soul probation

【36】

Gray Whale held the suicide note in his arms, with a gentle face, cheerful as if he had suddenly solved a problem in life.

"Family and school, it's just that people have changed." He murmured in the empty laboratory, as if Yanchen could hear it.

"But... you inspired me."

"In the past, I only thought that students started committing suicide because of the fragility of luxury. A sentence of accusation can kill, and a book of debt can also kill. The bottom line of living has been raised. If you can reach it, you will live, and if you can't reach it, you will die. If blessings are not enough Give them enough desire to survive, then the only way to redeem geniuses is to rely on curses."

"I believe that uneducated children are just like you. Everyone is a genius. Don't let families and schools alienate them and deprive them of their possibilities—I've always done this." Gray Whale's face showed a trace of relief Laughing, "But haven't I cursed you enough?"

"Your death has given me a new understanding now."

"How can technology not distinguish between good and evil? All human beings lose their voices to technology, and at the same time, they are gently boiled to a pulp - while being enslaved by capital, while paying for clean air and water as a matter of course, all human beings still praise technology. It can become a dumb person who can’t speak without typing, or a pig who can eat without getting out of bed; a person can sink into the old man under the pressure of employment, and can also become a slave who works crazily and turns to sudden death.” He His eyes were filled with regret, and he shook his head frequently, "The crime of being incapable of temperance, the crime of being incapable of temperance."

"You are right, Yanchen. Stress is not enough to make people commit suicide. What really disturbs people is the anxiety in their hearts. The first anxiety of people is that they are exhausted for food and clothing. After they have enough food and clothing, they design machines out of laziness. Instead, the people who got enough food and clothing began to work hard to compete with the machines - looking back, those machines were originally designed to make humans lazy. Where can I reason?"

"Then people can only run forward, faster and faster. Then, while running, I designed a group of more lazy machines... When I ran back to the front, I found that there were only robots left around me. I bowed my head. Look, he is also a robot—but he can't stop, he can only run and run. The big robot brings out the small robot. The difference between the small robot is that he will stop and look in the mirror, and when he looks in the mirror, he will He was so horrified that he scrambled to leave." When he mentioned the emotion, his voice suddenly rose, "Beginning of the Industrial Revolution, technology is the curse left by the ancestors to future generations, and people will never be reborn forever."

"Child." He calmed down and resumed his elder demeanor, "All this is because, like you, it insults nature."

Gray Whale took out a petri dish from the box it brought, and the cells in it were the same as the cancer cells that proliferated wildly in Li Wei's laboratory, but they were slightly different.

"The reason why I am obsessed with cancer is that it is seeking justice for nature. Even if cancer is broken, incurable diseases will continue to follow—because cancer is a punishment of the natural world, and it is recovering its insulted dignity."

"I'm old, and I'm afraid I won't be able to wait until the day when the punishment will be imposed." Gray Whale poured the petri dish into an ordinary water glass, "It seems that I want to expand my business scope..."

The half of the cup of cells reproduced crazily within a few seconds, and in a blink of an eye more than half of the cup overflowed, and the cells in the cup were still absorbing water, squeezing out the last drop of nutrients.

But the water cup has no protective measures, no sterilization, and no constant temperature protection.It's not like the fragility of committing suicide due to the influence of Wang Jue's body temperature in the past.

"Drink, drink." The gray whale looked at those cells lovingly, "Drink enough, you don't need to drink the smoked water anymore."

He wiped off the word "Yanchen" on the stained cells.

"I see you, it's not medicine." Gray Whale pulled out a smile, "The cause of your death is still love."

"Because that child's heart has long been taken by me—"

"'Exiled' to nature."

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late at night.

Li Wei hugged the person in his arms, breathing gradually.

He hugged him firmly, Wang Jue was in a deep sleep, and the two of them had been motionless for a long time.

Suddenly, Wang Jue suddenly opened his eyes.

He quietly spat out the pills under his tongue.

He glanced back and saw the deadly light green needle through the night light.All the horrors flooded in at once.He gasped for a moment.

Closing his eyes as if making up his mind, he was about to bite the poison sac in his molars——

But looking at Li Wei's sleeping face, his nose felt sore.

He was startled, and suddenly remembered something.

"Since you are asleep, may I give you a dream?" He whispered.

He spoke softly and eloquently, constructing a dream for him with the foundation of hypnosis.After laying the groundwork for a full 10 minutes, every sentence pointed directly to Li Wei's childhood memories in his imagination.He desperately recalled Li Wei's usual chess moves at that time, and built a chess game.And the father figure is inserted here and there - the only person he remembers racing with him at the time.

Finally, he sighed.

"That's all I know. Whether you listen to it or not, and how much you think about it, depends on your luck."

"I shouldn't have forced you to win that game of chess. I should have won you." Wang Jue said softly, "I owe you."

"But I won't give you my freedom back."

He misaligned the teeth slightly.

"Goodbye, my doctor."

In an instant, before the last words of farewell were finished, Li Wei suddenly stretched out a hand, pinched his jaw firmly, and stuck his fingers firmly between his two rows of teeth through the flesh.

The severe pain made Wang Jue whimper a few times, and he looked at Li Wei, who was still sleeping a second ago, in disbelief.

The latter slowly opened his eyes.

He wasn't asleep at all.

But if you miss it again, there is no chance.

Wang Jue couldn't close his teeth, so he licked desperately with the tip of his tongue.

In the next second, Li Wei kissed her.

He was full of thoughts, and wanted to resist the resistance and forcefully lick the poisonous sac, the tip of his tongue could barely be touched, and he only needed a little force to get rid of it——

He thought of something and suddenly stopped.

If it is broken, Li Wei will not survive.

He was dumbfounded.

When the time came, he just let that person take possession of him in his mouth, until he snatched away the last bargaining chip of his freedom.

His whole body seemed to be emptied.

He didn't dare to recall how Li Wei rummaged through every one of his teeth with ease after hooking away the poison sac.He didn't dare to think how Li Wei dared to gamble his life to snatch the poison with kisses.

He bet he wouldn't kill him.

He felt the tip of his tongue tearing through his throat, killing him.He wanted to cry, but couldn't cry.

The heart that could not be calmed was overloaded and began to twitch violently.

He couldn't breathe.

Li Wei hugged him, put his head on her shoulders, stroked his back over and over again.

The hand stroking the back trembled slightly.

After a few strokes, he began to draw shapes around his sweat-drenched back.

"It will be over soon," he whispered in his ear "It will be over soon."

Wang Jue was in a daze, and it took many times before he realized what it was.

That's three letters.

"S", "O", "S".

"O" is square.