I'm actually straight

*************I am the dividing line of 【Next Life】************

Ye Shuwen opened his eyes and recalled the content in his mind. This was the second time he woke up from the dream without waiting for the "self" in the dream to fall asleep.

The first time he was fucked by Wei Wen in a dream, he woke up like he had the most terrible nightmare.

This time, he gave each other another chance in his dream. The desire for future happiness surged in his chest like a tide, making him unable to continue to sleep peacefully.

Ye Shuwen wiped off the liquid from the corners of his eyes, and showed a faint smile on the night when no one was around.

In the last life, whether Ye Shuwen failed Wei Wen, or Wei Wen owed Ye Shuwen, it was all a bad debt, and it was unclear.

If Wei Wen hadn't fallen in love with Ye Shuwen first, Ye Shuwen wouldn't have had pleasure seeking.Without the deep love between two people, there would be no heartache later.Without Wei Wen's obsession, there would be no Ye Shuwen's collapse.Naturally, without Ye Shuwen's wailing, they would not be together again because of the step back.

There are traces of drinking and pecking, maybe not all good things, but the relationship between the two people is also getting deeper and deeper in this entanglement.

Ye Shuwen could understand the final decision made by the "self" in the dream.

You can't blame Wei Wen for the failure of "your own" life. You can't blame the other party for your mistakes. The road is made by yourself. If you don't have a strong heart, even if you are given a road to the sky, you can only dare to walk on the side of the road. superior. No one can be blamed for the self-pity, self-pity, self-reproach, self-sacrifice and depravity of "I" in Hong Kong, but fortunately, I was able to catch the tail of happiness at the last moment, which is considered a blessing.

Just recalling the taste carefully, Ye Shuwen asked himself, and there were also some small doubts and uneasiness, which seemed to haunt his heart like a shadow, and he couldn't find the answer in a short time.I just hope that everything is as he saw in his dream, happy and happy forever.

As the morning approached, Ye Shuwen took another nap. When he opened his eyes again, it was already light. He took out his phone and looked at it. It was two minutes past seven, and there was an unread text message in the lower corner of the screen.

Ye Shuwen opened the text message and glanced at it, then sat up without any sleepiness.

It was Wei Wen who sent a text message after twelve o'clock last night, telling him that he had boarded the plane and could arrive in Beijing tomorrow morning.

tomorrow?Is tomorrow today or tomorrow?Ye Shuwen was confused for a while, he couldn't even forget the simple time difference between China and the United States.

But one thing is certain, Wei Wen is going back to China.

Feeling a little...um...excited.

He got up quickly to wash and wash, and when he went downstairs to eat, he met You Mingjie and Wen Hao. Ye Shuwen nodded and smiled at them.

You Mingjie was puzzled: "Are you in a good mood today?"

"It's okay." Ye Shuwen said reservedly, seeing Wen Hao hiding behind You Mingjie secretly looking at him, so he showed his white teeth to him, Wen Hao was caught off guard and looked away in embarrassment.

With the team members present, Ye Shuwen didn't want to say too much. After they sat down separately in the cafeteria, Ye Shuwen told You Mingjie that Wei Wen was coming back.

You Mingjie was very happy and said directly that he wanted to treat guests to dinner.

Ye Shuwen kept grinning, the corner of his mouth never letting go.

You Mingjie didn't understand why he said with emotion: "You have such a good relationship with him."

Ye Shuwen chuckled twice, not knowing how to answer.He and Wei Wenna don't have a good or bad relationship, it's just a bad relationship, they can't figure it out, they've been going around for so many years, even in this life, he has already realized it.

I am in a good mood, time passes quickly, and before I know it, the day's work is over.

Back in the house, I skillfully cooked a pot of beef stewed in red wine. The side dishes included carrots, celery, potatoes and onions. First, stir-fry the beef for 3 minutes, then put the side dishes, put the red wine to collect the juice, and finally put the beef soup Boil to remove the oil, and finally simmer for an hour, and then it can be out of the pan.

Wen Hao walked into the dormitory carrying two bowls of rice and the food from the cafeteria, as if he was pinching something, and called out, "Coach."

"Eat!" Ye Shuwen took off the apron, casually threw it aside, and brought the prepared beef to the table.The bright red beef soup is intoxicating, each piece of beef has tendons, each piece is full of weight, the size of a pigeon egg, and it is served with red, yellow, and green side dishes. A layer of coriander makes your mouth water just by looking at it.

Wen Hao took a piece of it with his hands and put it into his mouth without any politeness. The soft and rotten beef and the q-bomb tendons were chewy, and the fragrant soup spread all over the mouth with every bite of the teeth, and the salt taste was suitable. , and a touch of spiciness, which suits his taste very well.

"Is it okay?" Ye Shuwen asked, showing off in his tone.

Wen Hao gave a thumbs up: "It's delicious."

"Sit down and eat if it's delicious, it's all yours."

Ye Shuwen swiped and pulled, and Wen Hao immediately sat back on the chair obediently, arranged the food he brought, picked up the chopsticks and picked up a piece of beef first, wrapped it in his mouth and said vaguely: "Coach, you are so kind."

"Ha ha."

It's a long story about Wen Hao and Ye Shuwen eating together.

Seeing that the Olympics is approaching, the atmosphere in the team is unprecedentedly tense, and the pressure on the coaches is also great, so it is inevitable that there will be some choices.You Mingjie had two generals, You Le and Yuan Zheng, and it was hard enough for others to have one, but it was hard for him to have two, so the rest of the team felt like herding sheep and eating grass.

Logically speaking, as You Mingjie's assistant, Ye Shuwen should follow the coach's will.But in fact, he was just placing an order in You Mingjie's hands, and no one could stop him from doing what he wanted to do, so he saw how pitiful Wen Hao's second mother was, and after communicating with You Mingjie, he confirmed that Wen Hao also had a change of mind. After seeing his fate as the second child in ten thousand years, he took over Wen Hao's training with all his strength.

Of course, the fact that the coach treated him unfairly could not speak out, which would chill the hearts of the players, and Ye Shuwen could only take care of Wen Hao secretly.

Since retiring from the national team, Ye Shuwen has been abroad for six years. After comparing before and after, he is more respectful of Western-style education methods, so the relationship with Wei Wen has always been maintained as both a teacher and a friend, and coupled with his status as a nutritionist It is only natural to supplement Wen Hao's nutrition.

As we get closer, we will inevitably have deeper feelings. Wen Hao is a child who is not annoying, and he has found some happiness in these days as a teaching assistant.

"By the way, coach, will you go to Shanghai?" Wen Hao was referring to the World Swimming Championships held in Shanghai this year. , he can basically retire directly.He very much hopes that Ye Zhu will go to watch the game. He hasn’t been taken care of so wholeheartedly in a long time. The complete and detailed training lesson plan, the detailed corrections in the swimming pool, and the small stove after the training, the delicious food made by himself Dishes are just this kind of thought, and he also wants to repay with better results.

Ye Shuwen looked at him in surprise: "Which ear of yours heard that I wasn't going? Why didn't I go? Are you staring at a pool of water in a daze?"

Wen Hao pursed his lips and smiled, with fair skin and handsome appearance, he looked handsome and youthful under the bright white light, and he had the capital to be gay, but in Ye Shuwen's opinion, finding a woman was the most correct way out, but this seemed It's natural, it's a pity.

When he thought about it, he asked, Ye Shuwen was surrounded by too many gays, to the point where he got used to it, but he couldn't control his mouth: "Are you born? You like men."

Wen Hao stopped eating, and his expression became extremely unnatural.

Seeing him so nervous, Ye Shuwen lost interest, and said, "Forget it, let's not talk about it."

"Yes." Wen Hao said.

"Know it since you were a child?"

"I knew it in junior high school."

"What was the reason for enlightenment?"

"..." Wen Hao lowered his eyes, looked at the grains of rice in the bowl, hesitated for a while, and finally said, "Maybe my tone and actions are naturally different from other boys, and I didn't even know it at the time." Well, I was spotted by a guy." When Wen Hao mentioned "that guy", his expression was a bit sad, but he quickly covered up his emotions, and sighed with a wry smile, "Then I will know."

Ye Shuwen is a cat. Although he looks like a wolf on the outside, in fact, grass has grown in his heart at this time, so he couldn't help asking curiously: "See? How can you tell? Is he straight or curved? You guys Are they together?"

"..." Wen Hao snapped down his chopsticks, his eyes widened in displeasure, and he didn't speak.

Ye Shuwen retracted his leaning forward body, repeatedly saying sorry.In fact, he is by no means such a careless person at ordinary times, but God knows what happened today, to do such an inquisitive thing that pokes people's scars.

After dinner, Wen Hao asked Wen Hao to wash the dishes and tidy up the house. Seeing that the house was clean, he drove him away.Ever since Ye Shuwen started cooking, he discovered a truth, all housewives who like to cook don't like to wash dishes.He is not a housewife, but he cooks, but he doesn't like washing dishes.This is also the reason why he would call for someone to come over every time he eats fried food. If there is something to do, the disciple will do it for him, comfortable.

Lazily leaning on the sofa to watch TV, the mobile phone is connected to the Internet, and opened QQ, Weibo and Skype.Liu Yang's profile picture has just dimmed, and Ye Shuwen has just hooked up with Liu Yang and returned to China to shine, Liu Yang runs on him, he is not so lucky, he can survive every day, he has to make money to support his family, men don't worry, life is not easy balabala ....

Before eight o'clock, Ye Shuwen fell asleep on the sofa.

In the dream, he made "his" mother so angry that he almost jumped off the building. In short, it was a lot of jumping and jumping. In the end, his mother was also forced to be admitted to the hospital by the doctor because of her high blood pressure.

Ever since his mother left, Wei Wen grabbed the hand of "myself" as if he was about to cry, and said a lot of words, "I love you."

In the dead of night, "I" was attacked by Wei Wen in a half-dream and half-awake state, my lips and tongue were intertwined, the sky thunder stirred the ground, and my clothes were messily untied. Wei Wen was so gentle that he almost kissed "my" body all over. Every corner, even the important parts were held in the palms of those big hands and cared for for a long time, and then came to a warm place...

Ye Shuwen opened his eyes suddenly, looked at the "tent" he had raised high, then looked at the bright light tube, finally sighed, turned off the light resignedly, lay down on the sofa again, and slipped his hand into the tent. In the waistband.

When the last moment came, he stretched out on the sofa, thinking to himself: Is it worth it for me to persevere until now?The big hatred in the dream has been solved, and I still persist until now because of a "straight man".What did you say?The best youth years are dedicated to the five-finger girl, how hard it is!

After going to the bathroom to wash his hands, Ye Shuwen checked the time, took the car keys and went out to pick up Uncle Wei.

Wei Wen's plane landed at nearly twelve o'clock, a spring.The dream made Ye Shuwen arrive more than an hour earlier, and he chatted with Liu Yang on the other side of the ocean in the waiting room.Liu Yang was eating lunch, the same hamburger hot dog, Ye Shuwen braggingly told him the stewed beef he ate at night, the taste, tsk tsk, incredible!

Chatting with Liu Yang barely dispelled Ye Shuwen's drowsiness, but the biological clock is a difficult goblin, and Ye Shuwen had almost fallen asleep when the plane was about to land. It was hot in Beijing in July, and the air conditioner in the terminal hall was fully turned on. Ye Shuwen woke up from the cold again, so he simply got up and went outside to light a cigarette.

Ye Shuwen doesn't smoke very much. As an athlete, you have to restrain yourself. You just work in the system. It's polite to carry a pack of cigarettes with you. It's okay to smoke occasionally.

After finishing the cigarette, a pick-up notice sounded in the terminal hall, and Ye Shuwen walked to the pick-up gate in a staggering manner.

After a while, I saw Wei Wen.

Wei Wen was wearing a simple and loose sportswear, probably because he was afraid of the cold at night, he still had a coat on his hand, and a black leather work bag in the other hand, it was not at all obvious that this guy was originally engaged in sports, the whole "Bone Essence", the elite style is enough.

Eyes met, Wei Wen smiled, and stepped forward to give Ye Shuwen a hug. Ye Shuwen put his arms around him and beat him hard on the back a few times.

He took the suitcase and walked to the parking lot. Ye Shuwen asked him how many days he would return to China, and Wei Wen said it would be a week.

Ye Shuwen asked where he planned to stay so late, Wei Wen looked at him hesitantly.

Ye Shuwen also hesitated.

To be honest, his bottom line has been worn down by Wei Wen for these years. If Wei Wen dared to force him in the last two years, he might just give in with half push and half push. Unfortunately, in the past two years, Wei Wen has kept his duty. , he could only endure it.

What! ?Let him speak first! !Just kidding! ?I don't know that it's one thing to acquiesce in this kind of thing, but it's another thing to step out by yourself!Being a straight man these years is a lie! ?Having sex with a man is not just a joke, okay? !Everything has changed drastically!At least, he had to be prepared to send his mother to the hospital angrily.

When they got to the side of the car, Ye Shuwen threw the car keys to Wei Wen, and got into the passenger seat by himself.

Wei Wen resignedly opened the door, opened the trunk, put the luggage in, and then sat back in the driver's seat. Seeing Ye Shuwen rubbing his eyes in sleepiness, he said softly, "Go to sleep first."

"You may not be able to sleep." Ye Shuwen yawned and shook his head, "Besides, Beijing is changing so fast, I guess you don't even know the way."

"I still know the way home."

"You want to go home?" Ye Shuwen was surprised, he thought Wei Wen was going to live with him in a shameless manner.

"Well, I have something to do when I go home, and it's also the most important thing when I come back this time."

When Uncle Ye heard that he was being ranked behind, he suddenly became unhappy, and let out a sound from his nostrils.

Wei Wen had already driven the car onto Airport Road, avoiding a car rushing home to sleep, and then said: "I plan to come out with my family."

"What!?" Ye Shuwen almost jumped out of his seat in surprise as the headlights flashed.

Wei Wen turned his head, looked at him and smiled, the moonlight shone on the soft facial features, the years had hardly left traces on his face, he spoke standard Mandarin, with a slight smile on Ye Shuwen's face. Said in the ear: "Be careful, I will go all out next."

"All, all..." Ye Shuwen almost bit his tongue.

Wei Wen nodded: "Yes, go all out."

Ye Shuwen's ears turned red quickly, he completely understood what Wei Wen meant, so he was embarrassed, so his heart beat fast, so he was quite happy.

After a short period of silence, Wei Wen asked again: "I have been hesitating, I don't want to put too much pressure on you, I hope you can do what you like to do, and you can feel satisfied and happy. I always thought that I can continue to wait, one year, two years, ten years, after all I overestimated myself, I am a little bit bad now, I am very afraid that you like others where I can't see. You should be able to understand, I am willing to give you the greatest freedom, but the premise is that you always like me."

"..."

"What?" Before waiting for an answer, Wei Wen had to turn to look at Ye Shuwen.

Ye Shuwen had an iceberg face: "How long have you memorized this word? It's smooth?"

Wei Wen burst out laughing, and answered him very seriously: "I started making up when I got on the plane, and I have memorized it all the way."

"..."

"Although it's not impromptu, it's also my sincerity."

"I don't feel it." Ye Shuwen continued on the iceberg, he was about to be stunned by that paragraph, the key point was that the strong romantic flavor made him have an illusion that he was a tsundere little girl, and then he was raised by this guy, what's the matter? I will give you freedom, the only requirement is that you like me... The grass mud horses are going to be in groups, okay!We are going to run wild on the prairie of the Mara Gobi, okay?

Wei Wen continued to laugh, the clothes on his chest kept shaking.

With a long face, Ye Shuwen complained to the ends of the earth.

However, they all know that what they/Wei Wen said is true.

Ye Shuwen didn't know what other people's love was like, but if he put himself in the situation, he would never be able to chase someone for six years.If you don't really love and really don't want to give up, who would waste six years on a person, waiting for an uncertain answer.

This time, Wei Wen came out to his family, and it seemed that he was going to die.

What about yourself?

Can it be worthy of Wei Wen's contribution?

Wei Wen first sent Ye Shuwen back to the dormitory. He originally wanted to find a taxi to go back by himself, but Ye Shuwen refused and asked him to stay with him for one night before going back. Wei Wen didn't insist, so they went upstairs together.

It was already two o'clock at this time, Ye Shuwen was so sleepy, went into the room, washed his face and went to bed, put his head on the pillow and warned Wei Wen: "Don't sneak attack me in the middle of the night."

Wei Wen pursed his lips and smiled, and said with certainty: "No."

The moment Ye Shuwen closed his eyes, he felt a little disappointed.

I slept very deeply that night, probably because I dreamed about my previous life when I slept before, but I didn't have any dreams this night.

Wei Wen was jet-lagged, lying on the sofa watching TV, managed to sleep for two hours in the second half of the night, and woke up at dawn.

He sat on the sofa and woke up, then walked to Ye Shuwen's bed and stared at him for a while, and finally went out quietly to make breakfast.

When Wei Wen came back, Ye Shuwen had already woken up. After freshening up, he was refreshed after washing away the decadence of last night. When he saw Wei Wen, he grinned and said, "I know you haven't left since you have all your luggage. I'll take you home later. "

"Okay." Wei Wen put the soy milk and pancake fruit in his hand on the table, "I wanted to buy buns, but I couldn't move my feet when I passed by the pancake stand. I haven't eaten this for many years, I'm so hungry."

"The one at the aunt's stall? It tastes good, I just want to eat it." After speaking, Ye Shuwen grabbed one and stuffed it into his mouth.

After breakfast, Ye Shuwen sent Wei Wen home.Wei Wen's parents have never moved, and have always lived in that compound. Ye Shuwen had been to Yao Ye's house before, so naturally he also came to this compound.Because of the reason in the dream, he had a bad impression of this hospital, and it is conceivable that he was even more difficult to deal with Wei Wen's parents.Wei Wen was considerate of him, didn't call him to go upstairs, and left with his luggage.

Ye Shuwen stood by the car door, looked up at the building in front of him, and frowned slightly.He clearly remembered what Wei Wen was doing when he came back this time. This time, if Wei Wen's family wanted to attack him again, it would not be so easy.

That afternoon, Ye Shuwen called Wei Wen out for dinner again. Xu Han, You Mingjie, Luo Xinhua, and his teammates who were still in the capital met for a second time. They enjoyed the meal and drank a lot of wine.

Ye Shuwen drove over, and had no choice but to call the valet driver. When the valet driver came, he sat in the car and chatted with Wei Wen.

In fact, Ye Shuwen was a little curious about whether Wei Wen had a showdown with his family.

Wei Wen shook his head, his parents were too enthusiastic on the first day, he couldn't open his mouth, and planned to talk before leaving.

Ye Shuwen said "Oh" and didn't know what to say. To be honest, he could understand the reason why Wei Wen did this, but the feeling that Wei Wen's wonderful grandma gave him was really disgusting, and he still wanted to see it secretly. Her reaction this time.

Wei Wen, as today's protagonist, drank a little too much, managed to sit still for a few minutes, then staggered, leaned on the seat and closed his eyes to rest.

Ye Shuwen looked at Wei Wen's side face in a daze, and his eyes especially stopped on the slightly parted lips. Drunkenness and sleepiness made the corner of the lips slightly turned up, which was particularly conspicuous under the streetlight outside the car window.Ye Shuwen reached out his hand out of nowhere to tear off the piece of leather.

At the moment of meeting, Wei Wen suddenly opened his eyes, the drunkenness in his eyes dissipated at this moment, and he looked at him with burning eyes.

Ye Shuwen came back to his senses, and hastily withdrew his hand.But he was grabbed by the wrist by the faster Wei Wen.Ye Shuwen's heart was beating like thunder: "I, I, I, I, I saw your mouth, just, just..."

Wei Wen turned a deaf ear, turned his eyes away from his face, and tilted his head slightly to look at the hand he was grasping.The big hands full of strength are not delicate at all, even because they are swimmers, they are bigger and wider than most people's hands.But being able to hold this hand is his greatest wish in life, and now that his wish has been fulfilled, he doesn't know what to do for a while.He looked down at this hand, as if he was looking at a financial statement. He read it word by word, line by line, without missing a single word, until he finally got the final answer—he lowered his head and kissed the back of that hand. Take a sip.

Teng!

Ye Shuwen's head was smoking.