What to do if you are spotted by the straight man next door

The two of them took their seats following the lead of the waiter, and took a frontal photo with Cheng Ang at the next table.

When the other party saw Sun Yujie and Su Bin, his expression changed instantly... until the two sat down and the waiter handed over the menu, Cheng Ang was still staring at them intently, his face covered with dark clouds.

Su Bin glanced at Sun Yujie, who also looked unhappy, and thought to himself, what kind of rhythm is this?Are they really in conflict?But why did Sun Yujie look so excited when he mentioned Cheng Ang, but why was he so biased that he wanted to disappear?Or is the conflict between these two people one-sided - Cheng Ang has a problem with Sun Yujie?

Forget it, don't want to!Su Bin ignored the awkward atmosphere and pretended to be calm: "Xiaojie, what do you want to drink?"

He subconsciously called Sun Yujie by his nickname because he thought it would comfort the pale guy... This address did divert Sun Yujie's attention. The other party was very moved, but also a little uncomfortable.

"I can drink anything." Sun Yujie said dryly.

Su Bin remembered the rose wine that Ellen had ordered for him before, and had a flash of inspiration, and asked the waiter for a glass to recommend to Sun Yujie.

After the wine was served, he said sincerely, "Try it, it tastes very good."

Sun Yujie: "..."

The next table: "..."

Sun Yujie looked at him with embarrassment, and asked, "Do girls order more of this kind of wine?"

Su Bin remembered Ellen's words, and said seriously: "That's prejudice. My roommate said that men can drink too."

Sun Yujie: "..." That's true, but didn't Su Bin notice that the ladies at the tables around were all holding a cup?On the other hand, men have none.

Su Bin really didn't realize it, and turned over the menu by himself... Because he couldn't forget the filet that he ate that day, he decided to order the same thing, and he still ordered the medium-rare steak.

Just after placing the order, a figure suddenly appeared beside him. Immediately afterwards, a hand wearing an Omega silver watch clasped the table on Sun Yujie's side: "Come out with me."

Su Bin: "..." This guy is really, really rude!I don't even say hello to myself...

Sun Yujie gave Su Bin an apologetic look, and followed the owner of the watch out. They waited until the waiter served the steak, and then they came back one after the other.

Cheng Ang's complexion turned dark, he grabbed the coat hanging on the back of the chair and walked out, as if he didn't want to stay for a moment, before leaving, he glanced at Su Bin sinisterly...

If eyes could kill, Su Bin would have died in a steak shop!

"..." That guy must be sick. Did I offend him?Su Bin was a little crazy.

The long-haired girl who was eating with Cheng Ang was also surprised, calling out the other party's English name and following them... There were still two unfinished steaks on the table.

Sun Yujie returned to his seat with a pale face, Su Bin didn't know what to say, he was the most inexplicable person, okay, he didn't know what happened!

Su Bin wanted to wait for Sun Yujie to speak first, but the other party just sat there stupidly, clenched and loosened his hands, and insisted on not saying a word.

"I'll eat first..." Su Bin couldn't wait anymore, he was almost starving to death!

I don't know if the atmosphere is wrong. Su Bin feels that today's steak is not as good as last time. The meat tasted very fresh and tender last time, but this time it was very hard...

After eating a few more mouthfuls, Su Bin finally put down the knife and fork, and sighed: "Tell me, what's going on with you and Cheng Ang."

Sun Yujie moved his lips, but still remained silent.

Su Bin couldn't help but get a little annoyed: "Do you think I'm your friend!" Although he is not a gossip person, the feeling of being outside the situation like this makes people uncomfortable!

Sun Yujie's eyes were reddened, and finally he said with trembling lips: "Michael, I'm sorry..." Immediately afterwards, tears welled up in his eyes, and then flowed down with a "swoosh"!

"..." Su Bin was stunned. Is Sun Yujie crying?No, no mistake!

"What's the matter with you?" Did he speak a little louder just now?But he didn't get mad!

While pretending to be strong and widening his eyes, Sun Yujie was still crying ferociously and choked up: "I'm sorry..."

"Why are you apologizing to me..." Su Bin tried to lower his voice, "Everyone else is looking at us, don't be like this..."

Su Bin was at a loss, he thought he was about to cry. . .

An hour later, the two sat side by side on a bench in the park.

Su Bin looked at the dark night sky with mixed feelings... Just now Sun Yujie had confessed the ins and outs of the matter to him intermittently.

A year ago, Sun Yujie met Cheng Ang for the first time at the M University Chinese Student Exchange Party, and fell in love with him at first sight.

Men can fall in love with men at first sight...Su Bin felt that his three views had been refreshed.

"But I just have a crush on him. Cheng Ang is a straight man, and I won't make things difficult for him." Sun Yujie said.

Cheng Ang was in the same class as Sun Yujie, he didn't know Sun Yujie's sexual orientation, he treated him like his younger brother, and took good care of him... Su Bin understood that what Cheng Ang did was also done subconsciously, Sun Yujie had a cowardly personality, and he looked very Can make people feel protective.

But the tragedy is that half a year ago, Sun Yujie accidentally discovered a gay social networking site in country B while surfing the Internet, and then stupidly ran to register and posted some personal information on it.

There are only so many Chinese in M ​​City, and homosexuality among the Chinese is even rarer. As soon as he made an announcement on the Internet, someone there exposed his sexuality.

"Just because of this, they discriminate against you?" Su Bin thought of the "Kill Matt" and "Rivet Shoe Girls" he and Sun Yujie met when they were looking at rings at Tiffany's.

Sun Yujie shook his head and smiled bitterly: "The main reason they targeted me was that I was close to Cheng Ang. If I were a passer-by, they wouldn't bother with me at all..." After Cheng Ang learned of Sun Yujie's sexual orientation, instead of alienating him, he also I often go to enlighten him, hoping that he can change.

When Su Bin heard this, he asked anxiously, "Can it be changed?"

Sun Yujie glanced at Su Bin, and seemed to have a thousand words to say, but in the end he could only say: "Just like him, you don't understand that you can't change your natural homosexuality."

"..." Su Bin's three views have been refreshed again!

Sun Yujie: "When I was with Cheng Ang, some people could not understand me and felt that I had tarnished his image, because many people didn't understand us and thought we were born perverts."

This idea is a bit too much, in fact, if Sun Yujie didn't say it, Su Bin really didn't think he was so different...except for his way of thinking.

For example, Sun Yujie cares about whether Su Bin has a girlfriend as much as those girls (huh? Is he interested in me? -_-#), for example, he envies Su Bin for buying a ring for Chen Xiaotian, and he said in Tiffany that he wanted to Received a ring as a gift... After learning the truth, Su Bin quickly figured out these points he had made up in his head.

Sun Yujie sighed, looked up at the sky and said sadly: "A lot of times I think why my mother didn't make me a girl, so that I can pursue the person I like in a fair way... But I can only think After thinking about it, reality is reality. Cheng Ang and I are people on different paths, and we are destined to have no results. The closer I am to him, the more painful it will be. Whether it is the love that I can't ask for, or the eyes of others... So, I will try my best Draw a line with him and keep your distance."

Sun Yujie's tone was very desperate, Su Bin was unknowingly infected by him, and felt a little distressed.Now he also understands Sun Yujie's admiration for Cheng Ang while avoiding his strange behavior. It turns out that there are still such poor people in the world...

But Su Bin didn't understand, why Cheng Ang always had a bad face when he saw him?Could it be that Cheng Ang thought he was gay because he was close to Sun Yujie? (-_-#)

"What did he say when he called you out just now? Why did he just leave later?" Su Bin asked.

Sun Yujie's face turned pale again when he remembered what happened just now: "...don't be angry when you hear that."

Su Bin: "Don't be angry, just tell me." The bad feeling came again...

"He said that I didn't change well, and that I hooked up with people everywhere. He asked me if I liked the other..." Sun Yujie couldn't continue, and his face looked like weeping.

"..." Damn it, Cheng Ang really misunderstood!But that guy's speech is too ugly, right?What is "hooking up people everywhere"?Which of his eyes saw Sun Yujie hooking him up (really, did he really get hooked up-_-#)! ?Su Bin couldn't help but want to be rude!

Sun Yujie calmed down, and said: "I was very angry at the time, so I impulsively said some angry words to him... I said, it's none of his business who I like, and I don't need him to care about me in the future."

"..." Su Bin was very depressed, brother, you are trying to kill me!Didn't you drag me into the water with you?Let Cheng Ang mistakenly think that I am also gay?

"So I apologize to you," Sun Yujie looked at Su Bin and said guiltily, "I'm sorry."

Su Bin was helpless, and he couldn't blame Sun Yujie, after all, it was Sun Yujie's angry words, and anyone would get mad if he said that.

Seeing that Su Bin didn't make a sound, Sun Yujie thought he was angry, and immediately said: "Michael, if you can't accept my sexual orientation, you can tell me directly, it's okay... I know you are a straight man just like Cheng Ang, But I swear, I really don't think that way about you..."

Su Bin: "..." No, nothing is fine!

Su Bin forced himself to calm down and said, "It's not that I can't accept it, but that I can't digest it for a while."

Su Bin had heard of homosexuality before, but he used to think that this type of person was completely out of touch with him, but he didn't expect that one day, he would meet a, a... living gay! !

"I know, but most people can't digest it," Sun Yujie pulled out a stiff smile, "So don't have any psychological burden, if you feel uncomfortable staying with me, I will automatically keep a distance from you .”

"..." Why do you feel more and more pitiful for Sun Yujie?

"Do I look like such a narrow-minded person?" Su Bin took a deep breath and said, "It's just that I have always regarded you as a pure man, and now you tell me that you are gay, and you still... ...Uh, you said you wish you were a woman? I was thinking, should I look at you from a different angle? For example, as a girl? Don't get me wrong, I didn't mean to insult you..."

Su Bin was a little incoherent. From his understanding, gays who regarded themselves as women were mostly sissy men. He didn't expect that Sun Yujie was also...

Sun Yujie smiled, and popularized science to Su Bin: "In the gay circle, I'm called 'Number Zero'."

Su Bin: "000? Number zero? What do you mean?"

"Among comrades, those who play male roles are called No. [-]," Sun Yujie made a cross-circle gesture, and said shyly, "On the contrary, those who play female roles are No. [-], but there are relatively few pure No. [-]s in the circle. Most of them are Zero, or five-and-a-half."

"..." The two men circled each other, where is the entrance?Could it be... Chrysanthemum QAQ?

What does zero five mean?Getting stabbed in half a chrysanthemum? (⊙A⊙)...

Su Bin felt that his three views were not enough to brush Orz...!

Sun Yujie looked at Su Bin's extremely tangled expression, and was a little embarrassed. Usually straight men would be disgusted by hearing such things, so he quickly changed the subject: "Except for love, we are actually no different from ordinary boys...so, please don't Treat me like a girl."

Su Bin nodded lightly, and asked the sky speechlessly...

After parting with Sun Yujie, Su Bin returned home distraught.

"What's wrong?" Yang Chengzhe, who is good at observing words and expressions, sensed that something was wrong with Su Bin as soon as he saw him.

"Brother Cheng..." Su Bin sat slumped on the sofa with blank eyes. He thought of Sun Yujie standing across the road alone when they parted, looking extremely lonely, and couldn't help feeling sympathetic again.

Su Bin is actually a very soft-hearted person. Once he treats someone as a friend, he can't see that person's life is not good.

"What do you think of homosexuality?" Su Bin looked at Yang Chengzhe and said blankly, "Today I went out to dinner with a classmate I met not long ago, and I found out that he is gay."

Yang Chengzhe was stunned for a moment, and said with a smile: "Isn't homosexuality very normal? I have many gay friends around me."

Su Bin sat up straight: "What are they like?"

"Just like someone of the same gender as me, what else can I do?" Yang Chengzhe said lightly.

The corners of Su Bin's mouth twitched, and he said anxiously, "They... can easily fall in love with the same sex?"

Yang Chengzhe was speechless: "Do you easily fall in love with the opposite sex?"

Su Bin shook his head again and again: "It also depends on the person."

Yang Chengzhe: "So they also have to look at people."

"Oh..." Su Bin let out a long breath...

After a while, he asked again: "Will homosexuality be painful?"

"It's also about people, or people's mentality. If you can find a like-minded lover, of course you won't feel pain..." Yang Chengzhe rubbed his chin, "Speaking of it, because I haven't been in a relationship, and I haven't liked anyone. So there was still a period of time when I doubted whether I had homosexual tendencies..."

Su Bin: "..."

Yang Chengzhe smiled, and said to Su Bin: "However, don't mention homosexuality in front of Ellen."

Su Bin: "Why? He disagrees?"

Yang Chengzhe shook his head: "I heard that he has been harassed by many homosexuals, so he is somewhat prejudiced."

The author has something to say: 【Note】

[Sha Matt]: A kind of Japanese culture, you can Baidu it.In the article, Su Bin uses this term to refer to a person with messy dyed hair.

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