back from trouble

The room was silent.

Wei Shaoge was silent, Xiao Cheng was also silent.

Only the windows that had just been pulled open made the rustling sound of blowing the curtains.

Xiaocheng sat on the edge of the bed with his arms around Wei Shaoge. Although the other party seemed to have calmed down at this time, he still didn't dare to relax completely.

The body temperature of the opponent under the palm, as well as the sense of strength in the body, showed him that this is a vibrant individual.

But this is all fake, such abundant vitality is contained in a film that can be easily broken.

He couldn't guarantee what would happen if he let go of his arms, backed up, and left at this moment.

This illusion of being the only support for others... even faith... made him nervous and uneasy, and then he was a little upset.

In the end, the way to make yourself less flustered is to keep increasing the strength of your arms.

Completely, absolutely, control the other party in your arms.

"Smile."

Wei Shaoge spoke suddenly, his voice was a little hoarse that he didn't expect, he closed his mouth immediately, and his Adam's apple rolled a few times before continuing, "I want to be alone for a while."

When he spoke, his voice was steady, his eyes were calm, and his breathing was steady and gentle.Those broken expressions on his face had faded out of sight at some point, turning into a slight twitch of the corners of his mouth.

Even though this does not reflect the other party's true emotions at all, it still lets Xiaocheng know that the other party has indeed calmed down.

But being calm sometimes doesn't mean anything.

Especially now.

Laughing, he moved his fingers and finally let go.

He stood up, as if he was about to leave immediately, but soon stopped.Turn around and walk to Wei Shaoge, staring down at him.

Soon, Wei Shaoge raised his eyes.

Immediately, he met the other party's dark eyes.

For some reason, a sentence Li Yuanbin said suddenly popped up in his mind, "How can ordinary people have eyes like his, Wei Shao, you are just playing, but you can see clearly, don't lose your eye."

He didn't know what happened to his mind for a moment, but he suddenly said, "Actually, I just wanted to have fun."

The words that had slipped from the lips of the smile suddenly disappeared.

"What did you say?" he asked softly.

Wei Shaoge's eyes flashed, and he instantly realized what he said.

The little finger of the right hand suddenly jumped once, then again, and then it started beating again and again with a certain rapid rhythm.But even so, his expression was still very calm, "I mean, I really wanted to have fun at first, I'm not what you imagined at all...you've seen my state...,"

Xiaocheng didn't have the patience to listen anymore, "Then what now?"

"Since it was just for fun before, what do you think now?"

He still looked down at the other party, with no starlight leaking from his dark eyes.

Only endless blackness.

It was as if an invisible hand had strangled his neck, and then it gradually tightened... Wei Shaoge choked for breath, and some meaningless sounds were squeezed out of his throat.

Xiao Cheng suddenly stretched his pants, and slowly squatted down, from looking down to looking up, and then looking up.

He pressed his knees, "If you think about it, tell me, I'll only ask this time."

Wei Shaoge took a few deep breaths, he felt that he was really crazy just now, that's why he said that.

But this does not mean that what he said is false, in fact, he has long been unable to distinguish his own mind, since a long time ago.

But he knew what he was going to say, especially at this moment.

"I was talking nonsense just now." He looked at the other party and held the other party's hand on his knee. "From the beginning to now, my love for you has never changed. Just now I..." Wei Shaoge's Adam's apple rolled After a while, his neck moved, as if he wanted to avoid the other party's sight, but failed in the end, he still looked into Xiao Cheng's eyes, "I'm not in good shape...maybe it will be worse next time, I'm afraid I will really Hurt you. You saw it, I can't control myself, and I don't want you to see me like this." He finally couldn't help but flashed his eyes, "So I want to go."

There was a silence in the room.

Then there was a laughing voice——

"I do not believe."

It couldn't be lighter.

Wei Shaoge froze suddenly.

Laughing, he stood up again, freed his hands, and slid along Wei Shaoge's lower abdomen, chest, and shoulders all the way to his neck, pressed and rubbed the Adam's apple back and forth for a long time, and suddenly lifted his chin.

But he didn't say a word as if he expected him to speak first.

"What don't you believe?"

Wei Shaoge asked subduedly, his movements were tame, but his muscles were extremely restrained.

Xiao Cheng smiled, "I don't believe what you said. If you want to leave, you are afraid of hurting me? You chose to pack your things at this time, don't you want me to stop you? If you really want to leave, you have at least one hundred ways to refuse to let me go." The methods I know, or a thousand ways to let me know, won't stop me... But you don't have any. You don't want to go at all."

Wei Shaoge paused for a moment, but did not speak.

Xiaocheng said the next sentence directly, "I don't believe what you said, 'love me'."

Wei Shaoge suddenly grabbed his wrist and stood up, his Adam's apple rolling, staring at him tightly, but pursed his lips tightly.

Smiling as he looked at him, he suddenly laughed, "Do you love me? I don't know, I'm afraid you can't figure it out yourself, at least it won't be 'from the beginning' like you said. I don't believe you love me— —”

He paused at the end, and then turned the other person's eyes to himself forcefully, with an indescribable meaning in his smile, "But I believe you can't do without me."

"You hate me."

"You want me."

Then he lowered his head, as if he was about to kiss her, and stopped at the last moment, "Am I right?"

It seems that as long as the other party answers the answer he wants to hear, he can get some reward.

Wei Shaoge was expressionless for a moment.

But Xiaocheng has never felt the other party's emotions so clearly——

He is afraid.

What are you afraid of?Afraid of seeing him clearly?

In fact, Wei Shaoge doesn't need to worry, even if he can clearly perceive the other person's emotions, Xiaocheng never feels that he can understand this person thoroughly.

Too complicated.

It looks like a mathematical formula that looks extremely simple but has no solution at all, and it also looks like a book that can't be read or understood.

For a moment, he thought of the other party's vast bookshelves extending from the floor to the ceiling.

So the mood that was almost malicious and vengeful, calmed down in an instant.

He kissed it.

He kissed deeply.

Xiao Cheng gently closed the door, turned and went downstairs.

Wei Shaoge fell asleep in the room.

Xiaocheng walked briskly down a short flight of stairs, looking at the locked door, he couldn't help laughing.

He walked around the living room, thinking that he should do something, but Jiang Guoze took care of all the work, and he really couldn't find anything to distract him.

In fact, he can do something else, such as find a way to contact Wei Shaoge's attending doctor.Or call his home and ask Wei Chaohua to send someone over.

After all, with the situation shown by Wei Shaoge, the responsible approach is nothing more than these.

But he didn't want to—

Wei Shaoge was knocked out by him.

Such a close distance, so close that the breathing is intertwined with each other, it is impossible to guard against.

Xiaocheng's skills have always been good, with moderate strength in his hands, which is enough for him to have a good night's sleep without being physically hurt.

In fact, Xiaocheng himself is not sure how he should choose. As mentioned above, the responsible approach is to hand over Wei Shaoge to professionals. Whether it is counseling, treatment, or others, the current situation has already passed beyond his capabilities.

Just when he learned that everything special about this person to him was based on the premise that he had paid the price——

He resisted his approach, but couldn't help being attracted.

He remembered everyone, but forgot him alone.

It is impossible for him to let Wei Shaoge leave like this, especially in his state... Well, he is worried.

And he also knew that Wei Shaoge would never like to see a doctor or Wei Zhaohua as soon as he opened his eyes, he didn't want to make the other party uncomfortable.

But if he keeps Wei Shaoge, it means that he will bear the rest of this person's life.

In fact, he had already made a decision in his heart.

But I still can't help but wonder, can he really bear it?Can it be done?Is this really the best option for each other?

To Wei Shaoge, he could say "you can't leave me", but facing himself, he had to ask himself, "Can he really not leave me?" What if one day everything changes for him? ?What if he still wants to leave in the future?

Can he really take it?

He must be able to.

Laughing into arms crossed, resting on knees, chin resting.

His gaze lowered, just in time to land on the windbreaker jacket that had been thrown on the single sofa.

Those were the clothes Wei Shaoge wore tonight.

After thinking about it for a while, Xiaocheng broke free from his previous emotions. Even if he hasn't made up his final decision, he already knows what he should do.

He stood up and took the computer.

After Wei Shaoge returned to China, he spent money to find someone to check his situation abroad in the past two years.

It's just that I accidentally forgot about these later, and I haven't pursued the money, and the result given over there is only an initial version.Laughing into the mailbox, he glanced at it roughly, and there were some ordinary activity tracks, but one of them caught his attention——

"From April [-]th to August [-]th, I went out, and the exact whereabouts are unknown."

Where did you go out?

Xiaocheng immediately added a sum of money to the other party's account, saying that he needed further information.

He disappeared for almost four months, and there is no record or explanation from the school. There must be other reasons.Thinking of this, he suddenly stretched out his arm and pulled the coat on the sofa next to him, and reached into his pocket to fumble around.

Pulled out a cell phone.

Wei Shaoge's mobile phone.

He turned on the screen with little hesitation.

Display fingerprint unlock?

Of course there is also an option to enter a password, but only three times.

Laughing and pausing for a while, he tentatively entered his birthday.

wrong password.

He didn't hold out much hope at first. Based on his understanding of Wei Shaoge, compared to birthdays or mobile phone numbers and ID numbers, the other party must be more inclined to set irregular passwords.

That is, just give it a try.

Thinking about it, Xiao Cheng entered another string of numbers, which was his student number.

wrong password.

If you make a wrong input again, the phone will be automatically locked.After making two wrong entries in a row, Cheng Cheng was embarrassed to guess in the same way again.

Maybe it has nothing to do with me at all?

He threw the phone back on the table, typing on the computer and thinking about it.

Or try again?

Although the phone will be automatically locked if he makes a mistake, it's okay, and he didn't intend to hide it from Wei Shaoge.

He picked up his phone again and simply entered Wei Shaoge's birthday, 1107.

As a result, when entering the last "7", I slid my hand and pressed on the "6", laughing as if I was about to throw the phone back, but the screen lit up.

The password is correct.