My first love after four years of separation came to my store to buy cakes

Lotus Seed Soup: It’s okay to touch your head~

After sending that sentence, Guan Zishan immediately regretted it.

But there is no way. If you send it out, it is the water that is poured out, and there is no way to take it back.

Guan Zishan originally thought that it might take a while for Milk Pudding to reply to him, after all, right now Milk Pudding is joking with other people in the group of "Meet the Devil", and the chatting speed in the group is almost catching up with the speed of swiping the screen at this moment, Guan Zi Shan's eyes could barely see. He didn't know how many hands the other people in the group had grown, and how they could type so fast.

...But Guan Zishan didn't expect the milk pudding to come back in seconds.

Milk Pudding: I'm Lost in Love Again

Guan Zishan froze for a moment, what? ? ?

... The amount of information in this sentence seems to be quite large.

Guan Zishan hesitated for a moment, he is not very good at comforting people, after thinking for a long time, he only sent a dry sentence——

Lianzi Geng: It’s okay, you will definitely meet better ones

After posting, even Guan Zishan felt that he was too perfunctory, but there was nothing he could do. He was neither good at comforting nor provocative, and he was not good at stewing chicken soup for the soul... So Guan Zishan didn't expect milk pudding to be with him. Continue to talk, but unexpectedly, milk pudding sent a few more words.

Milk Pudding: But I just like him

Milk Pudding: I just like him

Milk pudding: I only want one of him

Lotus Seed Soup: Him?

he? ? ?

The amount of information in this sentence seems to be quite large.

It may be a mistake to hit one "he", but it is impossible to hit three "he" in a row!So milk pudding, like him, likes men?

Guan Zishan suddenly remembered those microblogs that milk pudding posted two years ago. Could it be that the reason why he can feel the resonance with milk pudding is because of the confusion and depression that he once had in those microblogs of milk pudding? and cryptic?

Lotus Seed Soup: Do you... like men?

Guan Zishan hesitated for a moment, and asked cautiously.

He originally thought that even if Milk Pudding was indeed gay, he wouldn't reply positively, but he didn't expect Milk Pudding to admit it.

milk pudding: well, i like men

Before Guan Zishan realized that Milk Pudding actually came out with him, he saw a few words sent by Milk Pudding——

Milk Pudding: You too, right?I can feel

Milk Pudding: You like men too

Guan Zishan: "..."

Although his gay talent is keen, it is only limited to three dimensions. The gay talent of milk pudding can actually see through the computer screen to see through his sexuality? ? ?If he hadn't been hit by the milk pudding and the other party was still swearing, he would have thought that the milk pudding was just a wild guess.

Lotus seed soup: ...

Lotus seed soup: how do you know?

Milk pudding: I guessed

Lotus seed soup: ...

Guan Zishan twitched the corner of his mouth, so he didn't tell himself?

Milk pudding: I didn't expect you to be, it seems that my guess is quite accurate. Lotus seed soup: ...

He, really, really, no, hit, since, recruited!

But anyway, since Milk Pudding even told him the secret that he likes men so openly, why should he cover it up?

In the online matchmaking circle, especially the danmei online matchmaking circle, although there are many male CVs, just because they can accept danmei does not mean they are gay, most of them are straight men.

Although this circle has a high degree of tolerance for homosexuality, and some homosexuals are very high-profile, it does not mean that everyone is willing to confess their sexuality to others.Guan Zishan had never heard of Milk Pudding announcing his own sexuality, and presumably he was not the kind of person who would openly reveal his sexuality.Since milk pudding was willing to tell him, it meant that milk pudding didn't like him as much as he had shown before.

Guan Zishan's mood is subtly a bit comfortable. After so many years in the circle, Guan Zishan has countless fans who add up to three circles, but at the same time, his various brains are also countless, so he has cultivated a diamond heart a long time ago. Guan Zishan doesn't care too much about what others think of him.

...But knowing that milk pudding doesn't really hate him, Guan Zishan still feels quite happy.

But Guan Zishan soon thought of Guan Ziwu again. Since milk pudding likes men, does it mean that Guan Ziwu has hope?Plus milk pudding is now in a lovelorn...

Cough cough, Guan Zishan, who unconsciously pimped his younger brother in his mind, quickly realized, he shook his head, forget it, pimping is not suitable for him, let the two of them do whatever they want.

Milk Pudding: You also like men, so tell me what kind of man you like, let me refer to it Milk Pudding: Maybe he likes that kind of man

Milk Pudding: It’s okay, just talk about it, I’m just referring to it Milk Pudding: Well, I’m actually number one, so I don’t quite understand the idea of ​​those number zeros

Guan Zishan was a little speechless, milk pudding means he looks like the one below?

Lianzigeng: Do you think I understand Zero's idea?

Milk Pudding: Aren't you always attacking adults?Then you must have won a lot of zeros, so how can you not understand the idea of ​​​​zeros?

Lotus seed soup: ...

...You are so right that I am speechless.

Guan Zishan was speechless again. Although he was called Master Zonggong by the fans in the circle, it was because Gongyin was hard to find in the circle, and his voice sounded more aggressive, but in reality, let alone a wave of zeros , even his relationship with Ding Naichuan ended without a problem.

Let him impart experience to milk pudding?It's better to let milk pudding go online to find a reliable love strategy.

Milk Pudding: If you were a size zero, what kind of man would you like?

Lotus seed soup: ...reliable

Milk Pudding: Can you elaborate?Do you mean reliable looks, reliable height, reliable education, reliable money?

Lianzi Geng: ... all reliable

Milk Pudding: Then you are too greedy!How could there be such a perfect man in this world!

Lotus seed soup: ...

Milk Pudding: But, in fact, I am such a man

Lotus seed soup: ...

It was the first time that Guan Zishan met such a narcissistic person at such a young age, and he was also a little drunk.

But when he thought about it carefully, someone with reliable looks, reliable height, reliable education, reliable money... Isn't there one beside him?Ding Naichuan's appearance is nothing to say, he is so handsome that he has no friends. His height is 1.9 meters, which is quite a bit higher than the average height of Chinese men.

and many more!

Guan Zishan suddenly came to his senses, why did he think of Ding Naichuan again?

After being dazed for a long time, Guan Zishan rubbed his temples and smiled wryly... It's hard to understand.

Milk Pudding: But I'm so perfect, he can't even look down on me

Milk pudding: This shows that he doesn't like perfect people, but likes people with some flaws. Lotus seed soup:  …

Guan Zishan felt that the lower limit of his three views had been refreshed again.

Milk Pudding: Forget it, let’s pass this one. Apart from being reliable, what kind of man do you like?

Lianzi Geng: ... the three views are normal?

Milk pudding: three views normal?You mean kind-hearted and helpful. If you find money on the side of the road, you will hand it over to the police.Is Uncle Cha the kind who helps grandma cross the road?

Lotus Seed Soup: Probably, right?

Milk Pudding: Isn't that me!I am so kind that I would shed tears when I saw the ants on the side of the road being trampled to death, and I would dig a small hole to bury them when the petals of the flowers withered and fell to the ground. Guan Zishan was a little drunk again, but at this time He is very calm now.

Lotus Seed Soup: It hurts the spring and autumn without illness.chant

Milk Pudding: ...but I'm so kind, he doesn't even look down on me, it seems he doesn't like people who are too soft-hearted. What about men?

Guan Zishan could tell that the milk pudding was just talking nonsense to him, but why didn't he discover that milk pudding had this quality when he chatted with milk pudding a few times before?It seems that the milk pudding is probably in a bad mood because of a broken relationship, so today is so abnormal.

Lianzigeng: Anyway, it’s not like you

Milk Pudding: ...Why! qaq

Lianzigeng: You are too... perfect, I prefer ordinary people, the down-to-earth kind of milk pudding: I am very down-to-earth! ! !I often buy three pairs of underpants for ten yuan at the street stalls. I like to go to the square at night to do Yangko, square dance, Tai Chi, and so on. He doesn't like everything. It's useless to ask me. I'm not the one you like. You can just ask him what he doesn't like about you. If you change it, maybe you still have a little hope for milk pudding: In that case, he might not like you. He will fight back with the method of asking me what I like about him, and he will change it: ... In that case, there is really no way, you can only change your favorite person, put it down Milk Pudding: I have liked him for many, many years, If I can say that I don't like it, I don't like it, and I can let it go, do I still need to struggle for so many years?

Guan Zishan said silently in his heart, you haven't won it for so many years, the hope of success is really slim.

But of course, Guan Zishan still has a conscience, and he didn't directly tell the truth to attack the milk pudding.

Milk Pudding: In fact, I have tried to change a lot for him over the years. He said that he likes more mature men, so I made myself more and more mature...but he still doesn’t like me. Guan Zishan looks at Milk Pudding When he suddenly became serious, he was stunned for a while.

When he broke up with Ding Naichuan four years ago, Ding Naichuan was still a childish young boy, but when we met four years later, Ding Naichuan was no longer childish, and he became much more restrained than before... If Ding Naichuan Naichuan really came back for him, and at the beginning he was able to pretend calmly that he didn't remember him, which shows that his character is really more restrained than before.

If it was the former Ding Naichuan, would he have jumped at him the first time he saw him?

Guan Zishan was a little stunned, people's character will gradually become mature with time, no matter how ignorant and immature children will grow up one day, and he once thought that he would walk on the road with Ding Naichuan Entering the university, from youth to maturity, he thought that they would witness each other's transformation and maturity with their own eyes... But now, he and Ding Naichuan have indeed matured, but it is under the circumstances that the other cannot see.

Ding Naichuan didn't see how he gradually lost his youthfulness, and he also didn't see how Ding Naichuan became mature step by step.

It is said that college is the most precious and exciting time in everyone's life, but they miss the best time in each other's life.

Milk Pudding: ...but I won't give up

Milk pudding: I have liked him for so many years, now I let go, I am not reconciled to lotus seed soup:  …

Although Guan Zishan would like to say that he has a secret love for Wu Ya, he will be right when he turns back, but love is not a matter of driving, so how can he brake when he wants to?So Guan Zishan didn't persuade him any more.

Milk Pudding: I felt a lot more relaxed after I finished with your tree hole, thank you Lianzigeng: It’s okay, I didn’t help you, but Guan Zishan knows that most people want to find a tree hole to talk about when they have something on their minds , They don't really need any suggestions from others, they just want to vent their emotions. They need quiet listeners more than suggesters.

Milk Pudding: How about it, you can be my tree hole once, and you can also treat me as your tree hole. If you have any worries in the future, you can come to me to throw away your spiritual garbage ~ Lianzi Geng: ... Thank you, but I don't need Guan Zishan is not the kind of person who likes to vent out when he has troubles, he prefers to hide his emotions in his heart rather than venting out.

Milk pudding: It's not good to hold everything in your heart, sooner or later you will become psychotic. Lotus seed soup: ...

Milk Pudding: I can be your tree hole for free. It’s better to vent out than to hold back until you become a psychopath ~ Lianzi Geng: ... Thank you so much. Milk Pudding: You’re welcome, serve the people~

Guan Zishan was amused by the milk pudding's sudden change of style. After laughing, he suddenly found that his mood seemed to have improved a lot.