'Quan Jun, a new destiny is about to begin, have you already decided?Do you want to ruin your 400 years of waiting? '

Do Min Joon, this sentence was asked by 'Yamamoto Genryuzai' when I was about to go out.

What kind of identity did you use when you met this old man?What's your name again?How did you meet him decades ago?

I admit that I did conceal it intentionally, but you never asked me whether I could speak Japanese. I never said it, but that doesn't mean I can't speak it.

Yamamoto Genryuzai's real name should be Sato. You always call him Sato-kun. What he said was unbelievably accurate. He said, I have a soul different from ordinary people, and I am not from this era.

He said that the beings that can 'exist' in this world follow the law of yin and yang reincarnation, and mutually generate and restrain each other, and the reason why my soul makes the spring water show such changes is because the body and soul depend on each other. So the communication bridge has been blocked.

He said, Mr. Quan, did your body show signs of uneasiness earlier? In fact, that is also a sign that the fountain of life is about to dry up, and your communication with your own world has long been blocked. It has lived in peace for more than 400 years, but this is also the limit.

He said, Mr. Quan, haven't you noticed that your body has returned to normal recently?In the same way, if I want to maintain the stability of my soul and imprison my soul in this body, there is a way, and there is still room for choice in the future.

But, Do Min Joon, how would you choose?Sato's sentence, you want to ruin the future guess, will it really be adopted by you? !

In front of the spring pool, I can almost guess your choice from your relieved expression, but this is what worries me the most. If you want to stay for me, if you want to give up yourself for me. Time, I thought, I would never agree!

Do Min Joon, I am just a shooting star in your long life. When it crosses the sky, it is gorgeous and beautiful, but this dazzling light is short-lived, a fleeting brilliance, and cannot have the permanent vitality like the sun .

If my existence shakes you, then I will choose to disappear. No matter how deep and unforgettable the love is now, as time goes by, it can be gradually forgotten in the long river of time, just like what you experienced 400 years ago pain, then you can start a new life, experience a new life, in your place, on your planet, in your still long life.

So, Dou Minjun, don't waver, don't give up, don't be nostalgic, here, there is no future for you, and there is no one worth your future.

"Du Minjun, you don't really believe what he said, do you? He might be wrong, doesn't he?"

"I also doubted his identity at the beginning. Earthlings really shouldn't have this so-called 'spiritual' ability, but it's amazing that he does have some kind of superpower that I can't explain clearly, such as that eye. Spring water is naturally generated, but it can reflect the difference of the soul."

"Does the spring water have no effect on you? Should normal people be like that little boy, making the clear water turbid, but because I have a different soul, the spring water has become that color. "

"It's not that it doesn't work for me, it's just a special case that is extremely opposite to yours."

"So, according to Sato, we just complement each other because of each other's existence? You will no longer have abnormalities in your body, and my soul will gradually stabilize?"

"Well, so to speak, at least the possibility of you disappearing is removed."

"But don't you want to go back?! No, have you decided to leave?!" I knew it, I knew it, you still decided to stay, you were shaken.

When you firmly told me that you decided not to leave, decided to stay, and no matter how long, you would try your best to stay by my side, I really couldn't control my emotions.

"No! No! No!" I broke down and cried, even if I told you my thoughts, would you still not listen to me, "Du Minjun, you don't belong here in the first place, why take the risk Stay, the 'solution' he said is just his own guess, there is no reliable evidence at all, and it may not be able to completely solve our problem."

Do Minjun hugged me and comforted me, your determination and wishes, your sincere love and bright future, every word and every word touched my tangled heart, but Do Minjun, I can’t let all of this be based on exhausting you On the basis of life, this is my bottom line, please don't force me to retreat anymore!

"If it is really like what you have experienced, human souls can reincarnate after a hundred years, what about aliens?! After a hundred years, I will definitely disappear in this world. Tell me, what will you do when the time comes? Where are you? How do you find another 'complementary' existence like me? How do you ensure that your life will not disappear in the next 400 years?!"

I pushed him away and stood up, keeping the distance between each other, "If you can't find a soul as special as mine, you will disappear completely?! Besides, even if you really have a soul like me, you will be with me. Does she maintain a relationship as close as we do?!"

Just like what you said, the purpose of making love with me in that spring is to fully reconcile the extreme yin and yang aura in our bodies, so the way to reconcile the aura is to have sex between men and women, right?After you risked your life to love me, are you sure you can accept another "special" woman in a short period of time?

"Du Minjun, do you remember that the future predicted by Mr. Sato is premised. He said that there is still room for choice in the future, but that room..." is——生き别れ、あるいは生き别れ(Life, or death), "Do you dare to tell me the truth, the so-called life and death, are you talking about me alone, or including yourself?! In the future, if you stay, the corresponding price will be Aren't you going to die like a human too?!"

Dou Minjun, you dare not answer, right? Looking at your expression, I knew that I guessed it right again this time. Sure enough, there is no "next person" to live on, right?Sure enough, you have to pay the price of your life to stay, right? !

Do Min Joon, at this moment, are you crying for the future of separation, or my reckless rejection?

"Du Minjun, do you know? Who I used to be and what was my name? Now, I can't remember at all! The day I drank with you, I actually asked the answer I wanted to know the most. When you When you give me an affirmative answer, I want to confess everything to you.

But...yesterday morning, when I wanted to speak, I was shocked to find that I couldn't remember my original name, original appearance, original relatives, and acquaintances. Can't get up! ! "

I collapsed and leaned against the wall behind me, and slowly sat on the ground.

Do Min Joon, I dare not tell you, now, all I can remember is the little things after I came here, it seems that when I use Cheon Song Yi's body, she is also assimilating me.Qian Songyi's soul may have always existed, and it did not disappear because of my arrival, but continued to coexist with her like this. I am afraid that the person who gradually disappears may be me.

This thought makes me feel extremely scared. If one day I really disappear and can no longer return to my original life, then will I become dust in the vast universe and disperse in it.

So, I failed to confess my secret to you, I don’t know how to speak, all this happened quietly, caught me off guard, I really found out, when I really started to think, I didn’t know, maybe it was too late.

I am afraid that one day I will have to disappear, but I am even more afraid that you will be more determined after hearing the speculation in my mind, and choose the future that makes me even more afraid. If I tell you, I may completely die because of your departure. Does disappearing into this world make it even more impossible to stop you?

Do Min Joon, how do you accept things that I would be afraid of even thinking about them with a smile?

I clearly remember that when Attorney Zhang confessed your feelings for him to Cheon Song Yi, he said, "He is a different person from before. He has liked you since a long time ago. No matter how deep the love is, you can't help it." Imagined, even at the cost of his life, decided to stay. '

Now, even though I didn't say anything, I didn't do anything, and I selfishly gave you whatever I wanted in love, but you still resolutely chose the future of death.

You are constantly looking for my secrets, and you are constantly looking for ways to solve the 'problems' between us. In order to be with me, you are trying everything.

I know, maybe in your opinion, I am shrinking, avoiding, a kind of cowardice, and I can't even understand the reason why I don't want to stay together, but, Dou Minjun, should love be selfish?

I can imagine how hard it would be to live without you, how lonely it would be, and what kind of torture it would be, but this is just a process after all, not a result!

Perhaps for me, this process will be very short. If Sato's words are true, then after you leave, I who lost the "bridge" will probably "disappear" soon. No matter where I go, I think, this I can't take this relationship with me. He belongs to 'Qian Songyi' and belongs to this world. Therefore, I probably won't endure the so-called "suffering" for too long.

So, I won't tell you my guesses, I won't reveal my fears to you, I won't exchange my 'time' with yours, because there is a huge difference in the way they calculate.

I once said that I will let you leave here in the near future, no matter what means I have to use, no matter what price I have to pay, I will try my best to do it.

Perhaps, fate arranged this way early on, let us each go back to our own place...

If I can get you a safe future, I think I can do it too. With sincere love for you, face your own future calmly, whether it is disappearance or death.

I have confidence, as long as you are safe, as long as you are still alive, I have confidence, let myself be strong, let myself make a choice, choose, belong to me, the way to love you!

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