Years of Intoxication

He Gu felt his eye sockets burning hot, and his vision suddenly blurred.

Song Juhan smiled and said, "Why, are you serious? You are also a pure GAY after all, why don't you know more about the rules than me, a half-way monk?"

"...Rules?" He Gu chewed these two words repeatedly, as if swallowing poison.

"We just slept. Am I responsible for you? Or I will marry you?" Song Juhan sneered.

A trace of ferocity flashed in He Gu's eyes, he grabbed Song Juhan by the collar and ruthlessly pushed him against the wall.

Song Juhan was a little surprised, he grabbed He Gu's wrist, half-threatening and half jokingly said: "He Gu, you'd better not act impulsively, fortunately you can't beat me, if you really hit me, you will be in trouble It's big."

He Gu's eyeballs were bloodshot, and his chest heaved violently. He had never experienced such humiliation in his life. He felt that something in his body was torn apart, and blood flowed all over the floor.

The face in front of him is both familiar and unfamiliar to him. From the first time we met to now, for four whole years, he has silently followed Song Juhan's every move, just because the whole afternoon spent together in that small classroom, this person brought him Unprecedented heartbeat, let him know for the first time what kind of beautiful mood liking is.

If they hadn't met again, his love for Song Juhan would always be just a fan's yearning for an idol, and he wouldn't love Song Juhan out of control like now.

In the end, what did Song Juhan think of him...

Song Juhan looked at He Gu's distorted face, sighed, and stroked his hair lightly: "Don't be so serious, okay, if I knew you couldn't afford it, I wouldn't look for you."

Can't afford to play?

He Gu remembered what he said to Feng Zheng, he said "I'm not too lazy to play", how chic he was when he was bragging, what about now?He never thought about playing, why not play it.

Song Juhan's tone became gentle and seductive: "Isn't it good for us to be like this? Why, I like you quite a bit, but I'm still young, I don't want to fall in love, and you are so young, why take it too seriously. What you want Everything can be obtained from me, so why be angry."

He Gu felt powerless all over his body, he slowly loosened Song Juhan's collar, suppressed the turbulent blood, fell silent for a few seconds, nodded, and said surprisingly calmly: "You are right."

Song Juhan, you are right, why take it too seriously.

He didn't lose a piece of meat, and he even slept with sleepy people. If he was just a friend with benefits, Song Juhan's standards would be too high, as long as he didn't take it seriously.

He Gu clenched his fists, suppressing the pain in his chest that made it hard to breathe, and looked at Song Juhan expressionlessly: "Go ahead and play, I'll go first."

Song Juhan frowned: "Why, this matter... It's my fault that I didn't explain it clearly to you at first, I thought you understood. I will make it up to you, just ask what you want."

"You didn't make it clear what you were referring to, which part?"

Song Juhan was at a loss for words.

"Does it mean the part that plays with me, or the part that provokes me just to get away from Feng Zheng?"

Song Juhan looked a little uncomfortable: "Feng Zheng told you this?"

"if not."

Song Juhan was silent for a while: "Why, come with me, I've always treated people well, if you want to open up a bit, we can have a few decent ones at our age."

He Gu looked deeply at Song Juhan for half a minute before saying, "Okay."

At that time, he was too young and too stupid.I think I made a free and easy and mature decision.

Such things as falling in love should be just a small episode in his life, and the pain is over. Since he is still a little obsessed with Song Juhan, it is not a bad idea to be a companion. He has nothing to lose. He even thought about it in anger. , are men, Song Juhan can play, what can't he do?

He could not have foreseen at the time that it would be the most costly, irreparable, wrong mistake of his life.His love for Song Juhan did not die because of the change of mentality and time, but became more and more burning. When he suddenly realized that he had already gone too far and too deep, he could not turn back.

He Gu opened his eyes and saw the familiar ceiling of his home.

Thinking about the past, he actually just fell asleep on the sofa. The past was woven into a story and merged into his dream.It has been six years, and he still remembers all the details at that time so clearly.

In particular, I remember how Song Juhan fascinated him, and how he beat his cheeks with pain and heart with a few words, and I also remembered how angry Feng Zheng was at the decision he made at that time, and I remembered Feng Zheng's impulsive behavior. Yu rough and green kiss.

He knew that because of his affairs, Song Juhan went to find Feng Zheng, or Feng Zheng went to Song Juhan, and there was a lot of conflict between the two, but he didn't know what happened, but Feng Zheng came out in a fit of anger. After leaving the country, it will be six years after a farewell.

He also remembered how Song Juhan tied him tightly with a whip and a candy in the past six years.

He really made up his mind to "play" with Song Juhan, and wanted to vent all his fascination with Song Juhan and satisfy his addiction, so that he could leave without regrets. It is rare in life to be presumptuous. I don't feel like I'm out of line.Unexpectedly, Song Juhan was still the same Song Juhan, but he could no longer withdraw.

He never dared to regret it, but occasionally he couldn't help thinking, if he had broken up with Song Juhan at that time, what would happen now?Probably he will hear the news about Song Juhan after a few years, and just laugh it off, or tell his friends with a smile that I have slept with this big star.

But how dare he regret it.

He thumped his sore back, got up from the sofa, and saw the cell phone whose battery was dropped by Song Juhan at a glance.

He went to install the mobile phone and turned it on. Fortunately, the mobile phone was not broken.

As soon as the phone was turned on, more than a dozen missed calls and text messages popped up, all of which belonged to Feng Zheng. He called back, and Feng Zheng answered the phone almost instantly, and shouted nervously, "Why, are you okay?"

He Gu said wearily: "I'm fine, I'm sorry, I let you see a joke again."

"You really..." Feng Zheng gritted his teeth, "Song Juhan is really a bastard for ten years, what did he do to you?"

He Gu smiled self-deprecatingly: "Actually, it's nothing. He came to accompany me on my birthday, and he got angry when he saw you calling me. You two have been so energetic for so many years, haven't you stopped coming?"

Feng Zheng was silent for a while, and said lightly, "It's just that you're fine."

"It's rare that you still remember my birthday, which makes you worry."

"Why don't you remember. Song Juhan left, right? Come out and have supper with me."

"It's too late. We all have to go to work tomorrow, so you should rest earlier."

Feng Zheng couldn't help but said, "Why, can I persuade you?"

He Gu leaned against the wall slowly: "Feng Zheng, I understand all the reasons you can think of, and you can't think of them, but I still can't help myself. It's useless for you to persuade me. I'm doing it myself, but I don't want you Feel bad for me about this shit."

"Why, you are the only one I know who jumped into the fire pit sober."

He Gu was amused by his description: "No, maybe I owed him in my previous life, and I will pay it off in this life."

A long sigh came from Feng Zheng on the phone.

After GuQingPei went to the new company, he didn't quit the group of the old company, so why did he occasionally open the group, and he could still see him jokingly posting a few complaints.

This day, He Gu was looking at the file, a pop-up window popped up on the computer suddenly, it was GuQingPei's video invitation, he opened it with some doubts.

I saw GuQingPei sitting in the boss chair, smiling and waving at him: "Hey, what are you doing?"

He Gu couldn't help laughing: "It's work, Mr. Gu seems to be in a good mood."

"Hey, I'm trying to force a smile. This company is a mess, and the boss has given me a big problem... Forget it, let's not talk about it, let me show you my new office." GuQingPei stood with his mobile phone Get up and sweep the office.

That office is much more luxurious than Nanchuang's executive office. As expected of a private company, you can spend as much money as you want. Why can't you help but feel a little envious: "This office is really nice."

"Yeah, what's the matter, are you tempted?"

He Gu smiled and said, "This is the CEO's office, what's the use of being tempted."

"We are renovating the new office area, I will move there after it is installed, this office will be yours." GuQingPei looked at him with a smile, "As long as you come, I will always have your seat here."

"Mr. Gu, you are really flattering me. I can only work and nothing else. I'm really afraid that I will disappoint your expectations." Although he was very grateful for Gu Qingpei's appreciation, he still felt a little guilty in his heart. He felt that a person like GuQingPei who is exquisite in seven orifices should look down on his dead-headedness.

"Hey, I still want you who can only work like this. As long as you do what you should do well, I will give you other things."

He Gu smiled and said, "Mr. Gu, I'll give you an answer in the next year, okay?"

"Success." GuQingPei sighed softly, "Why, I think you should be able to imagine my situation, Yuan Lijiang has a big business, he promised me to list this branch company, and let me join the board of directors, but I Now there is no one of my own, it is really stumbling."

"I know."

"That's why I have high hopes for you. I'll wait for your reply after a year."

"Okay, definitely."

"By the way, let me show you the arowana I raised. The master said that I keep two in the office, which can be used to counteract the evil spirit of the new official. As a result, one died yesterday, and I bought one for [-]. I feel so distressed." Didn't sleep well all night." GuQingPei curled his lips aggrievedly as he spoke, revealing a bit of childishness.

"Then it must have helped you block a wave of evil spirits, and you died heroically."

"Hey, what you said really makes sense, I feel much more at ease." GuQingPei pointed his phone at the fish tank, before he could clearly see the baby bump that was more expensive than gold, suddenly there was a rough sound of opening the door .

GuQingPei's voice was immediately filled with sarcasm: "How many times have I told you to knock on the door when you enter the office? You are such an adult, why don't you even understand the manners of a two-year-old child."

"Don't fucking talk nonsense." A young, clear, angry voice came.

He Guzheng sat up curiously when the video was cut off.

Immediately, the original video frame began to insert advertisements, which happened to be Song Juhan's electrical advertisements.

He Gu sighed and closed the video window.He was more unlucky, even if he wanted to forget, but every day was covered by that person, and he couldn't hide.

Since his birthday, there has been no contact for another half a month.He felt that Song Juhan would be angry for a long time this time, and he still couldn't muster up the strength to reconcile.As the end of the year approached, the work pressure was too great, so he had to live on the construction site. Under such high pressure, he was physically and mentally exhausted, and he was too lazy to go to Song Juhan.

So be it, what should come will come, maybe it will come now, he has been preparing for this day for six years, and he has long been calm.