Return to the Road of God

That night, Ye's father and Ye's mother took Ye Yufan to see Dr. Zhong.

On the way, Ye Yufan was listlessly sitting in the car. To ease the atmosphere, Ye's father pretended to be relaxed and chatted with Ye Yufan: "Xiao Yu, I heard that you have a girl you like?"

Ye Yufan: "Yes."

Father Ye: "Who is it?"

Ye Yufan: "I won't tell you."

"..." Father Ye burst into tears. If it was before, Ye Yufan would either pretend to deny it deeply, but if he admitted it, he would definitely say it frankly, not as tempting as it is now!

However, he already knew the girl's name, "Is it Li Shihan?" Father Ye asked.

Mother Ye interjected, "Li Shihan, isn't that the disciplinary committee member of Xiao Yu's junior high school class? He has big eyes, a ponytail, and looks pretty... Xiao Yu likes him? Why haven't I heard you mention it before!" Women are always active on this topic.

Ye Yufan's face was slightly hot, and he said angrily, "No! Don't talk nonsense!"

Father Ye coughed dryly, and planned to get down to business: "Xiao Yu, did you fight with someone else because of that girl today?"

Ye Yufan: "I didn't!"

Father Ye is speechless again. Ye Yufan has been acting recklessly since he was a child, only before the age of six. Is this the long-lost "childishness"?

"Really?" Father Ye asked again.

Ye Yufan became a little weaker, and said in a muffled voice, "Yes..."

Father Ye: "..." It's exactly the same as before the age of six. When he made a mistake and refused to admit it, as long as he asked him a second time in a stern tone, he would admit it.

"Father taught you that it's wrong to fight with others, don't you remember?" Father Ye said this to 15-year-old Ye Yufan in the same way he spoke to a six-year-old child, and he felt very depressed.

Ye Yufan stubbornly did not speak, turned his head to one side, and looked out the window.

"Tomorrow I'm going to apologize to that boy, you know? And that girl, do you know that your behavior has caused trouble to the other party, if you like it, tell the other party frankly, a man should use dignified means to decide the outcome , you hit someone is a very childish behavior, you know?...Xiao Yu, do you hear that? Xiao Yu..."

Ye Yufan was looking out of the window without blinking, and the colorful neon lights attracted his attention. It seemed that he was seeing these things for the first time, and they were so novel that Father Ye's words behind them fell on deaf ears.

Father Ye: "..."

Mother Ye said helplessly, "Forget it."

When they came to the hospital, Dr. Zhong's first words after seeing Ye Yufan were still the same as last time: "Xiao Yu, how are you?"

Ye Yufan sat across from him, his eyes were swaying, and he was very inattentive. Dr. Zhong asked him twice before he came back to his senses, and said blankly: "Doctor Zhong, I feel a little strange recently."

Doctor Zhong asked, "What's wrong?"

"I always recall the past, think about strange things, and do strange things..." Ye Yufan said slowly, he was trying to focus on analyzing his thoughts and behaviors, if he didn't concentrate, he would soon lose his mind Will be distracted.

Dr. Zhong: "Can you give me an example?"

"I think I can draw." Ye Yufan suddenly smiled, "It's so strange, since I was young, drawing is the worst thing I've ever been good at, but now I actually feel that I can draw very well."

When Ye Yufan calmly told him about painting, Dr. Zhong was startled, but he continued calmly: "I heard from your father that you have painted a lot."

Ye Yufan: "Yes, I want to verify it."

Dr. Zhong: "Is there any result?"

Ye Yufan shook his head and said, "I really can't draw well."

"Actually, I saw your painting." Dr. Zhong took out the drawing paper that Father Ye gave him, spread it on the table, and said, "I heard that what you drew is your memory?"

Ye Yufan looked at the drawing paper suspiciously, and said, "I didn't draw this."

Doctor Zhong: "..."

Ye Yufan looked disgusted, and suddenly raised his voice: "What is this! It's so ugly! I drew it much better than this!"

Dr. Zhong coughed and said, "Then what can you draw?"

"...beautiful things, the emotions that burst out in an instant, the energy of a place, and the blooming of life, I can draw them." Ye Yufan's eyes flickered, and he looked very excited when he said these words.

Dr. Zhong was surprised: "Really? It's amazing! I don't know when I can appreciate it!"

Ye Yufan, who was still laughing just now, instantly put on a straight face, and said, "Not now! I can't draw now!"

Dr. Zhong: "Why?"

Ye Yufan looked at his hands, perhaps because of the pain in his heart, his face was distorted: "Hands don't listen to me!"

Doctor Zhong: "..."

An hour later, Ye Yufan came out of the consultation room: "Doctor Zhong told you to go in."

Ye's father and Ye's mother immediately got up and went in, while Ye Yufan stayed outside to do his homework.

"How is it?" The two asked impatiently as soon as they entered the door.

Dr. Zhong: "Shocking, he has changed so much, compared to the first time I saw him, he seems to be a different person!"

Father Ye smiled bitterly and said, "I can no longer tell which is the original Xiao Yu and which is the current Xiao Yu."

Dr. Zhong said while thinking: "That's right, one second you thought he was the familiar Ye Yufan, but the next moment, he will be very strange to you."

"Yeah." Father Ye has a deep understanding of this. At the beginning, Dr. Zhong instilled in them the idea of ​​split personality, making them judge with trepidation every day when it is Xiao Yu and when it is not, but Ye Yufan is fickle. It made them completely confused. Father Ye estimated that if this continues, his nerves will collapse sooner or later.

Dr. Zhong told them: "Xiao Yu told me just now that he did not draw those paintings."

Ye Mu said: "Impossible, I saw him draw it!"

Dr. Zhong nodded: "Don't worry, he said, "It's not the little Yu he painted, not the little Yu who painted. "

The tongue-twister-like statement made Ye's father and Ye's mother very speechless.

"But he knew me from the beginning. He called me Dr. Zhong, and when he talked to me, he expressed his tendency to communicate with me," Dr. Zhong pondered, "If the one just now wasn't Xiao Yu, then the one before Who is it? Can his two personalities switch instantly?"

Father Ye and Mother Ye: "..."

"No!" Dr. Zhong's expression changed, and he said, "Xiao Yu's symptoms just now are more like schizophrenia!"

"Crazy?" Father Ye said unsteadily, "What's going on here!"

Dr. Zhong said: "Don't worry..."

... Can you not be in a hurry!Hearing the doctor's words, the couple of the Ye family broke down, and wanted to yell at him: What are you doing!Split personality for a while, schizophrenia for a while, are you fucking playing with us!You are not professional!What the hell is going on!

"Schizophrenia is a persistent and chronic mental illness. It generally refers to splitting disorders in individual thinking, emotion, behavior, personality, etc. The main manifestation is the incoordination between mental activities and the environment." Dr. Zhong said.

"What's the main difference between this and split personality!" Father Ye said urgently.

"To put it simply, split personality is the premise that a person has multiple personalities, and the personality changes consciously and unconsciously, and it is more inclined to a 'change system'. In fact, the change of personality is inevitable for a person as a social animal. A characteristic shown, although in the eyes of outsiders, his self-contradiction, but each of his personality is sound, complete, and healthy, the patient's intelligence is still normal, and the consciousness of each personality is also clear Yes, according to general psychology, split personality is a mental disorder. But schizophrenia is different. Schizophrenia is a serious mental illness. The patients' thinking lacks basic logic, and they often have delusions, hallucinations, abnormal language expressions, Odd behavior and other symptoms."

"How could this be..." Schizophrenia, that is the real mental illness!Under Dr. Zhong's explanation, Ye's father and Ye's mother knew very well that Xiao Yu's symptoms were very similar to those of schizophrenia!

"For example, Xiao Yu said that he is a painter. We all know that he can't paint, and even lacks artistic ability. When I first met him, he also affirmed his shortcomings in this aspect, but now he says he is a painter. , Denying that those ugly paintings were painted by myself, delusional to draw better ones, this is a typical schizophrenic symptom.”

"..." Ye's father and Ye's mother's mind has gone blank.

"Having said that, painting is an effective means of treating mental illness. Some doctors will even encourage a mentally ill person who can't draw at all to paint, because ordinary people can no longer use normal means to understand their thoughts and behaviors. They can only express it in a unique way. Xiaoyu can take the initiative to animate, which is also a good way for him to vent, and I am optimistic about this.”

"Xiao Yu got into a fight with a classmate at school today, and I heard it was because of a girl." Father Ye told Dr. Zhong exactly what happened.

"Oh?" Dr. Zhong said, "It looks like my temperament has changed a lot."

Mother Ye frowned: "This kid never fought with others before."

Dr. Zhong: "Xiaoyu's current situation is too special. There will be a period of incubation period for normal mental illness, but Xiaoyu has experienced so many changes in just two months, and there was no visible stimulation before. It is really exciting. It's unbelievable."

Father Ye also said sadly: "Yes, it was too sudden." They couldn't accept it!

Dr. Zhong thought for a while, and said, "When I was in Peking University School of Medicine, I had a junior who was an expert in psychotherapy and hypnosis. If I could invite him..."

Father Ye and mother Ye looked at each other. It seemed that his son's illness tended to burn more and more money.But the matter has come to this point, what else can they do besides continue to treat it?It is impossible for them to watch their son become crazy.

Dr. Zhong said: "I can feel your feelings, and I am willing to do my best to help you. I hope you will persevere and muster up the courage to let Xiaoyu continue to receive diagnosis and treatment!"

Ye's father and Ye's mother could only nod: "Then I will trouble you, Dr. Zhong."

After seeing off the Ye family, Dr. Zhong immediately contacted his friend from the same school eight years ago.

"Bei Nian, are you busy lately?... Hehe, I'm okay too. Ah, I'm calling to ask you for help."

"It's not an ordinary patient, it's very rare!...Okay, I'll sort it out and send it to your email. You have to take a look at it. I believe you will be very interested!"

Three hours later, at nearly twelve o'clock in the evening, Dr. Zhong was about to go to bed, when his cell phone rang quickly - Rui Beinian?

He pressed the answer button, only to hear the other end say: "I'll take care of the matter at hand, come to Ningcheng next week, and arrange a hotel for me."

"Okay." Heh, this kid still likes to challenge difficult and miscellaneous diseases that others can't solve!