ban [entertainment circle]

Su Yun staggered back to his room, took off all his clothes and pants and threw them into the trash can, and went into the bathroom naked.He turned on the shower head, washed himself thoroughly from inside to outside in the warm water, then wiped off the water on his body, took off the bathrobe from behind the door, and put it loosely on his body.The body is terribly fatigued after overindulging, but the brain is excitedly resisting rest.Leaning against the bathroom door, he took out a cigarette from the cigarette case left by the sink in the morning, lit it, and took a deep breath.

The nicotine relieved his inner agitation a little, he tilted his head to look at himself in the mirror, and slowly blew a smoke ring at that self.

In the haze of smoke, he began to cough violently, causing chest pains.The more he coughed, the more he stuffed the cigarette into his mouth and took a big puff, in exchange for a more severe cough.He was coughing out of breath, his eardrums were filled with tinnitus, and his head seemed to be about to explode.He coughed so badly that he couldn't stand still, with a cigarette between his fingers, he threw himself down by the sink, coughing and stuffing the cigarette into his mouth.Take a sip, cough for a while, take another sip, and cough for a while, gradually the cigarette is exhausted, he throws the cigarette butt aside, and the cough also eases, Su Yun clears his throat and spits out a mouthful of bloody phlegm.

Su Yun was slightly stunned.

Perhaps a severe cough has ruptured a tiny blood vessel in the esophagus or somewhere in the throat, making the phlegm stained with blood.His whole throat smelled of blood, and even his mouth felt astringent and bitter.He raised his head. In the mirror, his face was pale and his lips were bright red. Looking in through the open skirt, his neck and chest were covered with dense or dark red or deep purple hickey marks.

This look is really... ugly.

Su Yun looked at himself in the mirror and smiled ironically.

Su Yun once thought about expressing his love to Lu Qin.

It was the second year of their acquaintance, and Su Yun fell in love with Lu Qin madly.He believed that Lu Qin didn't have feelings for him. After all, everyone said that after Lu Qin met him, he never liked anyone again.He was planning to confess his love to Lu Qin, and wanted to be with Lu Qin in a down-to-earth way, so he specially chose the anniversary of their acquaintance, ordered hundreds of roses in advance, and personally plucked each petal and sprinkled it on his bed .I also asked my relationship to buy the best red wine and set up candles, intending to confess my love in an excellent romantic atmosphere.

But that night he waited for Lu Qin for a long time, but Lu Qin never came back, and the phone couldn't be reached.He waited and waited on the sofa in the living room with the red wine he bought, and he was about to fall asleep when he waited until he heard the door knock.

Lu Qin is back.

Lu Qin was dusty, his coat was in good condition when he went out in the morning, but it was torn when he came back at night.Su Yun walked up to him both happily and worriedly. Just as he asked why you came back so late, Lu Qin wrapped his arms around his waist and gave him an extremely rough wet kiss.

Su Yun was so dazed by his kiss, she just blushed and forgot to ask anything.

He didn't ask, but Lu Qin took the initiative to answer.Lu Qin threw the torn windbreaker aside, and sat on the sofa in the living room with his half arms and half hugging Su Yun.He was thirsty, and seeing Su Yun holding a bottle of red wine in his arms like a fool, he didn't ask what it was for, took it and opened it, poured half a glass, and drank it.Su Yun watched him drink the wine cellar that he bought with great difficulty for private use, and couldn't help but feel distressed for a while. After thinking about it for a while, he would give it to him anyway, so let's forget it.

Lu Qin has a good capacity for alcohol, half a glass of red wine will not cause you to get drunk, but it will quench your thirst.He hugged Su Yun into his arms and said, "Today I went to help my friend clean up a mess."

Lu Qin has a friend who is also a prominent figure in the circle.He took care of a newcomer, pampered him and pampered him, and took him to various public occasions and brought him into his social circle.The two maintained such a relationship for three or four years. They thought it was just a play on the spot. Who would have thought that the newcomer would take it seriously, confess his love to Lu Qin's friends, and push several dramas, saying that he was willing to quit the entertainment industry. Qin's friends can live well with him.This frightened Lu Qin's friends, who refused several times and had no choice but to hide out of the country.The new couple searched everywhere but couldn't find anyone. In grief and despair, they cut their wrists and committed suicide in the apartment.Fortunately, someone was worried about him coming to check, so he was saved.According to that person, when he opened the door, the whole floor was covered with blood, and the room was full of bloody smell. The newcomer was lying sideways on the ground, and his breath was so weak that he could barely feel it.

After most of the night of rescue, the newcomer was finally rescued, but the first thing he uttered after waking up was the name of the benefactor, and his tears flowed into a small river, wanting to see him.Lu Qin's friends didn't want to see him, fearing that seeing him would give him hope, and fearing that he would think about it again, so they begged Lu Qin to meet him and persuade him.This is his own childhood, and they have many business contacts with each other, and they can't shirk away both public and private, so Lu Qin had no choice but to agree.

Su Yun sat cross-legged beside Lu Qin and asked, "How did you persuade me?"

Lu Qin sighed: "How can I persuade him? I'd like to persuade him to give up his heart. Originally, he shouldn't have these unreasonable thoughts. Everyone is just playing around, and each takes what he needs. Once he admits it, it's true It's not fun anymore."

Su Yun's eyelashes trembled slightly, he felt inexplicably cold, so he burrowed into Lu Qin's arms: "Will he listen?"

"If he doesn't listen to me, there's nothing I can do." Lu Qin hugged Su Yun even tighter, and put his warm palm on Su Yun's shoulder, but it only warmed up a little bit of Su Yun's body, "My brother also said, We have persuaded everything that should be persuaded, and if he still refuses to listen, we don't need to bother."

Su Yun couldn't help shivering.

There is no need to worry about it, that is to say, whether he is left to despair or commits suicide, it has nothing to do with Lu Qin and the others.

Su Yun suddenly felt that Lu Qin at this moment was very strange compared to the usual Lu Qin who would pamper him unconditionally.

"Brother, has anyone ever treated you like this before?" Su Yun raised his head and looked into Lu Qin's eyes. He didn't give up and wanted to ask clearly, "What do you want to have a good time with you when you say you are in love with you?"

"Yes," Lu Qin said with a smile, "Of course there is."

"How...how did you deal with it?" Su Yun asked tentatively.

"Send it away." Lu Qin smiled indifferently.

Su Yun closed his eyes slightly: "Why can't we give them a chance?"

Lu Qin smiled as if hearing some funny joke.

"Little fool, if I give them a chance, can I still have you now?" Lu Qin bent his fingers and scratched Su Yun's nose lovingly, "One is for profit, and the other is for fun. No one should take it seriously. Besides, if you have sex with someone you keep, is it ashamed to say it out?"

Lu Qin's tone was not serious, and a little teasing, but Su Yun knew he was not joking.It's impossible for him to be with the person he raised. He always thinks that it's just a matter of taking what they need, a deal, and it would be embarrassing to have feelings accidentally.

So Su Yun was very lucky, he was glad that he didn't express his full love to Lu Qin, otherwise, Lu Qin would definitely refuse on the spot, and send him away by the way, thinking about it in the future, he would have to laugh at his wishful thinking, right?

Su Yun didn't know whether to cry or laugh for a split second, his heart sank like this, sinking into the cold and dark deep pool where there was no light.He stared blankly at the red wine on the coffee table. After a while, he smiled with the corners of his lips, and said softly, "Brother, I actually understand him."

He crossed his legs and leaned on Lu Qin's chest: "Brother, if the person I like doesn't like me, despises me, looks down on me, hides from me like the plague, or even doesn't care about my life, I may... I will feel that too. Better to just die."

Lu Qin's heart skipped a beat. He was originally in a relaxed state of teasing, but after hearing Su Yun's words, his whole body became tense.Su Yun knew that he had frightened him, because Lu Qin suddenly became serious, his eyes were like an enemy.

He looked down at Su Yun, and Su Yun looked back at him.Su Yun guessed that Lu Qin probably had a lot of words brewing in his heart, maybe it was persuasion, maybe it was warning, after screening, what he finally said was only a simple sentence.

"Then you can change it." Lu Qin patted Su Yun's shoulder and sighed softly, "This temper is not good."

Lu Qin was tired, and went upstairs with his arms around Su Yun. The moment he opened the door, he saw the rose petals all over the bed and the dim light in the room. He was so shocked that he couldn't speak, and turned to Su Yun: "This... What's going on here?"

Su Yun stood in the shadow of the corridor, all the expectations and longings, all the charming and romantic fantasies, had just vanished into thin air.He looked at Lu Qin calmly, ordered himself to laugh, and smiled happily and gently.

"Today is the second anniversary of our acquaintance." Su Yun said with a smile.

Lu Qin walked over a few steps, hugged him horizontally, turned around and went back to the room, and threw him directly on the bed.

The back touched the bed, raising countless petals.

Lu Qin grabbed Su Yun's arm and kissed him, stroking Su Yun's palm, feeling relieved.

"What did you say that you can understand him? It really shocked my brother." Lu Qin looked into Su Yun's eyes and smiled, "He is dying, you are much better than him, come on, be good, let brother kiss..."

It was on that day that Su Yun understood what it means to grow up overnight.