Years of Intoxication

Song Juhan stayed at He Gu's house for several days and refused to leave, so He Gu could only find time to meet Zhuang Jieyu when he was delivering meals to his mother.

I haven't seen him for half a year, but Zhuang Jieyu looks a little more mature, and his skeleton has gradually taken on the appearance of a man. As he becomes popular day by day, his star temperament becomes more apparent, and his whole person looks different.

However, as soon as he opened his mouth, he immediately returned to his original form: "Uncle He!" He hugged He Gu and punched his back hard twice.

He Gu coughed twice when he beat him.

Zhuang Jieyu laughed loudly and said, "Oh, why are you so weak?"

"I'm so weak." He Gu pulled his claws off his body, looked him up and down, and said with a smile, "It seems to be a little stronger."

"I work out every day." Zhuang Jieyu rubbed his chin, "Do you know that big breasts are popular now, if my tender face is matched with eight-pack abs, tsk tsk." He licked the corner of his mouth in cooperation.

"Well, good fitness."

Zhuang Jieyu squinted at him: "Hey, tell me the truth, what's going on between you and the man in the photo?"

"friend."

"Fart, I don't believe it, how did you know?"

"When I went to Europe to play, I chartered his car."

Zhuang Jieyu stared straight at his eyes: "I can't tell, Uncle He, you finally did something like a gay young man."

He Gu said helplessly: "It's not what you think, I just chartered his car at first, and the travel agency arranged for him."

"Oh, 'in the beginning', what happened after that? Huh? After that?"

He Gu felt a little embarrassed when he asked, "He... is a nice person."

"Hey." Zhuang Jieyu curled his lips, "Is he 1 or 0? He looks about the same size as you."

"0." He Gu didn't know why he came here to be questioned by Zhuang Jieyu.

"You can fuck him or not me!" Zhuang Jieyu suddenly shouted, "Is he prettier than me! Show me the photo!"

He Gu sighed: "Don't make trouble."

Zhuang Jieyu threw himself on him, pretending to be angry and said: "Why do you want him to be better than me? Why can't I be better than him? Show me the photo, I won't accept it."

He Gu grabbed his shoulder and pushed him away, and said seriously: "Jieyu, stop making trouble, you are friends, it's different."

Zhuang Jieyu looked at him disappointedly: "Obviously I got to know you first."

"Okay, don't you want to eat hot pot, let's go to eat hot pot."

"Wait for me to change my clothes. By the way, Mr. Gu's phone can't be reached. Has he changed his number?"

He Gu said: "He has gone to Singapore." Because they are not in the same circle, Zhuang Jieyu didn't know about Gu Qingpei's photos, and the two hadn't been in touch for a long time, so he didn't know about all the changes that Gu Qingpei had experienced in the past six months.

"Ah? Why did you suddenly go to Singapore?"

"Transfer." He Gu thought for a while, and added, "He has been promoted. If you want to contact him, send him an email."

"Oh, that's great. Singapore is still close to China. It's very good. I want to come back and have a meal with him."

He Gu secretly sighed.Before GuQingPei left, he had a phone call with him, but he was busy going to the hospital with his mother at that time, so he didn't even have a chance to meet him. He only hoped that GuQingPei would get rid of the dark clouds in the capital and set sail again in the new environment.

Zhuang Jieyu entered the room and changed clothes, put on a hat and sunglasses: "Let's go."

"You have to be fully armed when you go out now."

"Hey, red, there's no way." After speaking, he laughed.

"Then what do you do when you eat, and you also wear sunglasses?"

"No, the house we're going to is opened by a model, most of them are people in the circle, and no one will take pictures when we enter the house."

The place where they ate was a fashionable and characteristic hot pot restaurant, and the decoration style felt like a magical game.He Gu has a rather old-fashioned personality. When he saw this kind of monster style, he felt that it must not be as delicious as traditional hot pot restaurants, but he didn't say anything.

But Zhuang Jieyu saw it: "This restaurant is delicious, I won't come if it's not good."

"Well, as long as you like it."

When the two entered the store, Zhuang Jieyu took off his sunglasses and greeted the foreman. He obviously knew each other, and the foreman led them to the box.

When passing the toilet, a young man just came out of it, and the three of them almost ran into each other.

"Hey, it's you? Zhou Xiang?" Zhuang Jieyu was a little surprised.

The man named Zhou Xiang raised his eyes, nodded and said, "Hello, what a coincidence."

He Gu took a look at him, he was quite handsome, with a slender figure and a clean demeanor, but there was a melancholy in his eyes that didn't match his age at all.

"Is Brother Xiu here? I'll go say hello."

Zhou Xiang seemed a little embarrassed: "I came with my colleagues from the film crew."

"Oh, see you then." Zhuang Jieyu immediately lost interest in him.

The two walked into the box, Zhuang Jieyu threw away his hat, picked up the menu and ordered, while looking at it, he said casually, "Uncle He, what do you think of that man just now?"

"quite handsome."

Zhuang Jieyu frowned: "It's okay, that's it, is it far behind me?"

"Well, what happened?"

"He belongs to Yan Mingxiu." Zhuang Jieyu checked a lot of dishes and handed the list to He Gu.

"Yan Mingxiu's person?" He Gu said, "You can just order it, I can do whatever I want."

"That's right, you collaborated with Song Juhan in a movie some time ago, you should know?"

"I know." The actor has a pretty face that people will never forget, but his demeanor is too cold.

"Hey, I really like Yan Mingxiu, he's so handsome, but he actually hired that guy, a little model, a martial artist." Zhuang Jieyu pouted towards the door, meaning that just now.

"What's the matter?"

"You don't know, Yan Mingxiu's family has a big background. Two years ago, he suddenly parachuted into the entertainment circle. All of his shows were directed by big directors. One hit and one hit, but he never participated in any announcements or interviews. He only accepted movies and big influencers. How many people in the circle want to curry favor with him, but he only selects capable people to cooperate with. Last time we were on the same crew for a play, I hooked him up several times. I thought he was not gay, but in the blink of an eye... "Zhuang Jieyu curled his lips, "How can I be inferior to that man?"

Why can't he agree: "Appearance is not the most important thing, maybe their personalities are more compatible."

"Pull it down." Zhuang Jieyu sighed, "I'm about to cross out another one from my philatelic roll."

"what?"

"Stamp collection." Zhuang Jieyu said "tsk", "You don't even understand this."

He why shook his head.

"It's just..." Zhuang Jieyu said angrily, "Oh, forget it, anyway, you and Yan Mingxiu are the men I want to sleep with, but you are all blind and ignore me, so I want to remove you from the list ,understood?"

He Gu nodded helplessly. Although he couldn't accept Zhuang Jieyu's lifestyle, he understood everyone's differences.

The side dishes came up quickly, and the two chatted while eating.

Zhuang Jieyu asked: "Have you been with your mother recently?"

"Well, I have to take care of my sister."

"You workaholic suddenly become so homely. I'm not used to it. Then what are your plans in the future?"

"When my mother's chemotherapy is over, I think..." He Gu wanted to go to Shanghai with them, but suddenly remembered Song Juhan.Song Juhan would not let him go anywhere. Song Juhan imprisoned his heart before, but now he imprisoned his body. After tossing for so long, he returned to the original place.

"Ok?"

He Gu said perfunctorily: "Let's talk about it, it's not important."

"Then... what about the relationship?" Zhuang Jieyu pouted, "That man has come to look for you, are you two planning to settle down?"

He Gu shook his head: "After his summer vacation, he will go to America to study."

"Ah?" Zhuang Jieyu raised his eyebrows and teased deliberately, "So I still have hope."

He why smiled.

Zhuang Jieyu also laughed, and his tone became serious: "My brother, to be honest, to be honest, I hope you can find someone to have a good relationship with, you should enjoy the feeling of being liked , rather than sacrificially, especially to someone who is totally unworthy."

He Gu nodded, not wanting to continue the topic: "Let's go with fate."

"I know you don't like me who is unstable. I know a lot of good men. May I introduce you?"

"No, I'm not in the mood to think about that right now."

Zhuang Jieyu put down his chopsticks: "Aren't you in the mood to think, or you can't forget Song Juhan."

He Gudan said: "It has nothing to do with him."

"Song Juhan's behavior in the past six months is very strange. After the accident, his popularity has dropped a lot, but his position in the circle has not been shaken, but his whole person has changed. He told the people around him that he should calm down, but he didn't." I hooked up again and again. At that time, I guessed that the person who could make him feel at ease could only be you. As soon as Ou Taining posted the photo, I confirmed it." Zhuang Jieyu paused, "But old brother, you Don't trust him."

He Gu looked at him with a blank expression on his face.

Zhuang Jieyu shook his hand vigorously: "Listen to me, he is Song Juhan, and countless people liked him since he was born. Even if he is seventy or eighty years old and his appearance is no longer, he will still have a young body to send to him Let him enjoy it. You are also a man, you should understand, not to mention a man in such a chaotic circle with a high position. In fact, I can guess that the two of you have not broken up, otherwise Ou Taining would not use that photo to revenge Song Juhan, I don't know how he behaves now, but it's all fake, he won't last long."

He Gu smiled self-deprecatingly: "I know."

"You two are people from two worlds. If you are forced together, you are the one who gets hurt. He has nothing to lose. He has everything." Zhuang Jieyu looked at He Gu with a hint of distress in his eyes, "Brother Gu, I want to see you happy, don't trust him again."

He Gu said indifferently: "I will never trust him again."

Back home after dinner that day, Song Juhan and Susu were playing with puzzles. When they saw why they entered the door, they both raised their heads and their eyes lit up.

Why do you find it interesting.

"Brother." Su Su rushed over and hugged his waist, hung her whole body on him, raised her head and said, "Why are you coming back so late today?"

"Went to dinner with friends."

Song Juhan immediately asked: "Who?"

"Zhuang Jieyu." He Gu replied without hesitation.

Song Juhan frowned, but finally held back and said nothing.

"Didn't you say you would bring him to play with me?"

"He's too busy, and he's not free." He Gu straightened her body, "It's so late, you should go to bed, tomorrow you have a holiday, I'll take you to see your mother."

"That's great!" Susu shouted, "Brother Han, good night." After saying that, she ran back to the room.

Song Juhan stood up: "You came back so late, Susu kept asking."

"Occasionally." He Gu didn't look at him much, went straight to the room, took his clothes and went to the bathroom.

Song Juhan stared at his back until he disappeared.

He Gu washed off the smell of hot pot and felt a lot more relaxed. When he returned to the bedroom, he saw Song Juhan sitting upright by the bed, looking at him.

He Gu didn't care, took the book by the bed, and planned to go to the living room to read for a while.

"Why." Song Juhan walked to him, gently pushed the door of the bedroom with his big hand, and locked it.

When He Gu heard the sound of locking, he was already prepared. He put down the book and looked at Song Juhan calmly.

In the past half a month, Song Juhan's injury has almost healed. Except for work and need to go out, he will stay at his house at other times, and he will come back no matter how late at night.

Holding him to sleep every day, he could feel Song Juhan's hotness and longing. He took several cold showers in the middle of the night alone. It was hard for this person to endure for so many days.

"Why are you so close to Zhuang Jieyu?" Song Juhan said stiffly.

"He's very funny." Zhuang Jieyu is a very infectious person. It's very interesting to chat with him, and it's very relaxing to be with him. Maybe it's because his personality is too boring. When meeting someone like Zhuang Jieyu, he just It seems that I have discovered a comedy, and I can always laugh easily.

But Song Juhan didn't buy it, he narrowed his eyes, "Did you sleep with him?"

He Gu said coldly: "If two gays get close, they must have sex. That's you, not me."

Song Juhan's expression changed after being swallowed: "It's better not to, I don't have the heart to let someone who dares to touch you go."

He Gu pushed him away and came out of the bedroom.

Song Juhan held the door with his hand, not letting him go.

He Gu bowed his head in silence for a moment, then turned around, waiting for Song Juhan to say something or do something.

Song Juhan patted his hair, as if he had made up his mind: "You said... having sex with Zhou Heyi is very comfortable, isn't it?"

He Gu frowned: "You are looking for something, let's go out and solve it, my sister..."

Song Juhan gritted his teeth and said, "Just answer me, yes or no."

"Yes." He Gu said.

Song Juhan's eyes burst into anger, he nodded: "Okay, good." He took out something from his pocket and threw it on the bed with a "slap".

He Gu glanced at it, it was a bundle of condoms, and he looked at Song Juhan without fear.

Song Juhan also looked directly at him: "Come and fuck me."

He Gu made all kinds of preparations, but he didn't expect Song Juhan to say these five words, he was stunned.

Song Juhan's lips trembled slightly, as if it was difficult to say every word: "Zhou Heyi, Zhuang Jieyu... I know what you are thinking, if you feel fresh and cool in another way, then I can give it to you too, you Don't go looking for someone else, just fuck me."

He Gu was a little confused, he froze for a moment, and then said: "Do you think we are like this today because I am trying to be fresh?" He deliberately emphasized the word "I".

Hearing this, Song Juhan dared not look into He Gu's eyes: "I know you can't accept me now, if you can...accept me, I can."

"I can't." He Gu said categorically, "Song Juhan, you are not purely gay. You feel ashamed and inferior to being raped by a man, but I don't think so. It's also sex. Up and down is never a problem for me, the partner is. is the problem."

Song Juhan turned his face slowly, and stared at him with red eyes: "You... can't? I'll fuck it right in front of your eyes, don't you want it?"

He Gu said blankly, "You said you wouldn't force me."

Song Juhan's expression was mixed with shock, sadness, humiliation, and anger, and his facial features were distorted beyond description: "... Am I inferior to them? Am I inferior in appearance? I am inferior in figure? Why am I inferior to them!"

"Two different things." He Gu pushed him away, "Go to sleep."

Song Juhan grabbed his waist and pushed him down on the bed.

He Gu turned around for a while, only Song Juhan's eyes were left with grief and indignation.

Song Juhan said in a hoarse voice: "Could it be that you will always be so indifferent no matter what I do?"

Why don't you know how to answer this question.Because his once warm blood was frozen into ice, the feeling was really painful, it taught him how to dare to thaw.

Song Juhan gently kissed He Gu's lips, he didn't know whether he was telling He Gu or talking to himself: "I have to do something so that you will come back."

He Gu felt unspeakable sadness in his heart, but he didn't want to say a word anymore.

Just when the two were at a stalemate, the doorbell rang suddenly.

It's so late, who's going to ring the doorbell?

He Gu was trying to avoid Song Juhan, so he immediately pushed him away and got up, leaving the room quickly.

He glanced through the peephole, and there were several people in black suits standing outside. He opened the door and asked through the security door, "Who are you, who are you looking for?"

"Hello, Mr. He, let's take the young master home."

Song Juhan rushed out and said angrily: "Who the hell told you to come here, go back."

"Mr. Song said that he must take you back today."

Song Juhan sternly said: "When I go back is up to me, now get out."

"Master, if you don't leave, we won't leave either. There are so many people here, it's not good to make too much noise." The man paused, "And, Madam is back."

Song Juhan narrowed his eyes dangerously.

"Brother, what's the matter?" Su Su rubbed her eyes and walked out of the room, and when she saw the swords being drawn inside and outside the door, she was a little scared.

"It's okay, Susu, go back to sleep."

Su Su bit her lip: "Brother, don't open the door, should I call the police?"

"No, Susu, you are obedient, go back to sleep."

Su Su shook her head, her eyes were red: "Brother, let's call the police."

He Gu hurried over and hugged her, and said angrily, "Hurry up and make the children cry."

Song Juhan gave those people outside the door a vicious look: "Why, Susu, I'm going back first, I'll come back another day."

Su Su shouted: "Brother Han, are they bad people?"

"They are not, we are here to pick me up." Song Juhan took a deep look at He Gu, his eyes were dim and gloomy, he opened the door and left.

With the sound of footsteps coming down the stairs, the room returned to silence.

Susu hugged He Gu tightly, and whispered, "They don't look like good people, what should Brother Han do?"

"It's okay, he's an adult now, he can take care of himself." He Gu thought about the look in Song Juhan's eyes when he left, the kind of eyes that seemed to be abandoned when he left voluntarily...