li, why can't you like me? Even if it's only a little bit, but you are even stingy with giving this little bit. I, Ye Senlin, have been proud and outstanding since I was a child. Only when I face you can I be so low-key and humiliated. How can you be sorry? I!"

Holding the phone, Xiang Nan was a little dazed for a moment.

Ye Senlin may be the same as the late Cao Xiashu, equally proud and bold, and he can confess his love without hesitation when he meets someone he likes, but they are so different. Cao Xiashu knew that he would not be able to give Feng Li happiness, so he lifted it before he died. Marriage contract, and Ye Senlin, even if he knows that Feng Li has someone he likes, he doesn't intend to let go. There is nothing wrong with such an approach today. Isn't there such a saying, as long as the other party is still alive in this world, you There is still a chance.

But when Xiang Nan heard the end, he felt a little blocked.

Feng Li likes him, and he also likes Feng Li.

He didn't want to stop others from liking Feng Li, but he didn't like to hear Ye Senlin's low-pitched and begging for perfection.

To like is to like, to do everything to please the other party, to say everything to make the other party like it is inevitable in love, and since Ye Senlin likes Feng Li, he is unwilling to pay, and it is not worth it for himself if he does, To Feng Li, such a relationship has no value worth nostalgia for.

Xiang Nan brought the phone to his mouth and said, "Hi, I'm Xiang Nan."

On the other end of the phone, Ye Senlin's voice seemed to be choked by something in an instant, and the whole space was silent. After a few seconds, a blind tone of "beep" came from the phone.

Xiang Nan stared at the blacked-out phone screen for a while, and then heard Feng Li's smiling voice from the opposite side: "Killing people invisible is a very good move."

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