Slag Gong wants to remarry me [Double Life]

Qin Ruilin chose a relatively high-end restaurant nearby, and reported the names of a few dishes without even looking at the menu, and then carefully told the other party to put less ginger and garlic. Handed it to Xia Xi, said with a smile: "These are all your favorites, I remember the taste correctly, right?"

Xia Xi was startled, he took the menu, then spread it out in front of Qin Chen naturally, and said softly: "Chen Chen, what do you want to eat?"

Qin Chen lost sleep when he heard the meal, he flipped through the menu with great interest, his eyes lit up, he wished he could pick out the food from the menu.

Xia Xi has been paying attention to Qin Chen, discussing with him what to order, but Qin Ruilin's eyes are always fixed on Xia Xi. He often looks at Xia Xi uncontrollably, even if Xia Xi does not move, it is already It has become a habit of his, even he himself has not noticed it many times.

After ordering, Xia Xi handed over the menu to the waiter, completely ignoring the waiter's weird eyes. Two men came to eat with a child. No one could help but be curious about this combination.

Fortunately, they were sitting in the corner, and Xia Xi made another disguise, otherwise Xia Xi would be recognized by the waiter, and Xia Xi might be directly on the headlines tomorrow.

"Ah Xi, how are you doing recently?"

Xia Xi poured Qin Chen a glass of drink, and said calmly, "It's okay."

"Are you... are you so busy at work?"

"..."

"Don't you even have time to go home? Chenchen misses you very much, and I...I miss you too."

Xia Xi lowered her head, her tone was too calm, "You know why I left, why should you deceive yourself and others."

Even though he knew it well, Qin Ruilin was still hurt by this sentence, as if the last hope in his heart had been crushed. He remained silent, like a caged animal that couldn't break free from an iron cage. Xia Xi sat opposite him, and they separated From a very close distance, he could even touch her with his hand, but Qin Ruilin was afraid. He felt that Xia Xi was moving away step by step, and one day she would completely disappear before his eyes.

He thought about it day and night, and Xia Xi, who was sick with worry, no longer wanted him.

Qin Ruilin didn't know what to do, he even wanted to pray to the gods, he wanted to ask for another chance, he would never hurt Xia Xi again, but he no longer had the chance, he lost Xia Xi who loved him, And can never be found again.

Even though Qin Chen was talking endlessly, the atmosphere was still cold and heavy. Xia Xiru was indifferent, and had no interest in talking to Qin Ruilin at all. Qin Ruilin was in a low mood, and had no other entertainment other than staring at Xia Xi in a daze.

On the way back, Qin Chen fell asleep in Xia Xi's arms after eating and drinking. He still hugged Xia Xi tightly with both hands, as if he was afraid that he would take the opportunity to slip away. Xia Xi's mood was no less relaxed than Qin Ruilin. Staying in the company, I wanted to sort things out, but the more I thought about it, the more confused I became. Qin Ruilin's appearance disrupted his plan, but sent Qin Chen to him in the fastest way.

He doesn't want Qin Ruilin, but he must hold Qin Chen firmly.

But Qin Ruilin said that the only way for him to return to Qin Chen was to remarry.

The car was parked downstairs in the villa, but Qin Ruilin didn't get out of the car for a long time. He still held the steering wheel with both hands, and stared blankly at the front. There was no sound in the surroundings, and the dignified atmosphere spread wantonly in the air. His eyes were full of Struggling, as if a certain decision made him feel so painful that the moment he made the decision, his whole body would fall into the abyss.

"What are you doing? Still not getting out of the car?"

Qin Ruilin opened the car door, and then carefully hugged Qin Chen from Xia Xi. Xia Xi's feet were a little numb, and he was still sore while standing on the ground. He took small steps to adapt to the soreness, then turned his head and glanced at Qin Chen, Qin Chen Already asleep, he was lying in Qin Ruilin's arms, and he would no longer find him leaving.

Xia Xi walked slowly to the side of the street. There was a lot of traffic here, so it shouldn't be too difficult to take a taxi.

Qin Ruilin hesitated for a moment, and then quickly put Qin Chen back into the car. He locked the door, and caught up with Xia Xi in three steps and two steps. A little emotion.

He said, "Is there anything else?"

"In the few days when you just returned to China, you were not so indifferent to me. I thought things wouldn't be too bad. Now that I think about it, you probably missed Qin Chen and didn't have time to think about my existence. But I'm really happy. I Meticulously planning everything, I want to move next door to you first, and then slowly integrate into your life, I think I'm almost halfway there, do you know how uncomfortable I was that day? I've never done anything so carefully However, you just told me that you wanted Qin Chen's custody back."

Qin Ruilin spoke quietly, trying not to be emotional, but still let the words be stained with sadness.

"At that moment, I was almost jealous of Qin Chen, jealous of him occupying your heart, Axi, how on earth can you forget what you have foreseen? I really... really don't know what to do, can you Tell me? What do I have to do to keep you? You say, as long as you say, I am willing to do anything!"

Xia Xi's eyes were full of exhaustion, and he said wearily: "Instead of asking me this question, I might as well ask you, how can you let me go? Also, what do you like about me? I'll change, I can change anything .”

Qin Ruilin laughed lowly, but it sounded more like crying, "You can't change, no matter what kind of you you are, I like you very much."

"It's the same for me. Some memories melt into my body like flesh and blood, and they can never be changed."

"I have no chance at all?"

"Don't pester me anymore, Qin Ruilin." Xia Xi looked at him seriously, "You will only make me look down on you like this."

Qin Ruilin looked at Xia Xi without moving. It was so long that Xia Xi almost turned his head and left. The pain in his eyes was so intense that Xia Xi was almost drowned out. He moved his lips, but he couldn't say a word. After a long while, Qin Ruilin Turning his head suddenly, he turned his back to Xia Xi, and wiped his fingers randomly on his face. He was quiet as if there was nothing unusual. Xia Xi's body was frozen in place, and he felt that his hands and feet were too heavy to lift up. The sight in front of him was shrouded in a hazy mist.

He has never seen Qin Ruilin cry before. The Lord Qin who everyone respects and admires will always be extremely powerful. He has no fear, let alone be defeated by difficulties, but now he is crying. He obviously wants to withdraw his tears, but why? There is no way to do it.

Xia Xi moved to the side of the street with difficulty, he didn't want to stay any longer, he felt like he was about to suffocate.

But he failed to get what he wanted, Qin Ruilin rushed over and hugged him suddenly, he held on tightly, for fear that Xia Xi would disappear if he let go, Xia Xi naturally refused to do so, but couldn't break free from Qin Ruilin's shackles, he opened his mouth He bit Qin Ruilin's shoulder hard, he bit deeply, the wound was bleeding almost immediately, but Qin Ruilin didn't relax at all, he put his head on Xia Xi's shoulder, like a drowning man grabbing the last floating Wood.

"Xia Xi..."

He said painfully, "Ah Xi, why is this happening?"

Xia Xi closed his eyes, the scene of himself jumping off the building repeated in his mind, he told himself not to be shaken, no matter what.

"I don't expect too much, as long as I can be by your side, it doesn't matter if you look down on me or think I'm shameless, I don't need you to do anything, Axi, why don't you trust me just once? "

"Let me go……"

Qin Ruilin's voice was hoarse, almost crying: "Ah Xi, I beg you, let's start over again, I beg you...don't be so cruel, please?"

He is begging me.

Lord Qin even begged for help.

Xia Xi suddenly felt it was funny, in fact he really laughed, but his expression was uglier than crying, "I beg you too, don't embarrass me again and again, just do it like this, I beg you, just let it go pass me."

Qin Ruilin didn't move for a while, Xia Xi's bones hurt from being held, he tried hard to push Qin Ruilin away, but he didn't expect that the other party would suddenly attack, Qin Ruilin grabbed his shoulder like being driven crazy, and pressed him with one hand The back of the head kissed, and it would be more appropriate to say bite than kiss. Xia Xi closed her lips tightly, naturally refusing to let him get what she wanted, but Qin Ruilin vowed not to give up and increased his strength. He kissed Xia Xi's cheek recklessly, As if to take every inch of his skin as his own.

Xia Xi was kissed all over his face, and Qin Ruilin was still rubbing against each other, noticing that Qin Ruilin was a little slack in strength, Xia Xi pushed him away fiercely, then kicked Qin Ruilin's calf, and then kicked Qin Ruilin hard again. After punching him, Qin Ruilin didn't dodge, and was finally knocked to the ground by Xia Xi. Xia Xi wiped his face with anger, then turned and left angrily.

Qin Ruilin got up quickly, he wanted to grab Xia Xi, but he was frightened by the cruel eyes of the other party.

"Ah Xi, I'm sorry, don't go—" Qin Ruilin stopped in front of Xia Xi again, seeing Xia Xi's tendency to beat someone up again, he continued, "Don't go, I'll go."

"..."

"This is your home in the first place. I'll leave Chenchen to you first, Axi, I don't want you to hate me so much, but if there is a possibility..." He still hadn't calmed down, his voice was low and hoarse, full of endlessness. "... If I promise you, I will try to let you go, can you...give me a little more chance? Even a little bit is fine, at least... don't let me live without meaning .”

He spoke very slowly, and every word seemed to take a lot of effort. He looked at Xia Xi beggingly, like a humble beggar.

But Xia Xi had already lost his love, and he slowly said word by word: "—Impossible."