Rebirth is more than a year old

After Xiangnan left Feng Li's home on the top floor of the building, he took the bus back to school at the bus stop not far from the building.

The Spring Festival is coming soon, festive lanterns are hung in the shop outside the car window, the whole world is decorated with this bright red color, Xiangnan found a seat by the window and sat down with one hand on the On the open window of the car, his chin rested lazily on his arm, looking at the world outside the window in boredom.

He didn't sleep well last night, and he closed his eyes tightly when he closed them.

Now when he finally said what he needed to say, it was inevitable that he would feel relaxed, but it was by no means comfortable.

If his feelings for Feng Li were still at the original place today, maybe he wouldn't have such troubles, but after all, there is no such thing as an if.

The car stopped at the station, some got off and some got on.

Life is not like riding in a car. You have been on the road since birth, and you will meet different people in every scene.Some people will accompany you to the end, but some people will get off halfway, no matter how far they plan to accompany you, you should be grateful.

If you need to give an explanation for all that happened, probably only the words "deep love and shallow relationship".

Xiang Nan sighed, thinking that it was the first time in his life that he fell in love with someone and fell in love so quickly.

It is enough to live such a long life to taste the taste of broken love for the first time.

After leaving the dormitory for half a day, there was no chance of dust accumulation, so I went back to the dormitory to the south and fell asleep under the blanket.

This sleep lasted until the next afternoon, when he vaguely heard the phone ringing, he subconsciously touched under the pillow, but found nothing for a long time, then suddenly remembered that he had broken up with Feng Li, and the phone was naturally still there Give it to others.The phone was still ringing, Xiang Nan crawled out of the quilt, and finally figured out that it was the landline in the dormitory that was ringing.

As soon as he picked up the microphone, he heard Cao Qiudong calling over there: "A'nan, you are really in the dormitory!"

Xiang Nan rubbed his eyes that were a little swollen from sleep, as if he hadn't woken up from his sleep, he asked casually, "Qiu Dong, what's wrong?"

"Didn't the tutoring start the day after tomorrow? Why did you come so early?"

Xiang Nan was taken aback. The reason why he came two days earlier was that he planned to stay with Feng Li for two more days, but there was no need to tell Qiu Dong about it, so he quickly changed the subject, "Why are you calling me?"

Only then did Cao Qiudong get down to business, "Do you know that Xu Bin's birthday is tomorrow? Since you're in the city, come over tomorrow. I'm a bit embarrassed to invite you in person, so let me tell you, why did your phone turn off when I called you?"

Xiang Nan casually said that the mobile phone was busy at home and lied to him, afraid that Qiu Dong would ask some other questions, so he hurriedly asked where to do it.

Cao Qiudong laughed a few times on the phone, "Xu Bin has spent a lot of money this time, please let's spend a day in Yupin Chang'an."

Yupin Chang'an is said to be the most complete store in the city. Although it is a store, it is definitely high-end. If you don't have a million dollars, you'd better not go there.Now Xu Bin actually invites them to play inside for a day, my dear, the cost of this day is worth half a year of busy work in the south.

Rich and willful, Xiang Nan looked at the ground speechlessly.

Cao Qiudong didn't wait for his answer for a long time, and said again: "This time for Xu Bin's birthday, he only invited friends who usually have fun with him, and he can bring his family."

Xiang Nan was taken aback. As far as his family members were concerned, he still had it yesterday, but he didn't have it today.

Cao Qiudong really urged him, "Why don't you call Brother Feng together, some of them are from your circle, so it shouldn't matter."

"No need," Xiang Nan hurriedly interrupted what he was about to say. In the end, he was afraid that Cao Qiudong would continue to ask him how Feng Li was doing, so he was ready to hang up the phone, "Let's talk about it tomorrow when we meet tomorrow."

"A'nan, is something wrong?" Cao Qiudong asked him.

"No, nothing, nothing," Xiang Nan smiled, "Tomorrow, I'll go directly to Yupin Chang'an to find you guys. I haven't woken up yet, so I'll go to sleep for a while. That's it, I'm dead." After speaking, he hung up the phone with a snap.

After the voice of talking faded away, the dormitory was as silent as an empty island, only the sound of my own breathing could be heard, which was short and urgent.

Xiang Nan lay back in the bed again, the heat he had finally accumulated was gone, and as soon as he lay down, he was immediately shivered by the cold.Wrapped in a quilt, he stared blankly at the upper bunk. The more he thought about it, the more he felt that the time he was with Feng Li was like a dream. Although the dream was beautiful, he would eventually wake up.If he knew that he would be so confused and confused when he woke up early in the morning, he would rather never have this dream.

The Feng Li who pressed him on the sofa in the morning with a livid face, the Feng Li who was blocked by the smoke with a calm face, and the Feng Li who said sorry to him when he left. It was Feng Li's most authentic appearance, he seemed to be such a decisive and unruly person.

Xiang Nan has always been an open-minded, muddle-headed person. For others, some things may take a lot of time and effort to overcome, but for him it is not a big deal.He lay on the bed and thought about Feng Li for a while, and finally came to the conclusion that from now on, he would try not to think of Feng Li as much as possible, for a person who had nothing to do with him and was so unhappy when he broke up , Xiang Nan felt that if he remembered him again, it would be unfair not only to himself, but also to Feng Li.

Although a broken relationship is indeed depressing, and he is indeed sad because of Feng Li, but he is no longer an ignorant teenager. Since he is an adult, he should think in an adult way.For someone who doesn't love him, he can't do such a thing as looking for death and losing confidence in life. This is probably Xiang Nan's most attractive quality.

No entanglement, no procrastination, no turning back.

All sadness and sadness are emotions, and emotions will always pass one day. As for whether it is sooner or later, we can only let nature take its course.

Since the cured meat and pickled vegetables were stored in Feng Li's refrigerator, it was impossible to get them back now, so Xiang Nan's dinner was a bowl of three liang of plain noodles.The portion of noodles is sufficient and the taste is good. Xiangnan is very satisfying to eat.

After finishing dinner, he walked slowly into the school with a full stomach.

Some students in the whole grade did not go home because their homes were far away from the school, and they planned to stay to make up lessons, so the whole school would occasionally pass by, and it was not as deserted as imagined. During the time when he fell asleep , The snow has stopped, and under the night, the snow piled on the ground looks like big pits. If there are no street lights, I am afraid that if I step on it, I will fall into the pits.

When Xiangnan passed by the downstairs of the girls' dormitory, he suddenly heard someone calling his name.

He raised his head and saw a girl poking out of a window on the third floor. This girl was in his class. As for what it was called, Xiang Nan forgot, the girl smiled shyly when she saw him looking up: "You Are you also here to make up lessons?"

"Yes." Xiang Nan replied with his head raised.

The girl smiled more cheerfully, and she was a little far away. Xiang Nan only saw her mouth moving, and the words poured out like beans, "It's like this, some of us are planning to go to the neighboring city before making up classes during the winter vacation." Go to Luoyang Mountain, it is a scenic area, and it has been snowing for the past two days, the snow scene must be very beautiful, do you want to go with us?"

Xiang Nan refused without thinking, "No need, you go, I have something to do these two days."

The girl obviously didn't expect him to refuse so simply, she was a little disappointed, and her voice was not as bright as before, "Since you have something to do, forget it, and I will call you again when there is such an opportunity." After finishing speaking, she retracted her head, Looking southward at the empty balcony, he turned his gaze away and continued walking towards the boys' dormitory building.

Since the bowl of noodles was indeed a bit too much, Xiang Nan walked back and forth in the dormitory more than ten times, his stomach was still full.

He had no choice but to stand with the book and read it. He hasn't read any books since the school holidays. It will definitely take another day for Xu Bin's birthday tomorrow. There are still several hours before the lights are turned off in the dormitory, so hurry up and review.The results of the final exam will be announced next week, and Xiang Nan only hopes that his score will not be too bad.

The next morning, Xiang Nan still got up at six o'clock and ran for half an hour on the school playground.

After the holiday, there are fewer people doing morning exercises on the playground. Looking from a distance, there are only a handful of people.

After the morning exercise, Xiangnan went to the breakfast shop outside the school to buy three buns and a cup of soy milk, and walked inside the school while eating.After returning to the dormitory and reading for a while, Cao Qiudong called, saying that they were already at the school gate, and asked Xiang Nan to pack up and leave.

Xiang Nan originally planned to buy a gift for Xu Bin in the morning, and then go to Yupin Chang'an to meet them after buying the gift.Unexpectedly, Cao Qiudong would come to the school to pick him up, and Xiang Nan put on his clothes while feeling depressed. It seemed that he had to wait until he arrived at Yupin Chang'an to find a chance to go out and buy.

Xiang Nan lived until he was 30 years old, and he didn't receive gifts for his birthday before the age of 10, and even his birthday was forgotten for several years in the middle, let alone gifts.

When I was 10 years old, a family named Song moved into the courtyard next to my grandma's house. The young master of their family was named Song Chen.

The reason why Xiang Nan and Song Chen became such strong brothers was due to all kinds of twists and turns. In the end, he and Song Chen became good friends, and Song Chen would give him gifts every year on his birthday. A bit nagging, but really careful, summed up in an attribute that Song officials would not even admit to death, that is sex.

When Xiang Nan finished dressing and rushed to the school gate, he saw Yan Hao standing beside his BMW and Cao Qiudong standing beside him, the two were talking.As soon as Xiang Nan approached, Yan Hao immediately spotted him with sharp eyes, with a smile on the corner of his mouth, his eyes were extremely sharp: "After I woke up from the wine that day, I was severely taught by my brother."

Looking at the nose and the heart with Xiang Nan's eyes, "Your brother should teach you a lesson." However, Xiang Nan has never seen the way Yan Jun teaches others, so he is a little curious.

Yan Hao was furious immediately: "It's all your meddling!"

Xiang Nan glanced at him, and said in a calm voice, "How can you say that you are still an adult, and the virtue of drinking when you are unhappy, I advise you to change it. If you don't cherish your body, you should care about yours. Think about it, it doesn't matter if you die from alcohol poisoning one day, but don't hurt your brother's heart, he really loves you."

Yan Hao's breath was stagnant, and he couldn't refute even half a sentence.

Cao Qiudong on the side held his breath, not daring to breathe.

When Xiang Nan is usually gentle and lectures people, his aura is so strong, he is completely possessed by the head teacher.Seeing that Yan Hao's eyes were about to burst into flames, while Xiang Nan on the opposite side was still calm and pissed off, in order to prevent the situation from getting worse, Cao Qiudong hurriedly pulled Yan Hao's sleeve and smiled. He said: "Xu Bin and the others are already waiting for us, let's go."

Yan Hao snorted mightily, turned around and got into the car.

Cao Qiudong walked over and pulled Xiang Nan into the back seat. When he closed the car door, he heard Xiang Nan say, "Stop while passing by the commercial street. I want to buy a gift for Xu Bin."

Cao Qiudong hurriedly looked at Yan Hao in the driver's seat, saw him hesitate for a moment, and finally nodded.

This made Cao Qiudong a little surprised, but then he was relieved.

Among them, Xiang Nan is the youngest, but many times they are used to seeing his expression. For example, last time when several people woke up from the hotel room the next morning when they got drunk together, Xiang Nan was The expression is exactly the same as before, which usually means that Xiang Nan is angry.When he is angry, he will not yell, nor will he impulsively throw things at you, he just purses his lips tightly, there are some dark emotions in his big and black eyes, and his face is more serious than usual , or if you don’t speak, once you speak, you will talk about your pain, making you unable to appeal and unable to distinguish.