unrestricted relationship

"Handsome uncle, I will marry you when I grow up!"

When the little girl who suddenly ran to her side pulled her clothes and announced this, Shulou Longsu, who was always eloquent, also fell into a short-term chaos.

"Really? But I remember you said yesterday that you would marry Xiaoji." The aunt who just came in to take the children back to wash their hands and prepare for lunch smiled and took the little girl's hand to help Long Su who was stiff in place.

"No! Xiaoji is an idiot! Coward!" The little girl yelled angrily in a waxy voice, and stared at a little boy on the other side, who timidly held her aunt's hand. "Even if Xiaoji doesn't like you marrying him, don't be angry with him." The auntie patted the little guy who got behind her, advising with a pleasant face.

"I... I'm not angry! Anyway... Anyway, I won't talk to Xiaoji anymore!" - I have completely forgotten what I just said.

Tears welled up in the little boy's eyes, and before it was about to lead to a collective crying incident, the aunt hurriedly pulled one, and took three or four children out together while saying good things.The children's departure made the toy room suddenly empty, and then Long Su finally realized: It seems... that he just proposed and was abandoned?

Today's children really don't know what they are thinking... Long Su sighed this kind of old man emptily, refusing to admit the faint loss in his heart.As a result, there was no chance to say such a handsome line of "I'm sorry, I already have someone I like".Forget it, the person who most wanted him to hear this sentence was not there anyway, as to whether that person would be happy to hear this sentence, this is definitely a matter of opinion...

Long Su stood up and rubbed his temples, and after telling stories to five or six little ghosts for a while, the eardrums were damaged to the point where they are still roaring.Then he reconfirmed the fact that small children are the most unlovable creatures in the world.As for Sharo?Long Su can calmly use the theory that a white horse is not a horse to refute. His little niece is of course not in the category of "children".

The game room is on the second floor of the orphanage. Opposite is the dormitory for children under 15 years old, and next door is the library for older children aged [-] to [-]. Two young people, a man and a woman, happened to walk away with a few damaged books. When he came out, he bumped into Long Su in the corridor.

"Mr. Shulou, are you finished too?" The boy greeted Long Su with a smile, his friendly appearance made the pimples on his face less obvious, as if Jianzi had greeted him when he entered the door One of the three young men.The female companion beside him gasped when she saw Long Su's appearance.

Long Su smiled faintly, and said yes, "Excuse me, do you know where the sword is?"

There was a faint sense of distance in the overly polite sentences, and the boy was taken aback, "Uh, Mr. Jianzi may be in the nursing home, on the first floor. Go down the stairs and turn left and go to the penultimate door."

Long Su thanked him, turned around and went down the stairs.

"Wow, is he teacher Jianzi's friend? He's so handsome! I can hardly breathe when I look at his face." "Lin Youran, don't be crazy about other men!" "If you're not handsome, don't Hold on to this meaningless self-esteem..." "Hey, you are my girlfriend!" "Whoa, there are so many handsome guys around Mr. Jianzi. I regret it, he really should have chased after me when he was tutoring me!" "I'm sorry, I don't know what kind of expression to face at this time." "... just smile."

Intermittent conversations floated in the wind, and before he realized it, the corners of his mouth were slightly raised.

I don't know when it started, when I see stupid couples, I will have empathy and want to smile.Seeing people kissing passionately on the street, the first reaction was to turn their heads to confirm their lover's expression.Just like now, just standing at the door and looking at Jianzi quietly, whether talking or silent, will feel that the time passes extremely comfortably.

Jianzi was giving a leg massage to an old man who was half paralyzed, and when he found Long Su outside the door, he beckoned him to come in and sit down.Long Su didn't move, but changed his position and leaned against the door more comfortably, hiding his figure a bit deeper, it seemed that he planned to wait until the end at his side.It's fine if you don't come in, otherwise, this group of lonely old people who like to talk about homework will probably introduce a lot of partners to Long Su, the diamond king.

Thinking that Long Su might show a patient and unhappy expression, Jianzi's mood improved unexpectedly, and the fatigue from continuous massage also dissipated a little.This good mood was maintained until the end of the work, which made Long Su a little confused: "I began to think that you deliberately framed me by recommending me to go upstairs."

Dark eyes protrude from under the snow-white eyelashes, and the thin sweat on the forehead makes a forehead hair drooping. The lover, who adheres to the principle of "dead friends never die poor" smiles heartlessly, "Patience is also a kind of pain." Practicing."

I really wanted to grab that "so what if I did it on purpose" face... Thinking of this, Long Su resignedly took out his handkerchief.Jianzi reacted quickly, grabbed his hand that was about to help wipe sweat, and took a half step back, "I can...cough, what's the matter with the Buddhist sword, coughcoughcough..."

The sudden appearance of the Buddhist sword made Jianzi really choke. The former still patted him on the back with his eternal composure: "The dean asked us to go to dinner."

Long Su, who was blocked from expressing his love, raised his thick eyebrows, and Jianzi sighed in his heart, ignoring the sympathetic gaze cast by the Buddha sword, he grabbed the old man's wrist and dragged him away, "The cafeteria is over there, let's go. "

Although it is an orphanage, the area of ​​the old building is not small, and it also operates some regional nursing homes.As a result, the required manpower has been increased, and the children and the elderly also share the loneliness. In addition, the cost of sending the elderly is a good source of income.The target is the elderly and children. The canteen dishes are mainly light and easy to chew and digest. Steamed eggs with minced meat, fried potatoes with tomatoes, and winter melon soup with bones. The simple dishes must not be too demanding on the taste.After taking a look at the plate from the aunt who distributed the staff's meal, Jianzi couldn't help turning his head to look at Long Su.

The latter smiled at him: "It's okay, I'm also a person who has eaten a lunch box for eight yuan."

The statement "I have suffered too" was exchanged for Jianzi's eyes: "I only spend five yuan per meal in the school cafeteria!"

"If you are a vegetarian, you only need to spend [-] cents per meal." Fojian suggested sincerely.

Looking at his plate full of white rice and a small dish of pickles, Jianzi and Long Su said in unison: "——No need!"

During the meal, I saw Xiao and Tunfo boy again. The orphanage received four computers as a gift from a company a while ago, and Xiao was asked by the director to guide the older children who are interested in computers.Seeing the boy Tunfo pawing his lunch quietly like Xiao, Jianzi was a little curious, did he also stay among those noisy children with the same expression in the past few hours?

The whole story of the relationship with Xiao, Long Su made it very clear with just one question, "Nai Luo Ye, I always forgot to ask you, why did you sell that set of engine source code?"

In fact, Long Su asked this question a few years ago when they posted a post on the program forum, when the two first met.The answer I got at that time was—"I need money." At that time, everyone had a casual relationship, and Long Su didn't want to ask further questions. Out of love for talent, he increased the price of the source code that was priced at 30 to [-]—almost One-third of the price of a mature commercial engine, it can definitely be regarded as kind-hearted.

I don't know if it's because of this, Xiao's attitude towards Long Su is not like an ordinary business relationship.He tilted his head and thought for a while, but didn't answer. His big clear eyes turned to Boy Tunfo, who answered naturally, "I needed money for the operation."

It turned out to be Xiao.

The rigor and elegant structure shown in the core algorithm that he admired is indeed Xiao's programming concept. Thinking of this, Jianzi smiled slightly at the black-haired youth opposite.

The discovery itself is not surprising, but what is surprising is that the world is so small, and after going around and around, everyone is inextricably linked.He gave Long Su a playful look, and the latter immediately read his lover's thoughts from his smiling eyes, "Genius is also priceless, as long as you understand what he wants."

This really wronged Long Su.In fact, he really worked hard on Xiao, not to mention the purchase price at the beginning, and he also offered the highest standard salary in the industry at the time of recruitment.At that time, Lu Feiyu was still the main course. After being frustrated in two contacts, he refused to continue in the name of worrying about destroying the salary structure.It's not that Long Su didn't see the selfishness behind this, but he doesn't have an urgent need for client-oriented program development, and there's no need to risk shaking the core of the team by introducing a non-management newcomer, even if it's a one-in-a-million genius. night.He has long been used to not putting the importance of an employee above the interests of the team, otherwise, how could he have watched Zhou Qi poach his sweetheart away? ——Thinking of this, it is really unbearable to look back and breathe a sigh of relief.

Stared at by him full of resentment, Jianzi almost choked: What's wrong, wasn't the topic just now Xiao?

The protagonist of the topic, Xiao and Buddha Sword, has already started a different-dimensional dialogue field at some point.

"These are also vegetarian, can't I eat them?"

Buddhism requires refraining from eating during meals, but Fojian still replied: "Maybe you have fried meat dishes, so you can't eat them."

"Isn't such a commandment also a kind of 'ego'?"

For Xiao, who was curious and asked for advice, Fojian was very patient, explaining, "The precepts are not the shackles of hands and feet, but the true nature of practicing and holding. For you, holding vegetarians is something that needs to be persisted and overcome. For me, it is just breathing and walking. Generally, it is natural. Since there is no bondage, there is naturally no attachment at all."

"Then is it okay or not to eat meat? I don't understand..."

I don't understand either, why do you discuss this kind of issue during dinner?Seeing Fojian began to explain the meaning of precepts and practice one by one, Jianzi felt that the already unpalatable food was even more unpalatable.Looking at each other with Long Su, the two quickly finished their meal with sympathy, and fled in despair.The two who were still discussing seriously were left behind, as well as the Tunfo boy who kept his face expressionless but couldn't stop his veins.

"Hahaha, saying Xiao...like a drug addict may damage the company's image..." Jianzi couldn't stop laughing as he leaned against the swing in the yard, "Lu Feiyu is really... really genius. Hahaha ..."

Long Su spread his hands: "I also know it's an excuse, but the company was only on the right track at that time, so there is no need for more disturbances."

After laughing enough to wipe away tears, Jian Zi pulled Long Su, and the two sat together on the bench under the big locust tree.The leaves have fallen to the ground, but the afternoon sun is not too hot.Jianzi thought, maybe since then, Lu Feiyu has been included in the list that can be discarded.People who like to play tricks often hate others playing tricks in front of him, not to mention that the tricks are not very clever.Subconsciously, he didn't want to continue this topic, and said half-jokingly: "Fortunately, the reason why I didn't answer at that time was to perform an operation on Tunfo boy. Otherwise, if you heard that he has something to do with the underworld, you must have run faster."

Long Su was slightly surprised: "Does Tunfo boy have anything to do with the underworld?" From his wolf-like eyes and aggressive aura, it can be seen that Tunfo boy is not an ordinary person.Jianzi was able to confirm it straight away, which surprised him even more.

Jianzi corrected solemnly: "No, you should say, it is a gangster gang with the nature of the underworld."

"...Next time you tell a bad joke, remember to remind me to add clothes."

"Don't worry, a fool won't catch a cold...cough, President Shulou, pay attention to the influence, don't touch a good man. I mean, you are vigorous and energetic, and the scene of the delicate sister Lin is not suitable for you .”

"Jianzi, you are so cruel." As soon as he said it, it happened.

Now it was the sword's turn to shake three times, "I think I still—"

"Come back," he put his hand on Jianzi's shoulder first, Long Su sneered at his lover who habitually ran away when the point came to him, "I won't let you go until the matter is over."

"Your strength doesn't match Lin Daiyu's role..."

Long Su responded lightly, "I can do something even more inconsistent, do you want to try?"

"Forget it," Jianzi is very knowledgeable about current affairs. Some people have a thick skin and are not afraid of losing face. He still has to come to this place often, "What do you really want to know?"

This sentence made Long Su stunned.

Yeah, what do you want to know?

I want to know a lot, as long as it is about Jianzi, I can't stand what I don't know.Before they met, they had missed each other for such a long time, all the gaps that could not be witnessed, wanted to be filled with words and memories.With a strong desire for exclusiveness and deep darkness, the lover in front of you may never be able to understand.

"...Tell me about Shaluo, and... how do you know about Tunfo boy?"

The strength of the shoulders relaxed, but the heart sank little by little, and the sword leaned back on the back of the chair: "Two things... can be regarded as one. I... I also had a friend who was in the underworld." So , I understood the aura conveyed in the eyes and posture, it was not pure black, and it was by no means innocent, Tunfo boy was unexpectedly similar to Xiao Xun in some aspects, which reawakened his memory.

"Where do I start?" Jianzi muttered, the dry wood pressed against his head, very hard, but with a rough warmth, just like the back row of desks he lay on his back in middle school.Once I started to recall, countless pictures and the past came before my eyes again, "Xiao Xun is sitting in the back row of me..."

That afternoon, under the big locust tree, Long Su heard Jianzi talk about many things, many things about Yi Yi Tian Lu Xun, about Jian Zi himself.

They were classmates in high school, and they also had no parents. They sat in the front and back rows. The quiet black-haired boy and the always mischievous white-haired boy skipped class together, fought together, and were beaten and scolded by the head teacher together.They started to study hard in the second year of high school together, took tutoring at Teacher Linghu's house together, and were admitted to the same university.

"Xiao Xun is different from me. My master left me a note before he died, saying that he would support me to finish college no matter what. Xiao Xun...he lived at his uncle's house since he was a child. His uncle and aunt are people... forget it Having said that, in short, he was able to study in high school only with Teacher Linghu’s support and repeated persuasion. The cost of going to college is not low, and the money given by Master is only enough to pay our tuition fees for two years, so we have been working around since we enrolled.” Thinking of those days, and remembering that he got to know Fojian because of his part-time job, Zhu Hen because of his part-time job, and then Mu Shaoai, the bitterness in his heart became a little brighter.

"We went to the Sacred Heart Orphanage with Fojian as a volunteer and met Shaluo. Xiao Xun liked Shaluo very much. He thought Shaluo was like his younger sister. Xun had a biological sister when he was a child. The sister was only one year old when his parents had an accident. After the accident, debtors and some relatives came and went in the family, and as a result... one day, Xiao Xun's sister just disappeared, and he never saw her again."

Jianzi couldn't forget Xun talking about this for the first time—in a world full of monsters growing up, suddenly one day, he opened his mouth wide and ate his sister.

Xun was always having the same nightmare, and his roommates often woke him up from the nightmare, sweating and screaming.Later, afraid of disturbing everyone, he would hug the quilt and squat on the balcony all night.Later, he found a night job in a bar. In the aisle filled with loud music, he often fell asleep in the pile of beer bottles, no longer worried about disturbing anyone.

It was at that time that Xun gradually fell into a gray-black world.

"I tried to persuade him, but he said that the police couldn't find my sister, so I had to find it myself. Then... I didn't persuade him again, because I didn't know what to say."

Jianzi's narration is very flat, as if all emotions have been torn apart, dried up, and filtered bit by bit, and even the embers are wiped out in repeated memories.The blandness made Long Su almost out of breath, making him feel that he must say something: "Sha Luo's medical expenses are..."

"Everyone gathered some together, and found the big ones. Where in the world is there easy money? As a result, he got deeper and deeper in that circle, and finally couldn't come back."

"and after?"

Jianzi was silent suddenly, there were children's sharp laughter in the distance, and interspersed dry howls and noises, and the screams full of vitality seemed to become very close, so close that they drowned out the ending.

"Later, he died."

Jianzi raised his head and said without blinking.For a moment, Long Su almost thought he was crying.