back from trouble

"Shao Ge? I want to talk to you." Xiao Cheng said as he pushed open the door, and saw Wei Shaoge still wearing his outer clothes, leaning against the bed and sitting on the carpet.

He holds a tennis racket in his hand.

It was the birthday present that Xiaocheng had ordered specially but had not been able to send out.

"How did you find this?" He said and sat down opposite him.

Wei Shaoge didn't even raise his head, his eyes seemed to be attracted by the beat in his hand, looking over and over again, he found a long scratch on the paint after a while.He frowned, and stroked it lovingly, obviously very distressed.

Isn't it?He also carefully selected this beat at the time, from swing weight to string selection, to the weight of the string, all of them are Wei Shaoge's habits.And there is Roger Federer's autograph on the handle - Wei Shaoge's favorite tennis star.

Of course, the scratches on the painting were done by himself.

Laughing and coughing lightly, a little embarrassed.He took the racket away from the opponent's hand, turned around and wanted to put it behind him, only to see the cloakroom was opened, and there was a luggage bag filled with a lot of things on the ground.

Xiao Cheng was also stunned for a few seconds.

Then it was on fire.

Is this scene really familiar?

Adding up the two lives, this is already the third time that the other party wants to leave him.

There are only three things, if Wei Shaoge insists on leaving this time, it's better to break up with each other.

He suddenly sneered, threw the racket in his hand on the ground casually, turned around and opened the door and went out.

With a muffled sound, the racket hit the carpet alone.

Wei Shaoge was silent for a moment, picked up the beat again, and wiped it back and forth in his hands.

Suddenly the door was pushed open again, and when he glanced over with a cold smile, he felt a little flustered and subconsciously turned his head to the side.

Xiaocheng ignored him, closed the door with his backhand, and locked it again with a "click", then walked quickly to the window, closed all the windows, and drew the curtains again.

Then he turned around and walked back to him.

looked down at him.

"Young Master Wei, please explain to me carefully, what do you want to do when you pack your luggage?"

Smiling into a pair of calm and deep eyes, but a few strands of uncontrollable anger clearly overflowing, leaning down, making Wei Shaoge lean back involuntarily——

His back was pressed tightly against the bed.

Laughing like this is... angry?

He panicked at first, and then tensed up, "The professor sent an email. I have something to do with the school and I have to go back."

Smiling into a natural expression of staring closely at the other party.

He sneered, but held out his hand.

Seeing that Wei Shaoge didn't respond, "Get up, go to bed and talk."

Wei Shaoge hesitated for a moment, but still held his hand.Laughing as hard as he could, he directly pulled the man up, and before Wei Shaoge could stand still, he suddenly pushed him onto the bed.

Seeing that the other party wanted to sit up as soon as he stretched his arms, he pressed his shoulders and pushed him back again, standing in front of the other party, looking down at the other party's eyes, "What do you mean by what you said to Ao Lei tonight?"

The palm that lightly landed on his shoulder made him feel extremely uncomfortable. Wei Shaoge pursed his lips and inhaled, still unable to resist the irritability that his whole body and mind were imprisoned by others.Yes, that's the feeling... Just lightly pressing his shoulders, he no longer has the slightest will to resist.

Waited for half a day for an answer.

He wanted to explain the matter to the other party frankly and clearly, but Wei Shaoge directly closed his eyes, making it clear that he would not cooperate.

Suppressing the unhappiness in his heart, he smiled and lifted the opponent's chin with the other hand, looking straight into his eyes, "Wei Shaoge, tell me, what do you mean by Ao Lei?"

As soon as Wei Shaoge opened his eyes, he bumped into those eyes that were smiling deeply but hiding anger, but his heart rolled violently, and the thin layer of calmness was rolled deep into the depths.He smiled restrainedly, and pulled Xiao Cheng's hand aside, "I thought there was nothing to say about this."

The hand held by him pulled out by himself, but then grabbed his collar and pulled him closer to him—"I want to know what this sentence means?"

"Laughing, how boring is this? This is not like you."

He held the other's wrist, opened fingers one by one, then stepped aside a little, stood up, and straightened his collar.He picked up the luggage bag, hesitated for a moment, and then picked up the racket that had fallen on the ground.

Pull the door and go out.

But it didn't pull away.

He twisted it several times but couldn't open it, turned his head slightly, "Open the door, please?"

Smiling and looking at him calmly, put his hands in his pockets, "Wei Shaoge, what do you think of me?"

As he spoke, he slowly walked over, his eyes fell on the back of the other party who suddenly stiffened, "We have no other intersection other than the relationship of roommates. You are the proud son of heaven, and ordinary people can only get it through hard work." Things, you have it at your fingertips. You have a bright future, why do you want to get involved with me? I am not completely indifferent to the same sex, but I never imagined that I could walk with you, or that I never thought that I would Getting entangled with a man."

"Is that what you want to say?" Wei Shaoge said calmly.

"I have always been very clear and clear about my life plan. I want to start a family, marry a wife and have children. I also want to prove myself to my parents. It was you who chased me and told me that you liked me. Seriously , I thought at the time that you were just playing for fun... Now, you don't think it's interesting anymore?"

Without saying a word, Wei Shaoge suddenly grabbed the doorknob and pulled it back and forth forcefully.

There was a "click" and "click" sound in the quiet room.

Smiling unmoved, he asked again in a calm tone, "What do you think of me?"

His clear eyes darkened, "Come as soon as you are called, and leave as soon as you are called? So it turns out that I am just laughing at you, Wei Shao, for a boring pastime?"

He said and closed his eyes.

He didn't want to say that at first, he just wanted to provoke the other party, but he couldn't help but say it too much.

Probably because I have been planted in the hands of the same person for two lifetimes, and I am not reconciled.

Perhaps remembering these previous laughs, he is the most calm and objective. He can distinguish what he wants and what is important.But now, it is difficult for him not to be troubled by the past.

He felt that the method he chose might not be suitable for the current situation of emotional instability, but riding a tiger is hard to get off, the words have come to an end, if they don't make it clear, the two people can only continue to misunderstand like this.

Wei Shaoge said suddenly, "Don't you know what I think of you?"

Under the calm tone, there was a trace of strangeness hidden.

Xiaocheng didn't notice, Wen Yan just smiled lightly, "I really don't know, when I was in college, about Mo Shan, Ning Kun, and later about your family. You didn't have any explanation, let's go He is straightforward and decisive. Now, is it because the life abroad is too leisurely, and you specially fly back to China to entertain me?"

"I didn't, just laugh it off." Wei Shaoge's voice was extremely soft, already a little unstable.

"You said you couldn't leave me, but I actually took it seriously." His voice fell, and then he laughed lowly, "It seems that it's just a casual remark... I probably shouldn't think about it at all. Why bother to go one way To death? Find a girlfriend early, have a serious relationship, and then get married and have children..."

"I fucking said I didn't!"

The luggage bag and racket in his hand fell to the ground.

Wei Shaoge turned around abruptly, bumped into Xiaocheng, grabbed the cloth on his shoulders, and paused word by word, "I've never, never..."

"Then what have you been doing for the past two years?" Xiao Cheng still put his hands in his pockets, as if he didn't feel the strength of his hands gripping his clothes, he still asked the other party calmly and steadily, "Why do you want to leave now? "

The strength on the shoulders suddenly loosened.

He sneered, "Obviously the body has already reacted, why would you rather take cold water than let me help you? You don't want to admit that you have feelings for the same sex, so why did you provoke me in the first place?"

Seeing that the other person's face couldn't maintain his calm for a moment, he closed his eyes, "You know, I used to feel that I made a mistake, I shouldn't go this way, it's not worth it..."

Then, before he could finish his sentence, he was pushed hard against the wall.

His back was firmly nailed to the cold wall.

Wei Shaoge's eyes were red, he gasped for breath, and strangled him by the throat with incredible force.

Laughing until his chest swelled, he tried his best to hold his finger, and vaguely heard the cruelty forced out of his throat, "It's not worth it? I'm not worth it? It's not worth your giving up your family? It's not worth your time? No Is it worth your wasting your feelings? Not worth it for you..."

His fingers twitched uncontrollably, getting tighter and tighter.

until--

A grunt.

Laughing, he raised his knee and slammed into his lower abdomen hard.Pulling and twisting, the opponent was thrown away, gasped for a few times, his throat was hoarse and unbelievable, "Wei Shaoge... are you fucking crazy?"

The person opposite stood there motionless, looking at a loss, as if he hadn't realized what he had just done.

"Are you fucking crazy?" He looked at the other party with confused breathing.

After all, they are both men, and their strength is comparable. Wei Shaoge can't do much in essence, and Xiaocheng was only stunned for a moment before he didn't react immediately.

But it doesn't mean that Wei Shaoge didn't do anything... and that strength...

His heart sank, and he looked at the other party in disbelief, "You just thought..."

"I don't!" Wei Shaoge suddenly interrupted him, "I didn't...I didn't...I don't want to, how could I be willing to...I..." His voice became weak, he said in a mess, and turned around He rushed to the door, as if he wanted to rush out of the device, but he couldn't open the door no matter what, then ran to the window in a panic, opened the curtains, and seemed to want to go through the window.

This is the top floor!

Smiling in surprise, he realized that the other party was not in the right state, so he rushed over and hugged him tightly from behind, "Okay, you didn't, I know, I know."

He tightly strangled the opponent, fearing that he would not be able to stop him, but in fact, Wei Shaoge relaxed all his strength the moment he circled the opponent, obediently inconceivable.

"Laughing..." His voice choked up, "I don't want to...I don't know what's wrong with me, I don't want to...I don't want to, I really don't..."

He hugged each other tightly, and said three words calmly and steadily, "I know."

He was wrong. He shouldn't have provoked the other party so much. He knew that his mental state was unstable, but he said these words on purpose.It's just that Xiaocheng didn't expect that in just two years, the other party's condition was so bad!

He hugged him and pulled him away from the window, not daring to relax his arms at all... until he sat on the bed.

This once warm and sunny person, who was also elegant and restrained, had a painful and helpless expression, as if he had been punched hard in the face, or as if he was immersed in some terrible nightmare and couldn't wake up even with all his strength.

His eyes fixed on a corner of the ground, not daring to touch the other person who was close to him.

He was stiff and limp.

The eyes are fragile and drifting, like a piece of thin ice on the cold sea, fleeting.

But Xiao Cheng just stayed by his side.

quiet.

"Look, do you know why I'm leaving?" Wei Shaoge's voice was weak, as if it would be blown away in the next moment——

"I can't help myself."