[Comprehensive] Dazai doesn't want to die today

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The beast in action in the dark night tore through the moving crowd in the harbor like sharp claws, and the sudden fire broke through the sky fiercely.

This is the norm at night in Yokohama.

The dog that didn't bark used Rashomon to block the bullets coming from all around, and then circled around to finish off the leading commander.

"You are..." The people around couldn't restrain their trembling, Akutagawa then rushed to the surrounding minions, leaving only a few alive.

"Respect death, I'm just a lackey of port Mafia."

"Senior Akutagawa!" Higuchi Ichiyo brought someone in to clean up the scene, and then went straight to Akutagawa: "Are you okay!"

"Cough, it's okay." Akutagawa looked coolly at the corpses all over the floor, covering his cough with his hands.

Since you dare to smuggle weapons here, you must be prepared to be destroyed by the port Mafia.

"Senior Akutagawa, your injury..." Ichiyo Higuchi took out the medicine he carried with him, and was in a hurry to apply it to Akutagawa.

After all, Akutagawa-senpai still hasn't healed from his injuries from previous missions.

"It's okay." Akutagawa mercilessly rejected Higuchi's medicine:

"I still have something to do, I'll leave it to you here."

Higuchi, who was quite disappointed, was suddenly entrusted with an important task, nodded excitedly, and then calmly directed the commandos to carry out the follow-up tasks.

Let the seniors look up to you today!

The "something" Akutagawa returned to the city with gunpowder smoke, and stood quietly downstairs, leaning on the street lamp, watching the lights of Wanjia.

He knew that the person he most wanted to see was there.

Osamu Dazai, one of the five cadres, defected. He was the first to know, but the last to believe.

At that time, even the cadres of the Central Plains believed it overnight, and even got drunk and sang about it. Only he was still waiting where he was.

Where will Mr. Dazai be now?Will he be uncomfortable with being so picky?Why is he leaving?Am I letting him down?

Will he come back?

Until Mr. Zhongyuan punched him: "The bastard Dazai is not dead, if you are worried about him, go to him!"

So, in just four years, Mafia's non-barking dog has become a terrifying existence in the eyes of others. Akutagawa just wants to make this reputation better, so that no matter where he is, he can sigh: He is my student.

Now, he has found him, he has become stronger, but he is farther away, the kind of distance between light and darkness.

Since it was found out that Mr. Dazai is living here now, Akutagawa will come here after the mission, and really wants to report his achievements to him and get his recognition.

But he dare not move forward, because Akutagawa can do better, whether it is killing life or killing the future, Akutagawa Ryunosuke must do better.

Coughing again in a low voice, Akutagawa looked at the inconspicuous lights of the house, and was in a daze, trying to comfort himself.

Suddenly, a figure emerged from the room he was watching, throwing something like a rope into the air, and tying a knot around something.

Akutagawa's whole body trembled, maybe he was going to hang himself!

"Rashomon." Akutagawa didn't dare to delay, and directly used Rashomon to climb up from the outer wall, jumped onto the balcony of Mr. Dazai's house, and rushed in.

Didn't notice the balcony door was closed at all.

"Mr. Dazai!" Akutagawa shouted, suddenly discouraged.

Osamu Dazai was sitting across from him at this time, and raised his eyes slightly: "Bandages, medicine, go wash and apply the medicine yourself."

It turned out that the rope-like thing was a bandage, Akutagawa took it off in a daze and Dazai hung it everywhere, took the wound medicine and went to the bathroom.

Who are you?where?What are you going to do?

Standing under the shower in the bathroom and obediently rinsing himself clean, Akutagawa slowly regained his sanity. This is Mr. Bandage!This is Mr.'s bathroom!This is Mr. Home!Sir is caring about me!

Everything here has the breath of Mr. Akutagawa, who didn't realize that he was exuding the fragrance of shower gel, suddenly realized, could this be the breath of O?

Akutagawa's face flushed slightly, he randomly poured good medicine on himself, tied a bandage on it, turned his gaze, but noticed the bloodstains and pills scattered in the corner of the bathroom.

It is not difficult to guess how these things came from and how they fell here.

Akutagawa suddenly calmed down. He thought that Mr. Dazai had changed so much because he chose the bright side, so that his life is better now, but the traces in the bathroom told him that was not the case.

Why even commit suicide?Mr. Dazai.

Akutagawa returned to the room, where Dazai was reading "Complete Suicide Manual", concentrating on it.

The quiet time, the beauty under the lamp.

"Mr. Dazai still committing suicide recently?" Akutagawa stood beside Dazai, lowering his voice:

"If you don't do well in the detective agency, go back to the port of Mafia. I will support you to the death."

"Akutagawa, you don't need to worry about this." Dazai flipped through a few pages of the book in his hand, and watched the description of committing suicide by swallowing a gun.

Akutagawa has long been used to Dazai's indifference, so he just nodded slightly: "I'm sorry, Mr. Dazai, I will take care of it."

Dazai closed the book in his hand: "I didn't know that the commando captain at the port Mafia was such a kind person."

Is Akutagawa a nice guy?Will he be kind enough to care about the lives and deaths of others?You must know that the number of people who died at his hands is almost accumulating into a mountain.

Akutagawa, who considers himself not a good person, shook his head: "Because I don't want Mr. to die."

"Death means nothing."

Low and hoarse, but with sentimentality.

Over the years, Akutagawa has been on the verge of death several times. He can understand what it feels like to die, a vast expanse of emptiness, boundless emptiness and loneliness, as well as pain and regret.

Is this the death Mr. Dazai is after?Obviously so painful, so sad.

What kind of emotion does Mr. Dazai have to face death again and again, is it more difficult for him to live?

"Mr. Dazai, I have tasted death, like a blade swallowed when hungry." Akutagawa calmly narrated his feelings about death.

"Like the poison you drink when you are thirsty, it is a desperate relief when you are in pain, but the blade that scrapes the intestines and the poison that burns the throat can only make the pain deeper."

"So, Dazai-san don't die."

"As long as you're alive, that's fine..."

Dazai sighed softly, who knows the topic of death better than him?

These years, this child has grown up too fast.

Looking at the child with gloomy eyes in front of him, Dazai put his hand on Akutagawa's shoulder lightly, trying to comfort him a little:

"Akutagawa, I'm doing well now, I didn't commit suicide today."

"Also, you did a good job this time."

What this time?What am I doing well?Akutagawa looked at Dazai in disbelief, his excitement was unspeakable, although it seemed that something happened that he didn't know.

Feeling Akutagawa's burning eyes, Dazai felt a little headache: "Finally, I'm going to sleep, you should go."

Mr. is going to bed!And Mr. is...

"Leave now!" Akutagawa turned away embarrassedly, and left from the balcony in a panic.

This silly boy, Dazai looked at his feet, stood up and hopped twice, threw himself on the bed and didn't care about anything.

作者有话要说：感谢在2020-03-1610:29:54~2020-03-1715:40:28期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel of irrigation nutrient solution: lazy 1 bottles;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!