ban [entertainment circle]

It was on that day that Su Yun understood what it means to grow up overnight.

He didn't fall asleep all night, lying in Lu Qin's arms, with his fingers hanging in the air, tracing Lu Qin's sleeping face.

"Brother, I'm sorry, I don't like you anymore." He murmured softly, "How nice it is to live, so I listen to you and I change it. I'm sorry, brother, I really don't like you from now on..."

Later, the newcomer did not try to commit suicide any more. He recuperated in the hospital and called the benefactor back to negotiate.He offered King a lot of money and a leading actor opportunity in a big-budget movie, which would make him a hit.For many years, he and the benefactor could not be lovers or friends, and he perfectly used the benefactor's guilt to climb higher and higher.With the support of the benefactor, he opened his own brokerage company and became the boss, taking care of the newcomers he liked.The love-hate relationship in the past was treated as a joke by everyone. Occasionally someone mentioned that he had committed suicide for the benefactor back then.

At the beginning of the year, Su Yun met him at a certain reception. He was not well maintained and began to age, but the young man in his arms had a flowery face.This is really the best ending for a foster person, with career, status, money, everything. As for love... who cares about love?

Dreaming back at midnight, whether he would rather die in the ward, or choose to leave in a cool way when he learned that love is hopeless, no one knows.

Su Yun turned on the faucet, rinsed his mouth with cold water, and patted the cold water on his face.He heard the beep sound of the door card swiping open the door in his ear, and he knew that only Anthony had another room card, and it was Anthony who had come.

He tore off the towel next to him to wipe his face, turned around, and Anthony's figure appeared at the bathroom door.

"Su," Anthony gave him a bear hug worriedly, "I've been looking for you everywhere!"

Su Yun let him hug him without moving, resting his chin on Anthony's shoulder, not speaking.Anthony hugged Su Yun and pressed his shoulder to see if he was okay.Su Yun felt uncomfortable being watched by him, the more Antony was nervous about him, the more guilty he felt.He turned his head away in embarrassment, smiled dryly, and said, "Honey, I have something to tell you."

Anthony didn't know why, so he nodded.

Su Yun walked into the living room, followed by Anthony, and sat on the sofa.Su Yun handed him a can of Coke, sat beside him, and said, "Honey, let's break up."

The Coke in Anthony's hand slipped.

"I've tried my best, but I still can't fall in love with you." Su Yun looked at him apologetically, "I'm sorry, dear, I'm sorry, let's break up."

It was so sudden that Anthony couldn't accept it for a while, and he subconsciously wanted to fight: "Can't... try harder?"

Su Yun clasped his hands, pulled the corners of his lips, and smiled bluntly: "I'm sorry, I really want to do it seriously, but I can't. I don't want to lie to you, and I don't want to delay you."

Anthony refused to accept: "Is there something I didn't do well enough?"

"No, you are very good, dear, you are very good to me." Su Yun said, "It's my own problem."

Anthony's brown eyes dimmed, and his eyeballs rolled restlessly back and forth, as if he still couldn't believe what he was hearing.He stared at his fingertips for a while, and looked up at Su Yun's eyes for a while.He wanted to find a little unsteady emotion in Su Yun's eyes, which proved that they could be redeemed, but he searched for a long time and couldn't find it.

He finally made sure that Su Yun was not joking, nor would he joke about this kind of thing, he wanted to break up, it was irreversible.

Anthony lowered his head and buried his face deeply in his palms.After a long time, he raised his head and forced a smile at Su Yun.

"From the day I met you, I never thought that I would spend a long time with you. I know that one day you will leave me, and I am ready for this at any time. I just hope that this day can come later. But now it Come, I can accept it." Anthony smiled, "Su, you don't need to apologize to me, you never promised me anything. In love, no one owes anyone, you gave me a very happy period days, that is enough."

He leaned over and hugged Su Yun tenderly.This hug lasted for a long time, Anthony wanted to hug Su Yun tightly several times, but hesitated, and in the end he just kept a fistful distance between each other's chests.Obviously, every time he hugged him before, he wished to rub Su Yun into his body, but maybe he didn't dare now.

"Can we still be friends in the future?" Anthony got up and asked with a smile.

"Of course." Su Yun also stood up.

Anthony shrugged and walked towards the door to go back to his room.Su Yun followed behind him and sent him out.The corridor light on the top of the door came on, Anthony put his hand on the doorknob, and the moment he pushed it down, he turned around and asked Su Yun, "Can I ask why?" He bit his lips, "Why didn't you fall in love with me? "

Su Yun stood by the wall, and the soft light from the corridor lamp shone down from above his head, making him feel a little lonely for no reason.He hesitated for a moment, as though he had fought repeatedly, but finally he smiled calmly and said lightly, "Because I fell in love with someone a long time ago."

"I secretly loved him for 12 years. I did many things for him that I didn't like, and became a person I didn't even know." Su Yun said, "I used to be lucky, thinking that I could control things well. My own feelings, in fact, I have never succeeded. Those emotions that like him will always pop up when I don’t realize it. I even set a lot of patterns for myself to get along with him, comforting myself as long as I follow If you get along with him in this mode, you will not fall into it, and now I understand that I am just reluctant to leave him."

Su Yun folded his arms, and his shoulders slightly pressed against the wall.His eyes were shining brightly, Anthony was worried that he was crying, and felt that Su Yun was strong and would not cry.Su Yun bent his right index finger and pressed it lightly to his lips. He lowered his head and smiled.

"Actually, in the past 12 years, I have never stopped liking him. The so-called playing their own way and not interfering with each other is just me deceiving myself and others. It's ridiculous that I only realized this now." Su Yun raised his head and looked at Anthony. Laughing, "Fortunately, now I have figured it out, I don't want to live like before, I want to change my way and start over."

Anthony didn't know what it was to change the way, let alone how to start over, but there was still an answer to the question he wanted to ask.

He scratched his head: "Then... I wish you success."

Su Yun smiled and said, "Thank you."