1 and 12 journeys

Wang Shiguang took the subway home alone, and the darkness in Shen Du's eyes just now made him so distressed that he couldn't speak. He knew that his feelings for Shen Du had changed, and he was unwilling to end the two of them.

His train of thought was already chaotic, but was soon interrupted by the crying of children on the subway.

It turned out to be a four or five-year-old boy in the same carriage, hugging his mother's arm and acting like a baby.

"Mom, don't hug her, don't hug her, just hug me." The little boy pouted with tears in his big eyes, and at the same time refused to let his mother's arms hug the sleeping little girl in the arms of another mother in the next seat.

His mother was obviously trying to tease him: "The baby is going to sit by himself when he grows up. Mom will help the auntie hold the little sister for a while. The auntie must be tired after holding her for a long time."

"If you don't allow it, you won't allow it, woo woo woo~~ Mom said that she only loves me and can only hug me..." The little boy saw that his mother's hand had touched the little girl, and burst into tears unacceptably. The two mothers and The other passengers just thought it was fun, laughing and coaxing.

Wang Shiguang stood aside, looking at the little boy who was sitting alone with some sympathy, climbed onto his mother's legs in a very insecure manner, got into his mother's arms, hugged him tightly, and cried tremblingly Yes, the child's possessiveness towards the mother is fully revealed.

Possessive...

Wang Shiguang remembered what Xiao Jiang said. He said that Shen Du liked little boys, boys under 20 years old.What I felt at the time was not disgust, but what bothered me was not that Shen Du went to the bar every week to find different boys (who made me not know that Shen Du had this habit of making friends for two years), but rather annoyed that Shen Du could belong to the bar There is no boy in the world, but he can't belong to himself, and he even dislikes his own age.And he never knew how to approach him, Shen Du only regarded himself as the most ordinary colleague.

So when Shen Du admitted indirectly, even though he felt that there was irony and anger in Shen Du's words, he was still very unhappy, as if he was deprived of what could have been his own, and he also lost the qualification to compete , so I was at a loss for a while.It's just that my subsequent reaction will be misunderstood.

Looking at the little boy, Wang Shiguang realized that he already had an unusual possessive desire for Shen Du, and it was no longer an innocent secret love for two years.

That night, Wang Shiguang suffered from insomnia. As soon as he closed his eyes, there was a picture of Shen Du with different boys, but without him, he cut off the faces of those boys in his mind like a fruit-cutting game, and couldn't stand himself. Can no longer appear by Shen Du's side.

It wasn't until three or four o'clock that Wang Shiguang fell asleep in a daze, and even had a dream. The scene in the dream was the same as the scene in the first G and V that he watched when he first found out his sexuality in high school. A room with large transparent windows, a large wooden bed with white bedding, and two overlapping and undulating bodies.The person above is Shen Du, and the person below is himself.

When the alarm clock rang, the sky outside was not even completely bright. In the past, Wang Shiguang would jump up and prepare to take the subway across the entire urban area of ​​Shanghai to meet the male god.But this time Wang Shiguang got up with a splitting headache. After waking up for a while, he felt his lower body was a little sticky. Then he recalled the dream just now, stared blankly at his hands and smiled wryly. The heat you touch when you hug tightly.

In the past two years, I have never dared to blaspheme the male god in my heart like this, and I have never thought about it. I have always been purely admiring and admiring. Since a month ago, I have been no longer pure, and I long to be closer, to be able to touch , feel the real temperature.

He used to be able to arrive at the southern terminus before [-]:[-], but it was half an hour late that day. Standing in the subway station, Wang Shiguang was a little confused. He forgot that Shen Du no longer took the subway to work, and the two had a quarrel yesterday. Awkward, yes, just awkward!

It was past 9:[-] when Wang Shiguang arrived at the finance department, and the financial assistants stopped him: "Didn't you be asked to apologize earlier yesterday? How dare you be late!? Do you still want to chase after our master?"

Wang Shiguang bent over with a playful smile and apologized softly, then carefully knocked on the door of the temporary office, took a deep breath, pushed the door open and entered.

Manager Shen, who was reviewing the contract, raised his eyes to see the person coming, and only frowned to express his surprise, but he didn't bother to speak, just pretending that Wang Shi just came to pack his things and leave.

Seeing that Shen Du ignored him, Wang Shiguang didn't dare to disturb the male god's work. He returned to the small sofa lightly. Don't dare to delay any longer, start working quickly.When I cleaned up the coffee table, I suddenly heard two meows. I looked down and saw that the persimmon was there today.Wang Shiguang stretched out his hand to scratch the persimmon for a while, and then continued to organize the files carefully. In addition to making statistics today, he also had to sort all the files back to the original chronological order, and put them back into the original file boxes by month.

The only sounds left in the office are flipping through files and typing on keyboards.

At noon, Wang Shiguang quickly made a statistical table on the computer according to individuals and items.

After thinking for a moment, he said to Shen Du: "Manager Shen, go to dinner first, I'll prepare lunch for Persimmon."

Shen Du raised his head and glanced at him, his sharp eyes obviously said, "Why are you still here?"

Wang Shiguang felt a little wronged, but he still kept a smile on his face.

Seeing that he didn't come over to provoke him all morning, Shen Du was quite attentive when sorting out the documents, so he told himself to bear with it for another two days.

All afternoon, the two lived in peace.Wang Shiguang devoted himself to sorting out the files, which was a job that was purely dexterous and easy to handle, and all the files had been filed by the evening.In terms of work content, the work he transferred to the finance department has been completed.But, didn't you say a week?I began to regret that I was too eager to express myself, and moved too fast.

Seeing that Shen Du was very busy, Wang Shiguang didn't want to interrupt him, and the male god probably didn't have time to pay attention to what he was doing, so he lightly stacked the file boxes on the coffee table, and then hid behind to tease Persimmon secretly.Persimmon has been stuffy in the cat bag all day, and has long wanted to come out and get close to people.

The assistant worked overtime until eight o'clock before leaving get off work and knocked on the door to greet Shen Du. When he entered the door, he saw Wang Shiguang on the sofa, and immediately lowered his voice a lot.Seeing that the assistant reacted strangely, Shen Du looked at the small sofa after the assistant left, but only saw a stack of file boxes, but no one could be seen.

Shen Du stood up and walked two steps forward before seeing a big head next to the tall file box.

Wang Shiguang, who hadn't had much sleep for several days, lay on the tea table and played with persimmon for a while, and fell asleep unknowingly in the financial manager's office. Persimmon was also lying on Wang Shiguang's arm, one big and one small Two furry heads leaned together, sleeping soundly.

Shen Du walked over slowly, leaned over and squatted in front of the coffee table, looked at the two guys inexplicably, thinking that they were really big-hearted, but he stretched out his hand unconsciously, and lightly touched the side of the persimmon's neck. After scratching, Persimmon snored in comfort.The slender fingers were wrapped in fluff, so soft and warm that Shen Du was reluctant to take them back.

A strand of hair slipped from the big head next door, and landed on the back of Shen Du's fingers. As if by magic, along this strand of black hair, which was completely different from persimmon fluff, he inserted his big hand into it, which was not smooth but clean and refreshing. The black hair covered Wang Shiguang's head and rubbed it unconsciously. The feel was not as good as a persimmon, but it made Shen Du's fingers linger even more. The five fingers seemed to be entangled with each other and could no longer be separated. The lingering feeling rushed to the heart along the nerve endings of the fingertips, his eyes suddenly turned cold, and his thin lips were pursed into a straight line.

The young man whose head was rubbed was also like a big cat. He rubbed it up comfortably and let out a sigh of "hmm". The undisguised satisfaction in it made Shen Du suddenly withdrew his hand and stuffed it into his pocket. , Rubbing with fingertips, trying to get rid of the crisp and numb feeling.

Wang Shiguang didn't wake up until he felt his stomach growling, and it was past nine o'clock.Suddenly remembered something, looked up, and saw that the male god was still sitting behind the desk and operating the computer, while Persimmon was squatting on the desk, yawning out of boredom.

Wang Shiguang couldn't help smiling when he saw the cuteness of the persimmon, and he turned his eyes and met Shen Du's icy eyes. The male god's deep eyes were calm and no emotion could be seen, the smile froze on his face, guilty and helpless. He buried his head in embarrassment, hid behind the pile of file boxes, and secretly wiped the corners of his mouth.

"gone."

A cold voice sounded above his head. Shen Du was holding a briefcase in one hand and his coat was hanging on his forearm. With the other hand, he had already opened the office door, waiting for Wang Shiguang.

This time, Shen Du did not bring Wang Shiguang back to the southern terminus of Line 8, but stopped at the entrance of the People's Square subway station.

Wang Shiguang looked at Shen Du in surprise, and had a strong premonition in his heart. Shen Du already knew that he did not live in Nancheng, and his heart sank suddenly.

"Thank you...thank you, Manager Shen." What else can I say, Wang Shiguang unfastened his seat belt, carefully put the cat bag on the passenger seat, got out of the car, took Line 8 going north, and went home .

Shen Du sat in the car with a gloomy expression until the phone rang.

"Still working overtime."

"Ah."

"Whether you come tomorrow or not, Xiao Hui has been waiting for you for a month."

"..."

"I'm almost annoyed by him. If I don't come again, I can't help but give him your number."

"……Come."