Return to the Road of God

The man's smile froze instantly on his face, and his eyes were full of disbelief.

He is not a rough person, seeing the other person's expression, he immediately felt uneasy... He wanted to know who the "that person" was in the man's mouth, and whether the "emptiness" in his heart was related to "that person".

But the man didn't say anything, just moved the corner of his mouth with difficulty, and said: "Let's go, let's go to Pinshengfang together..."

The two of them ate some snacks and drank some tea outside, and he was tired.The man sent him back and watched him fall asleep... Everything was so considerate.

But when he fell asleep, he saw another person.

The man stood in the distance, his figure was both familiar and unfamiliar. He stared at the man's face, unable to move his eyes, but he couldn't see clearly due to the distance limitation.

He shouted, "Who are you?"

The man in the dream just smiled and said nothing.

He took a step towards that person, and the other person retreated an inch, and the two of them couldn't get closer. His steps became faster and faster, and he gradually started to run... Seeing this, the person simply turned around and walked away with his back facing him.

The feeling of emptiness in his heart surged up again, "Don't go, don't go...!" He chased and shouted, a name stuck in his throat, but he couldn't say it!

... He woke up suddenly, his heart beating wildly.

The outstretched hands were wrapped in a burst of warmth, and the man sitting on the edge of the bed looked at himself worriedly and asked, "Did you have a nightmare?"

He was taken aback, panting, "Lin Yun, why is it you, Changqing?"

Guan Linyun: "..."

He held Guan Linyun's hand back and asked, "Where did Changqing go?"

Guan Linyun seemed to be startled, and said, "He, he's gone."

"Gone?" He propped himself up and looked around for clothes to wear. "When did he leave? Where did he go?"

"Don't look for it, just lie down..." Guan Linyun held his arm, frowned tightly, and said after a long time, "Xiaochuan, Changqing has been gone for several years."

He looked at Guan Linyun in shock, and murmured: "I've been away for several years? How come? I was with him just now. We had snacks and drank tea together... You must be kidding me, right?"

Guan Linyun endured to the extreme, and hugged the other party in his arms, his voice choked up: "Xiaochuan..."

He pushed the man nervously: "You..."

Guan Linyun: "Don't hide, Xiao Chuan, tell me who I am in your eyes!"

He was at a loss: "You... Lin Yun, did something happen to Changqing? Don't hide it from me, tell me quickly, okay?"

Guan Linyun tightened his arms, moaned and said in his ear: "Changqing is dead, forget about him!"

He was so frightened by Guan Linyun's words that he stopped struggling and sat there blankly.

Guan Linyun let go of him, and turned his hands to his shoulders, eyes full of pain: "You only have me now, understand?"

His lips trembled slightly, "No..." He made a voice that he couldn't even hear, and looked at Guan Linyun like a stranger: "You are lying to me..."

The man's palm was upward, stroking the other's neck, ear temples, and forehead inch by inch...

"I didn't lie to you. I am the one who will accompany you to eat snacks, drink tea with you, and sleep with you." He palmed his head, forced him to look at himself, and then announced in a deep voice, "I am Guan Lin." transport."

"No..." He shook his head, he pushed him away hard, got off the bed in his unlined clothes, and shouted, "Changqing, Changqing—!"

The person who was with me just now was obviously Changqing, why did he become Guan Linyun when he woke up?Guan Linyun must be lying to him, that's right, it's not his fault... Yes, Guan Linyun was joking...

He broke free from Guan Linyun's pull, and was barely able to match his shoes, and ran barefoot on the icy floor, ran from the bedroom to the living room, and rushed into the studio through the long corridor... But when he looked up, he saw a painting hanging in the center of the studio. A huge oil painting, the figure on the screen struck his heart like a bolt of lightning—it was Bai Changqing's back!

"No...!" He seemed to be sucked out of his soul in an instant, and fell limply to the ground.

Bai Changqing is gone, Bai Changqing is really gone...

The man in the dream is Bai Changqing... No!

He raised his hands and stared at his palms...

He couldn't figure out whether it was a dream just now or a dream now.

"Ugh..." There was a sharp pain in his brain, and he screamed hysterically while holding his head, "Ah... ah!"

He couldn't hear the voice of the man chasing after him, and he didn't realize that the man was holding him in his arms and anxiously calling the doctor... He just felt that his head was hurting like it was going to explode...

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On the double sofa seat in the garden bar, two overlapping bodies are making blushing and heartbeating sounds due to the entanglement of lips and tongues.

The man under the pressure was flushed, and his slightly narrowed eyes were as charming as if he was drunk that night, "Well..." With an unbearable moan, he raised his hands weakly against Guan Hongze's chest Originally, such an act of refusal and welcome would most arouse a man's desire to conquer, but at this moment, Guan Hongze couldn't let himself continue—even though everything in front of him was what he dreamed of.

Not far away came an instruction: "Just go here."

Guan Hongze's feverish mind cooled down a little, he got up and stepped aside.

Rui Beinian walked over lightly, gave Guan Hongze a look of approval, then sat down beside Ye Yufan, observing the other's expression for a while.

Ye Yufan frowned, looking uncomfortable.

At this time, Rui Beinian said, "Can you hear me?" It was a voice that Guan Hongze had never heard before. There was a hint of magnetism in the laziness, as if there was gravity, which made people involuntarily Listen intently.

Ye Yufan's eyes looked at a certain point in the sky, his eyes were still blank, but he responded: "En."

Rui Beinian: "Tell me, what did you see?"

Ye Yufan moved his lips, and said softly, "...Guan Linyun."

Guan Hongze: "..."

Rui Beinian: "Do you still remember what happened back then?"

Hearing this question, Guan Hongze at the side was stunned again, feeling a little baffled.

"Hmm..." Ye Yufan seemed to be hesitating how to answer, "...remember some."

Rui Beinian: "Is your lover Bai Changqing?"

Guan Hongze looked at Rui Beinian dumbfounded, what was he talking about?Isn't Bai Changqing Xia Xiaochuan's lover?

In the next second, Guan Hongze suddenly turned his head to look at the hypnotized Ye Yufan... Could it be...

Hearing the boy's throat, he answered clearly again: "En."

Guan Hongze's mind suddenly flashed many fragments that he did not understand before: Ye Yufan inexplicably investigated an artist who had nothing to do with him, Ye Yufan called Bai Changqing's name in a daze, Ye Yufan said that he would not believe the truth even if he knew the truth ... The answer is ready to come out!

Rui Beinian: "You just said you saw Guan Linyun, what did he tell you?"

"He..." Ye Yufan's gaze in the sky wavered, "He said he missed me, he was waiting for me... I remember, he asked a doctor to see me..."

Rui Beinian: "What kind of doctor?"

Ye Yufan: "Psychiatrist."

Rui Beinian: "Oh? Have you ever had mental problems?"

Ye Yufan: "Well, during that time, I felt that living was very painful and tormented."

Rui Beinian: "What about after seeing the doctor?"

Ye Yufan: "My brain is in chaos."

Rui Beinian: "Chaos?"

"I can't tell the difference between reality and illusion. Sometimes, Changqing seems to be still by my side. I feel that nothing has changed, but in a blink of an eye, he disappeared. Lin Yun... Lin Yun said, Changqing is dead ..." Ye Yufan frowned deeply, his gaze became more and more violent.

"Which one do you believe?" Rui Beinian had to reach out to cover his eyes, blocking his sight.

Ye Yufan closed his eyes, but the eyeballs were still sliding quickly under the eyelids: "I don't know..."

Rui Beinian recalled what Ye Yufan said earlier about "transferring love and not being in love", and asked again: "Did you fall in love with Shangguan Linyun later?"

"I..." A thin layer of sweat broke out on Ye Yufan's forehead, and the painful expression was obvious.

Rui Beinian: "You believe in the latter, don't you?"

Ye Yufan's shoulders trembled, as if unwilling to face the facts pointed out by Rui Beinian. His body was trembling and sweat was pouring down like rain. Guan Hongze, who was watching by the side, couldn't bear to move his footsteps, but Rui Beinian's sharp eyes blocked him. went back.

Rui Beinian continued to press, "You think Bai Changqing abandoned you, don't you?"

Ye Yufan groaned weakly, Rui Beinian felt his palm warm up, and when he let go, he saw tears pouring out of the boy's tightly closed eyes...

"Uncle..." A female voice suddenly came from behind the screen in the room. The two sober people in the arena were startled at the same time, and looked at the source of the voice together.

"Tang Zhen?!" Rui Beinian was startled and angry, and asked in a low voice, "What are you doing here!"

Tang Zhen came out from behind the screen, stared fixedly at the person on the sofa, the corners of his eyes were red: "Please don't continue!"

Rui Beinian got up and said angrily, "Get out of here."

Tang Zhen was not afraid at all, pointing at Ye Yufan and questioning Rui Beinian: "Don't you realize that he is in pain?"

"You're just messing around!" Rui Beinian got up and pulled Tang Zhen's arm out, "During the hypnosis process, if you interrupt me like this, he will have a nervous breakdown!"

The eldest lady has never suffered such rude treatment from her own uncle, and she suddenly lost her temper: "I saw what you did just now. You wantonly invaded his spirit, and you made Aze belittle him, forcing him to think about painful things. The thing... I don't know what hypnosis is, I only know that Ye Yufan is about to be forced to collapse by you now!"

Rui Beinian never expected that this niece would come to this place with them, and had been peeping from the sidelines for so long!

Tang Zhen burst into tears and said: "I'd rather he never like me for the rest of his life, and I don't want him to suffer like this!"

Guan Hongze was also brought back to his senses by Tang Zhen's words, he was startled to realize what he had just done, and suddenly felt ashamed and embarrassed.

"I'll say it again, get out!" Rui Beinian violently dragged Tang Zhen out, Tang Zhen waved his hands and struggled desperately, his long nails accidentally scratched Rui Beinian's cheek... a sharp pain!

Rui Beinian was furious, he gritted his teeth and said, "Tang Zhen!"

"Uncle Rui!" Guan Hongze, who was watching Ye Yufan's movements, suddenly called out, "Look!"

Ye Yufan, who was lying on the sofa, had stopped trembling. He slowly opened his eyes. After pausing for a while on the ceiling, he gradually turned his eyes. Then, he got up by himself...

"He's awake," Guan Hongze suddenly became nervous, and he asked Rui Beinian in a low voice, "What should I do?"

Rui Beinian's expression changed, he let go of Tang Zhen, and said, "Don't talk."

He walked over and tentatively called out, "Xia...Xiaochuan?"

Ye Yufan turned his head when he heard the words, and looked at the speaker without blinking.

Guan Hongze: "..."