No one really thinks it's hard to be a stand-in, right?

Ji Mian's current appearance can be called a bit of a mess.

He hurried out of Su Luoyu's house just now, and fell on the road, his clothes were dusty, and his hands were cut several times by small stones.

When he handed the fox pen to Fu Chenyu, Fu Chenyu's pupils constricted slightly.

He grabbed Ji Mian's wrist violently, the wound on Ji Mian's palm had not bled, but the wound was still grim.

Ji Mian was very nervous just now, and didn't notice that he was injured. Fu Chenyu looked at him, felt a little embarrassed, and retracted his hands.

Fu Chenyu's heart twisted into a ball, and he came up with a bold and arrogant thought: Is he in such a hurry just to see me?

As soon as the thought came out, Fu Chenyu's mood was sour and swollen, with mixed feelings.

Ji Mian's eyes were red because of holding back tears.

Fu Chenyu took his hand silently, looked at it carefully, then grabbed his wrist and took him home.

Ji Mian ignorantly followed the boss into the door before realizing it, her heart skipped a beat, this is the second time he has been to Fu Chenyu's house!

Fu Chenyu's house is bright and spacious. His room faces south and is clean and tidy.

On the desk is a computer with the latest configuration, and there are many technological products that Ji Mian can't understand at this age.

Some of them were made by Fu Chenyu himself. Ji Mian learned from the original book that Fu Chenyu has a strong hands-on ability and has made many black technology products.

He looked at the computer with complicated emotions.

Ji Mian doesn't know if Fu Chenyu plans to create a dark net now, it is a deep-sea cage where people can kill without blood, and how many innocent lives have disappeared in the dark net.

It is a den of money for criminals, and it is their gentle hometown.

So engrossed in thinking, Ji Mian didn't even notice that there was an extra rabbit under his feet.

He was bitten by the cotton-mian rabbit at the hem of his trousers before he realized it. He looked down at the rabbit and fell in love with it.

It turns out that the boss still raises this rabbit. He saw it when he was a child, but he didn't expect to live until now.

Fu Chenyu dug out the iodine cotton, wiped Ji Mian's hands clean with a wet towel, and then applied iodine to disinfect them.

The Mianmian rabbit regards Ji Mian's clothes as food and keeps biting them.

Ji Mian felt that the room was too silent, so he picked the corner of his clothes and started the topic: "Fu Chenyu, what's the name of your rabbit?"

Fu Chenyu: ...

Ji Mian turned her head to look at him, the big brother seems unwilling to say it?

Did he ask a question that shouldn't be asked...

Is this the name of the rabbit very shameful?The boss won't name him "Susu", will he?

Ji Mian was taken aback suddenly, as if she had discovered Fu Chenyu's young mind, she felt much more relaxed, her eyes narrowed, and she smiled "hehe".

The baby fat on his face hasn't faded away, and the 13-year-old boy's smile is a bit cute.

It also made Fu Chenyu a little annoyed.

"No name." Fu Chenyu said coldly.

"Oh..." Ji Mian didn't believe it!

"Aren't you at Su Luoyu's house?" Fu Chenyu put away the alcohol cotton.

Speaking of this, Ji Mian's heart sank.

Fu Chenyu was keenly aware of his emotions, and asked hesitantly, "What happened?"

Ji Mian shook her head: "It's nothing. Fu Chenyu, I want to play games, can your computer let me play?"

He still couldn't hold back, wondering if there were any secrets in Fu Chenyu's computer.

Fu Chenyu was silent for a moment, turned on the computer, and as the startup music played, the blue sky and white clouds desktop that came with the system came into view.

Ah...he thought the boss would use some kind of bloody, cruel and secondary desktop!

Ji Mian held the mouse with a guilty conscience, and slid it on the computer desktop.

After skating for a while, he gave up. How could he think that with his teenage IQ, he could understand the program written by the boss, and understand where his hidden files are placed!

The desktop is almost completely clean, and there is no software that does bad things at all.

Ji Mian is a book transmigrator, who has a golden finger who knows the plot in advance, and also has the memory of himself in his previous life.

But all this is only different in kindergarten and elementary school. In junior high school, the gap between real geniuses and ordinary human IQs is completely widened.

Fu Chenyu is hailed as a high IQ talent that has never been seen in 300 years in the worldview of "Tenderness on Stranger Roads". Because of this, both domestic and international police departments hate him so much that they grit their teeth.

In the original book, Fu Chenyu is a professor of psychology at Jianjing Public University. The police station suspected him countless times to be Fox, and he was able to return from the police station safe and sound countless times. Even the actions of the police circle angered his teachers, friends, and even Public opinion.They couldn't believe how a gentle and enthusiastic young man could be the legendary Fox.

The police were forced to let him go. Fu Chenyu's fox tail was well hidden, and they were helpless.

The boss is a man who can play with public opinion in his hands...

Ji Mian swallowed, feeling that compared to Fu Chenyu, a fox, he was a rabbit who was slaughtered.

"What game do you want to play?" Fu Chenyu asked.

The storm in Ji Mian's mind was interrupted, and he immediately sat upright: "I want to play with you, Fu Chenyu, have you ever played a two-player game?"

Fu Chenyu looked at him silently, then moved a chair over, and played a small game for mentally handicapped two people with Ji Mian.

Ji Mian was very involved in playing, and his childlike nature made him forget today's unhappiness very quickly. He didn't think of going home until dusk.

Fu Chenyu sent him downstairs, and the two walked side by side in the dark blue night.

Ji Mian thought about the confession of the second senior, and suddenly became gossip, and asked Fu Chenyu with her head tilted: "Fu Chenyu, why didn't you agree to that girl's confession?"

Doesn't the boss want to fall in love early?

"I don't like it." Fu Chenyu said simply and directly.

Ji Mian became even more curious, looking at him with a pair of cat-like eyes: "Fu Chenyu, do you have someone you like?"

Fu Chenyu suddenly stopped and looked straight at him.

Ji Mian thinks that Fu Chenyu's eyes are very beautiful, when he smiles, his eyebrows are affectionate, when he is not smiling, he is as cold as ice, and there is a small mole on his eyelid that cannot be found unless he looks closely.

He was watched by Fu Chenyu for a long time, and Ji Mian couldn't help but touch his face.

Is there something dirty on his face?

Forget it... Maybe the boss is unwilling to answer this question.

Ji Mian lowered her head and walked away sullenly: "Fu Chenyu, are you still angry with me?"

Fu Chenyu's heart seemed to be soaked in lemonade with rock sugar: "No."

Ji Mian said again: "Then will you still ignore me?"

Fu Chenyu: "No."

Ji Mian let out a long sigh of relief, and looked at him cautiously, with stars shining in his eyes, as if confirming something: "Fu Chenyu, you are my best friend now."

Fu Chenyu raised the corner of his mouth, trying to force a smile, but found it difficult.

Friends, this is probably the safest and most stable relationship between him and Ji Mian, and it is also the relationship so far.

Ji Mian suddenly took his hand, and said solemnly: "Fu Chenyu, if you have any unhappy things, you must tell me, I will help you, and I will always stand by your side."

He didn't know what Fu Chenyu's original intention of doing the dark web was, maybe it was because he suffered too much injustice in reality, which caused the young man to lose hope in this society, and thus had the idea of ​​crazy revenge.

Ji Mian grabbed his hand and promised: "Fu Chenyu, you will grow up to be a very good adult."

Fu Chenyu's hand froze for a while before he returned to hold Ji Mian: "Yes."

A good grown up.

The boy laughed at himself in his heart.

Does he know that he is not good at all, a good person will not have dirty and indecent thoughts towards his good friends, so he does not want to be a good person.

Ever since he reconciled with Fu Chenyu, Ji Mian feels that life has hope again.

He began to feel that he must be scaring himself, as long as he didn't get involved with Li Jue, how could Fu Chenyu do anything to him?

I don't know when the boss fell in love with Su Luoyu. He has seen it all these years and feels that the relationship between the boss and the protagonist is not as good as the relationship between him and the boss!

At any rate, I have gotten into the position of the big brother's iron buddy!

After the exams in the second semester of the second year of junior high school, Ji Mian began to prepare for the high school entrance exam.

Lin Minzhi is almost 50 years old, because Ji Mian has been holding on to her body tightly, sending Lin Minzhi to the hospital for check-ups every now and then, without any delay, so Lin Minzhi's body is still very healthy.

It's not like in the previous life, when I was less than fifty, I was sick and blinded.

The winter vacation is about to begin, but Ji Mian is worried about another thing.

Seeing that junior high school was coming to an end, Ning Qian's illness was diagnosed in this year.

When he was in school, he knocked around and hinted in many ways to Fu Chenyu that he must ask Ning Qian to check his body. He even used Lin Minzhi as an example. I don't know if the boss understood his hints.

He waited at home for the new year with trepidation, and finally when the end of the year was approaching, he received Ning Qian's sad news.

In this life, Ning Qian was still diagnosed with malignant uterine fibroids. In the original book, her condition deteriorated very quickly and she did not survive this winter.

Ning Qian's illness fell early in the morning. On that nightmarish night in [-], her body hid the seeds of the disease.

Later, when she married Lin Jianyi and gave birth to her daughter, the seeds of illness gradually germinated because of the poor confinement.

It wasn't until this year that Ning Qian felt unwell and went to the hospital for an examination. Only then did she get the news that the woman whose face was beginning to age began to collapse quickly.

Ji Mian knew the news, and it was her grandmother who brought it.

His grandma is an old man who likes to gossip. She is still full of energy at a very old age.

During a chat with her grandmother, Lin Minzhi slipped her tongue, and the refill of the mechanical pencil Ji Mian was holding was broken in an instant.

At the end of 2007, Ning Qian was admitted to the hospital.

However, one of the rapists who was still alive served his sentence and was released back to society.

Ji Mian was so flustered that she couldn't even finish her winter vacation homework, her mind was full of Fu Chenyu's affairs.

Ning Qian's death dealt too much blow to Fu Chenyu. After the white dress disappeared from his life, there was no whiteness in Fu Chenyu's eyes anymore.

Completely blackened.

Ji Mian looked at Lin Minzhi, wanting to see Ning Qian, but Lin Minzhi was a little embarrassed.

Although she told Ning Qian that she used to live in the same courtyard, after so many years, she was just a small female boss, and Ning Qian was the famous secretary's wife. She just wanted to see him, but there was no way out. .

Ji Mian gritted her teeth, closed the book, and decided to go to Fu Chenyu.

He can't let Fu Chenyu go through this difficulty alone, he wants to be with him.

Tongcheng No.1 People's Hospital is located in the city center, and the window of Ning Qian's ward is facing the blue sky.

Looking over at a glance, there are a few white clouds floating in the sky. Occasionally, when she is conscious, she will think of the time when she just married Fu Yong.

At that time, Fu Yong was a poor boy, and she was also a little girl with nothing. She didn't want Fu Yong in anything, but liked how he treated her well.

The two of them had no money, and when they were dating, they would spend [-] cents to ride the capital's Circle Line subway. She had never seen the market before, and she especially liked taking the subway. Leaning on Fu Yong's shoulders, she seemed to be able to live happily ever after.

With a "squeak", the door was opened.

The person who came was a nurse, and Ning Qian tilted her head slightly, asking the nurse to give her an injection.

In fact, she didn't want to get an injection anymore. People who are dying have a hunch that injections are a waste of money and make themselves uncomfortable.

Living up to now, Ning Qian felt that she didn't understand anything, and died in a daze.

She didn't think about anything, just thinking about what happened when she was young.

Lin Jian will be transferred to the capital as soon as the Chinese New Year is over, and he has a bright future ahead.

He is busy, going to the countryside all day long, helping the poor, appearing on TV, and being entangled in official duties, it is inevitable that he will not be able to come to the hospital or take care of her.

Ning Qian doesn't blame him. For so many years, Lin Jian is very kind to herself. He doesn't want her to wash dishes and laundry, and he doesn't want her to suffer. He also does his best to Fu Chenyu and treats him like his own son. Both.

People live like this, there is nothing to regret.

Looking back on her life, Ning Qian found that although it was miserable, it was also a blessing in misfortune.

No regrets, she told herself.

With a "squeak", the door was pushed open again.

Fu Chenyu walked in with red eyes, and sat silently beside Ning Qian's bed.

He also brought homework for the winter vacation. Ning Qian likes to watch him do his homework. Women with little education think that studying has the best future.

On the second day before the Chinese New Year, the downstairs was very lively, and the laughter of the children in the inpatient department could be heard, full of vitality.

Ning Qian took the oxygen machine and patted the side of the bed: "Shen Chen, sit beside my mother..."

Just saying a few words, Ning Qian felt a piercing pain.

Fu Chenyu held her hand, and Ning Qian looked at him with tears in her eyes.

She asked Fu Chenyu softly: "Son, do you hate mother?"

For so many years, she has never been able to forgive the decision she made when she was young, letting her son struggle alone in the snowy night, waiting to die.

Fu Chenyu's body froze for a moment, his lips trembled slightly, and he didn't reply.

Does he hate Ning Qian?He doesn't know either.

Maybe he hated her, hated her for being so cruel, hated her for abandoning him when he needed maternal love most.

But what Ning Qian suffered was bad enough, he couldn't say the word "hate".

Fu Chenyu's long silence represented his answer, and it also made Ning Qian close her eyes in despair.

Big teardrops fell silently on the pillow, Ning Qian patted the back of Fu Chenyu's hand lightly, she opened her eyes, and smiled: "Chen Chen, do your homework, mom likes to watch you do your homework."

On the day Ning Qian left, it rained heavily.

Lin Jianyi, Lin Xi, and his younger sister Lin Yun all came. Lin Yun was too young to know what life and death were, and she looked at her mother with big eyes.

Lin Jianyi held Ning Qian's hand in grief. The whole family was present. According to Ning Qian's wishes, the oxygen tube was removed so that she could breathe a few mouthfuls of oxygen at the last moment and walk without pain.

Fu Chenyu's eyes were empty and lifeless, and his teeth were clenched tightly, as if he was about to ooze blood.

Ning Qian could hardly hear her breathing. Holding her husband's hand, she heard Lin Jianyi's sobbing voice: "It's been so hard for you all these years..."

Ning Qian opened her eyes and looked at him, Lin Jianyi's appearance slowly changed in her eyes, and finally became Fu Yong's appearance.

She suddenly started crying like a child, using the last strength she had accumulated in her life to cry loudly, crying, "Brother Yong, I want to go home, I want to go home..."

Then, Ning Qian's voice stopped abruptly.

The ward was so quiet at this moment that even the sound of a needle falling on the ground could be heard.

Ning Qian was relieved in a white light.

She saw Fu Yong in [-] holding her hand before the beginning of that never-ending night.

"Qianqian, I'll take you home."

Fu Chenyu's hands were shaking like sifting chaff, he pinched his palm vigorously, so as not to let himself shed a single tear, but the blood instantly stained the white bed sheet red.

Lin Jianyi let out a mournful roar, and bursts of crying came from the ward.

People are like this, they came into the world crying, and they left crying.

The torrential rain outside was so heavy, the warm light in the ward looked at it, and there was a kind of hopeless warmth.

Fu Chenyu tasted the bloody smell in his throat, he trembled, patted the quilt lightly, hummed the nursery rhymes that Ning Qian used to sing when he was a child, and coaxed him to sleep peacefully every night.

"Mom, mom, take a break."

"I will do my own thing."

"Dress yourself."

"Put on your own shoes and socks."

"Don't worry about it any more."

"Sprouts in spring, flowers in autumn, I have grown up."

"No longer a little doll in kindergarten..."