Slag Gong wants to remarry me [Double Life]

"You think so?" He said coldly.

The sudden convulsion of the heart caused Qin Ruilin's brain to be in a state of confusion. His eyes were full of fear and uneasiness, and Xia Xi's almost desperate expression made him feel more painful. He was like a drowning man who was about to be submerged in the sea, but he couldn't find any survivor way down.

He felt like he was almost suffocating.

Xia Xi said expressionlessly, "Get out of the way."

"I……"

"Step aside!"

Xia Xi's tone was indifferent but resolute. He stared at Qin Ruilin motionlessly, his face sinking like water. He seemed to erect a solid barrier, but kept Qin Ruilin out.

Qin Ruilin stepped aside, his whole body was stiff, but he started to tremble uncontrollably, his face was extremely ugly, and his exhaustion made his whole body sluggish, when Xia Xi was gone, he suddenly staggered, and then His body slammed heavily against the wall, and Qin Ruilin clasped the edge of the wall hard to prevent himself from falling to the ground. His face was pale, and cold sweat began to roll down his forehead in big drops.

"Xia Xi..." Qin Ruilin covered his eyes with depression and pain.

Carlo happened to meet this scene, he ran over in shock, helped Qin Ruilin up, and said anxiously: "Master Qin, what's wrong with you? I'll call the doctor right away."

Qin Ruilin stopped him, his face was pale, almost bloodless, but he still forced himself to be calm and said: "No, you go out, don't let other people come over."

"Master Qin?"

"Do as I say!" Qin Ruilin said seriously, "I'm fine, don't say anything about it, and don't tell Xia Xi."

Carlo hesitated for a while, Qin Ruilin's majesty was deeply rooted in the hearts of the people, he did not dare to disobey for a moment, he could only suppress his worry, and then left by himself.

The hall was empty and quiet. After Qin Ruilin was sure that no one would come, the tight strings in his brain suddenly relaxed, and he fell to the ground as if he was exhausted. Exhaustion and pain consumed his energy. He sat on the ground for a while, Then suddenly he slammed his head against the wall, and he was almost in a trance at this moment, and he didn't even know what he was doing at all.

During the few days when Xia Xi came to the United States, Qin Ruilin was almost in torment. He was terrified every day. Once he fell asleep, he would dream of Xia Xi's leaving back. He didn't even dare to sleep anymore. Night after night Killing the time with coffee, and then going to work in a flawless disguise during the day, he is like a clockwork machine, every cell is forced to consume life.

Qin Ruilin's mental state was almost at the end of his rope. He needed something to support him, and once this support began to crumble, his whole state would be in an extremely bad state, and it was very likely that he would completely collapse in an instant.

At this moment, he no longer has the majestic aura of Master Qin. He is embarrassed and decadent. He doesn't even look like a normal person. No normal person would bang his head against the wall, and no normal person would lose all his spirit. He looks very much like him now The wild dog abandoned by its owner can only hide in the corner alone to heal its wounds.

Qin Ruilin didn't know how long he had been sitting. When he opened his eyes again, he found that he was shrouded in a shadow. He raised his head in a daze, and his out-of-focus pupils suddenly became clear. He trembled in fright, and stood up. When he almost tripped over, he looked at Xia Xi in a panic, desperately trying to tidy himself up, but after realizing that it was all in vain, his expression became particularly bewildered.

Xia Xi was still wearing the clothes he had when he came back, and he asked calmly, "What are you doing?"

"I didn't do anything." Qin Ruilin explained in a panic, "I'm just a little tired, I... I'll take a rest."

"Oh."

"Can't you sleep?"

"Ah."

Qin Ruilin clasped his palms tightly. He walked towards Xia Xi step by step, and then stretched out his hand to hug Xia Xi tightly. Because of his bulging abdomen, he couldn't stick to Xia Xi tightly, but he still stretched his arms as far as possible. It's like catching fresh air that you can breathe.

"I'm sorry, I didn't mean to say that, don't be angry with me."

Xia Xi didn't speak.

Qin Ruilin said again: "Are you angry with me? I didn't mean it, I'm sorry, I want to wait for you to come back, but I can't take it anymore, I want to see you, stay in a place without you, I will live I can't go down."

After a while, Xia Xi said wearily: "Lin Weiqing and I are not what you think, we are just friends."

"I know, don't be mad at me, okay?"

"..."

"Please don't be mad at me."

"..."

Qin Ruilin still murmured in a low voice: "Don't be angry with me, I didn't mean it, I will listen to you in the future, and I will never doubt you again, I'm just a little nervous, please forgive me, I I will never make you unhappy again."

Xia Xi frowned, "You're not quite right."

"I'm fine, as long as you don't get mad at me, nothing will happen to me."

"Okay, I'm not angry..."

Qin Ruilin felt relieved, and finally laughed again, he said seriously: "Ah Xi, I miss you so much, it drives me crazy."

Xia Xi sighed, "You shouldn't have appeared so soon, forget it, go to rest now, it's already late."

"I want to look at you."

"It's late."

"I don't want to sleep, I just want to be by your side, it's good to see you."

Xia Xi pushed him away, and he looked at Qin Ruilin seriously again, only to realize that something was wrong with him now, his face was full of panic, as if he was extremely insecure, even when he was pushed away, he still grabbed Xia Xi's hand, His fingers almost ached from the force.

"what happened to you?"

Qin Ruilin shook his head, his eyes never left Xia Xi from the beginning to the end. When Xia Xi took a step, he followed closely. No matter where Xia Xi's gaze fell, his goal never changed.

This is not the Qin Ruilin that Xia Xi knew. He is like a child now, who must always be by the adult's side, and because of lack of security, Xia Xi is worried that he will be abandoned if he walks away a little. A completely unfamiliar feeling. Qin Ruilin has always made him feel invincible, as if any difficulty can be easily broken through. He is strong from the inside out, so Xia Xi never thought that he would be in the The two play a relatively strong role, while Qin Ruilin is as fragile as an unworldly child.

Qin Ruilin relied on: "I want to be by your side. If I can't see you, I will be very sad. Don't leave, okay? I miss you so much, I miss you so much every day."

At this moment, Xia Xi was suddenly at a loss. Facing the completely unfamiliar Qin Ruilin, it seemed that any rejection would make him cry. Of course, Qin Ruilin would not cry, he would just hide himself in a corner, Then sadly and desperately licking the wound alone.

"You are very abnormal tonight, can you go back and rest first? Let's talk about something tomorrow."

"I don't want to sleep. You in the dream don't feel real at all."

"We must sleep, or we will lose our spirits. I have exceeded the estimated time and cannot delay any longer."

Qin Ruilin seemed to have finally thought of the child, he hesitated and said: "Yes, you need to rest, then can I go to your room?" Seeing that the corner of Xia Xi's mouth lowered by an arc, he explained again and again, "I just need to rest It's fine by your bedside, I want to stay where I can see you, don't worry, I promise not to take the opportunity to do other things!"

Xia Xi really didn't understand where his persistence came from, "I won't run away at night."

"Axi..."

"..."

"I must watch you. If you are worried, I can find a corner and squat down. I won't bother you."

"..."

"Ah Xi, please, I don't want to leave you, not even for a second, don't reject me, okay? As long as I can look at you, I will listen to you, I can listen to everything, don't reject me , don't be so cruel, please..."

He sobbed hoarsely, as if his nerves were suppressed to the extreme, and he begged desperately as if there was no other way out. His expression was determined and crazy, as if Xia Xi refused this request, he would instantly fall into a bottomless abyss of destruction.

After a long time, Xia Xi rubbed the center of her eyebrows with her fingertips, and sighed softly, "It's up to you."

Qin Ruilin immediately became happy, his current emotions were clearly written on his face, so that Xia Xi was extremely uncomfortable watching, he walked to the room with complicated emotions, and tried his best to ignore the person next to him who tried everything to grab his hand, Qin Ruilin He was in pain before, but now it was as if he had been given a stimulant, and all the pain was firmly suppressed. He followed Xia Xi step by step, with only this person in his eyes and heart.

Xia Xi is his medicine, which can cure him, but also easily destroy him.

When Xia Xi was taking a bath, Qin Ruilin stood outside without moving a step. He stared at the bathroom door intently, as if he could see through the room. He didn't want to see anything, but he just wanted to keep watch. Looking at Xia Xi, even taking a bath, I was afraid that he would disappear suddenly.

When he came out of the bathroom, Qin Ruilin had already prepared a hair dryer. He stubbornly wanted to help Xia Xi dry his hair. Before blowing the hair, he tested the temperature himself to make sure it was warm before using it on Xia Xi.

After blowing his hair, Xia Xi drove him to take a shower. Qin Ruilin seemed extremely disturbed. He ran out within 5 minutes after entering, his eyes searched everywhere for Xia Xi's figure for the first time, and he was obviously relieved until he found it.

Xia Xi was making the bed. He took the spare quilt, first spread a layer of moisture-proof mat on the floor, and then put the quilt on it. Although Qin Ruilin said that he only needed to stay in the room, Xia Xi couldn't really let him sit in the corner. After squatting all night, Qin Ruilin was stunned for a moment, and soon realized Xia Xi's purpose, and his expression burst into joy.

"You can barely sleep here tonight."

"Okay, I won't force it!"

……

"Are you asleep?"

"No."

"what are you doing?"

"Look at you."

"I turned off the lights, go to sleep."

"okay."

In the darkness, Qin Ruilin still stared at Xia Xi motionlessly, even if it was only a hazy silhouette, it made him feel extremely at ease.

Outside is the boundless and vast night sky. There is no moon, but the stars are shining brightly.