Return to the Road of God
Chapter 7 Self Doubt
When Ye Yufan arrived at school the next day, he found that many students were laughing when they saw him.
When he came to the classroom, there was even a commotion. Many boys whistled and booed, and even Yang Kai smirked at him, "Brother, you are very good!"
Ye Yufan was a little dazed by everyone's intense reaction, he muttered to himself: "What..."
When he sat down, Yang Kai quickly asked, "So you like Li Shihan from the class next door!"
Ye Yufan was surprised: "How did you know that too?" Last night his father asked him if he liked Li Shihan, what happened to everyone?Can you read minds?
Yang Kai: "Damn~ you did that kind of thing! Is there anyone in the whole school who doesn't know that you like Li Shihan?"
Ye Yufan was puzzled: "What am I doing!"
Yang Kai thought he was embarrassed, winked and said, "Just keep pretending!"
Ye Yufan lost his memory again?not at all!Ye Yufan remembered, but he only remembered seeing Li Shihan kicking shuttlecock with that boy, he felt very angry and depressed, that's all.
As for the fact that he hit Zhang Lixing, yelled that sentence at Zhang Lixing, and was called to the office for questioning, he had no memory of it at all.
Yesterday's Ye Yufan fell into silence after beating someone. When he was silent, he seemed to be immersed in his own world. All the noise and interruptions from the outside world were useless to him.
But at this moment, Ye Yufan was very conflicted, could it be that the way he watched her kicking the shuttlecock yesterday was too revealing?No way, Li Shihan was not the only one kicking the shuttlecock at that time...
Ye Yufan wondered, he tried hard to think back, but the uneasiness surged up again, every time he thought about it deeply, an inexplicable fear and panic would arise in his heart.
He quickly stopped, opened the book, took a pen at random in his hand, and began to fiddle with it unconsciously. The middle finger and index finger holding the pen trembled, and the pen tip pulled up and down, left and right in the air, as if dancing.This movement made Ye Yufan calm down slowly.
He went to the toilet between classes. In the corridor leading to the toilet, he happened to meet Li Shihan walking from a distance with a stack of homework books. She should be a study committee member or a class representative, Ye Yufan thought.
The distance between the two was getting closer, Ye Yufan was considering whether to say hello to her, as usual, a smile or a gesture would do, which was natural and could show their familiarity.
However, to Ye Yufan's surprise, when Li Shihan saw him, she blushed instantly. She lowered her head, deliberately walked around Ye Yufan, and walked over.
Ye Yufan's footsteps stopped, and he was instantly dumbfounded.
what happened?Why did Li Shihan behave like this? ! ... Does she know that she likes her?
Ye Yufan felt that something was wrong, he began to doubt himself, and his brain inevitably ached again, but in the face of the resentment that his first love was destroyed, he endured it.
Then, the things I have done are recalled bit by bit, like video after video - he painted all night, he beat people, he yelled crazily...
Ye Yufan stood in the corridor, he was suddenly frightened, he felt that he didn't know himself, he stretched out his palm to observe carefully, he looked down at his legs and feet, he tried to say "ahhh", even when the class bell rang no response.
Instead of going back to the classroom, he went to the playground.The same venue, the same route, he walked it again, and his memory became clearer!
That's right, he beat Zhang Lixing at this very place yesterday, and he said such ridiculous things to Zhang Lixing, "Li Shihan is mine", it was so embarrassing, Ye Yufan was so ashamed that he wanted to hit the wall at this moment!
Why would you do such a thing?Ye Yufan returned to the classroom in a daze. This class was the head teacher's class. Seeing that Ye Yufan skipped half the class without even saying hello, she couldn't help being a little angry.This student is indeed excellent academically, but he is also too free-spirited!
After class, the head teacher called Ye Yufan to the office again, reprimanded him emotionally and rationally, and asked him how he was doing in the self-criticism.
This time Ye Yufan's attitude was much better. He bowed his head and admitted his mistake, saying that he would hand in his self-criticism before the end of get out of class at night, and took the initiative to apologize to Zhang Lixing.
"Don't do stupid things anymore!" The homeroom teacher said helplessly, "The mid-term exam will be in a week, hurry up and review, and perform well."
Ye Yufan responded, but today's incident had already cast a huge shadow in his heart.
During this period of time, he has been subconsciously blocking all external speeches that he cannot understand. Others’ opinions often confuse him, but no matter how much he insists on himself, when everyone stands on the opposite side of him, everyone’s behavior When Ye Yufan's memory was wrong, even his own memory was disproven in an instant...
At this moment, Ye Yufan's long-standing self-confidence was destroyed.
-
A week later, Ningcheng Airport.
Zhong Yueren saw his long-lost old friend in the pick-up hall, and strode up to give him a hug, "Bei Nian, we haven't seen each other for several years!" He patted the other person on the back, "It's time to return to China, Rijin Is Chidou there?"
Rui Beinian smiled: "Only Qiandou? Are you kidding me? I'm not a fool for nothing."
Zhong Yueren: "Has the personal problem been resolved? Are you still floating?"
Rui Beinian: "No rush."
Zhong Yueren: "That's not good, I'm already 32 years old, and your old man doesn't remind me?"
Rui Beinian: "Don't just talk about me, how about you, are you willing to stay in this small city for the rest of your life?"
Ningcheng is not considered a small city in China, but for someone like Rui Beinian who flies around the world all day, it is really not up to par.
"What's wrong with a small city? Although the sparrow is small, it has all the internal organs! I'm not as powerful as you. I can live without worrying about food and drink for a few years with just a few fingers. Little people like us can only work hard and support our families. Nine to five is also a kind of happiness."
Rui Beinian shook his head: "It really sounds like someone like you would say something!" Zhong Yueren asked Rui Beinian to sit in his old car, which immediately provoked disgust, "You have been driving this poor Xiali for several years. ?”
Zhong Yueren said: "Eight years."
Rui Beinian: "Is it necessary to pretend to be so poor?"
Zhong Yueren: "Speaking of business, how is the case analysis going?"
"It's weird, I've never seen it before!" Rui Beinian became excited, "I heard you hypnotized him?"
Zhong Yueren: "Well, during the second time."
Rui Beinian: "It says in the record that it failed?"
Zhong Yueren: "Yes."
Rui Beinian: "You're so weak!"
Zhong Yueren: "Hey..."
Rui Beinian frantically said, "How can you do such a hasty thing! Hypnosis requires strict preliminary preparation and environmental control. At that time, the patient's mood is not stable, and his attention is not concentrated. How can you hypnotize like this?" He, no wonder he messed things up! Ah, yes, a schizophrenic patient cannot be hypnotized, hypnosis will only make his condition worse, maybe his schizophrenia is also caused by your failed hypnosis!"
Zhong Yueren complained in his heart: Although I am not as good as you in terms of hypnosis, no one dares to be number one if I want to be number two in this city!You make me look like a quack doctor with three tricks...
But the complaints were all complaints, Zhong Yueren still complimented very kindly: "Isn't it because of you, even if you are smart, don't you have the ability to make people get back together?"
Rui Beinian was very helpful: "That is."
Zhong Yueren: "To be honest, I hypnotized him before because I inferred that he had a split personality, so who would have thought that he doesn't look like a split personality at all..."
Rui Beinian: "I've read your analysis and inference. There is no major problem, but the evidence is insufficient. The patient's symptoms do not have any symptoms or trigger conditions, so the conclusion is very weak, so..."
Zhong Yueren: "So?"
Rui Beinian: "So I'm here, let's hypnotize him."
Zhong Yueren: "..." Which bastard just now accused others of not being able to hypnotize casually?It's really embarrassing to say so easily now!
But having said that, this guy's technology in this area is still very reassuring, but his methods are a bit rough.When he was still in school, Rui Beinian already knew a little bit of hypnotism, and he always used this method to play pranks. He even used hypnosis to make a man fall in love with him, and just thinking about it gave people goosebumps.
The current Rui Beinian, after experiencing the baptism of the doctoral program of the most perverted medical school in the legend and the personal guidance of the hypnotist Eric, is definitely more terrifying than ten years ago!
Zhong Yueren trembled subconsciously, thinking that he must not provoke this person...
On the other hand, Ye Yufan's midterm exams were also over. Under the influence of "intermittent mental illness", his grades fell short of expectations, and he only got the third place in the class, No. 20 in the grade.
But leaving aside the grades, Ye Yufan's answer sheet stunned all the teachers.
"All the questions that have been answered are correct, and the questions that have not been answered are drawn incomprehensible pictures. Half of the Chinese composition is written, and the other half is drawn with a bunch of strange lines!" The class teacher said depressedly on the phone "I don't know what he's thinking!"
The homeroom teacher didn't tell Father Ye, but the first physics teacher who found him said that Ye Yufan did 90.00% of the questions and scored all of them. Patterns that humans cannot understand.
"What do you mean by sending sub-questions and not doing it!" The physics teacher who gave the question was almost annoyed, "Is this student laughing at my IQ!" However, when the head teacher showed Ye Yufan's Chinese answer sheet to him, , he was speechless.
"It's not that this child can't do it, but he doesn't want to do it." The math teacher concluded deeply while holding a teacup.
"Hey, this is also a kind of geek..."
The homeroom teacher told Father Ye the truth about the complaints of the teachers in each subject, and Father Ye repeatedly said on the phone: "I will talk to him, I'm really sorry, I don't think he did it on purpose!"
Father Ye didn't criticize Ye Yufan because he was worried that his son's grades would plummet!
"Xiao Yu," Father Ye pushed open his son's door, saw him staring at his test paper in a daze, walked over and asked and patted him on the shoulder, "What's the matter?"
Ye Yufan pointed to the test paper and said, "I remember doing these questions."
"Really? Did the aliens change your answer?" Father Ye said pretending to be relaxed, thinking he had made a very interesting joke.
Ye Yufan suddenly said sharply: "No! I did it! I remember!"
He was bluffing, and he wanted to cover up his panic in this way, but he also vaguely knew in his heart that his behavior and memory had once again contradicted.
Father Ye: "Uh..."
"Father, I remember I did these questions!" Ye Yufan wanted to insist on his own opinion, but he was very scared.
Father Ye quickly comforted him: "Okay, okay, Dad knows."
It took a long time before Ye Yufan calmed down, and asked cautiously, "Dad, is there something wrong with me? I... Am I sick?"
This was the first time he asked his relatives for confirmation, his tone even trembled a little, but he still asked.
But Father Ye denied it. He comforted Ye Yufan: "No, what are you thinking about?"
Ye Yufan didn't dig into the horns anymore, but asked another question: "Will Mom be angry?"
Father Ye: "Huh?"
Ye Yufan's voice showed a hint of grievance: "I didn't pass the exam, will my mother be angry?"
The tough man over forty was a little sad: "No, absolutely not, both parents know you are excellent."
When he came to the classroom, there was even a commotion. Many boys whistled and booed, and even Yang Kai smirked at him, "Brother, you are very good!"
Ye Yufan was a little dazed by everyone's intense reaction, he muttered to himself: "What..."
When he sat down, Yang Kai quickly asked, "So you like Li Shihan from the class next door!"
Ye Yufan was surprised: "How did you know that too?" Last night his father asked him if he liked Li Shihan, what happened to everyone?Can you read minds?
Yang Kai: "Damn~ you did that kind of thing! Is there anyone in the whole school who doesn't know that you like Li Shihan?"
Ye Yufan was puzzled: "What am I doing!"
Yang Kai thought he was embarrassed, winked and said, "Just keep pretending!"
Ye Yufan lost his memory again?not at all!Ye Yufan remembered, but he only remembered seeing Li Shihan kicking shuttlecock with that boy, he felt very angry and depressed, that's all.
As for the fact that he hit Zhang Lixing, yelled that sentence at Zhang Lixing, and was called to the office for questioning, he had no memory of it at all.
Yesterday's Ye Yufan fell into silence after beating someone. When he was silent, he seemed to be immersed in his own world. All the noise and interruptions from the outside world were useless to him.
But at this moment, Ye Yufan was very conflicted, could it be that the way he watched her kicking the shuttlecock yesterday was too revealing?No way, Li Shihan was not the only one kicking the shuttlecock at that time...
Ye Yufan wondered, he tried hard to think back, but the uneasiness surged up again, every time he thought about it deeply, an inexplicable fear and panic would arise in his heart.
He quickly stopped, opened the book, took a pen at random in his hand, and began to fiddle with it unconsciously. The middle finger and index finger holding the pen trembled, and the pen tip pulled up and down, left and right in the air, as if dancing.This movement made Ye Yufan calm down slowly.
He went to the toilet between classes. In the corridor leading to the toilet, he happened to meet Li Shihan walking from a distance with a stack of homework books. She should be a study committee member or a class representative, Ye Yufan thought.
The distance between the two was getting closer, Ye Yufan was considering whether to say hello to her, as usual, a smile or a gesture would do, which was natural and could show their familiarity.
However, to Ye Yufan's surprise, when Li Shihan saw him, she blushed instantly. She lowered her head, deliberately walked around Ye Yufan, and walked over.
Ye Yufan's footsteps stopped, and he was instantly dumbfounded.
what happened?Why did Li Shihan behave like this? ! ... Does she know that she likes her?
Ye Yufan felt that something was wrong, he began to doubt himself, and his brain inevitably ached again, but in the face of the resentment that his first love was destroyed, he endured it.
Then, the things I have done are recalled bit by bit, like video after video - he painted all night, he beat people, he yelled crazily...
Ye Yufan stood in the corridor, he was suddenly frightened, he felt that he didn't know himself, he stretched out his palm to observe carefully, he looked down at his legs and feet, he tried to say "ahhh", even when the class bell rang no response.
Instead of going back to the classroom, he went to the playground.The same venue, the same route, he walked it again, and his memory became clearer!
That's right, he beat Zhang Lixing at this very place yesterday, and he said such ridiculous things to Zhang Lixing, "Li Shihan is mine", it was so embarrassing, Ye Yufan was so ashamed that he wanted to hit the wall at this moment!
Why would you do such a thing?Ye Yufan returned to the classroom in a daze. This class was the head teacher's class. Seeing that Ye Yufan skipped half the class without even saying hello, she couldn't help being a little angry.This student is indeed excellent academically, but he is also too free-spirited!
After class, the head teacher called Ye Yufan to the office again, reprimanded him emotionally and rationally, and asked him how he was doing in the self-criticism.
This time Ye Yufan's attitude was much better. He bowed his head and admitted his mistake, saying that he would hand in his self-criticism before the end of get out of class at night, and took the initiative to apologize to Zhang Lixing.
"Don't do stupid things anymore!" The homeroom teacher said helplessly, "The mid-term exam will be in a week, hurry up and review, and perform well."
Ye Yufan responded, but today's incident had already cast a huge shadow in his heart.
During this period of time, he has been subconsciously blocking all external speeches that he cannot understand. Others’ opinions often confuse him, but no matter how much he insists on himself, when everyone stands on the opposite side of him, everyone’s behavior When Ye Yufan's memory was wrong, even his own memory was disproven in an instant...
At this moment, Ye Yufan's long-standing self-confidence was destroyed.
-
A week later, Ningcheng Airport.
Zhong Yueren saw his long-lost old friend in the pick-up hall, and strode up to give him a hug, "Bei Nian, we haven't seen each other for several years!" He patted the other person on the back, "It's time to return to China, Rijin Is Chidou there?"
Rui Beinian smiled: "Only Qiandou? Are you kidding me? I'm not a fool for nothing."
Zhong Yueren: "Has the personal problem been resolved? Are you still floating?"
Rui Beinian: "No rush."
Zhong Yueren: "That's not good, I'm already 32 years old, and your old man doesn't remind me?"
Rui Beinian: "Don't just talk about me, how about you, are you willing to stay in this small city for the rest of your life?"
Ningcheng is not considered a small city in China, but for someone like Rui Beinian who flies around the world all day, it is really not up to par.
"What's wrong with a small city? Although the sparrow is small, it has all the internal organs! I'm not as powerful as you. I can live without worrying about food and drink for a few years with just a few fingers. Little people like us can only work hard and support our families. Nine to five is also a kind of happiness."
Rui Beinian shook his head: "It really sounds like someone like you would say something!" Zhong Yueren asked Rui Beinian to sit in his old car, which immediately provoked disgust, "You have been driving this poor Xiali for several years. ?”
Zhong Yueren said: "Eight years."
Rui Beinian: "Is it necessary to pretend to be so poor?"
Zhong Yueren: "Speaking of business, how is the case analysis going?"
"It's weird, I've never seen it before!" Rui Beinian became excited, "I heard you hypnotized him?"
Zhong Yueren: "Well, during the second time."
Rui Beinian: "It says in the record that it failed?"
Zhong Yueren: "Yes."
Rui Beinian: "You're so weak!"
Zhong Yueren: "Hey..."
Rui Beinian frantically said, "How can you do such a hasty thing! Hypnosis requires strict preliminary preparation and environmental control. At that time, the patient's mood is not stable, and his attention is not concentrated. How can you hypnotize like this?" He, no wonder he messed things up! Ah, yes, a schizophrenic patient cannot be hypnotized, hypnosis will only make his condition worse, maybe his schizophrenia is also caused by your failed hypnosis!"
Zhong Yueren complained in his heart: Although I am not as good as you in terms of hypnosis, no one dares to be number one if I want to be number two in this city!You make me look like a quack doctor with three tricks...
But the complaints were all complaints, Zhong Yueren still complimented very kindly: "Isn't it because of you, even if you are smart, don't you have the ability to make people get back together?"
Rui Beinian was very helpful: "That is."
Zhong Yueren: "To be honest, I hypnotized him before because I inferred that he had a split personality, so who would have thought that he doesn't look like a split personality at all..."
Rui Beinian: "I've read your analysis and inference. There is no major problem, but the evidence is insufficient. The patient's symptoms do not have any symptoms or trigger conditions, so the conclusion is very weak, so..."
Zhong Yueren: "So?"
Rui Beinian: "So I'm here, let's hypnotize him."
Zhong Yueren: "..." Which bastard just now accused others of not being able to hypnotize casually?It's really embarrassing to say so easily now!
But having said that, this guy's technology in this area is still very reassuring, but his methods are a bit rough.When he was still in school, Rui Beinian already knew a little bit of hypnotism, and he always used this method to play pranks. He even used hypnosis to make a man fall in love with him, and just thinking about it gave people goosebumps.
The current Rui Beinian, after experiencing the baptism of the doctoral program of the most perverted medical school in the legend and the personal guidance of the hypnotist Eric, is definitely more terrifying than ten years ago!
Zhong Yueren trembled subconsciously, thinking that he must not provoke this person...
On the other hand, Ye Yufan's midterm exams were also over. Under the influence of "intermittent mental illness", his grades fell short of expectations, and he only got the third place in the class, No. 20 in the grade.
But leaving aside the grades, Ye Yufan's answer sheet stunned all the teachers.
"All the questions that have been answered are correct, and the questions that have not been answered are drawn incomprehensible pictures. Half of the Chinese composition is written, and the other half is drawn with a bunch of strange lines!" The class teacher said depressedly on the phone "I don't know what he's thinking!"
The homeroom teacher didn't tell Father Ye, but the first physics teacher who found him said that Ye Yufan did 90.00% of the questions and scored all of them. Patterns that humans cannot understand.
"What do you mean by sending sub-questions and not doing it!" The physics teacher who gave the question was almost annoyed, "Is this student laughing at my IQ!" However, when the head teacher showed Ye Yufan's Chinese answer sheet to him, , he was speechless.
"It's not that this child can't do it, but he doesn't want to do it." The math teacher concluded deeply while holding a teacup.
"Hey, this is also a kind of geek..."
The homeroom teacher told Father Ye the truth about the complaints of the teachers in each subject, and Father Ye repeatedly said on the phone: "I will talk to him, I'm really sorry, I don't think he did it on purpose!"
Father Ye didn't criticize Ye Yufan because he was worried that his son's grades would plummet!
"Xiao Yu," Father Ye pushed open his son's door, saw him staring at his test paper in a daze, walked over and asked and patted him on the shoulder, "What's the matter?"
Ye Yufan pointed to the test paper and said, "I remember doing these questions."
"Really? Did the aliens change your answer?" Father Ye said pretending to be relaxed, thinking he had made a very interesting joke.
Ye Yufan suddenly said sharply: "No! I did it! I remember!"
He was bluffing, and he wanted to cover up his panic in this way, but he also vaguely knew in his heart that his behavior and memory had once again contradicted.
Father Ye: "Uh..."
"Father, I remember I did these questions!" Ye Yufan wanted to insist on his own opinion, but he was very scared.
Father Ye quickly comforted him: "Okay, okay, Dad knows."
It took a long time before Ye Yufan calmed down, and asked cautiously, "Dad, is there something wrong with me? I... Am I sick?"
This was the first time he asked his relatives for confirmation, his tone even trembled a little, but he still asked.
But Father Ye denied it. He comforted Ye Yufan: "No, what are you thinking about?"
Ye Yufan didn't dig into the horns anymore, but asked another question: "Will Mom be angry?"
Father Ye: "Huh?"
Ye Yufan's voice showed a hint of grievance: "I didn't pass the exam, will my mother be angry?"
The tough man over forty was a little sad: "No, absolutely not, both parents know you are excellent."
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