nine year itch

From then on, Youqing studied harder, because he had a goal in life and a reason to continue to live well.

The second monthly exam was over, his grades were among the best, and Gu Ze's grades also changed from the bottom one in the class to the bottom ten.

But Youqing smiled and praised Gu Ze. After all, Gu Ze will go abroad in the future. Foreign countries have high requirements for English, but the requirements for mathematics, physics and chemistry are not so strict, and his grades do not need to be so good.

It just so happened that Gu Ze and Youqing were assigned to a group of duty that day, and after the two of them finished cleaning together, Youqing sat back to his seat and prepared to open the book and continue studying.Gu Ze put down his cleaning tools and sat next to him, not intending to go home at all.

"Nerd, you are still studying hard after the monthly exam." Gu Ze sat on the table across the aisle and said with disdain as he watched him study hard.

"The second monthly exam is over, but it will be the third monthly exam soon after." Youqing said without raising her head.

Gu Ze returned to the seat next to Youqing, he suddenly possessed himself and propped his head with his hands to look at Youqing, the close distance made Youqing blush.

"Youqing, where do you want to take the exam?" Gu Ze looked into Youqing's eyes and asked him.

After pondering for a moment, Youqing said softly but firmly: "I, I want to go to Beijing for the exam."

"Why Beijing?" Gu Ze asked.

Youqing hesitated and couldn't answer.

Gu Ze looked at him with a smirk and said, "Is it because I want to go to Beijing for the exam?"

Youqing's face turned even redder, Gu Ze thought he would avoid answering again.

Suddenly a gust of wind blew into the windowsill, and the fluttering curtains covered Youqing's face along with the wind.

Behind the curtain, Youqing said softly but firmly, "Well, it's because of you."

Because it was covered by the curtain, you couldn't see Youqing's expression, but at this moment, Gu Ze wanted to see Youqing's face clearly as if possessed by a demon.

He hastily stretched out his hand and opened the curtain.

The blush on Youqing's fair face has faded, and her big eyes are bright and clear, but full of indelible tenderness.

Gu Ze just looked at him so firmly, time seemed to freeze at this moment.

Youqing's lips are pink and tender, looking so sweet.

Although Gu Ze had kissed many girls before, it was always the girls who took the initiative and the others who were passive.

It was the first time that Gu Ze had the idea of ​​tasting someone else's lips.

Before he could think about it, his body was already more active than his mind, he pressed his body forward and held You Qing's lips.

Youqing watched the handsome young man who made his heart beat continuously approaching, and accepted the kiss tremblingly all over his body.

Everyone forgot that this was still in the classroom, both of them were deeply immersed in this kiss.

The meeting of the Student Disciplinary Committee was very late today, and the meeting ended when it was dark. At this time, the students who were routinely checking hygiene were late.

The three boys stopped in the second class of the third grade. They flashed their flashlights and swept into the classroom: "Damn it, you two guys kiss!"

A dazzling beam of light suddenly shot into the dark classroom, piercing the night like a knife, and completely illuminated the most secret corners.

The light of the flashlight shone on the faces of the two, and Gu Ze and Youqing separated suddenly.

Youqing looked at Gu Ze at a loss.Gu Ze's face was also pale at the moment, as if the sweet and beautiful atmosphere just now had suddenly turned into a virus permeating the air.

"No wonder someone rumored that the two of you were gay, so it turned out to be true! It's really disgusting!" The leading boy said with contempt and sarcasm, but also excitedly.

Gu Ze, who has always been unrestrained in front of people, speaks incoherently at this moment, "I, I'm not gay..."

Youqing stared blankly at Gu Ze.

Compared with the horror of being discovered, what shocked Youqing even more was Gu Ze's reaction.

He couldn't comfort himself so chicly back then, why did he become like this when it came to him.

His pale face, terrified eyes, as if the ugly secret was revealed general reaction.

Looking at Gu Ze, Youqing felt a sharp pain in his chest.The sun that was once in my heart suddenly set.

"Gu Ze, you're not gay, why are you hugging a guy and kissing him?" One of the boys remembered the name of this celebrity in the school.

Hearing this, Gu Ze rushed out from the back door of the classroom, only Youqing was left in a daze, and the three boys also whispered to each other and left.

From that day on, Gu Ze never came to school again.Gossip about them at school also intensified.

Some people said that they were found kissing in the classroom, and others said that they were found doing that secretly in the classroom.At that time, the post bar had just flourished, and rumors about the two of them were widely circulated in the school post bar.

The students talked a lot, and the teachers were also on the verge of a formidable enemy.Now is the sensitive period of the college entrance examination, and everything must not be neglected.

The head teacher asked Youqing to stay at home to review for the time being, and come back to school after a while.Youqing studied at home in a daze, and after another week, he went back to school.

The whispering and pointing of his classmates had already made him numb. Apart from the textbooks in his mind, he was thinking about the empty seat next to him.

After that, Gu Ze never came to school again.

The last time Youqing saw Gu Ze was when he went back and forth to school to go through some formalities for going abroad.

Just after school at noon that day, the students all went to eat, and there was no one in the corridor.Youqing had no appetite, leaned on the corridor and stared out of the window in a daze.

The door of the teaching room at the other end of the corridor suddenly opened, and two people came out.

"Gu Ze." Youqing stopped him, and quickly walked to the other end of the corridor.Hearing the familiar voice, Gu Ze paused and turned around, but his eyes didn't look at him.

Standing beside him was a tall, beautiful, and elegantly dressed middle-aged woman, who was Gu Ze's mother.

She heard the voice and turned to look at Youqing.It was a thin and handsome boy with bright eyes, fair skin, and a pointed chin.

Suddenly, her heart moved. She also heard a little about her son's school.Although she had never met Youqing, the woman's intuition told him that the boy in front of him was another protagonist in the rumors.

Youqing looked at Gu Ze's chin like a knife, his straight nose, the face he was most familiar with before, but now he revealed indifference and alienation.

Youqing's heart was beating and there were thousands of words in his chest, but only one sentence remained in his mouth: "Where are you going?"

Gu Ze said in a low voice: "I'm going abroad, my dad asked me to study in America."

As soon as Gu Ze finished speaking, Gu Ze's mother was lying between the two of them. She glanced at Youqing without hiding the displeasure in her eyes, pulled her son who was already a head taller than her, and said coldly: "Mother Zhang Dinner is ready, let's go home."

Seeing the backs of the two people disappearing in the corridor, Youqing vaguely felt that this might be the last time the two of them will see each other in this life.

Perhaps he shouldn't have expected those illusions.In the end, it was myself who felt ashamed.

He thought of the movie he had seen on that website, Farewell My Concubine, in which Cheng Dieyi died in honor of this relationship at the end.

He doesn't have the courage, and he still wants to live a good life with a dead heart.

The college entrance examination ended in a daze, followed by the assessment of scores and reporting of volunteers, and Youqing's normal school where several volunteers filled.

After his father's accident, he had no other source of income except the [-] in savings.One cannot just sit and eat, he needs to be diligent and careful in spending the money he has exchanged for his life.

Youqing knew that she was going to be an adult soon.No matter what happened in the past, he has to face every day of life in the future with strength and independence.

For others, the college entrance examination is over, and the driver's license, plastic surgery, and tourism, but he is already worried about the future living expenses.

In the last summer vacation of his high school career, he worked odd jobs in restaurants delivering food, working day and night, never taking a moment off.Because as soon as he stopped, those people and things that made him sting would keep appearing in his mind.

On my birthday, I hurried past while I was washing dishes in the restaurant.

In the end, I volunteered, but it was the last remote Xinjiang.He smiled bitterly in his heart, that's fine, stay away from this city, stay away from these painful memories.

After his father left, there was nothing he could miss about this place anymore.

But life is not always hard. Because of the remoteness of Xinjiang, educational resources are underdeveloped.He was already excellent in his studies, and his grades were among the best when he came here, and he was able to receive scholarships and subsidies for poor students every year.

After graduation, because he had no connections, he was assigned to a small remote county town of Burqin, where he taught mathematics in a public junior high school.Because of an opportunity, I came to Xi'an to study and exchange, and I ran into the monitor of the high school class and invited him to participate in the class reunion.

The text message from the mobile phone rang, and Youqing withdrew from the memory.

"Youqing, I have returned home safely." It was a text message from Liu Yu.

Youqing replied "OK", turned off the phone, and lay down on the bed.

The classroom dormitory of this school is a product of the 80s, and the heating is not very good.At this time, Youqing was lying under the quilt wearing a thick sweater and warm pants, and was still a little chilly all over.

There are 1 classmates who don't want to go to the class reunion. When he was in high school, he couldn't talk to his classmates. Is it possible to expect him to reunite with them after nine years?

But Liu Yu said that Gu Ze would also go.

Gu Ze, this name that has been hidden deep in his heart, feels like his tongue will be numb even if he calls it.

Although the final ending of the two people was not happy, it even made me full of resentment of being abandoned that year.However, nine years have passed, and the little bit of resentment has faded away in the long river of time, leaving only Gu Ze's kindness to him.

Gu Ze was his only friend when he was a student, and he had reached out to help him who was in trouble several times.

Gu Ze was his first love, and the only one he had admired until now.

Nine years have passed, and he has no other thoughts in his heart except looking up and being grateful.

So he wanted to see Gu Ze, even if it was just a glance from a distance, it was enough.He hoped to see Gu Ze's happy appearance, then turned and left.

He was going to meet Gu Ze, and after making this decision, he felt drowsy.