1 and 12 journeys

At noon, Wang Shiguang stayed in the small meeting room to take care of the persimmons, softened the newly bought kitten food before feeding them, and waited for Shen Du to come back from lunch before going to the company restaurant.

"What? You guys keep cats in the office? Forget it, the God of Wealth is so arrogant that he would keep cats? And bring them into the office?" Xiao Jiang, who had already finished his lunch, sat across from Wang Shiguang, and tortured him for a few days. According to the work situation of the day's transfer, it turned out that it was indeed the inside story of the God of Wealth bringing pets into the office to raise them.

"Keep your voice down!" Wang Shiguang wished he could stuff a whole potato into Xiao Jiang's big mouth, he didn't want to have a bad influence on the male god's reputation.

"Hey! Is your male god not as good as he looks? You should give up?" Xiao Jiang decided that Shen Du sent Wang Shiguang to the cliff to get revenge on him.

"I said if you slander my male god again, don't blame me for turning my face. How could he be bad! How caring he is!"

"Yeah, his love would rather be given to a stray cat than to you. It's almost time to take care of you."

"Who said that he was very kind to me, and even gave me a ride to work."

"Hey, I don't believe that he doesn't know you live in the north of the city, and deliberately punishes you!"

"...Why do you keep saying that he is not good? Are you underpaid or not reimbursed?"

"If he's so nice, why do you always look like you have nothing to love every time you go home? You are in the same room every day, according to your previous virgin feelings, you must be so happy to go to heaven? Is it because he is messing with you from beginning to end? Abandoned? Or have you discovered his scumbag side?"

"Bang!——" Wang Shiguang couldn't bear it and dropped the bowl, furious: "Xiao Jiang, I have always regarded you as a brother. I know that you are not a person who talks nonsense about others, and I also know that you are doing it for my own good. What do you have? Just say it!"

Wang Shiguang spoke hard, but felt guilty in his heart. He had a premonition that what Xiao Jiang wanted to say would not be what he wanted to hear.

Of course he doesn't believe that Shen Du is the "human scum" that Xiao Jiang ridiculed, but after getting along these few days, he feels that his feelings for Shen Du are no longer as pure as they were in the past two years. What is there to break the harmony and non-interference before? State, he is very afraid, afraid that the balance will be broken and there is no possibility of restoration, he and Shen Du will completely become people in two worlds, just like two intersecting straight lines, after crossing, there will be no intersection again. further away.And this week is the intersection point, which seems to be lucky, but in fact it is the starting point of isolation.

Xiao Jiang put away his teasing attitude, and sat upright and became serious.

"Xie Er and I saw Shen Du coming out of a gay bar in Xintiandi with a little boy. Xie Er said that Shen Du was gay."

"..." Wang Shiguang opened his mouth and was stunned.Shen Du is gay, just like him.If this was good news, Xiao Jiang would not tell him with such an attitude, so this should be bad news.

"He goes every week and takes a different boy every time."

"...Thank... Manager, how do you know...?" Wang Shiguang couldn't believe it.

"Because he is too."

Xie Lianhang's confession made Xiao Jiang feel sick, just like asking him to change a misspelled word in a piece of code is as plain as usual: Please change Heterosexual to homosexuality.That pedantic wood is actually a bent wood.Tsk!

"..."

"Heh! So don't look at the two of them as good-looking talents, they are actually rotten! Shen Du's tastes are those of children under the age of 20, you can't afford it."

Xiao Jiang didn't want to use vicious words to talk about the company's leaders, but when Xie Lianhang told him and Shen Du's sexual orientation bluntly, the clarity and magnanimity in his eyes made Xiao Jiang feel extremely dazzling, as if he was not magnanimous enough and was hiding something. .

Xiao Jiang looked at Wang Shiguang who lost his mind, thinking in his heart that long-term pain is worse than short-term pain, and left the last sentence: "So, maybe he is tired of playing with the little boys in the circle, so he asked you as a spice, don't treat yourself Pay it off."

If this secret love is destined to end without a problem, Xiao Jiang hopes that Wang Shiguang will be harmed as little as possible, whether it is emotional or physical.

Wang Shiguang returned to the small conference room in a daze, and made frequent mistakes when doing statistical work. He could have finished the work in two hours, but Wang Shiguang dragged it off until he got off work and was still scrambling to proofread.

"Is there a problem?" Shen Du had already discovered that something was wrong with Wang Shiguang, and he didn't respond after calling him a few times, so he got up and walked over and patted the otaku on the back shoulder and asked.

Like a kitten that was suddenly frightened, Wang Shiguang jumped up with his back arched, and then fell heavily into the small sofa, pressing on the arranged documents.

Shen Du was also taken aback by his big movement. He withdrew his hand and took two steps back, looking at Wang Shiguang who was lying on the sofa with a dazed expression. A few pages of A4 papers were flying in the air Two falls landed on him.

It was the first time Wang Shiguang looked into Shen Du's eyes since he came back from noon. The place was so dark that it was terribly dark. He felt guilty and looked away, and the place on his shoulder that had been photographed was as hot as a burn.

Shen Du was indeed very unhappy at this time. He felt a very familiar emotion from Wang Shiguang's overreaction and evasive eyes. It was the same as the reaction when he first came out to his parents and good brothers. Avoidance, and what hurts most is disappointment.

This little otaku stares at him and follows him all day long, isn't he gay?Why is there such a reaction, does he regard himself as the same person as the subway pervert?Sure enough, you can't provoke such people, trouble.

Shen Du took two steps forward, bent down, stretched out his slender arms to support the sofa, and trapped Wang Shiguang who was extremely embarrassed between the small sofa and him: "So, you know." - this It's a statement sentence, not a question sentence, and the voice is still as calm as talking about work, making it impossible to hear emotional fluctuations.

knew! ?Know what?The answer that popped up in Wang Shiguang's mind made him turn his head in shock, and met a pair of indifferent but bottomless eyes, crushing from top to bottom, invisible, so he couldn't help but hide back.

The air froze again because of his little movement.

Frightened and confronted with the brewing storm, Wang Shiguang heard Shen Du sneer and looked away, then turned back to his position and ignored him.But when he looked up, he saw the peripheral light in Shen Du's eyes, like a wounded beast, too proud to take revenge, but returned to his own territory to lick the wound alone.

The male god's reaction made him even more flustered, he forced his mind and body to restart, and quickly got up from the sofa, trying to explain something to Shen Du. He felt that the male god must have misunderstood his meaning, but his meaning was different what is it then?I don't know where to start, I lingered at the desk for a long time, but I couldn't speak, and the shortcomings of the technical nerd's stupidity were fully exposed.

On the contrary, Shen Du who was sitting was disturbed by the people going around in front of him, unable to concentrate on his work, he couldn't bear it anymore and raised his head and said coldly: "Now that you know, stay away from me in the future."

After Shen Du finished speaking, he felt that his chest tightness was even worse. Why was it that the other party was infatuated with him for no reason, but acted like he was chasing a straight man away.

Hearing that the male god took the initiative to talk to him, Wang Shiguang also seemed to have found a breakthrough, so he threw himself on the desk and boldly explained: "I'm sorry, that, I was either trying to hide just now, or... I was thinking about something that was suddenly interrupted." I'm so scared..." Swallowing, he stammered and continued to ask:

"Manager Shen...does he like young...boys?" After Wang Shiguang finished speaking, he wanted to slap himself twice.

Shen Du raised his eyebrows, stopped what he was doing, crossed his arms on his chest, leaned back on the chair back, and looked at Wang Shiguang coldly: "Hehe, can't you?"

Obviously, the distance between the two is less than one meter, but Shen Du, who frowned and sneered, made Wang Shiguang feel very far away. He thought he would be happy to know that Shen Du is also gay, but the two of them are more and more like two worlds People, let him feel uneasy, and began to regret that he broke the balance between the two of them, obviously it was good to watch silently.But after a few days of getting close to each other, he wanted more, so he asked the stupid question before.

Wang Shiguang's stunned look made Shen Du feel disgusted, because of his own sexuality, it's normal to be disgusted, and he has long been numb, but for the first time he felt a little unbearable.

"You can go out. Don't follow me in the future, so as not to disgust you."

The cold words hit Wang Shiguang's heart, making him clearly feel that his heart was cracking and collapsing. He knew that he had messed up the matter.

Seeing that he still didn't respond, Shen Du chuckled lightly at the corners of his lips, his eyes became deep and full of charm, and he seduced slowly with a deliberately low voice: "Or, do you want to stay and go back with me at night? "

This is the first time Wang Shiguang sees Shen Du smiling at him. He seems to be the only one in the obsidian eyes. The slightly raised eyes and the unfriendly smile on the corners of the lips make Shen Du full of aggression. He was so evil and charming that he was stunned for a while.This kind of heartbeat that makes Wang Shiguang want to crush everything is completely different from the tenderness of the previous two years of secret love. The strong heartbeat seems to shatter the eardrums.

"go out!"

With a loud shout, Wang Shiguang woke up like a dream, and fled in a hurry.

The irritable Shen Du stood up the moment Wang Shiguang went out, turned around and faced the floor-to-ceiling windows, and looked coldly at the busy traffic downstairs in the evening rush hour.He felt something was wrong. He had never lost control like this before. Although he was not restrained when playing outside, he was always calm and self-controlled at work. After breaking up with EX, he never provoked straight men and innocent gays. Things have started to spin out of control this month.

Clenching his hands tightly into fists, Wang Shiguang's frightened expression at the moment he was yelled at was lingering in his mind, and the unknown fire that rose from the bottom of his heart was mixed with other emotions that he couldn't figure out.

Wang Shiguang, who was so frightened that he opened the door reflexively and ran out of the conference room, regretted it immediately, stopped and turned around urgently, but the door with the buffer door closer automatically closed with a "bang!" Separated the two worlds.

Even if he was as dull as Wang Shiguang, he knew that Shen Du had been annoyed by him. He felt that Shen Du had been hurt by his words, and he was not as frivolous as he had shown just now, so guilty that he didn't know what to do.

The assistants of the finance department naturally also heard the sound of "Get out", and after the door was closed, they gathered around and asked Wang Shiguang with concern why he made the God angry, why he was kicked out, and whether he confessed to the God... ...Wang Shiguang shook his head and dared not speak.

The assistants saw Wang Shiguang's pitiful look of trance and tears, and they all held back their gossip, and advised him that it's past the off-duty time anyway, so he should go back today and apologize tomorrow.

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