Years of Intoxication

After being silent for 5 minutes, He Gu felt that eating face to face while having a cold war was too boring, so he took the initiative to chat with Feng Zheng about work, and Feng Zheng replied without saying a word, still in a bad mood.

After the meal, Feng Zheng threw the medicine to him: "Take it half an hour after the meal."

"Okay, thank you today. If you don't come, I won't be able to have such a delicious dinner."

Feng Zheng snorted and glanced at him out of the corner of his eye: "If I don't come, maybe no one will know if you're burnt out."

He Gu smiled: "How come, I took medicine before you came, but it hasn't worked yet."

"Go and lie down, it's been about half an hour since I finished packing, and I'll just wake you up and take your medicine."

"No, I feel better when I'm full, and I can clean it up myself."

"Go if you are told." Feng Zheng dragged him into the bedroom and pressed him on the bed, "Your clothes are a little wet, change yourself." Feng Zheng weighed He Gu's collar, and He Gu just lay down, The button of the front placket snapped open, exposing a small piece of collarbone and chest.

Feng Zheng's eyes straightened for no apparent reason, so when he lowered his head, he could vaguely see a bluish-brown mark on his chest. This is... a hickey? !He thought of the things all over his body when he took a shower today...

Feng Zheng's eyes widened, and he roughly tore open his shirt. When he saw the marks on He Gu's body, he felt as if he had been struck by lightning.

He Gu pulled his hand away forcefully: "Feng Zheng, what are you doing!"

"What is this?!" Feng Zheng pinched his shoulder with such strength that it hurt for some reason.

He Gu was extremely ashamed: "What has anything to do with you! Do you know what you are doing!"

"I ask you what this is!" Feng Zheng yelled angrily, he couldn't believe that he saw this on He Gu!

He Gu closed his eyes, feeling unprecedented embarrassment and anger: "Hickey, is there a problem?"

Feng Zheng's hands were shaking, his eyes were red: "...who?"

"Boy friend."

"who is it?"

He Gu was silent for a while: "I think I have the right to keep my privacy, Feng Zheng, you are too abnormal now, do you have a fever or do I have a fever?"

Feng Zheng gritted his teeth and said, "Tell me who it is!"

"I don't want to say it!" He Gu was really angry, "I am a [-]-year-old adult man, do I need to report to you who I am with? Feng Zheng, you should go back."

Feng Zheng seemed to think of something suddenly, his eyes shot out a cold light: "It's Song Juhan, isn't it?"

He Gu was surprised, when he wanted to hide his expression, it was too late.

"Why you idiot!" Feng Zheng was so angry that he pushed He Gu down forcefully, "You are a fucking idiot, how are you and Song Juhan? Do you know what he is?!"

He Gu calmed down instead at this time: "Feng Zheng, I don't know what conflicts you have with him, but those have nothing to do with me. You are too abnormal now, do you know that?"

"I'm abnormal? You're fucking abnormal! Did you sleep with him? Did you sleep with Song Juhan?" Feng Zheng was so angry that he seemed to pounce on him and bite him to death.

He Gu took a deep breath, "Yes, what's the problem?"

"He can sleep with you today and dump you tomorrow, Song Juhan is a bastard, are you fucking blind!"

"Even so, it's my business."

"Your business?" Feng Zheng glared, "Why do you think Song Juhan provoked you? If it wasn't for me, he would have taken a fancy to you?!"

He Gu was startled, his face changed: "What do you mean?"

Feng Zheng consciously made a slip of the tongue, but it was impossible to take it back. He gritted his teeth and glared at He Gu, but didn't answer.

"Feng Zheng, what do you mean by that sentence? Explain it clearly. If Song Juhan is really playing with me, I can afford it. I'm not a girl. It's just a nap. It's no big deal. If you really treat me as a friend , make that sentence clear."

Feng Zheng clenched his fists and said in a deep voice, "He...he was trying to stimulate me."

"What do you mean?"

"We...have competed since childhood, and when he saw you and me together, he wanted to snatch it away."

He Gu's eyes turned pale, and even with his brain, he didn't come back to his senses for a long time: "But...we are just friends."

"But he doesn't think so." Feng Zheng stared straight into He Gu's eyes, "I don't think so either."

He Gu was startled and stared at Feng Zheng blankly.

"I know you were just confused by him for a while. We got along very well before, didn't we? Why, you asked me before if I might like a boy. I didn't answer at that time. I can answer you now, if that boy is you ..."

"Stop talking." He Gu lowered his head, "Feng Zheng, this is not the first time, I don't know if you did it on purpose or not, you're done teasing me, and you act like nothing happened, I can't just stand there forever Play this game with you."

"You have to give me some time!"

He Gu sighed, "Can feelings be counted in this way?" The hazy affection he once had for Feng Zheng has almost been worn away by repeated temptations and disappointments.

Feng Zheng held He Gu's shoulder and said sharply: "He Gu, don't be stupid, okay, Song Juhan is playing with you, you...you stay with me."

He Gu grabbed Feng Zheng's wrist and tightened it unconsciously. He said expressionlessly, "Feng Zheng, what you said and did today was like a child making trouble for no reason. Go home and calm down." , shall we communicate again?"

"you do not believe me?"

"How can I trust you like this?"

"You have only known Song Juhan for a few days? Do you trust him? If there is no one around him, why don't you think about why he approached you?!"

These words were piercing He Gu's heart, and He Gu took a deep breath: "I've thought about what you said. You listen carefully to Feng Zheng. First, the two of us won't wait for it. It's impossible. Second, I can't." There is no evidence to doubt Song Juhan, and thirdly, even if what you said is true, I can’t afford it.” He Gu said it coolly, but felt extremely uncomfortable in his heart, he didn’t want to believe Feng Zheng’s words, but those words , and explained his long-standing doubts very well - why Song Juhan fell in love with him.

If it was really because of Feng Zheng...he dared not think about it.

Feng Zheng looked at He Gu stiffly, and his expression gradually became sad: "He Gu, I never realized that you are so cruel. You don't feel nothing for me, do you? Sooner or later, you will know what Song Juhan is."

"Feng Zheng, even if I had feelings for you before, it's already in the past. If Song Juhan might be a bastard, and I can't get involved with you, then why am I such a person?" He looked at Feng Zheng seriously, "Feng Zheng, you are my best friend. We were very happy when we were friends. Wouldn't it be good if we kept going like this?"

"Not good." Feng Zheng shook off his hand with a ferocious expression, "Why, you will regret it, I will show you Song Juhan's true face." He turned around and punched the wall twice in anger, He rushed out without looking back.

"Feng Zheng—"

The door was slammed down viciously.

He Gu felt his tense nerves relax, and he lay down on the bed weakly.

Why...became like this.

Is Song Juhan really like what Feng Zheng said?He didn't want to believe it in his heart, but he couldn't help but feel that Feng Zheng's words made sense.

He is just an ordinary college graduate, with the same looks and family background and abilities, why does Song Juhan favor him so much after seeing him?

But...he thought of Song Juhan's gentleness, Song Juhan's smile, and Song Juhan's voice, couldn't they all be fake, shouldn't he believe what he saw with his eyes?

He Gu closed his eyes, feeling that his mind was in turmoil, his heart seemed to be pulled by something, and he was falling all the way, and below was a dark abyss that could not be seen at the bottom.

He Yuan didn't know when he fell asleep and woke up again, feeling that the fever had subsided and his body was a little more relaxed.After he got up, he still swallowed some medicine and drank two large glasses of water, and his bewildered mind finally cleared up a bit.

Thinking of what happened last night, he still felt uncomfortable and embarrassed.

To be honest, he cares about Feng Zheng very much. Feng Zheng is the closest to him since he was a child, his best friend. The two of them have a common language whether they are in school or in the company. As a human being, it is not easy to make a friend who can talk to you.

He didn't know what the deep conflict between Song Juhan and Feng Zheng was, but it was obviously more serious than he thought. No matter whether Song Juhan was really as impure as Feng Zheng said, Feng Zheng would have such a weird guess. has proven something in itself.

As for Feng Zheng's words that he wanted to be with him, he didn't believe it. If Song Juhan really only provoked him for the so-called "competition", wouldn't Feng Zheng, who was suddenly interested in him at this time, be even more suspicious.

He Gu nestled on the sofa, pondered calmly all morning, and finally decided to ask Song Juhan himself.Stretching out his head with a knife, retracting his head with a knife, he was just dumped. He was so young and his life had just begun, so a little emotional setback was nothing.

He packed up and went out.He planned to wait near Song Juhan's house, Song Juhan must go home soon.

He went to the downstairs of the community where Song Juhan lived, sat down in a coffee shop, and then sent a text message to Song Juhan: "I'm near your house, I need you for something, when will you be back?"

There was still no response to the text message for a long time, and he was not in a hurry, so he took out his notebook and continued to revise his thesis.

It was getting dark soon, and Song Juhan replied at this time: "Shooting on location, I won't be going home today."

He Gu was a little disappointed, packed up his notebook and planned to go home.

On the bus, He Gu received a call from Feng Zheng.

Feng Zheng's icy voice came: "Why, where are you?"

"Outside, almost home."

"You come to me now."

"what happened?"

"Don't you want to know what kind of person Song Juhan is? I'll show you today."

He Gu's breath was stagnant, and his voice was trembling: "...Okay, you send me the address." He got off the car at the station, took a taxi, and rushed to the address Feng Zheng gave.

It was a nightclub, and it seemed to be very private. There were two bodyguards standing at the door, and when guests entered, they showed something before being let through.

While hesitating, Feng Zheng walked over with a gloomy expression on his face.

He Gu has never seen Feng Zheng like this before. When Feng Zheng was angry before, he had never exuded such hostility. He opened his mouth, but in the end he had nothing to say.

Feng Zheng led him to the door, and showed the security guard a picture on his phone, and the two security guards made gestures of invitation in unison: "Master Feng, please come inside."

Feng Zheng walked ahead with a sullen face, and He Gu followed closely behind.

Walking to a box, Feng Zheng said, "Go in, I'll wait for you outside." The moment he turned around, he said, "In order not to fight."

He Gu glanced at Feng Zheng, his heart beating like a drum.

Through the door, he heard a sweet female voice singing inside.

Open this door, what will he see?No matter what it was, it was impossible for him to back away. He took a deep breath and knocked on the door.

"Come in."

He Gu closed his eyes and pushed open the door.

The box is very big, there are more than a dozen people sitting and standing in it, He Gu saw Song Juhan sitting in the corner of the sofa with a beautiful girl in his arms at a glance, the two were talking intimately with their heads down , and smiled at each other.

He Gu felt his scalp go numb, his hands and feet suddenly turned cold, and the eyes of everyone around him pierced his skin like needles.

When Song Juhan saw him, his expression changed, he was very surprised.

He Gu was unusually calm: "I'm sorry, I'm looking for someone."

Song Juhan let go of his arms around his slender waist, stood up abruptly, and said in a very bad tone, "Why, why did you come here?"

He Gu restrained the surging emotions in his heart: "Ji Han, come out for a while."

Song Juhan nodded to his friends: "You guys play first." After speaking, he followed He Gu and walked out, closing the door behind him.

He Gu's chest heaved a little, he took a breath and said, "I've come to ask you something."

"Who brought you here? Was it Feng Zheng? Did you tell him?" A series of questions.

"He discovered it by himself." He Gu stared at Song Juhan. Just yesterday, he felt elated looking at this person, but now the flower has been knocked down into the mud by the cold wind.

Song Juhan patted his hair irritably: "What did he bring you here for?"

He Gu felt a sharp pain in his heart, and tried to calmly say: "The girl you hugged just now is your girlfriend?"

Song Juhan said nonchalantly, "No."

"Then what am I?"

Song Juhan looked at He Gu with an incredulous look in his eyes: "What do you mean?"

"What do I mean?" He Gu felt even more incredible when he heard this question, "Song Juhan, don't you know what I mean?"

Song Juhan sneered at first, he looked at He Gu's face, and then couldn't restrain his low laugh.