My first love after four years of separation came to my store to buy cakes

Guan Zishan's brain went blank again, and Ding Naichuan's words were like a sledgehammer, hitting his brain with a bang that turned his brain into tofu flower, completely losing his ability to think.

After Ding Naichuan finished saying that, he didn't speak anymore. The two sat quietly facing each other. Neither of them opened their mouths to say anything. Only silence spread between the two of them.

It took a long time for Guan Zishan to come back to his senses. He raised his head and looked at Ding Naichuan who was bleeding from the corner of his mouth. His eyelashes trembled: "...that's impossible."

Ding Naichuan didn't speak, just sat on the ground and looked up at him silently.

Guan Zishan smiled: "Didn't it be agreed that we are just old classmates?"

Seeing Ding Naichuan's expressionless face, Guan Zishan became ruthless, gritted his teeth and said, "...I don't like you anymore."

Ding Naichuan was silent for a long time, and finally had a reaction, he said: "You are lying... You obviously still like me."

Guan Zishan smiled and shook his head: "I didn't like you when we broke up. If you hadn't come back suddenly, I would have forgotten you a long time ago." In fact, his words were not all lies, at least Before Ding Naichuan appeared again, he hadn't thought about or dreamed of Ding Naichuan for a long time.

The blood at the corner of Ding Naichuan's mouth made his face pale, and he said in a light but firm tone: "But you still remember me, you still remember my favorite dessert, and you remember the dreams we talked about in high school , do you remember that we once said that we would open a cake shop together...otherwise why would you open a cake shop?"

He looked straight at Guan Zishan, which gave Guan Zishan the urge not to look directly into his eyes, but Guan Zishan didn't turn his head to avoid Ding Naichuan's gaze, because that would only make him feel more guilty.

Guan Zishan tried his best to make himself ignore the light and anticipation in Ding Naichuan's eyes. Ding Naichuan's eyes were like a person on the verge of drowning clinging to the last piece of driftwood... Guan Zishan suppressed his sadness and smiled to hide his heart Feeling guilty and at a loss in the depths: "Really, did I say that I want to open a cake shop before? I don't even remember... It seems that I have now fulfilled a dream I had when I was young."

Ding Naichuan's face suddenly turned pale. He silently looked at the expression on Guan Zishan's face, as if trying to find a flaw, but Guan Zishan always straightened his spine. Shan did not show any panic anymore.

"I don't like you anymore," Guan Zishan repeated, not sure if it was to convince Ding Naichuan or himself, "We have broken up for so many years, I don't like you a long time ago, and I'm about to forget you .I like my life right now, I enjoy my life right now... without you."

Perhaps alcohol can make people's nerves weaker, Guan Zishan felt as if his emotions had exploded, and he seemed to be a little bit out of control.

Seeing Ding Naichuan's paler and paler face and the dimming light in his eyes, while Guan Zishan felt extremely depressed deep in his heart, he also faintly felt an inexplicable pleasure after revenge.

"We have been separated for so long, it is impossible to get back together again, I don't like you anymore, Ding Naichuan, I don't like you anymore." Guan Zishan continued as if possessed, every sentence he said Those words made the unhealed scar in his heart be torn open again, and made him feel an indescribable pleasure while feeling the pain.

Ding Naichuan looked at Guan Zishan silently, the light in his eyes had completely dimmed.

Guan Zishan originally wanted to continue talking, but seeing Ding Naichuan's expression, he suddenly couldn't bear it anymore, moved his mouth, and finally swallowed back what he wanted to say.

"...Is that so?" Ding Naichuan suddenly chuckled, "I understand, I'm sorry, I misunderstood."

Guan Zishan's heart twitched, he couldn't bear to look up at Ding Naichuan's expression again.

Guan Zishan turned his head away in the end, staring blankly at the night outside the window, his mind blank.

I don't know how long it took, when Guan Zishan finally came to his senses, Ding Naichuan had disappeared.

After confirming that Ding Naichuan had really left, Guan Zishan fell limply on the bed as if his bones had been taken out of his body suddenly, his whole body seemed to be exhausted after a strenuous exercise.

He buried his face deeply in the pillow, not knowing why things suddenly became like this...

After breaking up with Ding Naichuan, Guan Zishan practiced how not to think about Ding Naichuan every day, and how not to dream of Ding Naichuan every night. At the beginning, no matter how hard he tried, it didn’t work. Thinking of Ding Naichuan, the more profound Ding Naichuan's breath and figure in his brain.

As the saying goes, the more you want to forget, the more you prove that you still remember.

But later, as time passed, year after year passed, Guan Zishan thought of Ding Naichuan less and less. After all, no matter how deep the first love was, it could not withstand the erosion of time.The figure of Guan Zishan in his memory became more and more faded, until finally only some memories of his youthful and frivolous days were left.

Guan Zishan thought that he had completely let go.

But when Ding Naichuan pushed open the door of his cake shop that day, when the wind chime rang, when Ding Naichuan appeared in his life again, Guan Zishan suddenly discovered——he did not Forgot, he did not let go.

Those past events that Guan Zishan thought he had long forgotten swept over like a storm, and Ding Naichuan re-entered his life so casually but extremely forcefully.

Those past events that Guan Zishan thought he had long forgotten, the three years of high school studying hard, the hard work of books and books, the painful memories of getting up early every morning and going to bed late...every paragraph of his three years in high school There is Ding Naichuan in his memories, or doing homework together during the self-study class, or going to the toilet together after class, or lazily doing exercises between classes, Ding Naichuan is in every fragment of his memories.

They talked about their dreams about the future together, and planned their future together. Ding Naichuan is in his future, and he is also in Ding Naichuan's future...

They said they want to open a cake shop, one person is responsible for making cakes, one person is responsible for selling cakes, one person is responsible for packing, one person is responsible for collecting money, one person is in charge of looking after the shop downstairs, and one person is in charge of cooking upstairs.

They used to have so many fantasies about their future, but all fantasies were broken at a parent meeting after their college entrance examination.

It was a college entrance examination voluntary application consultation meeting.

Since the reform of the college entrance examination a few years ago, it was only after the college entrance examination results were released, and the key line of the undergraduate course and the junior college course was drawn, that students began to apply for volunteers. Students and parents who don't know how to apply for the exam reasonably teach their experience.

Because they are afraid that the students will be hot-headed and irrational, the school requires parents to be present.

At that time, Guan Zishan felt very distressed, because he didn't want his father to direct him how to apply for the college entrance examination, but because of the school's requirements, he had to let his father go.

Guan's father knew that since he had his youngest son, he cared less about Guan Zishan, and felt a little guilty if he didn't say anything. There is still a trace of guilt.

So when he learned that Guan Zishan was going to hold a volunteer consultation meeting for the college entrance examination, Guan's father immediately put other things aside and followed Guan Zishan to the parent meeting.

All students must have a parent present, and Ding Naichuan is no exception.

At that time, although Guan Zishan and Ding Naichuan had been dating for a while, Guan Zishan had never met Ding Naichuan's parents, and Ding Naichuan seldom mentioned his parents, so even Guan Zishan only knew about Ding Naichuan's parents. Naichuan lost his mother when he was very young. Ding's father remarried when he was four or five years old, and then his stepmother gave birth to Ding Naichuan's younger brother.

Guan Zishan knew that the relationship between Ding Naichuan and his parents was cold, because neither Ding Naichuan's father nor stepmother had attended any parent meeting in Ding Naichuan High School, and every time the person who came to Ding Naichuan's parent meeting was always Ding Naichuan's face Kind grandpa.

Guan Zishan liked Grandpa Ding quite a bit, because his own grandpa always had a serious and serious face. When he was a child, the person he was most afraid of was his grandpa, but Grandpa Ding was always smiling, with a kind face, very Amiable.

But at that parent meeting, Guan Zishan didn't meet the amiable Grandpa Ding, but Ding Naichuan's... stepmother who was said to have a cold relationship with him.

Before that, Guan Zishan had never been to Ding Naichuan's house, so he had never met Ding Naichuan's father and stepmother except Grandpa Ding. Shan was in the same situation as Ding Naichuan, of course he could understand Ding Naichuan's reaction, so he never mentioned going to Ding Naichuan's house to play.Similarly, he never invited Ding Naichuan to play at his house.

He didn't want Ding Naichuan to meet people he didn't like, and he knew that Ding Naichuan thought the same way.

Guan Zishan has always felt that he and Ding Naichuan should be the people who understand each other best in the world, because they are both descended from the world, because their situations are similar, because they both have a stepmother and younger brother who have a cold relationship...until Guan Zishan Turns out things don't seem to be quite the case.

Ding Naichuan's stepmother is very beautiful and very temperamental. She wears a long white dress and is well maintained. She seems to be in her early thirties. With Ding Naichuan.

She carefully helped Ding Naichuan sort out the application materials, and asked Ding Naichuan's wishes seriously, just like all mothers who seriously plan for their children's future.She smiled beautifully, like all mothers in the world who treat their children with the tenderest patience.

Just as Guan Zishan was walking towards Ding Naichuan, he saw Ding Naichuan's stepmother turn her head, paused, and showed him a gentle smile.

Ding Naichuan's stepmother smiled beautifully, but Guan Zishan's mind went blank for an instant.

After Guan Zishan's parents divorced, Guan's father took away all the photos of Guan Zishan's mother. According to Guan Zishan's aunt, it was because Guan's mother ran away with other men and left them alone.

But the young Guan Zishan didn't believe his aunt's words, he believed that his mother would not want him, so he secretly hid a photo of his mother.The mother in the photo is wearing a long white dress with a gentle smile on her face.

When Guan Zishan was still young, he would often take pictures of his mother to look at. While looking at them, he wondered when his mother would come back. a photograph.

Time passed year by year, and after entering high school, Guan Zishan hid that photo.

Because he finally understood that his mother would never come back.

However, at this moment, Guan Zishan saw the woman in the photo again.

...But that woman has become someone else's mother.