Social animals don't deserve love

"..."

"..."

Silence is the immediate theme.

Unexpectedly, Ango Sakaguchi drove me back to the Armed Detective Agency in person, leaving behind the two bodyguards who were inseparable.

For some reason, I suddenly had the illusion of being transported carefully.

Along the way, the glasses repeatedly hesitated to speak, stopped talking and wanted again, and finally parked the car in the downstairs of the detective agency in silence for a while, then untied the seat belt and turned off the engine, stretched out his hand to push the car Door.

"Be careful!" I hurriedly reached out to stop his movement, Ango Sakaguchi dodged reflexively, and the car fell into silence again.

——At this time, there happened to be a group of students riding bicycles on the side of the road, and they were almost knocked down by the sudden opening of the car door.

"%￥...!"

The teenagers who were not yet in their second year of middle school were cursing and pedaling away again. I let go of Ango's sleeve, pulled the doorknob and turned my head to get out of the car.

Perhaps it was the bottom of the wine bottle that hurt him, and the evasion speed was so fast that it almost exceeded the limit.

"No, don't get me wrong. Don't go...!"

The glasses pulled the car door tightly with his backhand and pressed down on the central control. The deeper and deeper breathing showed that he was trying his best to control himself: "Just stay here, don't leave me alone, please."

He was curled up on the steering wheel like a wounded animal, and his words were full of emotions that I couldn't understand at all.

"Ango, what's the matter with you? Did I hit it too hard last time? Sorry, do you want to check again? Work is very important, but your current state is too..."

Even if we are no longer husband and wife, we used to be relatives and friends who understood and relied on each other.After the death of his mother-in-law, Ango is the only relative left in this world like me. Even now that the marriage relationship has terminated, I still hope from the bottom of my heart that everything will be smooth and carefree for him.

"I'm sorry," he reluctantly smiled and stretched his arms to untie the central control. In addition to the usual tenderness, there was a sadness that was suppressed from nowhere in his eyes: "I'm sorry. Did I scare you? When it comes to health checkups, how about going together? The Ministry of the Interior has cooperative hospitals, and there are group discounts for several people who go together without having to wait.”

He looked much more normal than before. I didn't dare to provoke him, but I also didn't want to go to the so-called Ministry of Internal Affairs cooperative hospital together.

"Ah... I follow the detective agency to check directly with Dr. Yosano, so there's no need. Check every year, it's nothing more than anemia or something."

Ango Sakaguchi kept his expression secret: "You can also go with Dr. Yosano, Fubuki, aren't you curious about the treatment of civil servants?"

Hmm... To be honest, I'm still a little curious about this.

It is said that Spectacles left a "famous saying" in the Supernatural Secret Service Division that "if you don't go to get off work, you can not go to work".

However, this sudden invitation is very strange no matter how you think about it, and it always makes me feel dangerous.

"Um... not so good. We are already divorced, asking me to go to the health check with you... It's too embarrassing to think about it. Let's forget it, I appreciate your kindness, you see I really Very healthy, not even a tooth decay."

Looking at the rearview mirror, I opened the door and got out of the car, bent over and waved to him through the window: "Be careful on the way back, don't be distracted, or find a place to rest for a while."

He became sad again, looking at me as if he was looking at a portrait that could never be put back together: "Fubuki, you have to be well, okay? Stay in the Armed Detective Agency and don't go anywhere. The work of a liaison officer is actually unnecessary. Do it every day, just go to the Supernatural Secret Service Division twice a week to submit documents."

My ex-husband pleaded with red eyes and tears under my surprised gaze: "You must live well, even if you hate me, it doesn't matter, it's fine."

Watching him turn the car around and leave, I stared at the taillights of the black car that were frequently lit and lost in thought.

——Ango Sakaguchi is not in the right state. As far as he is now, his words and deeds are the same as before, except for the obvious difference in his behavior when facing me.

So the problem is more likely to be with me.

If I have to say that there is something different about me...the only thing is that I went back in time for two years for no reason.In the past, I thought it was because I didn't have friends and socialized too little that no one noticed the changes. After the initial adaptation period, I quickly realized that things were far from as simple as I thought.

Give the simplest example.

Generally speaking, if a painter does not encounter major changes, the overall style of painting will not change much in his lifetime, but the control of details and the completion of the work will definitely improve gradually over time.

From youth to maturity, there must be a fairly long transition period, which is in line with common sense.

But the real problem is... no one has ever doubted me.

Whether it's the editor Kawase, the owner of the paint shop, or other customers who have had business dealings with me, all of them accepted my changes very naturally and smoothly-not only did the style of painting suddenly mature, but even changed greatly. change.

After all, I left the ICU using unnatural means between conventional and unconventional.

So, what kind of power has subtly eliminated people's most basic curiosity and skepticism?And the "health check" repeatedly mentioned by Ango Sakaguchi.

He... should already know something.

Only after I had close contact with people with supernatural powers did I realize that there are almost omnipotent people in this world, such as Akiko Yosano, Doppo Kunikida, Junichiro Tanizaki, Osamu Dazai, and Ranpo Edogawa.

Could it be a similar ability that caused the current situation?

Who, who, for what purpose, and what method was used to send a person whose life has come to an end to start over before everything started.

No, another possibility is that I have to go back to two years ago, so as to make the logic of the material first world reasonable and smooth again.It is precisely because of this that I have obtained the equivalent exchange of life extension, and this equivalent exchange... until when will it last?

If you cannot avoid it, you might as well face it calmly.

I can't help but reflect on whether I still have any unfinished regrets - if a person's life must end at a certain point, I hope that I can calmly face it when I have to leave.

Counting one by one with fingers, I suddenly found that half of my previous wish had been fulfilled.

Get a furry pet, get back out of the crowd, make new friends and family, end a hopeless and lonely marriage, and fulfill promises to friends.

——The writer finally has a serious book on the shelf of the bookstore, and the painter is also satisfied to be able to draw illustrations for the serious book.

Ah...Maybe there is one more thing I haven't done, which is not being able to volunteer in the orphanage for Oda Sakunosuke.

Calculated according to the time of a week, I still have about a year to squander.

Time went back to the night two days ago.

bar.

The bartender turned to the other side of the bar to carefully clean every wine bottle and every wine glass. Two young people sitting in the corner had just finished their conversation and were sipping from their glasses.

The liquid in Ango Sakaguchi's cup was diluted from pale gold to almost nothing, but he seemed to have not noticed this at all, slowly sipping the melted ice water: "At present, we can only guess that this situation has something to do with the 'Book ' related side effects."

"There are logical requirements for the use of books, and fragments written indiscriminately will not get a positive response. At least it must be described according to basic logic, so that the plot of the story will change from false to true."

"People cannot step into the same river at the same time, change a person, or change a river..."

The trembling hand could hardly hold the wine glass, and he drifted like a prisoner of war whose will had been defeated: "He succeeded, and his success made me completely defeated."

"Successfully used my wife's life to pry open the heavy seal on the 'book' of the Supernatural Secret Service Division."

He put the glass back on the table, took off his glasses and covered his face with his hands: "Now I don't know whether what I just described to you is just a terrible nightmare or an impending crisis."

Perhaps Osamu Dazai, who was listening to Ango Sakaguchi, suddenly handed the light green book in front of him: "I can't help but let you take a look and see what this is."

"What?" Ango Sakaguchi raised his head, picked up his glasses and put them in front of him for a glance, then paused as if the lens had stopped suddenly, then slowly opened the temples and put them back on.

He stretched out his hand and put it next to the book but didn't dare to touch it. He looked carefully at the cover and stared sideways at the spine and back cover——Author Oda Sakunosuke, binding designer Yada Fuyuki, Little Bear Publishing House, x Year x Month No. An edition is printed for the first time.

"At least Odasaku has made a friend who is more reliable than us, right, Ango?"

Osamu Dazai ignored the hopeful expression of the other person who almost twisted his neck, and put it back into his pocket, and patted it with peace of mind: "What you said, whether it's a nightmare or the future, after all, it hasn't happened yet. Something. I am now a tramp who is on the side of the good people. I am acting with the purpose of changing my mind and starting a new life. I will probably get the same reward as the result. I really look forward to it~"

He pushed away the glass and got up, and waved across the bar to the bartender who was standing far away and wiped the sink: "Let's go."

"Go slowly." The bartender put down the spotless rag and bowed slightly, then turned to look at the young man with reddened eyes in a daze: "Mr. Sakaguchi, do you want to hang the bill too?"

The word "also" is very spiritual, and Ango Sakaguchi looked around as if awakened by someone: "Ah... no, that?"

"Mr. Dazai's bill has been pending, and the highest record has not been settled for half a year. Fortunately, recently, a kind lady will regularly cancel the bill." The bartender looked relieved that "someone is finally in charge of this product": "So you? "

So Osamu Dazai has a financial backer, maybe he can pay for a friend's order, don't you just drink at my place all the time, if you drink any more, you will go out of business—the bartender.

Ango Sakaguchi pushed his glasses, silently took out his wallet and took out a group photo to show him: "Is the lady who came to write off the account the one in the photo?"

"Yes, yes, she is really a rare beauty." He smiled and picked up the sackcloth again, "It turns out that you are also familiar with this lady."

That's even better, and you don't have to worry about being owed money for drinks anymore.

"..." Ango Sakaguchi looked at the glass and at the photo, and decided to trick his friend: "Please put this glass of wine in the name of Osamu Dazai, thank you!"

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Tramp terrier from O.Henry's "The Policeman and the Hymn"

It's one thing to like Ango, but another thing to c, isn't it all agreed that there will be no c in the text, and bullying Ango outside the story?

The reason why the copy is not reflected is because the editor told me that it is classified in "romance". As long as you have or have had a relationship line, you cannot say that you have no c...

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