Slag Gong wants to remarry me [Double Life]

Qin Ruilin was sitting in the corner, there were wine bottles in front of him, and he was almost unconscious.

The bar has been cleared, it is empty and devoid of people, without lights and music, Qin Ruilin looks at the stage not far away alone, like an abandoned child, his eyes remain motionless, as if there is something he piously desires , he will never be able to resist.

His heart was in pain, every cell was protesting, but he didn't have the strength to get up, Qin Ruilin fell on the table, he desperately opened his eyes, forcing himself to continue admiring the people on the stage.

Yes, he could see someone there.

In this bar, he can see Xia Xi when he gets himself very drunk, and he repeats it over and over again, as if only when he sees Xia Xi can he really come alive.

He never expected Xia Xi's influence to be so deep, but all his emotions were out of control. He searched for everything about Xia Xi like crazy, the places Xia Xi had been to, the clothes Xia Xi wore, On the ground that Xia Xi walked, he tried to fully integrate himself into Xia Xi's world, even forgetting the fact that Xia Xi had died.

Xia Xi is dead, why is he still alive.

When the hour hand pointed to nine o'clock, Qin Ruilin suddenly raised his head. His eyes were clear, his expression was full of expectation, and there was no trace of drunken decadence left. He sat upright, smiling as if to prove something.

The stage was empty, but Qin Ruilin smiled more tenderly.

He saw Xia Xi holding the microphone in his hand, looking at him shyly and expectantly from afar, and said loudly, "Sorry to bother everyone, today is my lover's birthday, and I want to sing a song for him."

"There are no ups and downs of emotions, because after you appeared, you broke the peace and shocked my closed heart. The icebergs and snow are melting..."

His voice was crisp and clear, with the cleanliness and purity of a young man. While humming, his eyes were always on Qin Ruilin. He looked at Qin Ruilin very seriously. His eyes were full of undisguised admiration for Qin Ruilin. The corners of his mouth raised slightly. Smile like a big boy waiting for a reward.

He continued to sing: "Even if there is not much left in life, as long as you embrace the momentary tacit understanding, let me love you and prove that there is a miracle... I am willing to give up the world and smile away, happiness is far away but together..."

Qin Ruilin laughed from the bottom of his heart, he got up abruptly, then stumbled towards Xia Xi, like chasing hope, he couldn't wait to hold Xia Xi in his arms, but he couldn't do it, he was stunned Standing in front of Xia Xi, seeing the microphone in Xia Xi's hand being thrown to the ground, he was pulled by a force, Qin Ruilin desperately wanted to grab Xia Xi back, but his outstretched hand pierced through Xia Xi's body. past.

He looked at his hands in despair, and finally heard the ongoing conversation.

Someone said coldly with a blank face: "What are you doing? Staggering?"

"I……"

"Don't be ashamed, I don't have time to listen to your terrible voice."

"...listen to me, okay?"

"Don't think too highly of yourself." The man said indifferently, "You are just giving it to me for entertainment, do you really think of yourself as the young wife of the Qin family?"

"I do not have……"

"It's best like this. Don't play these tricks anymore. I'm tired of watching them. Be good. Maybe I can keep you for a while. Otherwise, pack up your things and get out of Qin's house!"

Qin Ruilin yelled like crazy: "——No! It's not like this! Don't go!" He stretched out his hand in vain, but he couldn't catch Xia Xi's fading figure, "Xia Xi, I beg you, Don't go! Come back, I beg you—"

He slumped on the stage, like a hysterical lunatic, but Xia Xi never came back, he looked around blankly, and finally let the alcohol paralyze his brain.

Xie An led Qin's father to come late, and saw Qin Ruilin drunk on the stage. He seemed to grab something, but he couldn't hold it in his hand. Since Xia Xi's death, Qin Ruilin often appeared In this state, he would even deceive himself and others that Xia Xi is not dead yet. Father Qin had no choice but to find a psychiatrist for Qin Ruilin, but it didn't improve at all.

Qin Ruilin suffers from a disease, and unless Xia Xi appears, he will never recover for the rest of his life.

Qin's father rushed over and kicked Qin Ruilin a few times, and said angrily: "Are you crazy? One Xia Xi made you what you are now, Qin Ruilin, you let me down so much! How can you let me rest assured that Bo En Liya to you? Can you be sober? Xia Xi is already dead! Have you forgotten the burial you personally buried him? How long will you be decadent?!"

Qin Ruilin grabbed Father Qin violently, his finger bones turned white with such force, he said anxiously and urgently: "Dad, where is Xia Xi? Have you seen Xia Xi? He was taken away, have you seen him?"

As he spoke, he went to search for the bar, but was stopped by Xie An again.

Xie An, who has always respected Qin Ruilin, hit him for the first time. He grabbed Qin Ruilin by the collar and said angrily, "Brother Qin, can you wake up? Xia Xi is already dead, no matter how sad you are, he will never come back." Don't forget about him, okay? Do you know how much Boen Liya needs you now? Qin Yuhuan and Ji Zi are almost driving Uncle Qin to a corner. I beg you, can you forget about Xia Xi? "

"Forget..." Qin Ruilin seemed to be drained of all his strength, and he said weakly, "I can't forget, he lives here, unless I die, it will never be possible."

"You knew today, so why did you..."

"Yes, why did I... I have to blame for this. I'm sorry for Xia Xi. I owe him all these, and I have to pay them back bit by bit."

After Xia Xi's death, Qin Ruilin gradually fell in love with alcohol. When he was drunk, he could always see Xia Xi clearly again. He also collected all Xia Xi's photos and pasted them all over his room one by one. , He can look at the photo without moving for hours, and after a long time, he can even draw Xia Xi's appearance out of thin air.

One day, half a month, three months, half a year——

As time passed, Xia Xi's shadow became clearer and everything was changing, but Qin Ruilin still lived in Xia Xi's shadow. He was trapped in the trap, and he couldn't break free. He began to suffer from insomnia. He needed a lot of sleeping pills to fall asleep, and his mental state became worse and worse, and he was no longer as vigorous as before. During the counterattack between Baien Liya and Qin Yuhuan, he seemed to be consuming his own vitality every day.

The new nanny didn't know the rules, and went to Qin Ruilin's room to clean without his consent. The moment she opened the door, she was almost scared and rushed out. The wall was covered with pictures of a strange boy. , and the side of the photo was covered with notes. This scene was extremely weird. It took a while for the nanny to get used to it. She bravely entered the room, but found more incredible things.

There were many things in the room that did not belong to Qin Ruilin. There were two pillows on the bed, two cups on the head of the bed, and two sets of toiletries. She curiously opened the closet and found that there were also many things that Qin Ruilin had never worn. The size of the clothes was obviously smaller, but it matched the figure of the young man on the wall. The nanny sighed wholeheartedly how well Qin Ruilin treated his lover, and then closed the door and walked out after cleaning carefully.

She didn't expect Qin Ruilin to be furious because of this, he said angrily: "Who allowed you to enter my room?"

The nanny was startled, she lowered her head and dared not make a sound.

Qin Ruilin said again: "He's still sleeping, did you disturb him?!"

"I...no one in the room..."

"Ah Xi is in the room, how dare you say no one is there!" Qin Ruilin's expression was particularly terrifying at that moment, the nanny even thought he would strangle her to death, she backed away in fear, Qin Ruilin pointed at the door angrily, "—— , don't let me see you again!"

The nanny rushed out of the door, as if there was an evil spirit behind him demanding his life. After Qin Ruilin was furious, he suddenly became nervous. He hurried upstairs, fearing that the nanny would disturb Axi and make her unhappy, so he pushed Axi lightly. He even prepared an apology to Xia Xi.

But he didn't see Xia Xi. The person who usually waited by the door suddenly disappeared this time. He rummaged through the room like crazy, calling Xia Xi's name loudly. How could he? After leaving for a while, why did Xia Xi disappear? Qin Ruilin felt a void in his heart, and the intense fear made him tremble uncontrollably.

— Nanny, it must be a nanny!

Qin Ruilin took out his mobile phone and called the housekeeping company. If he wanted to find the nanny, she must have taken Xia Xi away!He didn't allow it, he would never allow anyone to snatch Xia Xi away.

After the housekeeping company repeatedly promised that the nanny would come back to testify, Qin Ruilin was a little relieved. He sat on the sofa, but couldn't help but began to miss Xia Xi. Normally, Xia Xi would sit beside him obediently, with gentle eyes Looking at him, now that the other party left for a while, he became very uncomfortable. He dug out a stack of Xia Xi's photos, and looked at each one seriously.

These photos were all taken before, now that Xia Xi hates taking pictures, Qin Ruilin will naturally not make it difficult for him, he is already satisfied, as long as Xia Xi can return to his side, it will be worthwhile for him to pay.

When the doorbell rang, Qin Ruilin quickly ran to open the door, and saw the nanny with a trembling expression, and Xia Xi with a gentle face next to her, Qin Ruilin's mood immediately improved, he stretched out his hand to Xia Xi, and said in a reproachful tone: "Go Where? I'm worried, you know?"

Xia Xi looked at him with a gentle smile all the time.

Qin Ruilin couldn't get angry, he firmly grasped Xia Xi's hand, and said to the nanny: "You go, you are not allowed to take Axi away again in the future!"

After he finished speaking, he closed the door.

And the nanny outside the door watched Qin Ruilin talk with a cloud of air in dumbfounded from the beginning to the end.