[You who came from the stars] Bright Light Star

More than 400 years ago, I came to this strange planet, and I have always adhered to an iron principle-if it is lost, it will be difficult to accept it, so don't have it in the first place.

One day, I will leave. When I leave, I can’t take anything with me, no matter whether it’s an item or a person, don’t own it, don’t fall in love, I think so, and I have always followed it very well.

However, in the last three months, everything collapsed. When did I start to fall in love with her? When she first came to attend a class, or when I accidentally met her on the island? I don’t know. When, from what moment, I like her, I want to have her, I am afraid of losing her... What should I do to really think about her, I have been thinking about it now.

Our opinions about the future led us to confront each other negatively in the cold war, and each other refused to compromise. Even if we knew, the result of doing so would be to torture each other. Even if we knew, we still longed for each other, but we couldn’t let go of the knot in our hearts. Stubbornly avoiding, staying away from, and even ignoring each other.

Cheon Song Yi, compared to the sadness of being away from you, being able to stay with you for a hundred years is almost an unattainable happiness for me. Even if it is true as you said, after a hundred years, I will disappear in the universe In the middle, turning into dust, I also feel that I am happy.

No living body in the universe will have eternal time, even the sun will eventually perish one day.In the future, one day, my life will come to an end. In a world without you, even if there is a long time, for me, it is just waiting for the end of life in solitude.

I don't know how to convince you. Not long ago, I could clearly feel the joy of "going home". Are you, like me at that time, looking forward to one day returning to Go to your own world?Why can't you remember the past all of a sudden?Will losing the memory of the past make you have a deeper obsession with going back?

The role of the mirror spring is to build some kind of invisible bridge to communicate the extreme yin and yang soul breath between us. Through the combination of the body, the abnormal situation of the body can be solved to the greatest extent, but while the soul is stable, both sides are also in harmony. There is a price to pay.

Especially at the beginning of the establishment of the bridge, the bond between souls is rapidly strengthened. Therefore, to resist not approaching her or contacting her is an extreme torture to the body and mind. How do you persist?In this period of time that is more difficult than mine, even if I can't feel the biting cold, I can understand it from your cold skin, painful expression, and souls that are combined with each other.

You are really strong. In such a cold pool, you have always maintained a clear consciousness. Even though your face is getting paler and your lips are gradually turning purple, you are tenaciously enduring it. Cheon Song Yi, you stubborn Woman, why can I always arouse my desire to protect infinitely, but then desperately refuse to retreat.

Qian Songyi, sometimes, I really want to simply disregard your wishes and treat you as I please, so that you can't escape or break free.

In the evening, she started to get very cold. Even in a room a few meters away, I can clearly feel her sadness. She has been soaking herself in the hot spring for a long time, but this physical method , can't relieve the coldness implanted in the soul at all.

Cheon Song Yi, no matter how much we disagree about the future, can you stop torturing yourself in this way?Are you trying to force me to compromise with you?You are too extreme, you haven't talked to me for a whole day, do you want to stay in a stalemate with me until you return to your country?

I teleported to the room filled with water vapor, her figure was looming in the water, and she seemed to be able to sense my presence and approach, she turned around and looked in my direction, I walked a little closer, and took me out of the water. She took out her hand and rubbed it against her cheek, she frowned impatiently, and there was a slight moan in her breath, Qian Songyi, you are really...

I took her by the waist and pulled her to the edge of the pool. I wrapped my arms around her naked back and kissed her across the pool. With some hesitation, I stretched out my hand and climbed onto my shoulder. I slowly moved away from her, my poor little white rabbit, what courage do you want me to take to leave you?

How are you?I stroked her wet long hair and asked her, she bit her lips with an aggrieved expression, her big wet eyes were a little bit tangled, I approached her lips that had been bitten by me, which was already a little bit bright red, lightly Gently dawdling and sucking kisses, waiting for her to think about it.

Cheon Song Yi, love, in my 400 years of life, has never occupied my heart so clearly, maybe I have had similar emotions, but in the end they were all regarded as curiosity, jealousy, lust, possession, pity, etc. I think the usual emotional treatment and those vague feelings are just illusions born in daily emotions.

For the first time, with such a clear perception, for the first time, with such a definite answer, for the first time, I want to have some illusory feelings, for the first time, I have the desire to possess someone.

So, don't cry, even if there are differences in the future that we don't want to face, at this moment, I just want to cherish every minute and every second of having you, if you are also affected by this unspeakable emotion, if you can't No, I'm right here, come with me, okay.

When I carried her out of the bathroom, she already had mild symptoms of hypoglycemia. Before her physical condition stabilized, we had to adjust individually, and her discomfort reaction was obviously much more serious than mine.

This situation should be caused by racial physique. In terms of vitality, I am much better than the people on Earth. Therefore, in the process of creating a new balance, my adaptation speed and discomfort reaction are almost negligible compared with hers.

She had a pale face, and she didn't let go when she hugged me. I wrapped her and myself in the quilt, and she asked me weakly why holding me was warmer than being in hot water. I hummed but didn't answer. She, if I tell you that because of yesterday's union, you have an inseparable dependence on my body, will you really never talk to me again?

I asked her if she was still dizzy, and it took her a long time to reply that she was a little bit, I thought I had to pour her a glass of high-sugar fruit juice, but she held on to me, there was no way, I had to stop the time, I removed the pouring water, but the water was half poured, and the time began to pass, and sure enough...even if it fits again, the kiss will still have an impact on my physical state.

When I went back, she was already curled up on the bed covered by the quilt. It seems that you are really cold. I don't know when this uncomfortable reaction will disappear.

She drank water and continued to lie in my arms, feeling dazed. She couldn't sleep because of the discomfort of hypoglycemia, and started talking to me without saying a word.

"Du Minjun, what were you doing when you met old man Sato? He called you Mr. Quan. What was your name at that time?"

"When I met him?" That was probably eight or ninety years ago. At that time, "It should be called Quan Sheng. Around 90, it was about 1920 years after I donated the hairpin to the museum. Well, it should be Hua, you know that, right?"

"Well, the owner of that hairpin is your first love."

"It's not first love."

"Okay, I'm your first love, you go on."

"I donated the hairpin to the museum in the hope that someone with a predestined relationship could provide me with information about her, but for 10 years, there was no news at all, and I gradually gave up hope, and began to admit that death is the end."

"Did old man Sato give you information about Yihua?"

"He asked me to meet and told me as soon as he came up that he knew that I was not an ordinary person, and he also knew my attachment to that hairpin and its owner. He said that the hairpin that I had missed for a long time already had some kind of Potential spirituality is no longer suitable for human society."

"Psychic? Have you been obsessed with it for a long time, and the hairpin has produced a patron saint? Hehe, what a joke, there must be something wrong with that old man. Dou Minjun, you really can't trust him completely. In this world, apart from you, there is still science. of."

"Of course I know, so I was skeptical about him at first, until he sealed the spirit soul in the hairpin in a shikigami and showed it to me."

"Shikigami? True or not, you can see it, do you have yin and yang eyes?" She raised her head and looked at me as she spoke, her eyes that were originally sloppy and misty were actually somewhat energetic, little white rabbit, yours Very curious.

"I happen to be able to see it." I took her shoulders, pressed her head back into my arms, and put my lips against her forehead, "It is absolutely impossible for him to know what Yihua looks like, but that shikigami, and Yihua 14 The appearance when I was young is exactly the same as the appearance in my memory."

"Excellent... Later, why is that hairpin still there?"

"Seal, it is said that it can suppress the generation of evil spirits." She listened, moved excitedly in my arms, and then subconsciously pulled this and touched that with both hands, I had to chase her hands and press them tightly, Qian Song Yi, can you restrain yourself subconsciously, this form of interaction is too torturous," Sato said, the reason why he returned to that small island and waited for me on the day of the full moon was because he found that he was added to the The seal on the hairpin was broken."

"What a bloody plot, I can already guess the result." She lowered her head, resting her chin on my shoulder, shaking her smile.

"Guess." I have no doubts at all. With your "mystery", I guess you can really guess the meaning of it.

"The owner of the hairpin is back, and the Shikigami and the host have become one, so the seal has been released." As she spoke, her tone seemed to become a little serious, "The owner of the hairpin, Xu Yihua, is it really 'Qian Songy, are they really the same soul?"

"Yeah." Your guess is really accurate, and you really can't underestimate you, but why are you getting more and more serious the more you talk, are you thinking about something unbelievable, "What do you want to say?"

"Du Minjun, perhaps, the memory of my previous life began to disappear, which is also related to the fact that the seal was broken and the 'evil spirit' returned to this body." She took her hand out from under my hand, stretched it back and patted my waist Side, "If you don't seal it and go back and try, maybe I can still remember what happened before."

"Do you mind? In the past." Those things that will take you away, I really feel disgusted even thinking about them, returning the memory to you, is it to intensify your desire to disappear?Every time I think of you leaving, I can't hold back the selfish thoughts in my heart. That kind of evil that is about to move may have already turned into countless evil spirits.

"I'm just a little scared."

"What are you afraid of?"

"I'm afraid that one day, I will really become Qian Songyi, and you won't like me anymore."

"You are so contradictory. You were worried that I liked the original Cheon Song Yi, but now you are worried that I hate the original Cheon Song Yi." I am really speechless, are you so unconfident in yourself?If I tell you personally that I love you so much that I have to, can you become more confident and say, "When you get better, go somewhere with me?"

"Huh? Where are you going?"

"You'll know when you get there." I kissed her on the cheek, stopped talking, and coaxed her to go to bed early.

She should have warmed up, and her cheeks were warm pink when she fell asleep. Sure enough, the way to soothe the soul requires not only intimate contact, but also mutual understanding. Qian Songyi, I am really worried , if you are so stubborn, if you really compete with me, will the result be a body and mind injury?

So, about the secret of the soul, I can't tell you, I'm afraid you will become more rebellious after you know it, I'm afraid you will intensify it and threaten me... It's just that once this kind of hidden danger from time to time breaks out, to that What should I do?

Life, love, do we really have no way to have both?